Chapter Ninety-Seven: Regret

In an instant, I saw a trace of grievance on the rigid Qian Xiaolei's face. She hesitated for a moment, then turned her head to look at the closed door, and whispered, "Of course, you promised to invite me to dinner last time." It's been a week now, and you haven't reacted at all. I...... But I'm waiting for your call every day. ”

I...... I sweat! It seems that this Qian Xiaolei is really serious, this thing is ...... Isn't there something wrong? I had no choice but to say, "What's going on?" You see, I haven't come to work this week, and I don't have much time, so ...... Otherwise, it's okay tonight, I'll call Xie Qin's mother and son, and you bring Huihui too. How about our two families go to the Imperial Seafood House for a big meal? ”

Qian Xiaolei didn't have a happy expression when she heard this, but whispered dissatisfiedly: "Just the two of us together...... Isn't it possible? ”

I had no choice but to stand up and whisper, "Xiaolei, didn't we talk about that...... Don't mention it? Why do you ......?"

Qian Xiaolei gave me a hygienic eye and said angrily: "Did I mention it?" I just don't want to see what she sees, just your city, can you let her notice it at all? ”

Alas! I had a huge headache, so I had to walk around the table and walk in front of her, and said softly: "Xiaolei, didn't you say how we should get along in the future and how we should get along, except for work and classmates, there is nothing else?" So what's the deal with eating alone together? ”

Qian Xiaolei bit her lip and said, "Can't colleagues and classmates have a meal together?" I have suffered such a big grievance for you, and you don't agree to this small request? ”

My cold sweat suddenly flowed, what do you want to do with this Qian Xiaolei?

In order to completely put an end to future troubles, I had to say strongly: "Xiaolei, although I owe you, I can't make any more mistakes." If you want to threaten me with this, then I would rather be ruined than promise you anything. That's all for my words, what to do, you can see for yourself! ”

With that, I walked back to my desk and got busy. Qian Xiaolei seemed to be angry for a while, turned her head and left, but stopped at the door, stood for a long time, and suddenly said, "Is the Imperial Seafood Restaurant?" What time is the evening? ”

I raised my head and saw the helplessness and grievance on her face, and seemed to have given up the request just now, so I smiled and said, "At six o'clock, remember to bring Huihui too." ”

Qian Xiaolei snorted coldly, then opened the door and went out.

In the afternoon, I went to pick it up, and when Xie Qin got off work, we came to the Imperial Seafood Restaurant together. We asked for a private room and ordered a lot of fresh seafood.

Qiu Jieqin asked me: "For no reason, why did you invite me and Xiaolei to eat such an expensive thing?" ”

I laughed, "We've been classmates for many years, and we don't seem to have eaten together before." Today I sent a bonus, and the money burned in my pocket, so I took you to try it, can you? ”

Xie Qin smiled and slapped me and said, "Is it great to be rich?" Look at your nouveau riche! ”

A little after six o'clock, Qian Xiaolei came, and the strange thing was that she didn't bring her daughter. Qiu Jieqin went over and pulled her down enthusiastically, and said, "Xiaolei, why are you here?" What about Hui Hui? ”

Over there, he also called her sensibly: "Aunt Xiaolei!" Qian Xiaolei sat down, touched Lailai's head and smiled: "It's so good to come!" Then he turned to Xie Qin and said, "Huihui was picked up by my ex-husband to live for two days, and she hasn't seen her grandparents for a long time." Besides, she will be allergic to seafood, so I won't bring it. ”

I said, "It's okay, since we're here, let's eat!" ”

At the table, Qian Xiaolei's performance was quite normal, but she didn't pay much attention to me and only cared about talking to Qiu Jieqin. I had to feed my son, a meal, and before I knew it, it was over.

After coming out, Qian Xiaolei had a car and sent us home. As usual, I bathed and changed my son's clothes, hugged him to bed, and told him stories.

After I fell asleep, Qiu Jieqin pulled me outside and asked softly, "What happened to your big star friend who promised us last time?" Did your wife know about it? ”

I said: "Xu Shu's father has been in poor health recently, and she can't get out of taking care of the elderly, so this matter has been delayed. But don't worry, wait a few days, and I'll tell you about it. ”

Xie Qin said: "What am I anxious about? If it weren't for the sake of coming, I wouldn't want to give up on you. ”

I had no choice but to smile bitterly, pat her on the shoulder, and said, "I understand, Xie Qin, you are really a good mother." In order to come, I really wronged you. ”

Qiu Jieqin turned her face away, as if she didn't want me to see her sad. I sighed and said, "You should go to bed early, I'll go back." ”

I just turned around to leave, when suddenly Qiu Jieqin grabbed my arm and said complainingly, "Why? Is it really too much for you to stay here? Every time you come and fall asleep, you leave, but ...... Never coax me! ”

I said helplessly, "You...... You're such a big person, what am I coaxing you for? ”

"I ...... No matter how big I am, I'm also a woman, and women like men to coax me. I'm your son's mother, can't I coax me? ”

I had to say, "Okay, okay, then how can I coax you?" ”

"Coax women...... Won't you? How do you usually coax your wife? ”

I smiled bitterly, thinking that Jingjing is my wife, and I can't coax her too much. But you ...... I really don't know what to do.

When I was distressed, Qiu Jieqin stuck to it first, grabbed my two hands around her waist, and said softly: "I won't coax, I'll teach you." Hold me, and we'll talk for a while. ”

Perhaps out of sympathy, I put my arms around her and sighed softly, "Xie Qin, what are you...... Why bother? ”

Qiu Jieqin also hugged me and whispered in my ear: "That's it, just whisper." Every time you come, you're serious with me, and occasionally, let's whisper something too, okay? ”

"That'...... What kind of whispers? ”

"Hmm...... When you and Hua Jingjing first time, was she a virgin? ”

“…… Xie Qin, what are you talking about? ”

"Let's talk about it, is she?"

"yes, what's wrong?"

"Alas! No wonder you love her so much. Tang Qian, if I had been a virgin at that time, would you still leave me? ”

"I ...... It's not that I left you because you weren't a virgin, I made it clear back then, I fell in love with someone else. ”

"Isn't it the same? I know you, and if my virginity is given to you, then you will always be responsible for me. ”

“……”

"Alas! One misstep, thousands of hatreds! Tang Qian, do you know? Since we broke up, I've never had any man touch me. ”

“…… I know. ”

"Tang Qian, I'm a woman, and I need it sometimes. But I've been guarding you for so long, can't you move your heart of compassion, pity me? ”

“……”

"Is it hard? Then I'll lower my requirements, I'm a woman, and I need a man's caresses. You can't always make me lonely and hard...... Sneak into the bathroom and touch yourself. Tang Qian, that taste is really hard. But apart from you, I don't want other men to touch me, I'm miserable. You see, can you caress me like you did? That's all I have to ask, and ...... After Xu Daxing gets that done, I won't have a chance. Promise me, okay? Just caresses. ”

I sighed softly, reached out, and stroked her cheek as I had done as usual. I understand that as a normal woman, it is indeed difficult for her to live a lonely bed and sleepless life for so many years. Although Xie Qin pinned everything on Lailai, Lailai couldn't replace her husband after all. Although I have no obligation or responsibility to meet her needs, Xie Qin is so depressed because she loves me after all. If I'm too ruthless, I really can't see it myself.

Xie Qin smiled, and as before, she tilted her head sideways, enjoying my caresses, and whispered, "It's so comfortable!" Tang Qian, only you can make me so relaxed. Let me...... Just relax a little more? ”

After a long time, she saw that I only touched her face, and she was a little impatient. He grabbed my hand and said, "Follow me." ”

Saying that, she dragged me into the bathroom, and I said, "Xie Qin, what are you doing here?" ”

Xie Qin's pretty face was a little red, she closed the door with her hand, took my hand again, and said softly: "I'm afraid to come and wake up and hear, here, as before, okay?" ”

As she spoke, she unbuttoned her blouse one by one, and when she parted, she wore only a white bust inside. After many years, I saw her snow-white skin again.

At the moment, my heart is calm and I am not afraid. I just reached over with both hands, gently covered her clothes, and I said, "Xie Qin, if you have the opportunity to meet a good man, you will marry." It makes me very disturbed that you have wronged yourself so much. Women, after all, must be hurt by men to be happy. I don't want to see you spend your life alone for me. ”

Xie Qin's face revealed disappointment, and he whispered: "I'll talk about it later, I'll ...... it now What if you need it? Can you bear to wait for you to leave and touch yourself here in pain? ”

To be honest, I'm conflicted. I know that Qiu Jieqin is really in need, and I can't bear her to continue to practice herself like this. But if I want to caress her so intimately and deeply, I have a hindrance in my heart and can't do this. Second, I was afraid that I would not be able to control it and make a big mistake, and if I really wanted to do that, it would be too late to regret it.

Qiu Xie Qin stretched out her hand and wrapped her arms around my neck, her grievance was undoubtedly revealed on her face, and she pleaded: "Tang Qian, just once, okay?" I promise not to take this as an example. I don't really want you to have anything to do with me, I just want to feel your tenderness very, very much. When I was your girlfriend, I only tasted that gentleness once, and it was halfway. For so many years, I have endured all the hardships for you. Now I just beg you to finish that half-one, isn't that okay? ”

In my mind, I was reminded of my relationship with her. At that time, although I was boyfriend and girlfriend with her, we actually spent very, very little time together. Since then, I have owed her much, much more.

I don't know if it's my wrong tendon, or if my guilt overwhelms my conscience. I sighed, stretched out a hand to separate her clothes, and said, "Xie Qin, I don't know if I will regret it in the future, but now I don't promise you, I will be sad." You...... Don't hate me, okay? ”

"Hmm!" Qiu Jieqin was surprised, his eyes suddenly became confused, and he called softly: "Move, kiss me!" ”

(To be continued)