All five senses are lost in the darkness!

I can't see the light┉┉

I can't hear the sound ┉┉

I can't smell it┉┉

Can't speak┉┉

Even the touch of the skin disappears as well┉┉

It was like being wrapped in a black world where there was nothing, as if the body had completely disappeared and only the soul still existed in this completely 'nothing' world, and Tenaya only felt a strong sense of depression in her heart.

Is death the most terrible punishment?

Mortals in the world may think so, but in the eyes of the female mage Tenaya, the most terrible punishment compared to death is not death. The so-called 'eternity' is an interesting word, and many times the gods above the sky and the kings of the earthly kingdoms like to use this word to flaunt their greatness, but have they ever thought that when the real eternity is immortal, after receiving too much information under the baptism of hundreds of millions of years, can a person's spirit and soul bear it?

When the spirit and soul are unable to bear it, there is a breakdown, which is death, that is, liberation, but in eternity, no matter how painful it is, it cannot die, cannot be freed, and cannot get rid of this ordeal, that is the most terrible punishment in the world!

The flying blizzard and the white light like the polar day, this was the last impression that Tenaya could feel in her consciousness. I can still remember the battle with the black dragon, and in order to finally win, I used the dragon scales obtained from the Karlsmen's empire. Then, after a brief period of confusion, I found that all the sensations were leaving me.

As a half-elf, Tennaya's age is far beyond that of ordinary humans, and her rich experience has made Tenaya understand that she is not dead yet, because her consciousness and memory are very clear, and she can even recite the language of the magic language she once learned. After making sure that she was not dead, Tenaya was confused after a brief period of rejoicing that she had survived. The loss of all five senses but the extremely clear mental consciousness can only indicate one situation in which one's soul and body are separated.

Generally speaking, the separation of body and soul means that a person's life has ended, theoretically speaking, one's own body should have died, but the soul remains because of some obsession, just like the ghost in the undead creatures, wandering aimlessly in the world, until one day the soul that has lost the protection of the body gradually fragments and returns to the sea of souls. But the current situation is a little abnormal, and Tenaya, who originally held the 'Precept of Life and Death', knows very well how she feels when she transforms into a ghost. It's definitely not like the five senses are completely in darkness like now, and the only thing I can do is 'think', and I can't do anything else.

Normally, this situation is more likely to be caused by some necromancer who imprisons and tortures some revenants in order to make them obey, but Tena doesn't think that she will be captured by a necromancer, and there will be that necromancer in this world who will run to the secret arsenal of the Karlsmen Empire, and dare to intervene in his war with the dragon, not to mention the huge destructive power generated by the dragon scales when they are liberated in the end, even the power that the dragon can kill, even the undead lich who is known as the strongest among the undead creatures may have to die completely in the face of this power。

Regardless of why this was the case, Tenaya immediately began to try to see if she could help with the current situation. However, no matter how hard the half-elf tried, it could not change this state of having no five senses.

Tennaya seems that even if she is really dead and luckily becomes a ghost among the undead creatures, she will try to maintain her obsession to keep the soul alive, and one day she will really be an undead, although this kind of encounter is hateful, but it is better to die than to live as a living dead than to be a real dead.

But now the situation is desperate, the five senses are completely dark, there is no way to ask for help, and there is no external information, this feeling of being isolated in a world of nothingness is extremely depressing, as a mage Tenaya understands her predicament. I also know that if this situation continues for a long time, loneliness will become the most terrible torture tool, and it will torture itself endlessly.

How long will this situation take, and how can I get rid of it? If it goes on for a long time, will your soul be broken and have to return to the sea of souls┉┉ or death is the best ending, and the one thing that Tennaya is most afraid of now is that she can't die now, and that is the thing that really makes people completely desperate.

Constant common sense manipulates the will, but what is fed back to Tenaya is one bad luck after another, and her spiritual power seems to be imprisoned and completely unable to exert it, that is to say, if you can't get out of this situation, you can only hope that your soul will gradually collapse and be liberated after a few decades or hundreds of years. I can't even kill myself now, and if my soul doesn't collapse, then I will have to taste the pain in this dark world forever.

No!

The world had become meaningless in this dark world, and the overwhelm and extreme panic had made Tenaya lose her sense of time, and sometimes the half-elf mage felt as if a hundred years had passed, but sometimes it felt like only a day had passed.

Don't ~ I don't want to be like this ~ I don't want ┉┉

Trapped in this dark world, Tenaya gradually loses her former arrogance. Faced with this terrible reality, Tenaya's spirit gradually deteriorated and collapsed until the position of a ray of light appeared┉┉

"Hmm~ Although it is an imitation, it seems that it is indeed much weaker than the real Star Child. ”

In the God's Domain, Ishtar touched the body of the female mage Tenaya, whose flesh and blood had turned into ice crystals, and Tenaya, like an artistic treasure created by a master artist, was now motionless like a real sculpture and still maintained the spell-casting posture of holding the staff, but in this body that had turned into ice crystals, Ishtar could easily feel the soul that was trapped in it.

I have to say that this is really a miracle!

Ishtar smiled knowingly, Tenaya's body was completely converted into ice crystals by the power of frost, but the soul was fortunately not damaged but trapped in the body, now although the previous body has been ice crystallized, after all, it is still Tennaya's own body, this ice crystallized body is still performing the work of protecting the soul from being eroded by the inspiration of the sea of souls, in other words, although Tenaya has theoretically extinguished the flame of life, as long as her body is not damaged, then her soul can remain in this ice crystallized body forever。

Compared to the necromancers who have been struggling to pursue the lost soul materialization spells of the Necromancer, hoping to re-establish their already shattered souls, Tenaya can be said to have fulfilled their wish in an extremely rare special situation, but sometimes immortality is more unbearable than death.

Ishtar's divine power infiltrated the female mage's body and gradually touched the wandering soul, the powerful divine power made the trembling soul quickly settle down, under the absolute gap in strength, Tenaya seemed to fall into some kind of sleep, and the restlessness of the soul finally began to stop.

At this moment, the soul of the half-elf female mage seemed to have been stripped of the walnut of the shell, and Ishtar's divine thoughts were as easy as entering a no-man's land, and all the memories of Tenaya's life could not escape even the most trivial things.

A picture was fed back to Ishtar's mind through consciousness, which were many memories of Tenaya, but the goddess had no interest in Tenaya's usual daily memories, and under the power of divine thoughts, Tenaya's initial memories when she was first born in this world were revealed.

However, the initial memory is very strange, the half-elf female mage has no memories of childhood, as if she has grown up when she opens her eyes to look at the world

Growing up in an environment that looks like a magic laboratory, the mages in blue robes, and the walls inlaid with magic crystals seem to make up Tenaya's world

Endless learning and use of magic, the mages surrounding Tenaya always keep blowing and expecting Tenaya to show the power they desire, but Tenaya has always brought them disappointment

Flee! Run! Blue and red dragons descended from the sky amid the roar of battle, taking the books that the mages had asked her to inject power from, and Tenaya fled from the place where she had been imprisoned for decades

And what followed was Tenaya's journey as if she was in exile, it was very difficult to survive as a half-elf on the continent, especially in the eastern part of the continent, but the magic she had been forced to learn gave Tennaya the strength to live, and anyone who dared to underestimate this half-elf had turned to ashes. Although free, the half-elf female mage was also nostalgic for the power of the ancient times when she wantonly explored the entire continent, and finally after getting some news, the half-elf came to the Karls-Turmen Empire for the scale that had made a contract with the White Dragon King.

"I see┉┉But the dragon scale was not found at the time, so it seems that it should have been taken away by the previous black dragon. ”

"I'm sorry~ my god! The golden dragon who was accompanying him at the time didn't seem to be able to stop the other party. ”

"It's okay~" Ishtar didn't care: "That dragon scale is the last evil thought sent to this world by the ancient dragon king, even if you get the power inside, it can't be used by me, on the contrary, to eliminate the huge frost power will consume my divine power, it's better to leave this trouble to the black dragon." Besides, I care more about this child than about the inconsequential dragon scales. ”

Gently stroking Tenaya's face that turned into ice crystals, the goddess's eyes had a look of pity: "If Augusta is the former Garserik, and I am the former King of the White Dragon, then I should also follow the example of the King of the White Dragon and send him an envoy who can help him." (To be continued......)