Introducing the wonderful book: "Self-Made Guys"

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Hehe, thinking about it, Ye Tian suddenly laughed. He seemed to care too much about Liu Mei, and Ye Tian couldn't help but sigh in his heart.

Is my current self using her as a substitute for my first girlfriend? I still have a little feeling for her in my heart.

When I saw her for the first time, I thought I had met my first girlfriend, and they really looked alike, as if they were carved out of a mold.

My hope for Liu Mei may have started at that time. The feelings of first love always linger in my heart, and sometimes in the middle of the night, when I wake up from my sleep, I will flash the smiling figure of my first love girlfriend.

What you can't get is always the best, and what you can get easily is usually not very cherished. This seems to be a common human disease. According to the principles of economics, it is actually a question of cost and benefit. In a relationship, the more you give, the more you naturally hope to get in return, and you naturally cherish and invest in this relationship.

Satsuki, are you okay? Ye Tian silently called the name of his first girlfriend who was far away in a foreign land in his heart.

Satsuki, did you know that I found a woman in T City who looks very similar to you.

She has the same reality as you, the same strength, maybe this kind of surname is nothing in this mortal city, but it makes me deeply attracted because there is your shadow in her......

Remember? In junior high school, that time we chatted, yes, that time, your words, the maturity of your words, and the indifference to people and society made me deeply shocked. And that's from then on. You have left an indelible mark on my heart.

Born in a wealthy family with complex relationships, I inevitably matured very early in my state of mind and soul, maybe I can't say it's mature, it should be said to be a kind of exhaustion, exhaustion of life. Satsuki, the two of us are very similar, and you admitted that later...... It seems that our feelings are slowly developing and deepening under the effect of this mutual attraction of the mind.

People say that surnames need to be complementary, perhaps because our surnames are too similar and too similar, so we are destined to be more suitable to be friends rather than lovers.

What is love and what is love? Is love really higher than freedom, higher than life? Remember? When we were in the third year of junior high school, we discussed this issue, and that time you said, "Love is not even as good as money, how can it be compared to freedom and life." "Let the girls in the class who yearn for love adopt a hostile attitude towards you. At that time, I laughed at you, you destroyed the most beautiful dreams of those flower season girls in the class who longed for love and nourishment. You laughed at the time, this may feel natural to outsiders, but you can't hide it from me, you can't hide it from me who has been with you for four years at that time, in your smile, I found loneliness, found loneliness. Yes, no matter how strong you are, in reality, in maturity, you are still just a child who has just turned 15 years old. Just like me, just a kid!

In the eyes of others, we in high school should already be lovers. I should forget it, I have taken your hand, put my arm around your waist, kissed you on the lips, and I seem to be more familiar with your body than ordinary people...... But you always say that we are confidants, not lovers.

I understand your thoughts, your distrust of my family environment, and your distrust of our feelings.

How realistic you are, knowing that you can't do it, then don't do it! Leaving me, leaving this place where you were born and raised, and going to a foreign land, it was so decisive. Wave your sleeves and don't take away a cloud......

I was sad, really, deeply sad, as if I had lost some part of my body.

Pain and pain can't be distinguished, just like we can't tell whether the love between us is "love" or "know". Let's go, you're gone...... And I'm ...... I still have to go on, without you...... That's life...... You understand...... I understand it too......

By the way, let's talk about Liu Mei. How to describe her, if you are compared to "ice", then she is cold water, hehe, not like you make people feel cold to the heart and lungs, she is still a little warm, more acceptable.

She and her boyfriend just broke up, hehe, I was the one who got the hang in the middle. My badness, you understood it early on. But to be honest, she and her so-called boyfriend just developed like this, and they also had no future, and in the end they were the life of an underground mistress. It seems to be good for her to do her this too...... I'm not too bad for that.

Of course, I have selfish intentions, I want to take her for myself, and treat her as if she were hidden in your arms and pampered. If she wants to be a mistress, then it is better to choose me, I am far better and stronger than her ex-boyfriend, if a woman wants to find a dependence, strength seems to be a criterion for choice, at least to some extent has more space, greater glory, greater security.

Satsuki, I don't have much confidence in grasping you, after all, our similarity and resemblance determine the knowledge between us. And I still have a lot of confidence in her. Hehe, you're laughing at me, what kind of woman can't be found on my terms...... Yes, if I really want to find a lover, what kind of woman can't I find? But I can't find you...... I can't tell the difference between her and you...... Maybe it's because I don't want to discern it carefully.

You say let me use force and force to overwhelm her? …… Hehe, am I still me? …… You know me, so I'm sure you're just kidding me...... A person who can really stand on a certain height usually has a kind of pride, which sometimes does not allow the master to do things that are inconsistent with his identity...... Could it be that I, as a man, have such a bad charm that I can't touch the heart of an urban woman wandering in the mortal dust?

Love and affection can also sometimes be a challenge, pulling between a man and a woman, like a tug-of-war...... This kind of game seems to be more fun than simple carnal desires...... Otherwise, the world will not despise those industrial workers, and sometimes it is undeniable that their work attitude is far better than that of the people around you, and you may get more pleasure from it. But because it is easy to get (of course, this is for people who have a few spare money), it is naturally not taken seriously......

Xiaoyue, after a few years of separation, you see, my moral degradation is even worse!

Okay, I don't want you anymore, after all, thinking about you is just illusory, and life is more real, I still live that long and short life according to the pace of life, if there is fate, I think you will stand in front of me again after all, right, Xiaoyue?

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