Chapter 103: Lonely Christmas Eve
At 8:43, Zheng Kexiang escorted me to the door of the bar. Looking at this place, she smiled slightly: "I brought you here once, do you think this place is especially suitable for love?" You're dating the same sweetheart who released your pigeon last night, right? β
I smiled, neither admitting nor denying it. just picked up the suit bag and said while pushing the car door: "Thank you, Sister Zheng, then, goodbye!" β
Zheng Kexiang smiled and said, "Well, goodbye." Xiao Yu, come on! Hurry up and take down your sweetheart, it's okay but it's a matter of mine! β
I got out of the car and waved goodbye to Zheng Ke. In the blink of an eye, her Audi was out of sight. Entering the bar, I still came to the private room where Zheng Keran and I often sit. I chose a corner to put down my bag and take off my coat. According to the old habit, he ordered a bottle of red wine and some food, and sat down and waited quietly for Zheng Keran's arrival.
That's when I started to think carefully about how I should deal with my own feelings. The current situation is that I fell in love with the second Zheng Keran, but I missed the old love for the eldest Zheng Keran. At the same time, I still have ill feelings towards the third Zheng Keren in my heart. Alas! To the extent of my heart, it can be regarded as the pinnacle.
However, I knew very well in my heart that my whimsical mind would never be realized. Even, if I still have this kind of thought, it will bring a huge hidden danger to my future relationship. So, it's time to think seriously and make the right choice.
First of all, the third Zheng Keren can be the first to give up. Because I have promised my eldest sister Zheng Kexiang that I can't use her brains anymore. And she's still young, and I really don't want such a simple and lovely girl to be hurt by me.
Secondly, the boss Zheng Ke wants to be the goddess of my dreams, and I am really reluctant to give up her. But, firstly, she was the one who had a fiancΓ©, and secondly, I knew that she still loved the man who had gone to Heaven. Zheng Ke thought that the reason why she was so kind to me now might just be a feeling of guilt after forcing me to leave her sister, right? She is too difficult for me, and the chances of winning her heart are almost zero. If I had my mind, it would have been wise to give her up.
In the end, it was Zheng Keran, the second eldest of the three sisters. I still don't know what she's thinking, and why she's pretending to be confused with me. But Zheng Keran definitely likes me, there is no doubt about that. Maybe the time hasn't come, maybe she's still testing me. Of the three sisters, she seems to be the only one who is most likely to be with me. At this critical time, if I am still half-hearted and undecided, I may not even get her in the end.
The conclusion of my thinking is that the wholehearted, desperate, must take down Zheng Keran. I can give up the eldest and third, but the second is definitely not good!
When I made up my mind, the door of the private room was gently pushed open, and the second Zheng Keran had already walked in with a straight face. I hurriedly stood up, greeted him with a smile, and said, "But, you're here?" β
Zheng Keran gave me a blank look and snorted lightly in his nose. first put the bag in his hand on the sofa chair, took off the thick coat on his body, and said, "Don't smile at me, my anger hasn't disappeared!" β
I still grinned and said, "It's not gone yet?" Okay, okay, I'll stand here and let you get out of the air a few times, okay? Otherwise......"
Zheng Kexiang said angrily: "Otherwise, what would you do?" β
I smiled and whispered, "Otherwise, I know to use a killer move, hug you and kiss you, kiss you until you forgive me, like this?" β
Zheng Keran's little face suddenly turned red, and he kicked me with his backfoot, and said angrily: "Get out!" You know your dog can't spit ivory out of his mouth! β
When I saw her light and angry look, my heart fluttered. couldn't help but deliberately open his hands and said, "Okay, since that's the case, then I'll come to the real thing." Baby, come on, let my brother hug it! β
I hugged me so like a real one, Zheng Keran hurriedly lowered his body, got out from under my arm, and shouted ashamedly and angrily: "Oh, you are really ...... Okay, well, I'm scared of you. I'm not angry, forgive you, it's all right? β
I smiled, and although I had regrets in my heart, I still stopped in moderation. Immediately, I returned to my seriousness and said, "Well, let's sit down and have a good talk." There's something I'm about to tell you. β
Zheng Keran sat down on the sofa chair, and my hug just now made her face flush and a little twisted. While pouring the wine, he sneered, "What's the matter?" If it's not serious, don't say it! β
I laughed and said, "How can it be indecent? This is a serious matter. I said, it's Christmas Eve the day after tomorrow, how are you going to spend it? β
Zheng Ke thought, "Christmas Eve? I don't know, I didn't arrange it. Maybe, with my sister and sister. β
I immediately sat down next to her, stared straight at her, and said seriously, "Stay with me, right?" On Christmas Eve, I'll take you to a French dinner. River view restaurant, candlelit dinner. Someone is playing the violin at the dining table, and we slowly enjoy the romantic good time. Then, let's go to Jiangxin Park together, buy a lot of fireworks, have fun, dance, and have a happy and unforgettable Christmas Eve, okay? β
Zheng Keran listened, his face softened, and his eyes were actually hazy. With a small mouth, it looks like it's about to agree. Suddenly, she didn't know what she thought, her little face immediately turned stiff, and she said, "Who wants to be with you?" You go romantic with someone else, I'm not available! β
I'm dizzy! I'm so serious, is this woman still sloppy with me? Alas! Alas! What do you want me to do so that she doesn't run away from my pursuit?
Since then, I have said many times, Zheng Keran just didn't agree. Later, I was discouraged and stopped mentioning it. It seems that Zheng Keran knows very well in her heart, knowing that as long as she agrees to me, it will be equivalent to showing that she accepts my pursuit. Candlelight dinner, romance under fireworks, isn't that a happiness that can only be had between lovers?
That night, I was almost drunk. Zheng Keran knew that I was unhappy, but he didn't say anything. Get together in the evening, plain and scattered. Before leaving, Zheng Keran saw me put on a very expensive coat and hold a brand new brand-name suit in my hand. Curiously asked me where I made a fortune and bought such a luxurious thing. I smiled faintly and didn't tell her anything.
When I got home, I continued to be depressed for a night. Even I began to wonder if Zheng Keran really liked me. If she likes me, why wouldn't she want to spend Christmas Eve with me? Even if you pretend to be confused and don't admit that it's a lover's relationship, it's okay!
I suddenly thought that if Zheng Keran really just regarded me as a friend and didn't mean to be a lover with me at all, then what should I do? Continue to chase after it, or give up early?
The next night, the heavy snow, which had stopped for three days, began to fall again. As if God knew that Christmas was coming, in the blink of an eye, the earth was dressed in a white coat. My cousin, Sissy, who hadn't come to me for a long time, called this day and asked me to hang out on Christmas Eve. I politely rejected her under the pretext that I had already arranged it.
Saturday, 24 December 2005, Christmas Eve. By the afternoon, the snow had stopped. The whole city, silver and white. I was depressed, but I didn't inform my mom, the spy Sissi had planted with me, that I was home. When it was almost time for dinner, I put on my coat and scarf and went out.
The streets were full of couples, and I was alone, wandering aimlessly. For some reason, I felt deeply lonely.
I watched others walk past me with their arms around the woman they loved, laughing and laughing. I am envious and sad. I don't know if I'll be alone here on Christmas Eve next year. I don't know, who will my future girlfriend be? Am I just so out of love? I'm really not very demanding, I just want to have a girlfriend. Be able to love each other and walk hand in hand. Why? I'm almost twenty-seven years old, and I'm still alone, and I'm still going to feel so bleak and lonely on Christmas Eve?
I found a roadside noodle restaurant casually, and I hurriedly ate a bowl of beef noodles. After coming out, I decided to go to a movie to pass the boring time. Slowly walked to the New Century Studios, chose a random movie, bought a ticket, and came to the fourth floor.
Not long after, the theater entered. On this night, all the people who came to see the movie were a couple. I'm alone, I'm alone.
Sitting in my seat, I unconsciously smiled bitterly. I found that in the theater, I was so conspicuous. Everyone has company, but I don't!
After waiting for a while, the movie began. About three or four minutes into the show, I saw a man hurrying in through the door of the theater. Under the reflection of the screen, it can be dimly seen that this is a young girl. She walked over to the row where I was seated, and sat down five or six seats away from me. It seems that no one came with her. She, like me, was lonely.
At this moment, the screen lit up, allowing me to see the girl's side face clearly. She looked very lonely, with a little melancholy. A beautiful face is enough to enchant any man.
My heart trembled suddenly, and I couldn't help but call softly: "Lovely sister! β
(To be continued)