Chapter 230: Veris's Tenderness
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The eldest sister didn't answer me, just lay on the steering wheel and cried. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info She was so sad and embarrassed, and it made me feel sad unconsciously.
It seems that the eldest sister really doesn't want to have any relationship with me. Even if she likes me, she's my girlfriend's sister and can't do anything to hurt my sister. I pressed her so hard, it was really embarrassing for her.
Thinking of this, I can't help but sigh. The tip of my nose was sore, and I said bitterly: "Sister, I understand." From now on, I will not embarrass you again. It's almost dawn, you go back. ”
As I spoke, I turned around sadly and walked back silently. As soon as I took three steps, I heard the eldest sister crying behind me: "Umbrella, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you forgive your sister, okay?" ”
It's good that the eldest sister didn't speak, but as soon as she said this, my eyes suddenly became wet, and I almost burst into tears. Holding back my grief, I smiled and said, "Look at what you said, what right do I have to forgive you?" It's me who should say I'm sorry. Sister, I'm sorry! ”
After saying that, I stopped and strode into the small alley again.
I knew that my dream of having three sisters was out of reach. The eldest sister is not a matter of course, she has too many things to worry about, and she has too many responsibilities. Her surname determines that I will never have a relationship with her in this life.
Back in the car, I silently turned on the power of my phone. Sure enough, my phone rang non-stop and I received countless text messages. But I didn't want to look at any of them, I just sat there. The mind is empty, as if it has lost the ability to think. My heart aches faintly. Before I knew it, my tears were dripping all over my chest.
It turns out that I love my eldest sister so deeply. The pain of not being able to get her is so stinging and unbearable.
I was in the car, and I just sat there. It was already dawn, and there were more and more pedestrians on the street, and everyone was rushing by, as if time was always so tight.
I don't know how long it took for my phone to ring. I subconsciously picked it up and said weakly: "Hey? ”
In the mobile phone, Xia Xiaoyu's voice came: "I said umbrella, it's past work time, why haven't you come yet?" ”
I said, "Oh, I'm a little unwell today and want to take a break." I just forgot to take a leave of absence, sorry. ”
Xia Xiaoyu seemed to hear that something was wrong with me, and said with concern: "What's wrong?" Did something happen? ”
"No, it's fine. I just feel a little dizzy, just take a break. ”
"Okay, I'll talk to Mr. Zheng, you can rest at home."
"Well, goodbye!"
I put down my phone, sighed softly, started the car, and went back home. At this moment, my parents have already gone to work, and the concern has already gone to school. The whole home, empty, is like my mood.
I didn't wash my face, I didn't take off my clothes, I just lay on the bed, thinking: It's useless to think about anything, I still have love, I still have Keran, I am already the happiest man in the world, God doesn't let me be too proud, it's normal. After a good night's sleep, forget all the pain.
I hadn't slept all night, and I was already tired. It didn't take long for me to really fall asleep, and that's it...... I don't know anything anymore...... said that I wanted to forget, but a woman I love deeply and see every day, how can I say that I forget it? For the next few days, I felt as if I was really sick, and I couldn't do anything to lift my spirits. The eldest sister deliberately became more and more distant from me, and I could no longer feel the kind of care and favor she used to have for me.
I was very lost, and I always found a place to stay silently by myself, and I stayed for half a day. During this period, they wanted to be with me, but I also refused on the pretext that I was uncomfortable. The bar I used to go to with Coran has now become a place where I drink heavily.
I don't have an alcohol addiction, I just want to use alcohol to anesthetize myself. When you get drunk, you don't think about such painful things. But I drank from everyone, and often when everyone in the family slept, I went home drunk.
Although, almost everyone could see that something was wrong with me, I didn't say anything, and no one knew why I was depressed. Only Veris, she could see it.
That evening, as usual, after dinner, I went to the bar alone for a drink. I had just asked for a bottle of wine, and a person suddenly walked in at the door of the private room, standing in front of me, sighing and looking at me.
I looked up and said in surprise, "Veris, why are you here?" ”
Veris said, "I'm coming for you." ”
I wondered, "How do you know I'm here?" ”
Veris walked over gently, reached out and stroked my hair like an eldest sister, and whispered, "Yu, don't be sad, it's also painful to think of her like you." These past nights, I have seen that she often hides alone in a daze. Sometimes, I just stayed there until dawn. ”
My nose immediately soured, and I said in a daze, "Really? ”
Veris's hand gently stroked my hair, gently as if the eldest sister was caressing me. Unconsciously, I regarded her as the eldest sister, gently put my head on her lower abdomen, and said sadly: "Since she is also in pain, why do you want to refuse me?" Veris, you know, she's already my woman, so why don't you fall in love with me? ”
Veris sighed softly, "Actually...... You know that in your heart, don't you? Yu, I've known Xiang for a long time. I know her as a person. For her to betray her sister is really worse than death. If you really love her, don't let her suffer so much. Cheer up and live happily. You still have a lovely person, and you have a sister who loves you. If you need a woman, I'd love to be your lover too. With so many women who like you, what are you not satisfied with, and what are you not satisfied with? ”
I stayed for a long time and said, "This is ...... Did the eldest sister ask you to come and tell me? ”
Veris smiled and said, "No, I came by myself." Isn't I the only one who knows the things between you and your thoughts? I saw that you were as devastated as she was, and I knew something must have happened between you. I came to you to enlighten you. ”
At this time, I couldn't help but be surprised that Veris's Chinese was getting better and better, and even the idiom of losing her soul and falling down could be used. just looked up at her blankly and said, "It's useless, I know why my eldest sister doesn't get along with me, and I also know that I'm too greedy." But I really love her, and even if you enlighten me, I will not be happy. ”
Veris smiled, gently took my hand, and said, "Of course you won't be happy if you're alone and drunk." Then let's do something fun, I promise, to put you in a good mood right away. ”
I was involuntarily pulled up by her and said, "Where to go?" Do what? ”
Veris smiled mysteriously and said, "In your Chinese words, go and do it!" Hehe! ”
I was dragged by Veris to a five-star hotel. By this point, I could see what Veris was trying to do. Immediately, I stopped and said, "No, Veris, we can't!" ”
But Veris smiled generously and said, "Yu, I know that you Chinese will not let go of this kind of thing." But I don't mean anything other than to cheer you up. My Chinese is not very good, and I am afraid that you will not be able to understand it with words. But I am a woman, and I have the gentleness of a woman. I am willing, give you gentleness. I hope this will make you understand that we care about you and that there are many people who like you. Yu, you don't have nothing. ”
In an instant, I felt a deep emotion in my heart. Yes, it's sad to lose my eldest sister, but I really don't have nothing left of it. There are many, many people like me, and I still like many, many people. For the sake of the person I like, what reason do I have to be so depressed anymore?
Looking at Veris's sincere smile, I felt for the first time how cute and empathetic she was. I don't know why, I didn't struggle anymore this night, and I didn't forget my bottom line. Naturally, I got along with her.
Veris gave me more than just tenderness and comfort, she gave me the confidence and courage to continue to live happily. This woman, for the first time, became important in my life.
So, I got rid of the pain and started to smile. Renew, enthusiastic about life and work.
Everything is back to the way it was. I don't drink too much anymore and I don't run away from people anymore. They should be together with the lovely people, and when I saw the eldest sister, I no longer felt sad and sad. She used to be, and I still treat her the same way.
Veris didn't become my lover, and after a night of affection, she didn't pester me like some women. On the contrary, what the eldest sister can't give me now, now becomes her selfless giving. Before I knew it, Veris and I had become the kind of good friends who really talked about everything. It has nothing to do with feelings, and it has nothing to do with surname desire.
As the days passed, the weather became hotter and hotter day by day. Finally, one day, I can't even wear a cardigan. Not long ago, Veris designed a lingerie with the surname of a woman that was a big success in the market. The company not only rewarded her with a large amount of money, but also gave her a long vacation for the first time in history, so that she could go back to the UK to visit relatives.
Veris has been in China for more than a year, and her contribution to the company is obvious to all. This time she was going back to England to visit her family, and we all gave her a gift. The eldest sister set up a sumptuous banquet in the Qilin Pavilion and practiced it for her.
At the banquet, the vice president of the company just toasted Veris with a glass of wine, and said with a smile: "Veris, you have been in China for so long, and you are living like a nun." When I go back this time, I can finally be happy with your dear, right? Hehe! ”
As soon as he finished speaking, everyone present laughed knowingly. Veris smiled generously, now that she spoke Chinese no different from Chinese, she just listened to her, "What dear?" I'm telling you, they don't have a boyfriend yet! ”
Xia Xiaoyu's eyes immediately widened, and she exclaimed in surprise: "No boyfriend? No way? Would a beautiful woman like you have no boyfriend? ”
Zheng Kexiang hurriedly explained: "It's all my fault, Veris originally had a boyfriend, but I invited her to come to China to help me, but her boyfriend didn't agree, and he did everything he could to obstruct it." In a fit of rage, Veris broke up with him. Alas! Alas! I'm really sorry for her, for more than a year, for the sake of the company's career, Veris has really endured a lot of things that women can't bear. ”
Veris hurriedly grabbed Zheng Kexiang's hand and said softly: "Think, don't say that, I should thank you, it was you who gave me the opportunity to show my talents." Without you, I'd still be an unknown little designer. ”
I sat on the side, looking at this pair of good friends from a foreign country, and I was really touched in my heart. was about to pick up the wine glass and say a few words of practice, but Xia Xiaoyu hurriedly said: "Veris, then go back this time, you must not waste the opportunity!" When you see a good man, you have to chase it firmly. How about bringing your new boyfriend to China and having him join our company as well? ”
Veris smiled, her eyes inadvertently drifted to me, and said, "Okay, when I see a good man, I will definitely take the initiative and will not let go!" ”
There was another burst of laughter from all of you, and I didn't know why, but I felt a little unhappy. I wanted to toast, but I didn't want to toast again.
When the wine and food were full, the wine feast was dispersed. The eldest sister drove home with Veris, and I drove Xia Xiaoyu to see Xia Xiaoyu. On the way, Xia Xiaoyu saw that I was sullen, and couldn't help laughing: "What's wrong?" You've been unhappy for a few days just last month, and now you're worried about it again? ”
I said, "No, it's just a little reluctant to let Veris go!" ”
Xia Xiaoyu laughed and said, "Come on, you, what do you have to be reluctant to go home Vires?" I said, are you unhappy because Mr. Zheng has been estranged from you? ”
I pouted and said, "No! ”
"Cut! It's no wonder that there isn't! That little ambiguity between you and Mr. Zheng can be hidden from others and from me? Say, is she already rejecting you personally? I don't think you've been eyebrow for a long time. ”
I couldn't help but laugh and said, "What's the eyebrow?" Don't talk nonsense! Between me and Mr. Zheng, there is nothing at all. ”
Xia Xiaoyu just looked at me and smiled, and suddenly, she leaned over affectionately and grabbed my hand, and said, "Don't be unhappy, without Sister Zheng, you still have me." In the evening, come and sit at my house, okay? ”
I had to cry out urgently, "Hey! Feed! I'm driving! ”
When Xia Xiaoyu arrived home, I couldn't stand her soft grinding and hard bubbles, so I had to agree to go to her house to sit down. After entering, she happily ran to make me a cup of coffee, and then sat down next to me affectionately, resting her little head on my shoulder and talking to me.
I can't do anything about her intimacy with me. Because I promised her not to refuse, and it was also Zheng Kexiang's favor. With a wry smile, I drank coffee and said, "Xiaoyu, you've been divorced for almost two years, right?" ”
Xia Xiaoyu said: "Well, what's wrong?" ”
I said, "It's been so long, why haven't you found a good man to marry?" Just now you persuaded Veris to find a boyfriend quickly. ”
Xia Xiaoyu grinned and said, "Good man, I've found it!" ”
I was stunned and said, "Found it?" Who is it? ”
"Hee-hee, it's you!"
I had no choice but to smile bitterly, shook my head and said, "Don't joke with me, you know that it is impossible for the two of us." ”
Xia Xiaoyu suddenly sighed lightly and said, "What if it's impossible?" I can't do it, I like you and marry someone else at the same time. ”
I was speechless, and after thinking about it, I put down the coffee cup, gently hugged her, and said seriously: "Xiaoyu, I know you like me, but one day I will get married and marry a wife." Once I'm a family, we won't be as intimate as we are now. You're still young, I advise you to forget about me a little earlier and look for a good man who is really suitable for you, okay? ”
Xia Xiaoyu's eyes looked at me stupidly, and after a long time, he said softly: "Then...... I'll look for it when you get married. Umbrella, kiss me. You're ...... It's been a long time since you've kissed me......"
I only sighed, anyway, kissing between me and Xia Xiaoyu is commonplace, I didn't hesitate, slowly lowered my head, and kissed her little mouth gently.
Her little tongue soon stretched out and hooked on my tongue, and it was very tacitly circled...... Before I knew it, Xia Xiaoyu's entire body had fallen into my arms. One of her hands hooked my neck, and she stretched her own neck to kiss me passionately. When the love was strong, she was a little confused. With a hard pull of her hand, she straightened her upper body, blurred her eyes, and murmured, "Umbrella, carry me to the bed." Let me really be your woman, okay? ”
Although I am very tempted, I am still sober in my heart. I know that Xia Xiaoyu is not Veris. Veris gave her body to cheer me up and forget about my sorrows, and she didn't love me and would never cause me any trouble. But Xia Xiaoyu is a woman who loves me deeply, and since I can't give her happiness, I can't possess her body.
So, I shook my head lightly and said, "Xiaoyu, we said okay, we can't have a relationship between men and women." ”
Xia Xiaoyu curled her mouth and said angrily: "Why? We're all adults now, so as long as both of us want to, what's not to do? ”
I laughed, trying to persuade her again. At this moment, the mobile phone in my pocket suddenly rang. I hurriedly smiled and said, "Ouch, my phone is ringing, you get up quickly, I want to pick it up." ”
Xia Xiaoyu had to reluctantly get off me, and I quickly took out my mobile phone to take a look, only to see Veris's name flashing on the screen.
I smiled and said to Xia Xiaoyu: "I'm sorry, I still have to answer this call somewhere there is no one, you wait a minute." ”
With that, I immediately got up and walked straight to the balcony of Xia Xiaoyu's house. I heard Xia Xiaoyu snort behind me, and said in a low voice: "It's so mysterious, I don't know which woman yours again!" ”
I've walked to the balcony, and now Veris is almost like my eldest sister in my mind. I answered the phone and smiled, "Hi, Veris! ”
(To be continued)