Chapter 446: Suicide or Homicide?
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But if this situation continues, it is a kind of torture for myself, although I don't want to say this, but in fact, it is easier to enter a life-and-death duel.
"I understand your thoughts, Yu Chen, everyone must also think that there is no point in torturing each other like this, but I also think that dying one by one is too boring. ”
If I don't know more about people, in fact, this sentence directly scares me a lot.
This is not a joke, after all, the little brother's eyes are indeed an attitude of wanting to kill everyone, which is simply terrifying.
"Don't scare everyone, I know what you think, do you want to say that we try to alleviate this pain, but in fact, unless you commit suicide to escape, other struggles are basically pointless. ”
I tapped him on the shoulder, and the interaction seemed a little unnatural, and I couldn't find the final answer myself.
"I'm not used to having a hand on my shoulder...... Also, this is actually just your own understanding definition, in fact, you really don't have the confidence to ask everyone's opinions, Yu Chen, in fact, I know that you are pretending to be stupid. ”
Facing the problem with himself, Xiuxiu in front of me at this moment, the big man, or everyone else heard the words of the little brother and seemed to be mobilized, and they all looked at me and stopped talking.
I don't feel good, and I sometimes have negative thoughts that suicide is the only way out of this situation.
Anyone standing in front of me is definitely not someone who can easily decide to kill me with my mouth and thoughts, even if everyone is a player, but I always understand that I am just an ordinary person, I must not feel that I can easily decide the life and death of a person, or even insidious myself with this idea.
Because I understand how terrible it can be when a person kills someone.
"What he said makes sense, Yu Chen, in fact, you should really think about it, if what the black hand wants now is only the final result, we only need to ensure that one person survives, and that person must be able to complete everything for us. ”
Xiuxiu reacted quite quickly, and to my surprise, she was silent for a long time and took out a device that was very similar to the loading tool in my hand for the first time.
Flaws are always in the details, and I certainly understand that our conversation must not be known by the black hand now.
So I don't want to talk about it, and I resist killing them, and I'm afraid that this deliberate sacrifice will be in vain.
"No!"
I retorted excitedly, and countless images of possibilities came to my mind, and each of them was a great torture for me now.
"That's enough, the current topic may not be helpful to us, it will only make us less likely to survive, we have saved the day in every game before, right, since there are still many hidden conditions, it is enough to dig one casually, and I am still sure ......"
Originally, I wanted to say that the potion I absorbed would almost have a chance to save my life, but now it is not that I am hiding it or hiding it from them, but that the pain caused to me by this matter is so endless that it has almost suppressed all my words.
"No, Yu Chen, if there is one this time, no one wants to die, we also hope to be able to live to be a hundred years old, or even two hundred years old, never grow old and never die, and nothing to worry about, but that is a dream, and reality will never be so smooth. ”
It's not a complaint, but my brother's words are understandable, in fact, I still believe that there may be some optimism, but they did see through my thoughts, I don't want to take such a huge responsibility, really try to turn the situation around alone, try to change the fate of everyone.
And what he said is right, everyone present who does not have their own wishes, everything still needs to pay a lot after all, in the final analysis, I am indeed avoiding, I still exist in my heart cowardly and timid, evasive nature.
"Actually, I don't understand any big truth at all, and you have also seen it, this bullshit rule is clearly not to let us live well, to put it bluntly, everyone is inseparable from here now, Yu Chen, in fact, we will definitely hope that you will fail, everyone will want others to die with them, I will also have this despicable thought. ”
Facing the dark side of oneself is something that many people can't do, and Bart was able to take this step out of my mind.
The rest of the fight should be several fights to complete, and I almost acquiesced to this setting, although it was an unacceptable pain to kill them, but as Bart mentioned the source of the problem, in fact, everyone has selfishness and the same desire to live.
If I could, of course I would like to take them all away, and everyone will think the same way, and everyone will also hope that they are the savior, rather than blindly putting their hopes on my Yu Chen.
"So, what do you want me to do?"
After a long silence, and I couldn't even see the sound of electricity leaking from the black hand around me, I finally made a decisive decision.
Indecisiveness was a great weakness of mine in the past, and now the reappearance of Liu Nian and Wang Qiang can be regarded as stimulating me, all the rhythm must be accelerated, although it is a change made by the black hand and his subordinates, but I have to say that everything has indeed changed now, since I came to this plane.
"Come on. ”
The soundproofing effect had disappeared, and at this point I knew that the loading tool in Xiuxiu's hand could no longer interfere with the signal, and if the black hand heard our internal plan discussion, the consequences would be absolutely devastating.
"Wait. ”
Standing in a more remote position, as the only person who was not close to me, her reaction made me feel more at ease.
These friends, friends, who are about to be killed by me and end their lives with my own hands, if they can't vent their emotions to me before they are completely gone, then I am simply a human being.
"I don't mean anything else, don't get me wrong, now I just want to know if you really have this kind of qualification, there have been many people who have tried to challenge the authority of the black hand in the past, but in the end even a codename-level person can't shake it, in fact, they chose you entirely because you did it. ”
Win trust, these four words flashed through my mind, in fact, the matter between me and Xia Ling is really delicate, I can't describe this feeling until now, the encounter at that time laid the foundation of the current relationship, to be honest, if it weren't for some of the hole cards and forensic identity she gave me, maybe I wouldn't have survived this episode.
"Well, I did, but it cost me a lot, and she can't come back. ”
I understood Noyi's intentions, and although this girl looked rebellious and savage, if I listened closely, her eyes seemed to speak, whispering soul-penetrating.
"You understand, let's do it. ”
Crossing my bottom line again and again, I realized that I should probably be forced to kill the weepers in the process of selecting them, rather than meeting the 'challenge' in the light I am now.
"Come on, since there are no so-called rules now, we are all standing inside, let me see if you are an escapist wreck, Yu Chen, remember every word you promised!"
The big man rushed at me, and at this time I also saw the things that Noyi had given me one by one, and then I was given a new chance to be reborn, and on that blue vial, a B letter was quietly carved.
"I see. ”
Without too much foreshadowing, words, and processes, I knew that I couldn't actually kill them, because I couldn't imagine myself becoming like that and I could hardly do it, but under the pressure of reality, I still found a way to compromise.
Rampage.