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Ferena was still murmuring, whispering about her love for me. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 Info Seeing her fall into her own fantasies about love as if she were enchanted, I was terrified and worried.

This is something I didn't expect before I came. I thought that although Ferena loved me deeply, no matter what, it was still within the scope of reason. Even if I reject her love, she should be able to bear it.

Just like when Felena left me, although I was in pain, although I was sad, but in the end, I didn't accept the reality and slowly recovered?

But now I suddenly realize that this is probably wishful thinking. Ferena's dedication to love may be more than just that she loves me. There's something I didn't expect.

That is, this is her spiritual pillar! Why can a girl endure four years of loneliness? What prompted her to endure humiliation and grit her teeth and persevere?

That's because she firmly believes that her persistence and hard work will be rewarded beautifully. It was with this belief that she did not give in, did not fall. Coming back to be with me is the only purpose and motivation of her life.

Moreover, I realized that because of this, she sanctified the love with me in her heart. That's not an ordinary love affair, it's an epic, it's a legend, it's a fairy tale. It was a beautiful dream woven by a young girl in her heart, incomparably sublime and beautiful.

I can't imagine that once Ferena's dream is shattered, the only spiritual pillar that supports her to persevere, is destroyed, will she be able to withstand it?

If you can't bear it, what will be the consequences?

As soon as I thought of the consequences, my back suddenly broke out in a cold sweat. In case of...... There were terrible things like Felena going crazy and being beaten to the ground, or committing suicide in despair and pessimism.......

Either way, I'm guilty of unforgivable sins!

If that's the case, where will I be able to live? Where do I still have the face to live? If I don't want to live, what should my wife Tang Xiaoru do?

For a moment, my mind was disorganized, and all kinds of thoughts arose, like a mess that I couldn't sort out.

This is really the biggest problem I've ever faced in my life, I really don't want to hurt anyone, but if I don't hurt people, I can't solve it. But if the harm is too severe, it is harmful to others and to yourself. Not only will it not solve the problem, but it will cause irreparable tragedy.

So what should I do? Oh, my God! Why? Will I have such a dilemma?

While I was in great distress and pain, Felena gradually lost her voice. I looked down, but saw that she had closed her eyes and was smiling slightly, as if she had imagined the most beautiful scene, and I couldn't extricate myself from it.

I had no choice but to shout in my heart, "Ferena! Please don't look like this, the more fantasies you have, the greater the disappointment. When the time comes, you can't bear it, and I can't bear it either! Sober up and look away! Without me, there is still a good place in life. Why are you so caught in it that you can't pull it out?

Of course, Felena couldn't hear the cry in my heart. I don't know what she thought, but the smile on her face actually became more and more cheerful, and she laughed at the end.

Then she opened her eyes. stared at me affectionately upwards and said softly, "Dai Yong, do you remember the first time we kissed?" ”

Looking into Ferena's eyes, I naturally remembered the first time I kissed her. That snow, that passion in the snow...... Unconsciously, tenderness surged in my heart, so I nodded and said, "Of course I remember!" ”

Felena slowly propped up her upper body, both hands on my thighs, still staring at me, and smiled slightly: "What were you thinking at that time?" ”

I froze for a moment, thought about it sideways, and said, "At that time, I thought it was unbelievable that I was actually kissing you." Beforehand, I didn't think you would like me. ”

Ferena's little face got closer and closer, and soon, the little mouth was only a few centimeters away from me. Her gaze began to blur again, and she murmured softly, "Then you ...... now." Any idea why I like you? ”

My heart started to beat faster. Ferena's face was so close that I knew what she wanted to do, no matter how stupid I was. If it was before, of course, I would not be polite, I would have taken her into my arms a long time ago, and then kissed her on the small mouth. But now...... I could only tilt my head back slightly, and called out to her as if reminding: "Ferena! ”

My reminder didn't help, and Felena was completely caught up in a longing for love, or a fantasy. She even closed her eyes, her red mouth was slightly open, and she exhaled like a blue and said, "Kiss me, even if it's the last time, okay?" ”

I...... I was stunned!

Even if it's the last time? What do you mean?

Don't...... Felena is ready to be rejected by me and is going to kiss me goodbye?

Looking at this small mouth in front of me, my heart was suddenly entangled. If...... If that's the case, what reason do I have to refuse this kiss?

That's right, now that I have a wife, it's immoral to kiss a woman other than my wife. However, Felena has sacrificed unimaginably for me for four years. I didn't repay her with love, I was already ungrateful. Now, Felena doesn't seem to be asking for my love. All she wanted was a kiss from me. If I don't even want to satisfy her, am I still human?

After only a few seconds of struggle, I resolutely put aside all distractions. At this time, it's superfluous to think about anything, and if my kiss can make up for her sacrifice to me a little, even if it shouldn't be, I'm going to do it!

So, I immediately stretched out my hands to support her waist, lowered my head, and immediately kissed her deeply...... This kiss is not tender at all, but a little crazy. As soon as the lips met, Felena immediately raised her hand to hook my neck and pressed my head down hard. At the same time, her mouth opened, and as soon as her little tongue spit out, she was frantically entwined with me.

I used to kiss Felena, and it was always so sweet. But this time, it's like a war, and the two tongues are the enemy and the enemy. Felena turned out to be the main attacker, and I could only resist stubbornly.

With Ferena's active attack, my posture and her posture involuntarily began to change. I don't know at some point, it has become her bowing her head and kissing me wildly, and I can only lean back and passively accept it.

After kissing for a while, I felt her whole body press up, and I couldn't support it anymore. The sofa in the box was already wide and open, and there was no place for my back to lean on. As her body continued to press, I finally couldn't resist it anymore and fell backwards.

After falling down with a thud, Ferena's body naturally pressed up. As the couch shook and shook, she suddenly withdrew her tongue and propped up her upper body with both hands.

At this time, I thought she had finally finished the kiss and was going to get up. Panting, and just as I was about to get up, I saw that she had her legs retracted, and the whole person got on the sofa, and she also rode on top of me. She was gasping for breath as she sat her little ass unceremoniously directly on my stomach as she leaned down and looked me in the face. In his eyes, there seemed to be an indescribable fanaticism, as if he ...... I'm her prey, and she's going to devour me in one bite.

I started to feel bad, and as I continued to prop myself up, I said, "Ferena, what do you want to do?" ”

But as soon as I got my body up, Felena reached out and pushed my shoulder. With a thud, I had to fall again. And, as I fell, her hands quickly pressed against my shoulders, tilting her upper body, holding me firmly in check, no longer giving me a chance to get up.

I didn't move, looking at Ferena's slightly red eyes, knowing that she might be out of control, it was better not to anger her yet. So, I just looked at her calmly, didn't say anything, and saw what she wanted to do.

Sure enough, after a while, Ferena gritted her teeth and began to speak, "Dai Yong, you have already made up your mind not to want me, have you?" ”

(To be continued)