Chapter 60: Let's Talk About Classmates
I gently broke free of her hand and said in a deep voice, "Xiao Xin, don't do this, it's impossible for us." No matter how obsessed you are, you will only hurt yourself in the end. ”
Xu Xin smiled faintly and said, "Really? Brother Tang Qian, I know what you're thinking now. But I'm not worried at all. Because whether you admit it or not, I am in the valley, and I already feel that you like me. In your heart, you still have feelings for Xiao Xin, don't you? I believe that as long as I don't give up, you will fall in love with me sooner or later, and no matter how long it takes, I will definitely work hard to achieve this goal and make you inseparable from me! ”
Hearing the little witch's words so confident, I couldn't help but tremble in my heart, and a feeling of fear hit my heart. I'm not afraid of her, I'm afraid of myself. Because of the few days I was trapped in the valley, I realized that I really had feelings for her. The little witch is right, deep down in my heart, I really like her, and even desire to have her, I can't deceive myself. I'm really scared that one day, I'll fall in love with this beautiful little elf completely. At that time, what face will I face Xu Shu and Hua Jingjing? How else can I tell them that I only love you?
I will personally ruin the happiness of myself and Xu Shu Jingjing! I was afraid to see that day, so I had to harden my heart and refuse the infatuated girl in front of me. I'm going to completely dispel her thoughts and my own thoughts while nothing is happening now. We can't watch the future catastrophe come.
So I said calmly: "Xiao Xin, I can tell you." I only love your sister and your sister Jingjing in my heart, I will never like anyone else's again, the day you say will never come. Give up, it's good for everyone, I really don't want to see you obsessed now! ”
With that, I didn't dare to look at her expression and walked out of the bathroom directly. Xu Shu immediately greeted me and whispered to me, "Tang Qian, what are you doing?" Go back to your room, you're here, add to the chaos! ”
In fact, how can my heart feel good? It's really not what I want to do to hurt someone I like. But what can I do? If I don't do this, I will only hurt Xu Shu and Jingjing, which is even more undesirable for me to see.
But I really can't stay here, and I can't face Xu Xin's sadness. So when Xu Shu pushed me and drove me away, I didn't resist and let her push me to the door.
Xu Shu whispered to me: "Okay, leave my sister's affairs to me, you go back and sleep well, don't worry about anything." The more you manage it, the worse it will be, and when you go back, what will we talk about, ah? ”
Wordlessly, I reached out a hand, stroked her face, sighed, nodded, and opened the door to leave.
I stood in the hallway for a while, feeling overwhelmed. I know that what I just said must have broken Xu Xin's heart. Although I was forced to do so, my heart was still miserable.
Xiao Xin! It's not that Brother Tang Qian is ruthless, Brother Tang Qian really can't help it! Who wouldn't want a cute girl like you? But I have too many love debts, too many love debts. It's hard to reach a balance and understanding now, and there's really no way to break it anymore. Just forgive Tang Qian's brother for being ruthless! Just forgive Tang Qian's brother for being selfish, follow me, and we won't end well!"
I closed my eyes and leaned against the wall, and for a moment my heart ached. I realized that the little witch was so important in my heart! It's so uncomfortable to hurt a woman who loves me!
"Tang Qian? What are you doing here? ”
I heard someone talking to me, so I hurriedly opened my eyes, wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, and looked closely, it turned out to be Mr. Chen Dan. She looked at me strangely, stretched out a hand to touch my forehead, and said, "Look at the pain on your face, are you sick?" ”
I hurriedly blocked it with my hand, adjusted my mood, made a smile that was uglier than crying, and said, "No, I'm fine." Teacher Chen Dan, are you going back? Mr. Fan, how is she? ”
Chen Dan retracted his hand, lifted his glasses and said, "Well, Xiaoting is already asleep, and she is still calling your name in her sleep." ”
I said sadly, "Really? ”
"Alas, what a wretched woman she was. However, she has been strong since she was a child, and I believe that she will definitely recover, so you don't have to worry too much. ”
I smiled wryly, "It's better to do this, otherwise my conscience will be uneasy." ”
Chen Dan looked at me again and said, "Are you really okay?" I think you're not in the right spirit! ”
"It's really okay, Mr. Chen, it's late, you should go home early and rest. Mr. Fan, I'll deal with it. ”
Chen Dan snorted, lifted his glasses again, and said, "Then I'll go, take care of Xiaoting for me a little more, she is my good sister." ”
I nodded and said, "Goodbye!" ”
Chen Dan looked at me deeply for a while before he said softly, "Goodbye!" With that, he turned around and walked in the direction of the elevator. I shook my head, put aside my discomfort, and prepared to go back to my room to rest.
Chen Dan, who had just walked to the door of the room and walked out for more than ten steps, suddenly turned around and said to me, "Tang Qian, you ...... Tired? If you don't want to sleep yet, can you walk with me? There are some things I want to talk to you about. ”
I said strangely, "Is there anything else?" Then you say it now. ”
Chen Dan said: "It's not a particularly important matter, let's talk while walking, just ...... It's to take me home, okay? ”
I pondered for a moment, knowing in my heart that what she was going to say must be about Fan Yunting and Xu Xin. But how can I be in the mood to talk to her about this now? Then he said, "Forget it, I know what you have to ask me." But I really don't have anything to say about Mr. Fan and Xu Xin, so I don't have to! ”
Chen Dan walked back again, her eyes were full of eagerness when she looked at me, and said, "No, I didn't want to ask you about them. We've been separated for so many years after graduation, and we finally met each other, and I haven't even had a good chat with you about the friendship of classmates. You're leaving tomorrow, I'm afraid you won't see each other again in the future, it's rare to be free now, don't you think the opportunity is rare? Don't you miss our time in college at all? ”
When I heard that, I was quite impressed. Oh, yes! I really miss the time back then! When I returned to Hangzhou this time, I only saw Chen Dan, an old classmate, and he hadn't even talked about the past. I'll go back to City B tomorrow, maybe...... I won't have a chance again.
I thought again that Chen Dan and I were not familiar with each other, and there was nothing to talk about. She is so earnest, she is only afraid of ...... Who are you trying to ask me about?
I couldn't help but smile when I thought about the past. Actually, it's not bad to talk, even if I go back to my room, I only think about those troublesome things, and I can't sleep at all. Talking to Chen Dan about those interesting things in college can at least let me alleviate my current pain and relax my mood, why not?
I put the room card back in my pocket and said, "It's okay, I haven't seen my old classmates for many years, so I should have a good chat." But what you said yourself, don't mention the matter of Mr. Fan and Xu Xin, otherwise forget it. ”
Chen Dan's beautiful face bloomed with a happy smile, she held her glasses, nodded, and said, "Okay, just talk about the past, it's better not to mention the present?" ”
Chen Dan and I walked out of the hotel, and Chen Dan asked me with a smile as he walked: "Tang Qian, those former classmates, are you still in touch now?" How are they doing? ”
I smiled, thinking that she really asked, so I said, "Many of those classmates have lost contact." But there are a few people I know a little bit about. After graduating, Gu Jianqiang returned to Wuhan and worked at a scientific research center. He got married five years ago and gave birth to a big fat boy. After returning to his hometown, Sun Xiaobo heard that he worked in a bank, and he didn't know if he was married or not, and he hadn't been in touch for a long time. Zhang Yin sent me a letter last year, saying that he now has opened his own foreign trade company and that business is not bad. He is also married, and not long before I wrote to me, my wife was a beauty salon and owned a beauty shop. And one more person...... Hehe, you should know what he's doing, right? ”
Chen Dan's face turned red and said, "Who?" I didn't see any of your guys after I graduated. How will I know where they are now? ”
I laughed, "Really? Won't it? Do you remember us, won't you forget Liu Hui? Back then, he had a crush on you for four years! ”
Chen Dan suddenly quickened his pace and said, "That...... What's the matter with me? It's not that I want him to like me. Back then, it was you guys who did it with bad friends, when I didn't know? ”
I had no choice but to go faster and said, "Do you really not know Liu Hui's current situation?" I thought others didn't know, but you should at least care about it! ”
Chen Dan suddenly stopped, glared at me and said seriously: "Tang Qian, don't talk nonsense, Liu Hui and I have never had anything. That's all his own wishful thinking, I ...... I've never liked him! ”
I also stopped and said, "I know! When you rejected him, we were all there and saw it with our own eyes. Alas! You are also really ruthless, Liu Hui really likes you, almost didn't think about tea and dinner for you, we were all sad to see him sad. ”
Chen Dan said angrily: "What ruthlessness? I don't like him, do I have to accept him just because he likes me? What do you have to be sad about? I'm the saddest of all! He has you good friends to comfort him, but I ...... Who will comfort me? ”
I was stunned for a moment and said, "What do you have to be sad about?" Isn't it you who is out of love? Why do you want someone to comfort you? ”
Chen Dan's chest rose and fell sharply, and he opened his mouth to say something. But all of a sudden, her face was swollen and red, and she was busy hiding herself with her glasses. After being silent for a while, she exhaled, turned around and walked forward, and said softly, "Liu Hui, how is he now?" He...... Should you find your lover? ”
(To be continued)