Chapter 71: Promises and Responsibilities
Shen Hao shouted frantically from the walkie-talkie: "Big brother, those dogs have withdrawn!" ”
Before I could say anything, Xu Feng, who was in charge of helping me guard the west side of Guam, also shouted excitedly: "Division commander, our enemy here has also begun to retreat!! ”
"Our enemy here has fled!" Liu Kangnan smiled: "Their 5,000-strong troops were killed by the snipers we led in only one hour and forty-five minutes, and at least seventy percent of their officers above the rank of junior were killed by us. Such a garbage army, which has even had its command system cut off, has long been played by us to the point that its legs are weak! ”
We won?!
Yes! We have won this battle and the entire Guam War!!
In the face of the 150,000 defensive grenades that we had newly transported, the Self-Defense Forces' large-scale beach-grabbing landing on the western side of Guam could already be declared a failure.
Of the 8,000 paratroopers deployed by the Self-Defense Forces, almost none of them made it to the battlefield alive.
The special forces dispatched by the Self-Defense Forces to the north side of Guam have been completely annihilated by us, and twelve sets of individual combat armor have been successfully captured.
The outcome of these three battles is enough to draw the final balance of victory. Especially when Xu Feng put seventy-five vehicle-mounted Dense Array Vulcan Cannons into various battlefields in batches, a super steel defense that would no longer have any gaps would be formed.
The Self-Defense Forces launched a large-scale attack of 50,000 men at the same time, and the battle lasted only one hour and forty-five minutes, and we firmly held the hands of the goddess of victory.
After this super battle, Ben had to pay a terrible price of at least 20,000 outstanding soldiers, and after suffering the worst losses, it was absolutely impossible for them to launch a large-scale military operation against Guam in the short term.
"Sometimes, victory and defeat, hell and heaven are the thin line!" Qi Xiaoxia looked at the helicopter carrying twelve sets of super titanium alloy armor, and waited for it to disappear from the eye, "Fifteen minutes ago, even if only one stray bullet hit that helicopter, the fate of the Shura Legion would be rewritten." ”
"I seconded you Gureem by name, why did you have to come here by yourself? Don't you know that the most dangerous battlefield is dozens of times safer than if you were forced to cross the entire island of Guam in a helicopter? Don't you know that the death of your physical and spiritual leader means that all the efforts and victories that have preceded us have been lost? ”
Qi Xiaoxia stared at me and said sharply: "I taught you the Art of War with Bai Ruiqi in the North Pole for six months, I hope you can learn to plan and then act, and I hope you can learn to judge the situation, overcome your own emotional influence, and be able to calmly make the most effective judgment on the battlefield!" However, the commander who was now in charge of the defensive battle in the western region suddenly appeared in front of me!! ”
I stared at the red-faced girl, who woke up with the strictest and most annoyed of all, for I didn't know whether I liked my eldest brother a little more proudly, or if I hid her joy at being cared for and loved, and even in her tone, there was a hint of dissatisfaction, and a little less majesty and coldness as an instructor.
I said softly, "Xiaoxia is so angry because she doesn't like to see me take risks, right?" But my life seems to be destined to be bland and comfortable! Whether I am Fu Yinxue or Proud Emperor, I have to face one war after another, my surname has determined that the enemies in front of me will become stronger and stronger, and if I want to continue to win, I must let myself learn to take risks! And...... I don't worry about you! ”
I stretched out a finger and gently sealed the words that Qi Xiaoxia wanted to rush out, and I smiled: "Xiaoxia really doesn't understand men." Whether you are a weak woman who is powerless, or a super strong person who is respected as a goddess and Valkyrie by people all over the world, in my heart, you are a treasure that I need to take care of! Don't accuse me of abandoning my duty on the battlefield as a commander, I'm a man to help the girl I love! Is this also wrong? ”
Qi Xiaoxia looked at the gentle lover in front of him stupidly, there was still a thick smell of gunsmoke on his body, his murderous aura and his domineering spirit were increasing, and now he has already had a kind of royal power that can make heaven and earth surrender to him. He is recognized as a terrorist who does all kinds of evil on the world stage, a bloodthirsty demon king who kills people without blinking, and in the eyes of the soldiers of the Shura Legion and the Blood Wolf Guard, he is a hero who can dominate the world and lead everyone to victory.
Only his closest friends, his lovers, his brothers will know that, deep down in his heart, there is still a most innocent tenderness, and a persistence that has not been polluted in any way and can even be described as childish.
"You're an idiot! Really, Fu Yinxue, you are the biggest and stupidest fool I have ever seen in my life!! But you're a fool who always likes to be self-righteous!! Qi Xiaoxia stretched out a hand, gently stroked my face, and said softly: "Fu Yinxue, do you know what Zhao Yonggang and I admire most about you?" ”
"On the battlefield you are like a killing machine, you have a kind of 'calm madness' that makes anyone frightened, the more fierce the war, the more tragic the casualties, the more fierce the anger in your heart, the more accurate your judgment and decision will be! You're the kind of soldier who is naturally very good! At this moment, Qi Xiaoxia smiled, laughing a little lonely, laughing a little miserably, she said softly: "Fu Yinxue like this, it is absolutely impossible for him to abandon his duties as the supreme commander on the battlefield for his personal feelings, and he will not put the fate of himself or even the entire army under the sickle of death for a woman to test his luck!" There's only one reason you can do this......"
"Promise! A man is worth a thousand gold, and Fu Yinxue is a radiant hero, and only by gambling on all your dignified oaths can you choose to give up your responsibilities as a commander in the 'calm madness'! ”
Qi Xiaoxia looked at me and squeezed out a smile, and said in a low voice: "You have done a good job, you have done enough!" So...... I beg you, don't be so gentle with me anymore, don't be so considerate to me anymore, okay? Zhao Yonggang has been gone for a long, long time, time can slowly dilute everything, and I have learned to stand up slowly with my own strength. Perhaps, it's time for you and me to draw an end to the emotional game, what do you say? ”
She was smiling at me, but behind her smile, there was a touch of indescribable sadness and sourness, and she said softly: "Fu Yinxue is a dedicated man, the girl he likes is actually his own sister, for the girl named Fu Wanying, he even did not hesitate to be the enemy of the whole society, and put himself in a position of moral opposition." From that moment on, Fu Yinxue had a perverse surname, and at the same time began his life experience as a soldier. But before he went to the battlefield, he encountered one of the most terrible enemies in his life, in the battle of sacrificing his life, although he rescued more than a thousand colleagues, but he suffered the most serious blow, he lost himself! ”
Gently inhaling her nose, Qi Xiaoxia inadvertently waved her hand from the corner of her eyes, and I inadvertently gently twisted my head...... In Qi Xiaoxia's palm, there were crystal teardrops.
That's the love tears of the strong!
At that time, Fu Yinxue fell to the lowest point in his life, he lost his friends, lost his dignity, and lost the most important unyielding blood as a man. But because of a girl named Bushana, he got back on his feet! In the face of such a good woman who cares for him wholeheartedly, Fu Yinxue hesitated for a long time, because in his heart, he could only accept a feeling, because he thought that he was not worthy of having two of the best women at the same time! ”
I stared at Qi Xiaoxia blankly, and she only used a few words to strip me of all my disguises. In just a few words, she described my thoughts, my contradictions, and my struggles vividly.
"A man like this is dedicated, once he gives it, once he falls in love, he can almost represent eternity. But such a dedicated man, when I was most desperate and sorrowful, suddenly told me that he liked me! In order to prove that he likes me, he even deliberately alienated the girl who helped him get back on his feet and find his purpose in life! I was powerless to struggle in the face of this sudden, but fiery feeling, but sometimes, I couldn't help but wonder why he would so easily abandon the woman who lived and died with him, and chose a lonely, sad and heart-like ...... I?! ”
"I've always had this question, I've been telling myself to be careful of you, but I, a big fool who is even dumber than you, can't resist your constant aggression against me as a big brother and an arrogant emperor!" Qi Xiaoxia looked at me desperately, she finally couldn't help crying, she cried: "I also tried my best to tell myself, you really like me, I even began to work hard to make myself look more beautiful and cute, intentionally or unintentionally." Sometimes I wake up in a dream because I don't know if I like my big brother more or a boy named Fu Yinxue more now! But it wasn't until today that I finally found the answer on the battlefield, and it wasn't until today that I understood that everything you did to me, your care for me, and your tenderness to me all came from your commitment to Zhao Yonggang! Everything you've done to me...... It's all fake!! ”
Why is my heart empty?
Why am I getting chills all over my body?
Why are my hands trembling slightly?
Why do I feel parched, why am I so anxious, so ...... Despair?
"Xiaoxia!"
I let out a violent and painful moan, and I opened my arms and wanted to take her into my arms, but Qi Xiaoxia quickly took a step back vigilantly and shouted, "Don't touch me!" ”
"Don't look at me with those sad and melancholy eyes! I don't know when it was the real you now, when you were acting to fulfill your vows! You're not a big brother, and he never looks at me like that! From today onwards, I will always try to remind myself that under the same face, you are a more ruthless and leader than the eldest brother!! ”
Do I have sad eyes?
Do I have a melancholy look in my eyes?
I'm really ...... Acting?
I once promised Zhao Yonggang that even if I broke with the woman I loved, I would help Qi Xiaoxia and support Qi Xiaoxia, is everything I do now really fulfilling that man's promise?
I stared at Qi Xiaoxia blankly, my outstretched arms were still frozen in the air, I just wanted to take her into my arms now, and carefully wipe away the despair and sadness in her eyes. I know she must be very, very sad right now, because at this time...... I was so sad that I just wanted to jump up and point at God and scold, I just wanted to kneel on the beach and beat myself with all my might!
"Let's put an end to this false relationship today!" Qi Xiaoxia wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, "I can confess to you, I shed these tears for you, but I also dare to swear to God that after I cry this time, I, Qi Xiaoxia, will never cry for any man again!" You'd better go back to Bu Shanna's side, you've snubbed her too much to take care of me! ”
False feelings?
I stood there dumbfounded, trying to recall the bits and pieces of my relationship with Qi Xiaoxia.
That's right!
When she fell from the deck into the sea in despair, in order to fulfill my promise to Zhao Yonggang, I shamelessly used the weapon of "feelings" to capture Qi Xiaoxia's most vulnerable heart defense at that time.
But......
I'm really crazy about her great power!
I really like the wordless tacit understanding and spiritual communication with her!
I prefer to see her inadvertently reveal sweetness and tenderness! In contact again and again, whenever I find a trace of tenderness belonging to a female surname from her, I will be happy for a long time.
Even if I didn't have that promise, I would have rushed over knowing that she was in danger, because ...... I care about her! Because...... Even if I remained on the west side of Guam, my heart would have run here, and at that time, I would never be able to command the battle properly!
Suddenly, my whole body trembled like a lightning strike, because I had suddenly found the source of all my sorrow, all my despair, all my anxiety!
No matter what kind of thoughts I had at the beginning, I couldn't have what motivations and reasons I had at the beginning, but now, I don't know when I started, I really moved my heart and really used my feelings!
From the very beginning, I have had too many good feelings for Qi Xiaoxia, too many admiration, and in my siege and land-grabbing relationship, her gentleness that only belongs to her lover, her weakness when she is desperate and helpless, the strong contrast between the two is more like two strong winds facing me, in the collision of the turbine, firmly locking me, firmly tying me to death, and squeezing out the true feelings that I thought I had sealed the lock heart little by little.
I whispered anxiously, "Xiaoxia......"
"Don't call me that!" Qi Xiaoxia stretched out her hand to cover her slap, shook her head and shouted: "Don't call my name in such a sentimental voice, and don't use your commanding charm against me!" Aren't you okay if I'm scared? Can't I throw in the towel from you? I don't want to play this kind of emotional game, and I can't afford to play it!! Now I finally have the courage to break free from the love network you cast in order to help me who is sad and desperate, if you really still have a little bit of love for me, if you really have a good impression of me, please let me go!! ”
"I will never commit suicide stupidly again, I will try to live, and I will also try to revitalize the Shura Legion and the island country of Sivilas." Qi Xiaoxia looked at me cautiously and said softly, "Your task has been achieved, so ...... Don't force me to play this emotional game with you anymore, okay?! ”
"Not good!"
"Huh?! ……”
Qi Xiaoxia's eyes widened involuntarily, and in her subconscious resistance, I held her in my arms, gently pressed my head against my chest with my chin, and whispered: "Before you make a judgment on everything about me, can you please listen to my heartbeat?" Can you use a woman's sixth instinct to feel what I really think?! I want to believe that the strongest female warrior in the world must have the ability to pull through the layers of fog and unearth the truth in my heart!! ”
"Nope! I don't listen!! I don't want to know the truth about you!! ”
Qi Xiaoxia wriggled her body to try to break out of my clamps, and she shouted, "What do you want?" You already have Fu Wanying and Bu Shanna, why are you still messing with me? Big Brother Aohuang likes Sister Cher, and the biggest feeling I have every day with him is that my mouth is full of sourness, but I also have to squeeze out a smile to wish them a hundred years of happiness, I never want to taste that feeling again! Big brother only has one sister, but you already have two women! I haven't counted the main who betrayed the North American Mercenary Alliance for you, Chen Yi, who had a marriage contract with you since childhood, and Tang Qian, who took good care of you in the hospital and was rumored to be suspiciously intimate! Hmph, even if your surname belongs to the kind of dedication, but your behavior is already merciful......"
Speaking of this, Qi Xiaoxia's voice suddenly stopped, and the two of us were like two stupid birds, hugging each other and looking at each other blankly.
(To be continued)