Chapter 210: Prove Yourself Dead

Lu Ziming felt that he didn't know how much time he had spent, and looked stupidly at the colorful fish swimming in the deep pool in front of him, without the slightest idea of catching them.

His existence seems to have no meaning, no one appears in front of his eyes, he is scared and wants to cry, but no one comes to comfort him, he laughs loudly, no one comes out to stop him, he wants to overcome his loneliness by venting, like a crappy actor without an audience.

After venting, there is silence, after pain, there is sadness, and after thinking, I am puzzled, "Is there a problem with my understanding, or do I not understand why this is at all?"

He leaned against the tree in pain, banging his head against the tree, perhaps only death could get rid of this nightmare.

A black multicolored fruit fell from the tree, just in time to concentrate him, and he took a hard bite of the bitter multicolored fruit, and the bitter taste not only filled his mouth, but also entered his mind along the taste.

"Are you miserable?" he asked himself.

Looking at his father's rickety back, a pair of hands that have never been better, and the wrinkles on his mother's forehead, are he more bitter than them?

For as long as he can remember, he has never heard his parents say a word of bitterness or tiredness, they have supported the family with their not very strong backs, they have supported themselves with meager wages, and they have never complained. Are they more miserable than themselves? In the days when they are away from home, when they are not accompanied by their relatives, are they not bitter?

I remember that I wanted a beautiful schoolbag, my father had little money left, walked more than ten miles in the mountains, brought back a schoolbag from the county seat, and threw the schoolbag on the ground angrily, aren't my parents' hearts bitter?

The clothes on his body were torn, and his mother sewed them up with tears in her eyes, but she was unwilling to wear them again because of the ridicule of others, isn't her mother bitter?

Because of a chocolate, I fought with my children, but I broke my head, my father didn't say anything, I went to the township clinic in the dark with my back, my mother sprained her foot on the way, and endured severe pain and persevered, aren't they bitter?

Compared with their parents' suffering, what is their own suffering, and compared to their tiredness, what reason do they have to say that they are bitter and happy, because with the care of their parents, they went to elementary school, middle school, and then high school, and compared with their parents' semi-literacy, they are happy and happy.

He reached out and plucked a red colorful fruit, which was a happy colorful fruit, sweet and reminded people of joy and hope in life.

He is happy, his father's silent endurance, and his mother's smiling face make him feel that he is the happiest person in the world.

Someone once said: Without the obstruction of rocks, how can you stir up beautiful waves, and if you have not experienced painful suffering, how can you evoke beautiful flowers of happiness.

When you are most miserable, there are birds singing happily outside the window, and when you are most happy, there are people who are suffering from illness and struggling with death. The world is always the same, it's just that our mood and attitude towards encounters are different.

If your heart is bitter, take a "rag" and wipe it, and when you wipe it brightly, the sun will shine through, and your heart can reflect the colorful colors of the sun.

True happiness is excavated from suffering, which is extended along with suffering, and some people only see the suffering of life, but never ignore the happiness around them.

He felt that he was the happiest and happiest, with parents who loved him dearly, and who cared about his relatives and friends.

Happiness is actually very simple, even a word, a look can bring spiritual comfort, happiness comes from the heart, with satisfaction on the face, there is never anything to replace.

When the figure of his parents came to his mind, he stood up strongly, looked up at the purple sky, and at this moment his eyes passed through the purple sky, and once again saw the blue sky, where there was the smile and care of his parents.

People have to go through a lot of difficulties in their lives, some people grow up in difficulties, some people sink in difficulties, the road is their own walking, but also their own choice, the road will be wider and wider, will also go narrower and narrower.

The next moment, his gaze became firm, no matter where he was, the only thing that could really trap him was his own heart.

It has been said that when God closes one window, he opens another at the same time, and there is no labyrinth that cannot be exited, and there is no problem that cannot be solved.

The predicament in front of you may be your own opportunity, this may be a test, a kind of training, the more incomprehensible, the more huge opportunities are hidden. Although he doesn't know how this qiē happened, it doesn't mean that he doesn't have a chance, he has solved countless problems when he was in school, and he knows a truth, the more complex the problem, the easier it is to solve, such as the Solomon knot.

Regarding his own situation, he speculated three possibilities, whether he died or not, this is no longer the key to the problem, whether he is really dead or not, but his consciousness is still there, and there is hope if he is conscious and conscious.

If you are dead, how can you prove that you are still alive, and if you are alive, why should you prove that you are dead?

Indeed, the space in which you store yourself should be a closed space, otherwise it is difficult to explain why you can't go out. I can't go out because I can't stand tall, I can't see far, and I can't solve this mystery without really understanding my situation.

As for how to understand this enclosed space, he did not have a clue, because there was an urgent question that needed to be answered in front of him, what exactly were the big trees and deep pools, why they appeared here, and what was the meaning of their appearance. Everything has a meaning, and he is trapped here, and the repetition of colorful fruits and colorful fish is a good proof of this, which provides him with a steady stream of food, which he has discovered.

If there are no colorful fruits and colorful fish, I am afraid that I will not be able to hold on for long, and it is precisely because of their appearance that it is impossible for me to get out of this closed space quickly, otherwise their appearance will not be explained.

All issues should be intrinsically linked, and even if they cannot be explained now, it does not mean that they do not exist and have no meaning.

There is also some kind of connection between the purple sky and the purple vortex that he doesn't know, and he finally saw himself falling into the purple vortex, and when he woke up, he saw the purple sky above his head, and he came here through the purple vortex?