I heard that people who have drowned will rise to the surface because their abdomen is filled with seawater, so my body is probably floating upwards right now, right?

When people die, is it like a lamp that can no longer leave a trace, or is there another world in our unknown territory, where we can work hard again for the tasks we have not completed, and give us a chance to no longer regret it?

So what is my biggest regret in my unfinished world?

Didn't see Wanying reopen her eyes?

Didn't lead the brothers to build a fairyland on earth that belongs to the Chinese in Indonesia?

Didn't see the official completion of the diving aircraft carrier with your own eyes?

Didn't wait for the take-off of the motherland?

……

It turns out that there are so many regrets in my life, but my biggest regret is ......

Qi Xiaoxia...... I don't want to see you cry! ”

"Seeing your tears, I don't know why, I am even more ...... than seeing Wanying slowly walking towards death in my arms Pain! ”

Really, I don't know anything, but aside from everything, in the absence of any scruples and involvement, my biggest regret is Qi Xiaoxia!

I like her heroic and compelling, I like her who makes my heart beat wildly, I like her who dominates the world, I like her who is confident, when I see her sadness, her tears, her weakness and helplessness, deep in my heart, it turned out that I wanted to hold her in my arms and comfort her, and told her in my most gentle voice: "Qi Xiaoxia, don't cry, I will always be by your side, if you want, I can also be your dependence, become your closest friend and partner, as long as you stop crying......"

Qi Xiaoxia, who was in my arms, blushed, gritted her teeth, and scolded in a low voice: "Pervert! ”

Pervert?

In my memory, I probably haven't been described by this word yet, watching Qi Xiaoxia's red lips get closer and closer until they are gently imprinted on my lips, feeling the warmth and sweetness of the intersection of the lip flaps, I can't help but think strangely: "You still take the initiative to kiss me for scolding me as a pervert?" ”

"Smack!"

There was a burning pain on my face, and I covered my face and screamed, "Why are you hitting me?!" ”

Qi Xiaoxia glared at me viciously and shouted, "What is your tongue moving?" ”

I also stared at Qi Xiaoxia with wide eyes and asked, "You have taken the initiative to kiss me, are you not allowed to cooperate with me?" ”

"You...... Go to hell! Qi Xiaoxia kicked over and kicked me in the abdomen, and I was spraying sea water while rolling like a ball.

"This ...... The eldest brother drank a lot of seawater just now, and he is still in a relatively teasing state, Qi Xiaoxia, you don't have to worry about him. Liu Kangnan and Shen Hao are enough brothers, and they have the experience of Gureem, so they dare to rush over in this situation and stop Qi Xiaoxia, who is already on the verge of an outbreak: "You finally rescued him, it wasn't to beat him to death again, right?" ”

"Hmm......"

I just felt my stomach contract, lying on the deck and suddenly spitting out a large pool of seawater, watching a small fish more than an inch long jumping around on the deck, how do I feel that all this is becoming more and more real?

Qi Xiaoxia walked up to me and asked, "Fu Yinxue, you obviously can't swim, why did you jump into the sea to save me?" ”

I raised my head and shouted, "Because I don't want you to die!" ”

Qi Xiaoxia let out a faint sigh, and she said softly: "You can save me for a while, can you save me for a lifetime?" Can you save a man whose heart is dead? ”

I suddenly reached out and hugged Qi Xiaoxia's legs, and shouted, "If you can't save it, you can be saved!" It's a big deal that I'm holding you down like this, and I'm going to see how you can jump into the sea!" You actually rescued me just now, right? If you dare to jump into the sea again, I will dare to jump down again, and it will be a big deal for you to save me again! ”

Qi Xiaoxia looked at the man in front of her who was hugging her thighs dumbfounded, and for the first time she found that the guy who was known as the hero of the world was actually a big scoundrel.

"If it's because of your commitment to Zhao Yonggang, you don't have to." Qi Xiaoxia reached out and stroked my wet hair, and said softly, "If you really care about that promise, please let me go." The eldest brother is dead, Zhao Yonggang is also going to die, all my reasons for hard work, all the goals of struggle are gone, death is really not terrible, what is terrible is to live alone. Without a close friend and no hope, I would rather gamble with my future to see if my eldest brother is really waiting for me in another world. ”

"No, I don't care about that promise!" I screamed, "I care about you the most!" ”

Thinking back to the picture in my mind that was slashing like a high-speed camera before I suffocated in the sea, I completely let go of my feelings and exclaimed, "You know, when I first met you, you gave me the impression that I was shocked, and your strong momentum is the pinnacle that I can't even reach now." When you easily eliminated the three cyborg warriors, I found myself beginning to worship you, the great power in you, the dashing manner with which you lifted your weight on the battlefield, you don't know how envious and jealous you were at that time! The disdain you unintentionally showed for me at the time made me feel like I wanted to make myself stronger! ”

"At that time, I thought that I was just unwilling to be despised by the strong and wanted to get closer to each other. When Zhao Yonggang suggested that I accept the identity of the proud emperor, I should never accept it with my surname, but I inexplicably agreed, I knew that it was not Zhao Yonggang who persuaded me, but I agreed! I stared straight at Qi Xiaoxia and shouted, "Mr. Magician removed the gauze on my face for me, and you were the first to rush into the room, when you rushed into my arms desperately, do you know how I felt at that time?" It's all worth it! That was my strongest and only thought at the time!! ”

Qi Xiaoxia stretched out her hand to cover her ears and shouted: "Don't say it again, you are lying to me, you are just for Zhao Yonggang's promise, you are a big emotional liar!" You think I'm desperate because I don't care and love, so you want to make up for me in this regard, and I don't want this false feeling!! ”

"You're done listening to me!" I yelled, "There have been three women in my life who have crossed paths with me!" Wanying is my own sister, we are in love with each other, Wanying I am more of an admirer of her courage, and the rebellion that erupted after facing social pressure; Tang Qian is already a passerby in my life, I am sorry for her, but I have no way to compensate her; As for Bu Shanna, I should like her, when I was the weakest, she gave me the greatest care and support, in my heart, she is like a mother in the depths of my childhood memories, gentle and kind, so I have been looking for reasons to reject her feelings, when I finally accepted her, in my heart is not happy or joyful, but inexplicable loss and anxiety! ”

"To this day, I see a desperate you, a sad you, do you know how much my heart hurts?!"

"Please, don't speak in such a gentle tone! What you are using now is the appearance of the eldest brother, and your temperament is very similar to him, if you speak to me in this gentle tone again, I will really sink into it! Qi Xiaoxia could no longer withstand this wave after wave of ferocious attacks, she pointed at me and cried: "You big liar! You are a big liar who borrowed the appearance of your big brother and pretended to have his temperament!! You once said you wouldn't like me!! It is because of your commitment that I feel at ease to associate with you, and I will slowly have a good impression of you...... Even if you really like me, even if the eldest brother is really gone, I can't accept you! The man I Qi Xiaoxia likes, I can only have one in my heart! Brother Aohuang originally had Sister Xue'er in his heart, this question has always made me so painful, and I will never let myself stupidly jump into the second whirlpool of pain again!! ”

I jumped up and hugged Qi Xiaoxia in my arms, and in her subconscious resistance, I gritted my teeth and shouted: "I saw your appearance today, what I want to do most is to hold you in my arms and tell you in the gentlest tone that I am willing to stand by your side instead of Aohuang and Zhao Yonggang, not because of any bullshit promise, nor because of any sudden sympathy, because I worship you, like you, and I really like you!" What was the biggest regret in your heart until I was drowning in the sea? It's that I'm stupid and too timid to hold you in my arms and tell you out loud that I like you!! ”

I roared with all my might, "Raise your head and look into my eyes!" ”

Qi Xiaoxia had never heard me speak to her in a commanding tone, and when she subconsciously raised her head, she couldn't help but be stunned, her heart seemed to be hit by a red-hot soldering iron, and her whole body trembled. Fu Yinxue has completely opened his mind to her, he no longer has any defense against her, and can let her easily see all his emotions.

His eyes were really ...... So melancholy!

He was actually as lonely as she was, and he, like her, was under too much pressure.

"Although you are not my first girlfriend, you are the first girl who made me understand what it means to like with all my heart, and you are also the first girl I have worked hard to pursue with all my heart, and if you reject me, I will be heartbroken."

Bu Shanna, who was familiar with me, let out a sad cry and fled suddenly, Fu Yinxue had never said such a thing to her, and Fu Yinxue had never been so gentle with her.

"Hold, let me hold you tightly!" I sighed, "That's how it feels...... That's nice! ”

Qi Xiaoxia's struggle finally stopped slowly, she was already exhausted, and her whole person was taken into a strong and warm embrace, feeling the long-lost sense of security, and the ease and comfort of letting her body melt, the strongest female warrior let out a small animal whisper: "Please...... Please...... Don't treat me that way...... I'm really going to be too drunk to look back! ”

"You can accept my feelings with confidence." I attached it to Qi Xiaoxia's ear and whispered: "I know that in your heart, there is a position that no one can replace, I will give you enough time to forget him, or accumulate enough strength to push me away, before you make a final decision, I will be your closest partner, a friend who talks about everything." But don't keep me waiting...... Because I want to 'eat' you very, very much now! ”

Qi Xiaoxia's face swept two red rays, and I exclaimed softly: "Wow, the female god of war is the female god of war, and even the way she blushes is so special, and she is so imposing!" ”

Qi Xiaoxia looked angrily at the bad guy in front of me who concentrated the light of heroes and the means of scoundrels, and I said in a soft voice: "You look really beautiful, I like Xiaoxia who is gentle and strong at the same time, I really want to marvel at the magic of the Creator, he can make Xiaoxia have two completely different charms at the same time, but the same perfect charm!" ”

What kind of man is he, facing the enemy on the battlefield, he is a mad tiger, a wounded lone wolf, and an invincible chariot with full power, but in the love field, he is a ball of finger-twisting silk, inadvertently weaving a love network in the hearts of women that people cannot escape.

Hearing him call out such an intimate title as "Xiaoxia" without shame, Qi Xiaoxia let out a slight sigh in her heart, in this world, there are only a handful of women who can escape from this kind of man's carefully woven love network, right? Today he took advantage of the danger of others, whether he wanted to help her save her, no matter what, he had already seized a position in her heart with the attitude of a surprise soldier. And over time, perhaps he will continue to capture more and more positions.

……

Qi Xiaoxia finally fell asleep, and after struggling for so long, she was really tired. Whether it was the destruction of the island country of West Villas, or Zhao Yonggang's choice to stay behind by suicide in order for us to escape smoothly, or my confession to her after she committed suicide by jumping into the sea, it consumed too much of her energy.

Gently closing the door, I slowly walked to the deck alone, looking at the dark sky, listening to the soft sound of the rippling water, I slowly let out a long breath.

Now we are using four tankers to forcibly pull a diving aircraft carrier without any power, even if all four tankers drive their horsepower to the maximum, they can only maintain a speed of 20 knots per hour, and if the other side has reconnaissance aircraft and other equipment, we have not yet escaped the range of being reconnoitred.

Although we used jamming devices to block satellite surveillance and radar scanning when we escaped from Dragon Soul Island, the submersible aircraft carriers we brought with us were too conspicuous, plus four frigates and twelve freighters full of various supplies, a fleet swaggered through the Pacific Ocean, and if we encountered other ships, we could reveal our whereabouts and be pursued by the opposing fleet.

In this lack of necessary maneuvering and concealment, can we really reach destinations that are too far away?

I tried to think of all possible ways to deal with it in my mind, but from time to time my eyes flashed in front of my eyes, the desperate and sad eyes that Bu Shanna had shown after hearing my confession to Qi Xiaoxia.

I sighed softly, "I really messed everything up!" ”

"Yes, use feelings as a weapon, although it is used to help save people, but sooner or later one day you will be stabbed all over the body by this double-edged sword!"

I was so engrossed in my thinking that I didn't know when Barricky had already walked up to me, and she looked at me with her usual flat expression and said, "At least now you've hurt a woman who likes you!" I don't want you to hurt Sister Xiaoxia in the future, you have seen her today, God is fair, since she has been given a strong combat power far beyond ordinary people, then it will make her particularly vulnerable in terms of feelings, and she will definitely not be able to bear the emotional blow again. Before that, can you imagine Sister Xiaoxia whispering to you, please let her go? ”

"I know!" I covered my head and moaned: "Most of what I said to her today is true, I really like her, I am willing to use any method to make her stop crying, I am willing to pay any price for even a smile from her." It wasn't until I jumped into the sea with her without thinking that I suddenly understood this! Although I am messing up my feelings now, I am in a state of both annoyance and happiness right now. ”

"But the part where you tell a lie is the most deadly, you can't really give up Fu Wanying and Bu Shanna at all!"

Bai Ruiqi hit the nail on the head: "If it were someone else, it would be a good choice to hug each other and enjoy the blessings of all people, but these women around you, each of them are too good and have a surname, I find it hard to imagine that they can coexist peacefully." And the main who betrayed the North American Mercenary Alliance for you, you can still turn a blind eye to her, but as time goes on, you still can't avoid her fiery passion. To be honest, senior brother, you are not the material of an emotional liar at all, because you only know how to love and like with your true feelings. ”

I nodded again and again, I haven't forgotten what Qi Xiaoxia and I said before the Jakarta operation, when I was drinking and singing on a mountain peak on Ping'an Island, there are two girls who have already broken my brain, and I might as well hang a wooden sign of "I am a pervert" and buy a piece of tofu and kill my head.

I like Qi Xiaoxia, but before that, I really didn't dare to provoke her, and I didn't even dare to dream. She is a hundred times better than Bu Shanna and Wanying, even if I pursue her wholeheartedly and spoil her, I have a feeling of standing on tiptoe and trying to climb the stars. But today...... If I can't replace Zhao Yonggang and Aohuang's position in her heart, even if I can protect her body, I can only watch her spirit slowly die.

"Fu Yinxue, can you promise me? No matter what grievances you suffer in the future or what desperate situation you face, you must never give up on Xiaoxia, even if you want to break with the woman you love, you must stand on her side, even if she is suddenly crazy and unreasonable, you must wholeheartedly tolerate all her shortcomings, Fu Yinxue, can you do all this? ”

At this time, I suddenly understood the meaning of Zhao Yonggang's words when he entrusted Qi Xiaoxia to me. He used his extraordinary wisdom to understand my feelings for Qi Xiaoxia for a long time, and also predicted the various situations that might happen to us today. I can even understand that when Zhao Yonggang made this decision, he felt a deep bitterness and helplessness in his heart.

In order to alleviate Qi Xiaoxia's longing for the Proud Emperor, he reinvented a new Proud Emperor, and in the face of the impending destruction of the West Villas Island Country, he resolutely sent his beloved girl to me, and then faced death calmly with a free smile.

The person who can do this is a real man, at least he loves more than I really love purely!

"Senior brother, I want to give you a piece of advice!" Bai Ruiqi said solemnly: "No matter whether the starting point is good or evil, you must never try to use your feelings as a weapon in the future, you are too good and too strong, when you put on the proud robe of light, there are not many women in this world who can resist your gentle offensive, this offensive is no less than you leading the fifth special force to launch the most fierce attack on the battlefield!" Even me...... I don't dare to say that I can take this kind of attack from you! ”

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