Chapter 7 [Confusion]
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I don't think I'm a good person, because I've abandoned my purity, so I don't get condemned in my heart – I have peace of mind. Especially when it comes to women, I don't even think I'm good at talking to a girl, I'm used to rhetoric. So I always thought that I didn't fall in love with my boss Qi. I just feel like I just can't bear to hurt her, I'm a kind person, I can't bear to see others sad and sad, but in fact I always keep hurting something. Sometimes I really feel like I deserve to die – why haven't bastards like me died of heart disease or alcohol or car accidents or whatever?
She kept looking at me, quietly listening to my nonsense.
I knew I was drunk again, because I realized that what I was saying was actually what I was saying, what I was really thinking. This is absolutely unthinkable in normal times.
I felt like I had become clumsy, and I was not good at words. I even started to tell the truth, to say things that were very confusing. Maybe because I told too many lies in the past, I am a little at a loss in the face of the truth.
I'm not good at making friends with a girl, I'm used to rhetoric. So when I take out my true heart, I don't control my emotions, I become anxious, I am impatient, I am cranky, and I even suffer from gains and losses.
I, Chen Yang, a bad guy and a love gamer in everyone's eyes, are actually telling the truth to a girl.
I decided to forgive myself, after all, I was drunk. I think people who are drunk can be forgiven for doing anything.
In fact, I also decided to forgive myself for another thing, and this matter was about the girl in front of me - Chen Juju.
I didn't want to see her. yes, she's caused me such a big problem, it's too late to hate her.
So I made the first excuse for myself: to return the car.
Originally, I decided to meet and return the car to her and leave immediately. But she invited me to a bar for a drink.
So I made a second excuse for myself: I was going to stay, and then I would scold her.
But she asked me what had happened with that gentle and charming look, and the look of concern on her face......
So I made a third excuse for myself: it was a misunderstanding, and I couldn't blame her entirely.
I was going to leave with her after a few perfunctory words, but I actually said a lot of my sincere words.
She is still smiling, and her radiant spirit or subtle smile can make me inexplicably confused. Pointing and laughing, she wiped out my disguise.
That's when I started to get a little scared.
Yes, I'm scared. An inexplicable fear, I don't know what I'm afraid of, why I'm afraid. When I found out that Chen's charming smile was the source of my fear, I had to drink to hide myself.
There were more and more beer bottles in front of me, my eyes were getting redder, and the smile on her face was getting deeper.
Well, I'll admit, put aside those excuses that even I don't believe in.
The real reason is that I met this woman only because I was curious about her.
In fact, I've had a strange feeling in my head ever since I learned her name. I don't know how to describe it, it's like when you dream that there is a cliff in front of you, and you know that you can't go forward, but your legs are running forward without your control.
Yes, her name.
Her name gave me an inexplicable sense of fate.
The above thoughts kept going through my mind, and the two of them had been silent for a long time.
There was an inexplicable emotion hidden in her eyes, and she just smiled.
I sighed and could only continue drinking.
After thinking for a while, he said weakly: "Then I was also miserable by you, my girlfriend saw the socks you left behind, and she hated to tear me alive!" ”
She pursed her lips and smiled: "I didn't mean to. Yesterday we all drank too much, and I didn't pay attention to myself in a hurry. She thought for a moment and smiled at me again, "Why don't I explain it to your girlfriend?" ”
I hurriedly shook my hand: "Don't! I'm going to be in trouble enough, so don't mess with it. ”
After saying that, I tilted my neck and drank the wine in the bottle, and I subconsciously wanted to leave. I just felt that her smile scared me more and more, and every time her eyes swirled on my face, my heart beat fast.
She just laughed, as if she had seen through my intentions.
She bit her lip and finally spoke, "You know what? I've thought you're a funny guy since last night. "I whispered to me." The things you tell me always feel very true, but also funny. Do you know? When a man confronts another beautiful woman and tells him about his emotional distress, most of the time there is a different purpose. ”
I was about to say something, but I shook my head: "Don't interrupt, let me finish." Very few men would say anything like that to me, most of them were courteous and gentlemen. Even if you occasionally say something unpleasant, it is a bitter trick, nothing more than trying to win women's sympathy. But you're good, when I said you were soaking me, you tried to deny it, as if I insulted you and killed someone. Let you accompany me for supper, you also look reluctant to be heroic and righteous. It's as if you promised me how much face I gave! ”
After speaking, he glared at me again.
I didn't have anything to say, there were only two thoughts in my head:
The first thought was, could this woman be of a donkey? The type of person who doesn't go and pulls backwards?
The second thought is, why is this woman so good-looking even with her eyes staring?
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