Chapter 1001: Sweet
Since he met Ling Xue, because of the relationship of avoiding suspicion, Yang Rui has not gotten along much with her and the child, and he will go back tomorrow, and today Bei Zhen went to class, of course he has to seize the opportunity. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info\. qb5/
After getting up and washing, Yang Rui came to Ling Xue's door, and when he heard his voice, Ling Xue opened the door quickly this time. It's not that she can't wait to see Yang Rui, but she is afraid that if he stands outside for a long time and will be seen by more people, others will talk about her behind her back.
Ling Xue didn't have anything to do, she was just taking care of the children, because the weather was cold, and she was all on the kang.
"Teacher Bei went to class?" Asking in a low voice, Ling Xue walked inside.
Yang Rui also followed, "Hmm." ”
Ling Xue seemed to be reading a book, Yang Lin fell asleep on the kang, and as Yang Rui came in, she didn't go on the kang again, looked at the child, and saw that he was still asleep, and whispered: "Let's talk outside, don't wake him up." ”
Two people withdrew.
Although the living room is not big, the environment of the living room is naturally more alienating than the bedroom.
Sitting down in the living room, Ling Xue poured a glass of water for Yang Rui, "Did you have breakfast?" ”
"No, not hungry."
Ling Xue didn't say anything more, and lowered her head.
TV is actually a good thing, for modern people, the communication between people is becoming less and less, and because there is less and people feel that there is nothing to say, at this time, the role of TV is highlighted, so that everyone can pretend to pay attention to TV. And regardless of whether the content in it is your favorite or not, at least you can avoid embarrassment.
However, it is a pity that Ling Xue does not have a TV here, so now the silence of the two of them directly makes the two of them have to face it, and there is nothing else to diverge.
"I ...... Probably going back tomorrow. Yang Rui looked at Ling Xue who was sitting on the side and spoke first.
"Hmm." Ling Xue responded, her reaction was very calm, she didn't expect to meet Yang Rui here at all. For separation, nature can also be calm. "You just came to see Teacher Pei. She's going to class now, and of course she's going back. ”
"That's right. Originally, I just came to see Sister Bei, but this trip, I actually met you, which is very pleasantly surprised. ”
But it can only be a surprise that two people know in private, and they can't tell anyone else, and they can't let anyone else know, so there is no reason to stay here. Yang Rui doesn't need to say this. Ling Xue was also able to know.
Ling Xue smiled: "Yes, what a coincidence, it's okay like this, you have also met Lin." It's just that...... I don't want to add any psychological burden to you. ”
Yang Rui looked at her straight, didn't speak, and kept watching for dozens of seconds.
Ling Xue was a little uncomfortable with him. Forced to smile and asked, "What's wrong?" Am I getting older now? ”
Yang Rui shook his head slightly, reached out and grabbed her hand, and said with a wry smile: "Snow." I do have a psychological burden, I'm worried about one thing, only you can let me let go of the burden. ”
Ling Xue didn't break free of his hand, and comforted him: "You can rest assured, you don't need to worry, you don't need to have a burden, everything is just as usual." I think that's good, you know I don't want to say anything about making you responsible, it's going to make everybody unhappy. I'm not a child, and everything I decide is my own. So, you don't have to feel guilty or anything, as for our environment, you don't have to worry, most of the people here live like this, and they are not as miserable as you think. ”
Yang Rui still shook his head, picked up her hand, put it on the mouth and kissed it.
"Sister Xue, you misunderstood what I meant. I'm not worried about this, I'm worried about ......" Speaking of this, Yang Rui stared at her eyes and said with a straight face: "To be honest, as soon as I leave, you will move out, right?" ”
Bei Zhen said that she Ling Xue was just a little hesitant, just worried that she would meet her "boyfriend" and had no objection to going back to work in Shenchuan, which began to reassure Yang Rui a little, but after thinking about it carefully, he felt that it was untenable, with Ling Xuedi's personality and style, it was likely that he would say goodbye again without saying goodbye.
"No...... I'm here to ...... Why do you want to move away......" Ling Xue's eyes were a little flustered, and she said with a reluctant smile.
"I knew you would say that, I don't dare to say that I know you 100%, but on this matter, I still believe my opinion." Yang Rui's brows tightened.
Seeing that he had really seen it, Ling Xue didn't hide it anymore, as she said herself, she is not a child, she will consider the consequences of everything she does, and she will bear the consequences herself.
"Well, I'll admit it. Meeting you here made me think about moving back to another place. Ling Xue whispered: "You know very well, it is impossible for the two of us to be together, whether it is the accumulation of feelings, age, or identity, there is a big gap between me and you, and we can't compare with your girlfriend." Since there is no future, why make everyone so entangled? It's better not to meet directly, so that everyone can live a little easier. ”
"I know, I know what you think. But what about accepting my advice? I know you don't want to accept my money, and you don't want me to burden Lin'er, but go back to work in Shenchuan, that's your own effort, not relying on anyone. Yes, maybe everyone would have lived a little easier without seeing each other, but that was before! Now that I know your situation, do you think I will be able to live an easy life if you go missing again? Can I just look forward to fate as before? ”
Ling Xue was silent, she was also worried about this problem.
"If you disappear again," Yang Rui leaned closer to her, "that will force me to make things public, because I will definitely be looking for you everywhere openly." ”
"Why are you doing this?" Ling Xue smiled bitterly.
Seeing her expression, Yang Rui knew that she was mainly thinking about herself in her heart, in order not to let her leave. Continue to threaten yourself. "You can do it, if we can still communicate normally, and we can meet if we want to meet, then it will be business as usual as you said. If you hide again, then I have no choice but to activate all the relationships and even advertise everywhere to find you. ”
If this is really the case, not only Yang Rui and his girlfriend will not be able to maintain normal, but maybe the *** in his life will look at him differently. It also includes himself, and even affects the innocent Lin'er...... Ling Xue bit her lip and thought for a while, then sighed. "Well, I promise you. I won't be leaving again, you can rest assured. ”
Of course, Yang Rui will not accept it when he sees it, but will continue to persuade inch by inch: "But there is a sequelae of this problem......
"What after-effects?"
"If I care about your life, you have already said that the living standard of most people here is like this, and they are not particularly hard. I also know that you don't want to let us have any money to do with each other. You don't want money to tarnish our relationship. I agree and respect your opinion, but what about Lin'er? Have you ever thought about him? ”
Yang Rui, who has completely gained the upper hand, is even more comfortable in persuasion.
As a woman who has not been a mother for a long time, the most important thing in life is the child, and all the thoughts will be condensed on the child. Really. As soon as she heard Yang Rui talk about the child, Ling Xue, who was concerned and confused, hurriedly asked, "What's wrong with Lin'er?" ”
"He needs an environment to grow in. The natural environment here is great, but what about the rest? For example, in the medical field. Does he get vaccinated every month now? You know better than me whether the hospitals here have so many vaccines. And he has to grow up, he needs to listen to music, he needs to be exposed to new things, he needs to have a good preschool education, let alone after he enters school. I'm sure you've thought about it, right? ”
Yang Rui was very sure in his heart, because he only had the duties of a father for two days, he could think of these problems, and Ling Xue, who had planned to be a mother, naturally thought more about the child.
Seeing that Ling Xue bowed her head and was silent, Yang Rui knew that his persuasion was effective, and tried his best to make himself serious and said: "Xue, I understand your thoughts, but as adults, we should think more about children." He was embarrassed in his heart, if he really thought about the child, then he should marry Ling Xue first.
After a long time, Ling Xue nodded and made a decision. looked at Yang Rui and said, "I figured it out, you asked Teacher Bei to relay the plan, and I agreed." ”
Ling Xue personally promised him, Yang Rui knew that she would not be untrustworthy, and his worries finally fell. In addition to being excited, he couldn't help but move over a little and hugged Ling Xue in his arms, and then said in her ear with emotion: "Xue, go back with me first." Let me take care of you, don't run away, give us all more time, and I'll find a good solution. ”
Ling Xue's heart moved, although she knew that it would be difficult for him to really find a solution, but his words, falling on her heart, were also the hope that stirred up the waves. ~
The two hugged quietly for a while, and neither spoke.
Ling Xue was still a little unaccustomed at first, such a warm hug had never been done in the days when she and Yang Rui really got along.
For most of the past half a year, she has lived alone, if it is just one person, for Ling Xue, there is nothing. But when she left, she was already equal to two people, and she always had the child in her belly with her. Although she is very strong, she has survived a little hard work.
In the dead of night, in the face of a lonely and cold room, I will feel unhindered and sad, hoping to become a warm home, a shoulder to rely on, and a man to support himself from the wind and rain.
Now, Ling Xue has experienced this feeling. Although after the birth of the child, her heart already had sustenance, and her energy was all around the child, but now this kind of hug also makes her feel very strong. It made her feel dependent and warm, and made her reluctant to feel the passage of time.
The hearts of the two people are dissolved, and they have been embracing each other like this, without thinking about the past, the future, or counting the time, they are immersed in the warmth of the present.
Yang Lin inside may have felt that his mother was not holding himself, but hugging others, and he woke up and couldn't see anyone. Immediately burst into tears.
Hearing the child's cry, Ling Xue reflexively immediately stood up and walked inside. "Lin'er woke up!"
Yang Rui also followed, although he had no experience with children, he also wanted to fulfill his father's responsibilities.
Yang Lin saw that his mother was not crying so intensely, Ling Xue checked it, estimated that he was hungry, unbuttoned his clothes on the kang, and stuffed the already swollen ** into his mouth.
Yang Rui was on the side. Smiling at the baby feeding.
"Come up too...... It's cold underneath. Ling Xue shifted and pulled the quilt. Let Yang Rui go to the kang.
Yang Rui did not refuse, went up and sat down beside her. Looking at the little guy whose eyes are rolling around, I think it's cute. Such a lovely child turned out to be one of his countless sperm, and it was made in combination with the egg, and life is really amazing.
The little one may not have slept enough in the first place, nor is he hungry, but only because he woke up to find no one. I cried in a panic, and I probably knew by nature that I shouldn't be a light bulb. So I ate and fed and fell asleep again.
Ling Xue put the child down, covered it, and then tidied up her clothes.
Yang Rui watched her stuff her bulging ** into her bra, blushing a little. And Ling Xue's next move. And it surprised her.
Ling Xue's hand rubbed a few times on the other **, and it seemed a little uncomfortable.
"What's wrong?" Yang Rui asked with concern.
Ling Xue smiled, "It's okay. It's a little swollen, and he should be allowed to change his food, but he didn't expect to fall asleep again without eating a few bites. Now that the weather is cold, if you squeeze it out and put it in the bottle, although it will not be bad, it will be hot, and it is not convenient. ”
Yang Rui laughed in a low voice: "I see, then why don't I help you suck it out, so that it won't be uncomfortable and won't be wasted." ”
Ling Xue was already a mother, so she was naturally not embarrassed to breastfeed and discuss this issue in front of her lover, but when he said that he wanted to feed him, he couldn't help blushing.
"Don't...... You're an adult......"
It was rare to see the mature from Ling Xue showing a shy appearance, Yang Rui's heart fluttered, it was just a joke, but now he is more enthusiastic. Approaching her side, he whispered, "Snow, let me taste it...... This makes you uncomfortably swollen, and it is not conducive to making new ......."
"Not shy! also snatched his son's milk to eat......" Ling Xue looked at him, a little funny.
"Come on, come on!" "Be ...... quietly"
Ling Xue thought that he was going to leave tomorrow, there were really not many opportunities like this, and she didn't insist, she just asked him not to wake up her son, and then unbuttoned his shirt again.
The baby is breastfeeding, Yang Rui is a tall man, if Ling Xue sits, the two of them are uncomfortable. Therefore, under the debugging, Ling Xue still lay on the bed.
Pushing the clothes up, it already made Yang Rui's heart pound**, and during the breastfeeding, its scale was even more shocking. He gently reached over, caressed it gently, and then picked up one of the ones that was still swollen on the ground, and took the ** into his mouth.
Ling Xue had closed her eyes embarrassedly and let him move on her chest.
The nipple with the thick ** was stuffed into his mouth, Yang Rui also closed his eyes, not sucking and teasing in the way of intimate caresses between lovers, but letting himself gently hold it like a child, and then sucking slowly. He felt a sweet, indescribable stream of milk enter his mouth......
The same action, made by different people, feels different. It is normal for a child to breastfeed, but now that she is being held by Yang Rui, there are bursts of strange stimulation in Ling Xue's body, which is a feeling she hasn't experienced for a long time, which also makes her body more sensitive.
"Hmm......"
Ling Xue couldn't help but snort lightly, then pulled Yang Rui to let him go, and whispered, "Okay, Lin'er won't have anything to eat later." Yang Rui licked his lips, smiled and nodded, this is his son's staple food, he can only taste it at most.
But looking at Ling Xue's erection particles, as well as the flush on her face. Yang Rui immediately understood her feelings, and whispered, "Close your eyes ......"
He was going to give her the comfort and caresses she hadn't received in a long time!
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