My mind went blank for ten seconds!

But I finally came back to my senses.

How do I fly from this city to Hangzhou Xiaoshan Airport? Crashed at five o'clock?

Oh, no! This...... That's impossible! I must have heard it wrong! I threw myself in front of the TV and stared at it with wide eyes.

The news announcer on the TV continued: "This flight took off on time from Chengzhi Airport in our city at 3:50 p.m. today, and the cause of the accident is still unknown, and the relevant departments are investigating." Now, let's take a look at the report sent back by our reporter from the Hangzhou station......"

My feet went limp, my head dizzy, and I sat down on the ground weakly. Really...... It's the 3:50 shift, oh my! That Xiaoxin...... Xiao Xin......

I was too scared to think about it anymore, and muttered, "This can't be, it must be mistaken." Xiao Xin...... Xiao Xin, she is still so young, how can she ...... Something will happen? ”

Suddenly, I got up, rushed to the telephone next to the sofa in two steps, grabbed the microphone, dialed 114 with trembling hands, asked for the customer service phone number of Chengzhi Airport, and immediately called. But today's airport customer service phone is particularly busy, I dialed the number more than a dozen times, but the busy tone is busy.

While cheering myself up, I thought to myself, "It's definitely not the one that Xiao Xin is riding, how can it be so coincidental?" Be sure to ...... Ask clearly! ”

Seven or eight minutes later, the phone finally went through: "Hello! This is the customer service department of Chengzhi Airport, is there anything we need to serve you? ”

I swallowed a mouthful of saliva and said nervously, "Please...... May I ask, how many flights are there from this city to Hangzhou Xiaoshan Airport this afternoon? ”

"Unfortunately, there was only one, and it was flight BF775 that took off at 3:50 p.m. You...... Were there also loved ones on that crashed flight? ”

My eyes were so dark that I almost couldn't stand. Hurriedly propped up the table with his hands, forcibly calmed his mood, and said with difficulty: "That...... Can that help me look it up? Is there a girl named Xu Xin in the passenger list of the plane that crashed this afternoon? ”

"Okay, wait a minute...... Is it a promise of promise, a joy of joy? ”

"Yes...... Target! ”

"It's a pity, I have to tell you, there is! But please don't panic yet, you can call our Accident Emergency Center for details, the number is ......"

I didn't finish listening, my hands trembled, and the microphone fell from my ear to the ground. There is only one fact flashing in my mind: Xiao Xin...... Sure enough, it was on the wrecked plane. Now...... Everything points to disaster!

In an instant, a fierce fear and boundless remorse plunged into my heart like two knives at the same time. My feet went limped again, and I fell straight to my knees.

Oh, my God! Why? Why? Xiao Xin, she is so young, and she has many, many bright futures. Are you going to brutally take her life just because you took a plane?

And Tang Qian, you bastard! Xiao Xin said that she wanted to stay, why did you drive her away? Why are you driving her away? Isn't it just that you mean bastard who is afraid that your wife will know that you like her? Xiao Xin...... Xiao Xin was killed by you! You...... It's a murderer!

In my life, I have experienced many difficulties and setbacks, and I have made many mistakes. But I've never hurt anyone, I don't know, it turns out that I killed someone, it's such remorse and pain!

My eyes glazed over, the corners of my mouth twitched, and my face distorted. At the same time of remorse, there was a sting in my heart. I felt that stinging pain at the moment when Xu Shu blocked the knife for me. Now, the pain is tormenting me again. It was like a knife that had been inserted into my heart, but it was still slicing and cutting. That kind of pain makes life worse than death, and the pain is extreme!

Tang Qian, you pig and dog are not as good as things! Xu Xin loves you so much, look at what you have done to her? What's the point of letting her stay? It was because of your ruthlessness and cowardice that she suffered misfortune!

I closed my eyes in agony, and my heart felt like it was dripping blood.

This could have been avoided! As long as I felt a little sorry for her, I wouldn't have chased her away so ruthlessly. I pushed her into the fire pit! A girl who is so young and loves me so much was killed by me so alive!

Tang Qian, you deserve to die! You don't want to die!

I never thought that people regret it to the extreme, and it would be so painful. Hate it to the extreme, I couldn't help but raise my hand and slap it my face.

The weight of this palm suddenly made me dizzy, and Venus flew wildly. But my hatred for myself has not only not lessened, but has become heavier. I slapped myself like crazy with one slap after another, one slap was heavier than the other, and at the same time I hissed and cursed: "Murderer! Murderer! Dog thief! Bastard! I'll beat you to death! Shoot you! Kill you......"

By the time I got to the third palm, my mouth was full of blood, and by the fourth palm, tears welled up in my eyes. By the fifth palm, I was lying on the ground, still fanning myself like crazy and scolding myself. At that moment, I really wanted to kill myself like this, anyway, it's better to live than to die!

After the fight, I lost my strength for a while, so I had to turn over and lie on the ground, holding my head in my hands and crying. My face was swollen like a pig's head, and my skin was so open that I could barely breathe in pain. But this kind of pain is not as much as one ten-thousandth of the pain in my heart!

Xu Shu? I don't have the face to see you anymore. Instead of taking care of your sister, I killed her with my own hands!

Xiao Xin! Brother Tang Qian, I'm sorry for you! If you knew that there was today, let alone stay for two days, or live for a lifetime, then what's the matter? Brother Tang Qian is a bastard! I obviously like you in my heart, but I'm always afraid of this and that. Outcome...... The result is to hurt you!

Oh my God! I regret it! Please, please give me a chance to regret it! As long as Xiao Xin is fine, I am willing to do whatever you ask me to do!

Regret burned me all in and hated myself to the extreme. I held my head and lay on the ground crying in a dark way, unable to control myself. That kind of crying and remorse, I tasted it for the first time in my life, and after crying, I couldn't catch it in one breath, and I fainted.

But I soon woke up with a sharp pain in my mouth and cheeks, and I suddenly thought: No! Even if Xiao Xin was on that crashed plane, she couldn't be sure that she would die! Xiao Xinfu has a big life, maybe it will be fine! I...... I'm going to have to see it with my own eyes! Even if there is a glimmer of hope, I must not give up. I'm going to leave right now, I'm going to get to the place of the accident right away, and I'm going to do it myself...... Bring Xiao Xin back.

Although I knew that the chances of Xiao Xin's life were slim, I didn't see it with my own eyes, how could I give up easily?

A thought flashed in my heart: If Xiao Xin is really dead, I will also come back with her corpse, kneel in front of Xu Shu, and let Xu Shu kill me and apologize!

I don't know where I got the strength, but as soon as I held it up, I pulled out my feet and ran out. I had no rules, all I wanted to think about was going to the place where the accident happened. As for how I should get there, I can't think about it at all.

I opened the door, and without bothering to close it, I ran down the hill. As soon as he ran out of a dozen steps, he suddenly heard a weak cry behind him: "Brother Tang Qian!" ”

I immediately froze as if I had been immobilized, almost suspecting that I had hallucinated from excessive remorse.

But the familiar voice behind him came again: "Brother Tang Qian, where are you going?" ”

My heart shook violently, and Huo Ran turned around. I saw a dark figure squatting in the corner of the outer wall of my house. I pressed the excitement in my heart, took two steps, and said in a trembling voice: "Xiao Xin...... Be...... Is that you? ”

Then I saw clearly, the person squatting in the corner of the wall in the dark, and there was a travel bag next to him, it was Xu Xin who I thought something was wrong!

Now I was really overjoyed, stunned, a thousand words, and I didn't know where to start for a while. As if in a dream, I almost didn't believe that the person in front of me was real, and the ecstasy in my heart could no longer be expressed in words.

At this moment, I suddenly realized that I was so in love with the girl in front of me. Any damage she had, it was pain I couldn't bear. As long as she is okay, I am willing to use my life to protect her!

Xu Xin, who was in the dark corner of the dark wall, saw that I didn't move, thinking that I was angry. Standing up cautiously, he said pitifully: "I'm sorry Brother Tang Qian, I didn't listen to you and get on the plane." Xiao Xin...... Are you really reluctant to leave you, let me stay one more night, and leave tomorrow morning? ”

In an instant, the tip of my nose was sore, and tears flowed down again. I wanted to nod my head and say yes, but the two words were choked in my throat, and I couldn't spit them out. I really want to kneel down and kowtow to God and thank Him for being so merciful and actually giving me back my Xiaoxin. But what I want more is to hold her in my arms, kiss her and love her, and never hurt her again. With the extreme remorse and self-blame just now, I finally knew that this little girl was so important in my heart. I couldn't afford to lose her.

Xu Xin, who was leaning against the wall, saw that I was silent, and I couldn't see my face clearly in the dark, and could only see that my figure was trembling slightly. She thought I was angry, so she had to pretend to be pitiful and said, "Brother Tang Qian, I've been squatting here for more than an hour, but I don't dare to knock on the door." Now I'm so hungry, why don't you let me eat first and then get angry? ”

What more do I have to say at this time? In the future, as long as you are happy, Brother Tang Qian will depend on you for everything. I love and pity, and I can't help myself. He walked quickly to her side, took her tightly into his arms, lowered his head, and kissed her.

(To be continued)