Entering the small world, we took a shower together, changed into clean clothes, and sat on the bed to chat.

I leaned against the wall next to the bed, and Xu Shu leaned on my arms, chatting with me without answering. I narrated to her our happy life in the future, and Xu Shu was still intoxicated at first. But after hearing this, she suddenly frowned and said, "After listening to it for a long time, why didn't I hear the content of the flower fairy and my sister?" Have you forgotten about them? ”

I was suddenly silent, and only after a long time did I smile: "Tonight belongs to the two of us, don't we mention them?" ”

Xu Shu suddenly turned around to look at me, and she was smart enough to think about my words and deeds tonight, and immediately understood my thoughts, and said, "You...... You see me say goodbye to so many fans who love me, don't you ...... Do you want to follow my example and say goodbye to the women who like you? ”

I saw that Xu Shu had guessed my thoughts, so I had to smile bitterly, stretched out my hand to caress her little face, and said softly: "Xu Shu, you gave up everything for me, can't I give up everything for you?" I know it's painful to abandon them, but I feel your pain today, and you have the courage to bear it, why can't I? Falling in love is originally a matter of two people. Giving and giving up for the sake of the lover is a matter of course. Am I willing to accept you after you have sacrificed so much for me? Xu Shu, I can't do it! Whenever I want to say to you that you are the only one I am, I can't say it. I will be weak-hearted, I will be ashamed. In front of you, I don't deserve to mention the word love. Xu Shu, I can't do this anymore. I will give you my full love, and I will not be condemned by my conscience when I say to you that I love you only. Just let me give up everything for you, Xu Shu, okay? ”

Xu Shu sighed lightly and said, "My stupid brother! With your words, all my sacrifices and sacrifices are worth it! But what is your biggest goal in loving someone? ”

I said, "Of course it's to make her happy!" ”

Xu Shu nodded, and said, "Then do you love me?" ”

"Of course!"

"That's good! If you abandon Jingjing and Xiaoxin because you love me, then I will have a bad conscience for the rest of my life. I wouldn't dare to look at Jingjing's resentful gaze, I would be hated by my sister for the rest of my life. With the loss of my best friend and dearest family member, what happiness do I have in my life later in life? ”

I...... I was speechless. Xu Shu put his head in his arms with both hands, and said softly: "Do you know, what is my greatest happiness?" ”

"What?"

Xu Shu smiled slightly and said, "My greatest happiness is that you can be happy!" I love that you are loved by many, many women, I like that everyone is good to you, and if you live a happy life like a king of God, that is my greatest joy. Brother Tang Qian, this is my happiness. For the sake of my happiness, you have to work hard to make yourself happy and happy! ”

I was moved and incomprehensible, so I had to cry and laugh: "Xu Shu, but I really can't be happy." Every time I think of you being so good to me, but I have so many women who can't give you a complete heart, I feel ashamed and sad. How can I still be happy and happy like this? ”

Xu Shu smiled and said, "Yes! That's a big problem. Our brother Tang Qian is too kind-hearted, and he always blames himself for being ashamed at every turn, what can I do? ”

I said, "Well, if we want to be happy both, then only ......"

Before he finished speaking, Xu Shu stopped me with a smile and said, "Brother Tang Qian, I have sacrificed so much for you, are you willing to sacrifice anything for me?" ”

I rejoiced, "Of course, I'm willing to sacrifice everything I have for you!" ”

"Is that true?"

"The moon can be learned!"

Xu Shu smiled and said, "Okay, you can sacrifice that kind of shame for me!" I want you to accept that other women love you with peace of mind, and I want you to hug left and right happily. Can you make this kind of sacrifice? ”

I exclaimed in disbelief, "What? This...... What kind of sacrifice is this? I can't! ”

Xu Shu's mouth flattened, and he said angrily: "Lie again!" You just said you were willing to sacrifice everything you have for me! ”

I hurriedly said, "Of course I do, but ......"

Xu Shu stopped me again, she sighed lightly, and said, "My stupid brother? Do you think that loving someone is simply paying for her, regardless of gains and losses? Loving someone is in the heart. Everything that person is everything to you. That person's laughter is your laughter. Have you thought about the pain of Jingjing and Xiaoxin when they give up? Will you laugh when you see them in pain? Will I have a laugh? Yes, I'm saying goodbye to my career and my fans. But soon, there will be a Li Shu or Wang Shu in the music world, who can still win the support and love of the majority of fans. They can find new idols and spiritual sustenance right away. But what about Jingjing Xiaoxin? Do you think that after losing you, they will immediately go to find a Li Qian or Wang Qian? They're going to be miserable for the rest of their lives! They have suffered all their lives, what happiness do we have in this life? Brother Tang Qian, our love can't be so selfish. I know you love me, but it's good to feel this love in your heart. Why do you have to give up something, what to sacrifice in order to express your loyal love? Brother Tang Qian, in fact, things are very simple. You just have to figure it out and get past the psychological hurdle. We can be happy, we can all be happy. Why don't you want this kind of happiness, but make everyone unhappy? ”

For a moment, I was speechless to refute!

Of course I know that if I abandon Jingjing and Xiaoxin, I will not be happy again in this life! A great conscience will make me depressed for the rest of my life. But let me love Xu Shu here to the bone, but I have another woman, you call me psychological, how can I get through this hurdle?

Seeing that I was silent, Xu Shu said again: "Brother Tang Qian, you just need to remember. You have abandoned them, and I will not be happy again! For my sake, will you abandon your thoughts? ”

I was stunned, my mind was completely confused!

Do I want to love Xu Shu wholeheartedly, but did I do it wrong? Isn't it like this to love someone? I...... What exactly should I do to be right?

Xu Shu suddenly yawned and said, "I'm so sleepy, I'll sleep first." Brother Tang Qian, think carefully about my words. I can't figure it out, don't sleep at night! Hehe, good night! ”

As she spoke, she lay down on my side with her head resting on my lap and closing her eyes.

I looked down at her stupidly, this woman in front of me is really beautiful! But what is thousands of times more beautiful than her appearance is her heart. I've never met anyone as selfless as she is, and she always seems to be living for others.

Oh, yes! If I abandon Jingjing and them, Xu Shu will not be happy in his life. I knew her temper a long time ago. Really...... There is no way to do it!

Xu Shu suddenly opened his eyes, smiled and said, "Also, ask yourself, are you really willing to abandon Jingjing and my sister?" Don't you love them? Be honest! Hee-hee, okay, now I'm really asleep, good night! ”

I smiled and pinched her lovely nose, then leaned my head against the wall in thought. This night, I really didn't sleep, and I thought about this happiness for a long, long time, and a lot of ...... By the time Xu Shu woke up, I had already bought all the breakfast. While brushing her teeth in the bathroom, she asked me vaguely, "Hey! You really didn't sleep last night, did you? Did you figure it out? ”

I smiled while dividing the dishes and chopsticks, "I don't know either, but I think you have a point." We shouldn't be so selfish, everyone's happiness is our happiness. If we want to live happily ever after, we can't hurt anyone who loves us. Otherwise, it is also false to say that it is happiness. ”

Xu Shu spit out the last mouthful of water and said with a smile: "Oh? Figured it out? Well, don't be half-hearted in the future, and say anything to me to be ashamed and sad? ”

But I cried and said, "But it's easier said than done." What if you meet a man who is infatuated with you and you can't bear to hurt him? Do you want him to be with us too? I don't have your big heart, I'll die of jealousy! ”

Xu Shu couldn't help but smile, peeked out of the bathroom, and said narrowly: "Yes!" What can I do? There are many such men, not 10,000, at least 8,000. Are we organized into one super-sized family? Ha ha! ”

I was furious and exclaimed, "So it's impossible, I can't accept this." If that's the case, then you might as well call me to die! ”

Xu Shu hurriedly ran out of the bathroom, hooked his hands around my neck and smiled: "Okay, okay, don't be angry, I'm joking with you." I know you don't have that kind of heart, and I wouldn't do that. Don't you understand, Brother Tang Qian, your happiness is my happiness. My happiness should also be your happiness. If that would make you unhappy, how could I do that kind of thing? Isn't that unhappiness for me? You say, don't you? Brother Tang Qian? ”

I let out a long sigh, wrapped my hands around her thin waist, and said softly, "You answer me seriously, do you really feel happy when I am with other women?" ”

Xu Shu tilted his head and thought for a while, but still answered me with this sentence: "As long as you feel happy, I will be happy!" Brother Tang Qian, he said that he was not jealous, that was false. However, occasionally eating a little vinegar is also a kind of happiness. Otherwise, wouldn't there be no fun in our lives, don't you say? ”

This...... This Xu Shu, alas! How can you make me love you? I hugged her tightly, and I only had infinite feelings in my heart. I knew I was destined to never love me as much as she did.

If a wife is like this, what more can a husband ask for!

(To be continued)