Chapter 178: Father-lover Complex
It was a long time before Liu Qing's delicate lips left me. She already had a satisfied smile on her face, looked at me and said softly: "Brother-in-law, these words have been buried deep in my heart for a long time. I'm so happy to finally say it today. But...... Don't get me wrong, I didn't mean to add to your troubles. I've lied to you before, but one thing is true. That's my lover, who can only live a lifetime, and only be good to me alone. I know brother-in-law, you don't love me, even if you love me in the future, you can't be good to me alone, right? My cousin is my relative, and although I love you, I really never wanted to share a man with her. She told me just now that she didn't mind, but I could see that my cousin still minded very much. I understand her surname, she can sacrifice everything for you, but in her heart, she will not be happy! ”
I was silent and thought: yes! Although Jingjing made such a tolerant gesture, deep down, she must be unhappy. It's rare that Xiaoqing understands things so well, and it saves me a lot of words.
I sighed lightly and said, "Xiaoqing, thank you for looking up to me so much, but my brother-in-law is really not as good as you say." Moreover, it is true that brother-in-law can't be good to you alone. My brother-in-law is very pleased that you can understand things so well. In the future, my brother-in-law will treat you like a sister, okay? ”
Liu Qing smiled bitterly and said, "Don't do it!" After a while, I will apply for a transfer to the U.S. branch. It's been two years since I left my parents, and it's time to go back to my filial piety to the two old people. I believe that time will make me forget about you, and I also believe that one day, the real Prince Charming in my life will appear. Brother-in-law, you don't have to worry about me, cousin, is the person you really deserve to cherish. ”
I was moved in my heart, so I gently hugged her into my arms and sighed: "Xiaoqing, you are really a good girl, brother-in-law bless you!" ”
"Hmm!" Liu Qing fell into my arms and closed her eyes wordlessly.
In order to avoid impulsiveness and embarrassment, Liu Qing and I did not mention the massage again. After a wordless hug, we walked out of the study one after another.
I went downstairs, Jingjing was sitting at the dining table, chatting with Feng Xiaocui, who was eating. When he saw me coming down, he greeted me and said strangely, "Are you done?" So fast? ”
I took her hand and walked to the side, and whispered a brief repetition of the conversation I had with Xiaoqing just now. Jingjing's face was thoughtful after hearing this, and she only let out a soft oh and stopped talking.
After a while, Liu Qing also went downstairs, directly grabbed her cousin's hand, and said, "Cousin, let's go back." There's a lot I want to talk to you about. ”
Jingjing nodded, reached out and stroked her little face, and said, "Okay, you come to sleep in my room at night, and our sisters have a good chat." ”
After sitting for a short time, Jingjing and Liu Qing said goodbye and left. I watched them go away before I returned home. Feng Xiaocui was unwilling, or didn't dare to see me, so after eating her fill, she slipped back to the bedroom early and closed the door to thank you. I didn't sleep all night last night, and today I lasted most of the day, and I was really sleepy. I went back to my room to catch up on my sleep.
By the time I woke up, it was completely dark. I got up and had a casual bite to eat, and then I was bored watching TV in the living room. I don't know how long I watched, I heard a gentle sound on the stairs, turned my head to look, but saw Feng Xiaocui coming downstairs, ignored me, and walked directly into the kitchen, it seems that her stomach is hungry again, and she can't stay up, so she has to come down to find something to eat.
I was a little amused in my heart, but I also felt a little pitiful for her, and it was really too much for me to say that about her in the morning. Besides, I haven't told her about her amnesia last night. It's not a sloppy thing, I need to remind her as soon as possible, and it's best to take her to the hospital tomorrow for a check-up.
With that in mind, I stood up and followed into the kitchen. Feng Xiaocui was putting some leftovers and leftovers in the pot, adding water to cook the vegetables and making rice. I stood at the kitchen door, coughed, and beckoned, "Auntie! ”
Feng Xiaocui obviously heard it, but ignored me, just stood in front of the gas stove, staring at her own food. I hesitated, but I apologized and said, "Auntie, it was me who was wrong in the morning, and I shouldn't have said that about you." At that time, I was just talking in a daze, don't take it to heart, okay? ”
Feng Xiaocui was stunned for a moment, then took a spoon and stirred it in the rice. After a long while, he said faintly: "You are not wrong, I am peeking at you...... Take a bath. This kind of behavior, of course, is very ...... Shameless. Anyway, that's what I'm looking like in your mind, just do whatever you say! ”
I sighed, pondered for a while, and said, "Originally, your image in my heart is not very good. But this morning you misunderstood that I had done something inferior to you, and I really admired the integrity you showed at that time. Auntie, maybe I misunderstood you. There are some things that really can't just be taken at face. I know that you may not be a good wife, but you are definitely a good mother. I am convinced of that! ”
Feng Xiaocui turned her head, snorted lightly, and whispered, "You just know?" ”
I smiled and said, "So, let this unpleasantness pass!" From now on, you will be half my mother, and I will respect you and be filial to you. No more rudeness in the morning, okay? ”
After Feng Xiaocui heard this, she bit her lower lip and hesitated for a while, and finally walked towards me, stood in front of me and whispered: "Xiao Tang, since you have said so, then I will also admit my mistake to you." Last night, I ...... I don't know why, anyway, I was confused for a while. You know, I'm actually a very frivolous person, and when I was young, I was also a disobedient child. Never think about the consequences of what you do. Maybe...... You can also see that I am so old, but my heart is still so restless. I...... I...... I'll admit, some time ago, I was obsessed with you. Even if you are my son-in-law, I ...... I still can't control it, and I want to have something happen to you. You said that I was shameless, and I really didn't say it wrong. But...... This morning I thought you had violated me, and suddenly I had a great fear that the sky was going to fall. At that time, I only thought of my daughter. How can we be worthy of the daughters who love me and love you? At that moment, I really thought about dying, and I also felt deep regret for my actions. I thought it was my frivolity and hints that made you tempted to go to my bed. Don Jr., now I understand, that is a terrible consequence. If it really happens, there is only death to apologize. I don't dare, and I won't do it again. You forgive your aunt once, okay? ”
I was inexplicably moved in my heart, although Feng Xiaocui was frivolous, at least he could wake up as soon as possible. And she has a heart that loves her daughter, and as a mother, she is qualified.
At that moment, I said, "You can think like that, you are worthy of me to call you Mom." Mom, I'll be your son from now on. As a son, how can he dislike his mother? ”
Feng Xiaocui's face was slightly red, and she said, "Come on, this mom screamed and gave me goosebumps." Now you still call my aunt and say, when you marry my daughter, you will ...... Oh! It's over, the water is dry! Feng Xiaocui suddenly smelled mushy and hurriedly ran back to turn off the fire. I smiled and said, "Why don't I make you another one?" Just wait outside! ”
Feng Xiaocui looked back and smiled, "No need, I'm almost hungry, where can I wait for you to do it again?" I'm going to eat a little bit. You have to be really filial, make me a good meal tomorrow, and I will be satisfied! ”
I groaned and said yes. Feng Xiaocui filled a big bowl of vegetable pickled rice, and sat on the table outside and snorted and ate. I also sat beside her and watched her eat, thinking in my heart how to tell her about her amnesia last night.
Feng Xiaocui was eating, and when she saw me staring at her silently, her face gradually turned red again. Suddenly, she put down her chopsticks and said to me, "What are you doing? Deliberately bullied me, didn't you? Don't think I've thought about you, just ...... Laugh at me! ”
I coughed and lowered my head. I thought that although Feng Xiaocui had come to her senses, she also regretted her actions. But her natural coquettishness and appearance, I don't think I can change it. But anyway, I don't ask her that much. As long as she has that bottom line in her heart, you can be coquettish, and I just get used to it.
At that moment, I hurriedly changed the topic and said, "Auntie, do you want to ask you something?" ”
Feng Xiaocui glanced at me and said, "Don't ask me why I like a little ghost, I don't know myself!" ”
I pour! I didn't ask you that! Wiping a handful of sweat, I said directly: "Auntie, is there an aunt surnamed Bai living next door to your childhood home?" ”
As soon as Feng Xiaocui picked up the chopsticks, she was immediately stunned again. After a long time, he said: "Yes! Do you know the woman? ”
I laughed, it seemed that there was really such a thing, so I deliberately gave her a scary look, and said in a low voice: "Auntie, did you once see Aunt Bai stuffing steamed buns for your father to eat, so you were so angry that she stole her clothes outside and threw them all into the stinky ditch?" ”
Feng Xiaocui immediately opened her mouth in shock and stared at me in disbelief. The expression on that face is no different from that of a ghost in broad daylight!
I couldn't help laughing and said, "Auntie, is there really such a thing?" ”
Feng Xiaocui suddenly left her seat and flashed to the side, holding the chopsticks in her hand like a knife against me, and while retreating, her little face trembled and said, "You...... You...... Who are you? Nobody knows about this but me, you...... You...... Where did you hear that? ”
I sighed and said, "Auntie, don't be nervous, I'm about to tell you about this." ”
Feng Xiaocui's face was cloudy and uncertain, and she was very afraid, just like I was a ghost. I patted her chair and said, "Auntie, you told me this yourself, sit down and listen to me explain to you slowly." ”
Feng Xiaocui hesitated for a long time before saying, "You...... Are you a human or a ghost? Prove it to me first, or I won't come. ”
I laughed and said, "Do you think I'm like a ghost?" Ghosts have no shadows, you see me in the light, there is no shadow yet! ”
Feng Xiaocui cautiously stretched out her head to take a look, and sure enough, I had a shadow on the ground, and immediately breathed a sigh of relief, and hurriedly ran back and said to me: "Xiao Tang, you scared me to death!" Tell me the truth, how did you know about it more than thirty years ago? ”
I said, "Last night there was thunder, you were so frightened that you hid in my house, do you remember this?" ”
Feng Xiaocui nodded and said, "Am I wondering?" All I could remember was the image of hiding by the bed, but I couldn't remember what happened after that. So when I wake up in the morning, I'll think you're ...... Thought you ......"
At this time, her face turned red again, and she whispered, "You're not going to hypnotize me, are you?" How else would you know this? ”
I smiled wryly, "Hypnosis? How can I do this? This is the thing, last night you were afraid of thunder, and your heart was terrified to the extreme, and after a thunderclap, you ......"
At that moment, I told her in detail about her amnesia last night. After Feng Xiaocui listened, she didn't believe it, and she had to believe it, so she stayed for a long time, and said, "Then why did I recover my memory as soon as I woke up?" ”
I said, "Where do I know?" Auntie, I think tomorrow we will go to the hospital and find a doctor to check it out for you. Don't let that happen again! ”
Feng Xiaocui held her face on the table with her hands and was silent for a long time, and after a long time, she suddenly sighed lightly: "Actually, it is not a good thing to lose your memory. At the very least, you can forget so much about the painful things. I'm alive now, and I'm not happy at all, I really want to...... Go back to the old days and live again! ”
I know that this is the true thought in her heart, and her past 30 years have been the most painful day in her life. I sighed softly and said, "It is impossible for people to go back to the past and live again." Auntie, if you want to open something, the past is over. The important thing is to live happily in the future! If your amnesia happens again, you won't even know your own daughter. You'll be happy then, but how anxious will your daughters be? For the sake of my daughter, let's go and see! ”
Feng Xiaocui nodded, and suddenly said to me with a smile: "I am your mother-in-law, you dare to pretend to be my father and carry me to sleep?" I think you're tired of being alive, aren't you? ”
I suddenly said urgently: "Aunt! Conscience of heaven and earth! At that time, I was afraid that you would be scared out of the situation, so I had to do it. Could it be that I told you at that time that I was actually your son-in-law, and it was more than 30 years later at this time? ”
Feng Xiaocui smiled: "Then you actually hugged me, it seems that I beat you up in the morning, and I really didn't wronged you." Originally, I was a little sorry for you, but now, hum! Gone! ”
As she spoke, she was so happy that she snorted and ate bubble rice. I had to leave the table laughing and laughing, and walked to the couch to continue watching my TV.
Not long after, Feng Xiaocui was full, walked up to me and sat down. actually said to me very seriously: "Xiao Tang, there is something I have to make clear to you, lest you misunderstand me again." ”
I turned my head and said, "What's the matter?" ”
Feng Xiaocui thought about it for a moment and said, "I'll tell you the truth, the reason why I have that kind of ...... for you That...... Immoral thoughts are because I see in you the shadow of my father. Although he is much more handsome than you, your eyes and the way you speak are all like my father in my memory. Sometimes, I unconsciously confuse the two of you. I...... I...... Anyway, I've been in love with my father since I was a child, and if I behave strangely towards you in the future, you must not take it seriously. Because...... I'm a woman with a lot of control, and it's easy to get into trouble. But, rest assured, I will never do anything to be sorry for my daughter. For the rest, if you can tolerate me, just don't make a fuss, okay? ”
I smiled bitterly and said, "Auntie, what do you mean...... Strange moves, huh? You've got to give me a bottom in my heart! ”
Feng Xiaocui thought for a while, suddenly blushed, and said softly: "For example...... Sometimes I'll be coquettish to you or something, that's my unconscious behavior, don't think I'm seducing you! ”
I had no choice but to surrender and reluctantly said, "Okay, okay, I understand." You can do whatever you want when no one is around, but don't come to this set in front of your daughter, it will scare people to death! ”
Feng Xiaocui smiled "sneering", her eyes drifted over, and she said softly: "Don't worry, I'm not stupid!" ”
(To be continued)