The snow was still falling, and not only did it show no signs of abating, but it seemed to be getting heavier and heavier. If this continues, the whole city will be covered in snow by tomorrow morning.

I wore the collar of my coat upright, exhaled white air, and walked cautiously down the snowy streets. Due to the sudden heavy snowfall and the fact that it was so late, it was already difficult to get an empty taxi on the street. After Felena left, I waited for a long time and didn't stop one, so I had to brave the wind and snow and start walking home.

Although the weather was unusually cold, my heart was warm. When I walked, I felt a little fluttering. To this day, I still can't believe it. Just now, I actually kissed Ferena, that beautiful and lovely girl who is loved by thousands of people.

It's just that as the cold wind continued to blow on my body, my excited mood finally began to calm down, and my brain gradually began to sober up.

I was thinking that since Ferena was willing to kiss me, then she must like me. At the very least, it should have a good impression of me. This didn't come as a surprise to me, because she was able to be friends with me and kept talking to me on the phone every day. If I were someone she hated, there would be absolutely no way she would have done that.

It's just that she just did this, on a whim, looking for some excitement, or is she really in love with me and wants to develop a relationship with me?

She just left without saying anything, and it's hard for me to judge. But I suddenly asked myself: if Felena really wanted to be in a relationship with me, would I accept it or not?

According to the thinking of ordinary people, what is there to hesitate about? Yes, of course!

Ferena is beautiful and charming, innocent and cute. Having such a girlfriend is the dream of every man in the world. And I can't deny that I do like her very much. Being able to fall in love with such a wonderful girl makes me feel happy and satisfied from the bottom of my heart.

But after thinking about it more closely, I realized that Felena and I were the most unlikely to have a result. The huge gap between identity and family status is very obvious in front of us. Ferena is too young and ignorant to care about any of this. But I don't have to guess to know that her parents absolutely don't look down on me, a poor boy who is good for nothing.

And I can also see that Felena cares about her family and parents very much, and she will never do anything against the wishes of her parents. At that time, once her parents come out to intervene, it is very doubtful whether this relationship can be maintained.

Two months ago, Felena was confined by her mother for so long because of a chance overnight outing. This shows how strict this mother is with her daughter, and how high she demands from her daughter. Felena had no room to resist at all, and it could even be said that she didn't even have the heart to resist, so she obediently accepted her mother's punishment.

So in the future, when her mother is angry again for the love between me and her daughter, and intervenes, will Felena be able to resist the pressure from the family for the sake of love?

The answer is obvious, I don't think Ferena loves me enough to abandon everything. She was still a child, she couldn't stand that sin, she couldn't bear that bitterness. What's more, whether she really loves me or not, maybe tonight is just her momentary emotional impulse, or it won't be long before her passion passes, maybe she will regret it.

Little girl, how can you expect her to be serious about her feelings? The sea is dry and the rocks are rotten, and the love that is unswerving until death is just written in a novel.

Speaking of love, I asked myself again: do I really love Ferena?

Should...... Not to the extent of love, right? I admit that I like her very much and have fantasized about her, but it is just a kind of appreciation and yearning for beautiful things in men. What really makes me unforgettable is Tang Xiaoru.

Thinking of Tang Xiaoru, my heart immediately darkened. This woman is really my inner demon! For her sake, I don't have the confidence to love other women. Shi Shanshan is a lesson for me, if I really have a relationship with Felena in the future, can I be wholeheartedly devoted to her and no longer have any concern for Tang Xiaoru?

Alas, I am like that, doing things, always looking ahead and thinking a lot. It's just a kiss, and Felena hasn't said anything yet, and I've thought so far away. Forget it, don't think about it, let it be.

By the time I got home, it was past eleven o'clock. My mother and Yingying had already gone back to bed. I had just closed the door and my coat was not taken off, but my cell phone rang in my pocket.

Needless to say, Felena had already arrived home and couldn't wait, so she went to bed and called me.

Thinking of the passionate kiss just now, I couldn't help but feel a wave in my heart. Taking out my phone, I hurried into my room, pressed the call button, and said with a smile, "Arriving home?" ”

After kissing me, Ferena's tone was completely different from usual. With a little coquettishness, she said greasyly: "Well, I'm already in bed." After separation, do you want me to live? ”

I couldn't help but smile, and while taking off my coat, I smiled and said, "What do you say? Hey, what do you mean today? Why do you want me to kiss you for no reason? ”

“…… No way? You don't understand this? I said, are you really stupid to get home, or are you pretending to be confused with me? ”

I continued to laugh, "I'm still a little confused, so suddenly, without warning at all. I'm not a god, how do you know what you want to do? ”

"Then you really kissed me? Don't tell me you don't know what it means to kiss a girl! ”

"Of course I know what it means, but I'm not sure about the specifics. Ferena, I'll wait for you to tell you. Tell me, you are ...... Do you really like me? ”

"I ...... I've let you kiss, you...... You're still asking me this question? ”

"Ferena, you know, since I broke up with Shi Shanshan, I don't have confidence in my relationship anymore. What's more, you are so young and so beautiful. I'm ...... I can't believe you're going to like me. So...... To this day, I still feel like I'm in a dream, and I don't know if the kiss just now is my hallucination. Ferena, tell me, it's true, right? ”

"Hee-hee, does it feel like pie in the sky is hitting you? You can be proud, Miss Ben lard is blinded, and somehow likes you. Alas! What a sin! I think I, Ferena, is also a peerless beauty of a generation with a beautiful face, why do I fall in love with you as a fool? Guo Jing, who Huang Rong fell in love with back then, seemed to be a super stupid like you. Could it be that beautiful women have a special penchant for stupidity? Otherwise, what do you have? Why do you want me to look at you so well? ”

I couldn't help but laugh when I heard that Felena felt sorry for herself there. But I finally understood that Ferena did like me. In this world, such crazy things can really happen.

But what I still want to understand is that Felena just wants to play a love game with me? It's still serious, and I want to be with me for a long time and be together for the rest of my life. Because of her different attitudes, it will affect my decision. If she's serious, she really wants to stay with me. Then I have to get serious and explain everything to her, including confessing the fact that I still have a Tang Xiaoru in my heart. I can't cheat on her, I can't play with her feelings. It is up to her to decide where to go.

But if she's just excited about the emptiness and the moment, and just wants to play a short-term relationship, and doesn't think about the future and consequences at all, then I'm a different attitude.

If you don't take it seriously, why should I take it?

(To be continued)