I didn't expect Tang Xiaoru to be interested in this question. Suddenly she asked such a question, I was stunned for a while, and I didn't know how to answer.

Tell her the truth, saying that the woman I can't forget is her?

How can this be? Unless I'm crazy. Seeing that because of her illness this time, I took the opportunity to take care of her and explained the real reasons why I broke up with Shi Shanshan. In the past two months, Tang Xiaoru's misunderstanding and indifference to me have disappeared, and the friendly relationship that used to be is gradually recovering. It was absolutely stupid for me to suddenly confess to her at this time.

Don't say that Tang Xiaoru will be shocked and embarrassed when she hears it, just say that once she learns that the culprit who broke up with Shi Shanshan is herself, with her kind surname and the idea that she hopes that I and Shi Shanshan will reconcile and go back, it will definitely make her feel strong self-blame, and it is very likely that she will distance herself again and take the initiative to cut off all my thoughts about her.

Although I don't really have any thoughts about Tang Xiaoru, but in this case, where do I still have the face to meet her every day? When the time comes, don't say that you don't even have to be friends, even this job is estimated to be unsuccessful.

So, at this time, I can't tell the truth even if I am killed.

However, if I don't tell the truth, how can I answer Tang Xiaoru's question? Blindly make up a woman to come out and prevaricate? What if Tang Xiaoru had a whim and carefully inquired about the origin of this woman and the process of getting to know me? In such a hurry, where can I weave seamlessly and without flaws?

Seeing that I didn't answer for a long time, Tang Xiaoru, who was lying on the bed, probably knew that I didn't want to say it. He turned over slightly, turned his face to the other side, and said faintly: "This is your private matter, if it's inconvenient to say, then forget it." I was just curious, so I asked casually. ”

I breathed a sigh of relief, Tang Xiaoru didn't ask, that was naturally the best. Otherwise, I'd have been forced to lie. At that moment, I was so happy that I quickly changed the topic and said, "Mr. Tang, I am addicted to smoking, can I smoke at your house?" ”

Tang Xiaoru still had her back to me, as if to express her dissatisfaction with me, and she snorted: "If you want to smoke in the living room outside, don't make my room a miasma." ”

I smiled a little and said, "Okay, I'll go outside and smoke, and make a phone call by the way." Rest and I'll come in and take your temperature. ”

With that, I hurried out into the living room. As soon as I walked to the door of the room, Tang Xiaoru suddenly stopped me: "Wait a minute! ”

I was stunned, so I had to stand up and turn around and say, "What's wrong?" ”

But I saw that Tang Xiaoru had already opened her eyes on the bed, and supported her upper body with her elbows, looked at me and pointed to the direction of the living room outside with her other hand and said, "You can smoke, but don't flick the cigarette ash all over the ground." There's an ashtray in the closet in the living room, go take it out and use it. By the way, there are still a few packs of good cigarettes in it, you can take them all and smoke them, and I'll give them to you. ”

I was stunned for a moment, but I didn't react, Tang Xiaoru is a woman, and she lives alone, how can there be cigarettes and ashtrays at home?

Tang Xiaoru didn't wait for me to reply, and then said: "I have already found out, how can you, a senior employee of a dignified company, smoke such inferior cigarettes?" Every time I get close to you, there is always a terrible smell of smoke on you. I give you so much salary and bonus in a month, where do you spend it? Even if you don't care about your own body, you have to think about the company's image, right? Let others see it, and think that our company is so poor that it can't even pay salaries, and employees can only smoke cigarettes for a few dollars a pack. ”

I...... I'm speechless, is this Tang Xiaoru feverish and confused? How did you teach me what to smoke? You're not my girlfriend, so you're a little too lenient, aren't you?

Tang Xiaoru said such a long sentence in one breath, and seemed to be unable to hold on, and immediately lay back weakly. I was stunned for a long time, speechless, so I shook my head and smiled bitterly, turned around and walked out of her bedroom.

When I got to the living room, I walked straight to the closet on the side, opened the kitchen door, and sure enough, there was a crystal ashtray on the middle of the grid. Behind the ashtray was a soft-shell Chinese cigarette that had been opened.

Now, I'm even more weird. How can Tang Xiaoru really have these things at home? Is it for entertaining guests? What kind of guests need her to entertain at home and also have a whole high-end cigarette?

Suddenly, I suddenly remembered that when I was watching Xu Shu's concert in the stadium that day, I met Tang Xiaoru and Fei Jiahui sitting together. Didn't he first see Fei Jiahui light a cigarette, and Tang Xiaoru immediately persuaded him to smoke less?

From this, it is certain that Fei Jiahui smokes, so Tang Xiaoru prepares cigarettes in her own home, just to entertain him, right? Otherwise, I really can't think of any other man who is worthy of Tang Xiaoru to buy cigarettes and prepare an ashtray to put at home?

Thinking of this, an indescribable sourness filled my chest at once. Tang Xiaoru, that man obviously has a wife and daughter, why do you have to pay so much for him? Besides, Fei Jiahui may not be sincere to you. Judging from the information I have so far, he is also reluctant to give up his family and his wife and daughter. Felena is getting happier day by day, and I can tell from the content of her daily phone calls that Fei Jiahui and her wife have gone back. If he really wants to be responsible for you, he should make up his mind to leave that family and give you a name and happiness, right? Aren't you the most hated for irresponsible men because of what happened to your mother? In that case, how could you fall in love with a married man and do such an irresponsible thing yourself?

Thinking of this, the joy of resolving the misunderstanding with Tang Xiaoru and returning to good terms suddenly disappeared. At the same time, I also feel more stupid than Tang Xiaoru. knows that she loves someone else, but she still likes her without regrets.

Of course I won't want the cigarettes that Tang Xiaoru prepared for Fei Jiahui. I took out the crystal ashtray and put it on the coffee table in the living room, I took out my Blue Mountain cigarette, lit it and smoked it slowly.

Shaking my head, I don't think about these nerve-wracking things anymore. I took out my phone and dialed my sister's house.

It was my mom who answered the phone, and she was there to take care of her nephew. I explained to her my current situation and asked Liangliang how he was doing. My mother said that after Liangliang came back from the hospital, he had been normal all day today, and his body temperature had not recurred until now. Now that he's asleep, it's estimated that there won't be any more major problems. Since I'm taking care of other patients, I'm doing my best to take care of them, and I don't need to rush over to visit.

Then, my sister also took the phone and said a few words to me. She also said that Liangliang was fine, and that I didn't have to worry about it. Since I'm out there, I don't have to come over.

I thought that if Tang Xiaoru kept having a fever, I really couldn't leave her alone. If it's too late, even if I rush over, my sister and they will already be asleep. Since Liang Liang is fine now, I should concentrate on staying here to take care of the current patient.

So, I didn't insist. After talking to my sister a few more words, I hung up the phone.

In the middle of the call, I had finished smoking a cigarette. After I was addicted to smoking, I went back to Tang Xiaoru's bedroom to see how she was doing.

When I walked into the room, I saw her lying quietly on her side on the bed, motionless, as if she had fallen asleep. I crept over to the bed and reached out a hand to touch her forehead. It feels like it's hotter than just now.

I was taken aback and thought to myself, after only a few minutes, could it be that my body temperature had risen again? No, you have to use the thermometer to measure it again, and if it exceeds 39 degrees, you have to use medicine to cool down immediately!

(To be continued)