Gu Jianqiang is that kind of person, which shocked me very much! But what shocked me even more was that Chen Dan had always liked me when I was in college! It turns out that when I was in college, someone paid so much attention to me!

I couldn't help but carefully recall the bits and pieces of my previous college days, except for when I was anxious for Liu Hui, I had no impression of Chen Dan. When I saw it, I really thought it was incredible, but I couldn't help believing it. For some of the things that are recorded in the book have indeed happened.

I'm in a very uneasy mood, I have always remembered my college life, it turns out that there are so many things I don't know, it seems that there is really nothing wrong with calling me a nerd!

I let out a long sigh and flipped the page to move on. But at this moment, there was a knock at the door, and I heard Fan Yunting calling me outside the door: "Tang Qian, are you up?" ”

It was only then that I realized that it was already dawn, and that it had been two hours. I hurriedly hid the four books and got out of bed to open the door. Mr. Fan outside the door has returned to normal. She smiled and said to me, "Hurry up and wash your face and brush your teeth, we still have a lot to do in the morning." Xu Shu has already sent her sister to school, and she has to help you with the air ticket. But she's more powerful than me, so she shouldn't be too troublesome. ”

I remembered that my ID card was lost in Yandang Mountain, and it was indeed a hassle to buy a ticket back to City B. But with Xu Shu here, I'm not worried about this at all. Nodding, I said, "Okay, I'll be out soon." ”

In the morning, we went to the address of the company's Hangzhou branch and had a meeting with the newly recruited employees. Not to mention that the head office will also send staff to come, and the branch will enter the work track in the fastest time.

At noon, we met with Xu Shu, and she really got a return ticket for me through a special method, and at half past two in the afternoon, we boarded the flight to City B and returned home.

Since everyone was very tired from this business trip, Fan Yunting decided to work tomorrow. And Xu Shu said goodbye to me and hurried back to the villa because there was still a mother waiting at home.

I returned home by myself, only to find it empty. I thought that Jingjing hadn't come back from work yet, or that she was still living at her parents' house, so I picked up the phone and called her. Unexpectedly, Jingjing told me on the phone that she and her cousin Liu Qing are now in T City and will not be back until tomorrow.

I'm very curious, what is Jingjing and Liu Qing running to T City for this time? But since they didn't want to tell me, I didn't want to ask too much, so after a few words, I hung up the phone.

After dinner, I sat alone on the couch to rest. Naturally, I took out the four books and read them. Because I still have many questions that need to be answered in the book.

Pick up the note:

March 6, 1994, Sunday, fine. Alas! I was so depressed, I thought it would be a happy day, but in the end I was disappointed. Is this Tang Qian a piece of wood? It can be seen that Liu Hui, Sun Xiaobo, and Zhang Yin are all liking me, not to mention Gu Jianqiang. But the only thing I care about is that he is dismissive of me, and he still hasn't said a word to me all day today, and even when Gu Jianqiang introduced us to each other, he just smiled at me. I could see that it was just a polite smile, and there was no content at all. I'm so angry! So depressed! Am I so unattractive? Talk to me and you're going to die? Do you have to be a girl like me to take the initiative to be happy? Tang Qian! Do you know that I didn't have any thoughts at all when I visited West Lake today, but I was just secretly paying attention to you? Why? I asked myself if I looked okay, except for myopia, everything else was okay. Your friends all like me, why don't you react? Don't...... Do you already have someone you like? Yes! It must be like this! Otherwise, there is no other explanation! I'm so scared, do I like him so much, it's actually Zhu Lanzi who is empty? Who is the person she likes? Is it from our school, or is it from his hometown? My God! What am I going to do? I feel like I'm in so much pain, and I've fallen out of love before I even started a relationship!

(I'm sorry, at that time, I was subconsciously evasive and cold to the woman who was known as the school flower, but I didn't expect it to cause you pain.) ）

Tuesday, June 7, 1994, cloudy. Today, Sun Xiaobo from the Department of Chemistry approached me and wanted to associate with me, but I refused. Ever since I became this boring school girl in college, I don't know how many boys have been courted. Almost every day, I get love letters from guys. But, Tang Qian! Do you know that my eyes are waiting for you? I know I'm useless, I like you but I don't dare to express it. I've also secretly written you several love letters, but I just don't dare to send them to you because I'm afraid. I've seen a lot of the boys who looked sad and lost after being rejected by me. Some of them were even in agony, or had a serious illness, or their academic performance plummeted. In short, I have brought disaster upon them and made them miserable. I was afraid that there would be retribution, that this great pain would befall me, so I just didn't dare to confess to you. Now at least I have a little hope, looking forward to the day when happiness will come, maybe I will suddenly receive a letter from you, and I will suddenly become the happiest woman in the world. But I did not dare to give you the letter first, for I was really afraid of retribution and of calamity that would befall me. If I don't even have this hope now, I can't imagine how I will live with three years of college life. My God! Forgive me for my cowardice, I'm a woman, I'm really scared!

(If I had received a letter from Chen Dan back then, would I have rejected it, or would I have accepted it?) ）

Thursday, September 29, 1994, overcast. Why is there such a big difference between people? The same man, the character will be so different. During this time, Gu Jianqiang has always pestered me, telling him countless times that I don't like him, and he even has the cheekiness to keep stopping me. Today is even more excessive, in order to show himself, he actually said that his friends were useless in front of me. What's even more odious is that he dared to maliciously slander my Tang Qian. How unreasonable! I couldn't bear it anymore and scolded Gu Jianqiang. What is he so strong? It's just a villain, and he actually said that making friends with Tang Qian was his price. Phew! Tang Qian's character is ten million times more noble than him! He Gu Jianqiang lifted Tang Qian's shoes as a footpad, and I was still afraid of soiling Tang Qian, and I was ashamed to say it, it was really disgusting. It's just that Wan Fang, a stupid woman, fell into his trap and couldn't pull it out, what should I do? If I told her that she was now confused by Gu Jianqiang, she would definitely not listen to a word, but it might hurt the relationship between me and her. If you just sit back and don't care about her. How could I bear to watch my best friend being cheated on by a villain? Alas! It's nerve-wracking! Tang Qian! It would be nice if we were already friends by this time! At least, there are a lot of things I can confide in you. There are so many things you can do for me. But what I want to think about the most is to be coquettish in your arms! Tang Qian, will I have this opportunity?

(Alas!) I really misread Gu Jianqiang! Dan Chen...... What a stupid woman you are! ）

November 19, 1994, Saturday, fine. I think I may not have a chance with Tang Qian in my life, during this period of travel and party, he didn't talk to me, and he didn't even look at me. I'm so sad, it turns out that Tang Qian really didn't take me seriously. I have been very sad for the past two days, and my whole body is listless as if I have lost my soul. The sisters in the dormitory thought I was sick and came to care for me. But how can I tell them that I was born lovesick? Alas! Yes! Who believes it? The dignified Z school flower actually suffered from lovesickness!

(I...... I won't believe it! ）

On Monday, April 10, 1995, it rained lightly. I really can't take it anymore! Gu Jianqiang, the villain, actually instigated Wan Fang to deceive Zhang Yin and Sun Xiaobo and sow discord between me and them. If Sun Xiaobo hadn't come to question me today, I wouldn't have known at all. Wan Fang was with him, how did he become like this? In the evening, I called Gu Jianqiang out and warned him the most severely. asked him to leave Wanfang immediately, and never beat her from now on. Otherwise, I must tell Tang Qian and Liu Hui what he did, so that his friends can recognize his face. Gu Jianqiang was scared and agreed to my request. Hum! In the end, he is a villain, strong on the outside, but timid as a mouse on the inside. He also knew very well what would happen to him if his friends found out about the bad things he had done. Why didn't you think of using this method to deal with him before? I have been pestered by him for a year in vain. This kind of villain is not a problem, I just hope he does what he says, otherwise I will never let him go!

(Gu Jianqiang, Gu Jianqiang!) What do you want me to say? ）

Wednesday, October 18, 1995, fine. What a disappointment, what a disappointment! Now when I pick up the pen, my heart is empty, and I don't know how to write. It's funny, just for a moment, and it has already made me taste the feeling of happiness and loss. A few hours ago, I was so excited and happy, I didn't expect it to be just a joke. I'm so sad and unwilling. Tang Qian, how can you do this to me? How nice would it be if you wrote this love letter? Do you know? How nervous I was when I saw you walking around downstairs in our girls' dormitory with a letter from the window. I was shaking even my calves and I couldn't stand on my feet. I kept thinking nonsense: "Tang Qian took a letter, is it for me?" Oh, my God! Tang Qian...... Just downstairs, he took a letter, and he ...... He's going to give a love letter to a girl. God forbid! God forbid! Give it to me! Let me be that happy woman! "I was praying and I saw you give a letter to a girl. I was immediately dumbfounded, but wasn't it me? Before I had time to taste the great pain, the girl had already walked in and said to me, "Chen Dan, your letter was given to you by a chemistry boy!" "Tang Qian, do you know? I cried on the spot, and I cried a lot! The other classmates didn't know about it, but they all came to comfort me, thinking that I was stimulated. How did they know that I was crying with happiness. I've been waiting for this day for two years! I held the letter in my arms and vented to my heart's content. At that moment, I was truly the most excited, happiest, and happiest woman in the world! But, Tang Qian, do you know? What a cruel thing it is to deprive a woman of her happiness. When I saw that the letter was signed by Liu Hui, did you know? I almost wanted to die! I...... I didn't write it, I wrote it, and the tears fell again. Tang Qian, I hate you! Why do you want to deliver letters for your friends? He doesn't have hands or feet? If you don't do good deeds, will you die? Tang Qian, you make me so sad, you know? I've never hated people, but I hate you today! I will never forgive you! You have deprived me of joy and happiness, give it back to me!

(I'm sorry, I'm sorry!) I didn't know how much damage it did to you just sending a letter, no wonder you never ignored us since. It seems that this incident must have hit you hard, right? ）

That night, I read all four books in one go. In fact, there are many contents in the record, such as recording a lot of things I did and Chen Dan's feelings. Another example is the recording of Chen Dan's interesting episodes in his study and life. But more importantly, it records Chen Dan's endless thoughts and love for me in the past four years. After reading it, I couldn't calm down for a long time. I never imagined that a woman who had never spoken to me would have such deep feelings for me. I can't help but be moved, I can't help but be moved. Reading the journal, I felt like I had gone back in time and lived in college for another four years. From another perspective, another concept is revisited. I found that it was so different and so new from the four years I remembered. Through understanding the record, Chen Dan's impression in my heart gradually became clearer. And I can say that I have a thorough understanding of Chen Dan in college. Her thoughts, her soul, are imprinted in my mind. I seem to feel that Chen Dan is a friend of mine, a most intimate friend, and we have had a deep relationship......

In an instant, I had an impulse and a feeling. At this moment, Chen Dan must be waiting for me to call her? There are some things that she has been holding in her heart for ten years, and she must be very, very eager to confide in me.

I didn't hesitate, immediately grabbed the phone, dialed a number and said, "Hello? Mr. Fan? Can you tell me Chen Dan's home phone number? Thank you! ”

(To be continued)