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Seeing Ferena's extremely sad tears, my heart suddenly hurt to the extreme!

Now, everything is understood. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info The reason why Felena didn't tell me the truth sooner was purely because I was worried about my safety. Everything she does is for me. She endured all the hardships alone. The reason why I have the happy life I have now is because she endured humiliation and secretly survived there, gritted her teeth and persevered. In order to finally come back to be with me, she also did unimaginable hard work. Such sacrifice, such firmness, and such love are enough to move the heavens and the earth!

At this moment, I am shameless and ashamed! Ferena, I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I really didn't know that you had to suffer so much for me. So much effort has been done for me. Even if I could have known earlier, how could I empathize with you and fail you?

But you're only telling me now, it's too late! I already have a wife, and she doesn't have any fault! What do you want me to do? What do you want me to do? If I fail you, it will be intolerable! But then I have to be sorry for my wife. Abandon her...... How can I bear it? How?

I've never been in my life when something so hard to decide. Felena treated me like this, even if she was a brute without a conscience, she couldn't help but be shocked and moved. If such a woman doesn't love, she will be struck by lightning! But in the same way, it would be unconscionable for me to abandon my wife and love Ferena. I Dai Yong can do anything, but this kind of negative and fortunate thing is difficult to do if I am killed!

So, I fell into unprecedented pain and panic. I really don't know what to do anymore, and even at this point, I don't know what to say. Seeing Ferena's tears of grief, I could only be stunned and speechless.

After a long, long time, it seemed that all of Ferrena's tears had dried up. She finally sniffed and raised her hand to wipe the tears from her face. Then, her expression became indifferent, looked at me, and said lightly: "Okay, I have said everything that should be said." Anyway, I finally have an explanation for myself. Dai Yong, let's go. Please tell Tang Xiaoru when you go back, let her rest assured, in the future, I won't bother you again. I wish you all happiness for the rest of your life, and that's it, goodbye! ”

My heart hurts again! I couldn't help but stand up and take a step, stretched out a hand, and muttered, "Ferena, I'm sorry, I ......"

But Ferena's gaze was extremely cold, and she directly interrupted me and said, "I said, I won't forgive you." I'm sorry for these three words, I don't want to listen. Let's go, if you don't want to love me, why are you staying here? ”

I was speechless and ashamed. I wanted to turn around and leave, but it seemed to weigh a thousand pounds under my feet, and I couldn't move a bit.

At this time, the bedroom door was suddenly pushed open, and Lu Fei's angry voice came from the door: "Dai Yong, how can you do this?" Ferena has suffered so much for you, how can you be so indifferent? ”

I turned to look at Lu Fei, who was standing at the door, his face flushed with anger. I opened my mouth to explain something, but for a moment, I felt that my language was so lacking that I didn't know what to say to express my hesitation and contradictions.

Seeing that I didn't say anything, Lu Fei was even more angry, and pointed at me and said loudly, "What are you hesitating about?" What is there to hesitate about? Does Tang Xiaoru love you so much as Felena in 1/10,000? As a man, you are so lucky to meet such a woman who loves you. Aren't you a little moved? Didn't reciprocate her love in the slightest? ”

My heart trembled suddenly, and I couldn't help but cry out in a hoarse voice: "Why not? I'm not a wolf-hearted person, how can I not be a little moved? Felena treats me like this, even if I die, I will never dare not repay her! ”

Lu Fei smiled, immediately came over and pushed me, and said, "Then what are you waiting for?" Go over and hug her and say you love her! Let's go! ”

I stumbled and took a step back. Being so provoked by Lu Fei made my blood surge in my body, and I didn't think about anything for a while. Immediately turned around, stretched out his hands, hugged Felena who was sitting on the bed tightly, and muttered: "Felena, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for making you suffer so much, I'm sorry for you." ”

Ferena, who was in her arms, froze all of a sudden, as if she couldn't react, and her body was a little stiff. Lu Fei smiled behind us and said, "That's right, Dai Yong, kiss her quickly and say that you love her." Oh, I'll go out first, give you free space, hehe! ”

With the sound of the door closing, it was just me and Felena in the room. I didn't bother to pay attention to her, just hugged Felena tightly and said sorry over and over again, just like she had told me at the beginning.

Gradually, Ferena, who was originally a little stiff, slowly softened. He leaned his head lightly on my chest and said to me faintly, "What's the use of this?" That's not what I want to hear. ”

I muttered, "I know, Ferena, but now my mind is in turmoil, and I don't know what I should do right." Give me a moment and let me think about it, okay? ”

Ferena smiled bitterly and said, "Do you really love Tang Xiaoru so much?" Is she more important than me in your heart? ”

I couldn't make a comparison, so I could only remain silent and not answer her question. Felena sighed again and said, "Actually, in the past few years in the United States, I have wondered if you will forget me and get along with other women." But I thought about it a lot, but I didn't expect that woman to be Tang Xiaoru. Lu Fei, she loves you so much, why don't you choose her? ”

I didn't know how to answer, so I had to say: "Lu Fei is just a friend in my eyes." And Tang Xiaoru ...... It's different. ”

Ferena gently pushed me away, and by this moment, she seemed to have calmed down, her expression extremely calm. He gestured to the chair behind me and motioned for me to sit down. Then he looked at me seriously and said, "What's different about Tang Xiaoru?" Although she is beautiful, she is just a woman. To be honest, no matter who you're with, I wouldn't be so angry. After all, I won't tell you the truth, and I can't blame you for empathy. But Tang Xiaoru, I can't accept it. What the reason, you know. ”

I sighed and took a step back and sat down. After a little hesitation in my heart, I decided to tell Felena about my relationship with Tang Xiaoru.

So, I said: "Ferena, I said don't be angry, in fact, before I fell in love with you four years ago, I already had Tang Xiaoru in my heart......"

(To be continued)