Chapter 1547: Jiang Jing's Memories 2
When Fan Wei heard this, he was obviously stunned, but then he laughed faintly and said, "Who said that I can't overflow with love?" If I say that I help you because I like Xiao Nan, do you think you will believe it? ”
Jiang Jing shook her head very firmly and said, "I don't believe it, because I can feel it, that love is coming for me. If not, you wouldn't be so angry when I was beaten, and if not, you wouldn't be upset for me. You...... What is the reason exactly? ”
Seeing Jiang Jing's relentless questioning, Fan Wei pursed his lips and frowned and said with a wry smile, "If I say ...... Do I care about you because I like you? ”
"It stands to reason that a man like you who is rich, capable, and powerful, what kind of beautiful woman would not have it, and why...... Will you like me? Besides, even if you're in love with me, how long has it been since we last saw each other? If it's a man who really likes me, I'm afraid he will be like Kui Tianqi who wants to stay with me every day and pursue me, right? Jiang Jing said seriously with her own analysis, "This reason is not too sufficient. ”
Fan Wei shrugged his shoulders a little helplessly, and said helplessly, "I said that you helped you with kindness, but you don't believe it, and you don't believe it when I say that the person you like helps you, so what do you want me to say before you believe it?" Want to scam you out of your money? Or do you want to be trafficked? Please, there's no reason to want to help someone, okay? ”
"You're lying!" Jiang Jing suddenly said excitedly, "I, I have a feeling...... It's been buried in my heart for a long time, and I, I always feel that I might know you before I lose my memory! ”
Hearing this, Fan Wei's pupils dilated almost instantly, and it took him a long time before he was excited and excited, "You, what did you say??" You said...... Do you remember the past? ”
"No, I can't remember." Jiang Jing supported her forehead with her hands in pain, and said with some sadness, "I don't know why, when I think about recalling the past, my head hurts constantly, and the wounds on my body are faintly painful......"
Fan Wei suddenly held back his anger again, and said with a somewhat weak wry smile, "Then how can you say that you think we knew each other before?" ”
"Once, I dreamed, I dreamed of a scene that I had never experienced before." Jiang Jing's beautiful eyes stared at the drink cup on the table, and said lightly, "It seems to be in a shopping mall, I am holding a microphone, surrounded by many people, and outside the crowd, you are looking at me with confidence, shaking hands and cheering me." I'm so familiar with this scene, so I think I might have known you before. ”
In Fan Wei's mind, the scene described by Jiang Jing soon appeared, and he will always remember that it was Jiang Jing singing in a talent show in a large shopping mall in Jiangde City. That was the first time she mustered up the courage to stand in front of the stage and impress all the audience with the most beautiful singing. Originally, Jiang Jing could become an instant hit and go to the showbiz, but who knows...... That damn liar director drugged her, and it turned out ......
"Fan Wei? We've known each other before, right? Jiang Jing grabbed Fan Wei's arm very seriously, and choked up, "Tell me, isn't that so?" ”
Fan Wei came back to his senses from his memories, he also looked at Jiang Jing very seriously, and said, "Jiang Jing, why are you asking this?" Do you want to remember the past? Didn't you tell me that if you want to live a new life, you will forget your previous memories when you forget them? ”
"I ......" Jiang Jing nodded with a sad face, "yes...... I used to think so. The past represents the past, and the present represents the future. Since I chose to seal my memories in the past, it would be too boring to recall them. However, after living for this period of time, I realized that a life without the past and memories is incomplete, and it will not be happy or happy. In the songs I sing, there is always a yearning for the past and memories of the past, but I can never sing that kind of charm, because I have no past and cannot recall! I, now, longing to know what I was like before, what happened before, so that I would become a ...... without memories, without the past."
"That's what you think?" Fan Wei's expression was flat on the surface, but he was inexplicably excited in his heart! Because he had waited too long for this day, he had waited too long for Jiang Jing to regain his memory! He had made up his mind that only when Jiang Jing wanted to recover her memory would he try his best to make her work hard to recover, he didn't want her to do what she didn't want to do! Well, now she actually took the initiative to say that she wanted to recover her memory, what a good thing!
"Well, that's what I really thought." Jiang Jing gently glanced at Xiao Nan, who was playing alone with a children's toy next to her, and suddenly showed a maternal smile and said in a trembling voice, "My daughter didn't go over, I don't know who she is, I don't know who her parents are, that's because she was too young at the time and didn't know anything at all, but I can't be the same as her, I have to get back the memory that belongs to me." Only then can I be considered a complete person......"
"If you're really willing to regain your memory...... Maybe, I can help you. Fan Wei said to Jiang Jing very seriously, "I can help you!" ”
Fan Wei ...... You, you really knew me before, didn't you? My guess is not wrong, right? Jiang Jing excitedly grabbed Fan Wei's arm again and looked into his eyes, "Please tell me, tell me the truth!" ”
Seeing Jiang Jing's expression and words, Fan Wei gently put her hand in his hand, squeezed it tightly, nodded and admitted, "Yes, you are right, I deliberately approached you...... Because, I have known you in my memory for a long time, I, I have known you for a long time. ”
Jiang Jing's delicate body trembled violently, and her eyes flashed with excitement, "Really? Then why didn't you tell me earlier? Me and you...... Was it familiar before? To what extent? ”
"Jiang Jing, there are some things that can't be told to you in advance." Fan Wei said very seriously, "Your memory is closed because of your self-rejection, so it is undoubtedly very difficult and painful to unravel. Therefore, we must take it step by step, step by step, let you slowly understand, and slowly unblock yourself, which is probably the best way. If you force it, you will fall into another self-paralysis and pain, and unexpected situations may occur. So...... I didn't tell you in advance, I just silently sent someone to protect you secretly. Because you didn't want to recover your memory before you first came to Beihai City, I absolutely can't force you, your illness is very special, and your memory is actually not lost, it's in your mind. Merely...... You don't want to think about it......"
Jiang Jing's expression was gloomy, and she said with a faint wry smile, "My previous memories must be very bad. A memory that I don't want to remember, it must be very disgusting to me, right? But no matter how painful that memory was, it was a part of my life, why...... Why did I choose to mothball? ”
"This is a kind of protection under the subconscious of the self, which is not controlled by the involuntary consciousness." Fan Wei looked at Jiang Jing and said, "You really want to think about it...... Do you want to choose to recover this memory? ”
Listening to Fan Wei's inquiry, Jiang Jing nodded and said, "Yes, I decided to restore my memory. I don't want to be like Xiao Nan, who has no past and doesn't know who I really am. ”
"Okay, then I'll accompany you back to Ping'an County tomorrow. There, there are many people and things from your past, and as long as you make up your mind to think about it, you will definitely remember it. Fan Wei said with firm confidence, "Miracles have happened to you more than once, and I believe that miracles will continue to happen!" ”
"Ping'an County ......" Jiang Jing looked at Fan Wei, bit her pink lips and nodded, "Okay, tomorrow, let's go back!" ”