Chapter XXIII
"Well, every time Hutton humiliates me, I don't resist, I feel ashamed, I even feel pain, he will feel happy, he will feel comfortable, and this joy and comfort will be the reward for the fact that 'he bullied me'. The more he was rewarded, the more he wanted to bully me. ”
"That's a fitting analogy!" Hult's eyes widened and he looked at Su Ye carefully, he didn't expect him to say such a reasonable thing.
Su Ye continued: "However, when you eat honey, sometimes do you eat it and get tired of it? ”
"Yes!" Hult Road.
"Then you might put down the honey, but before long, you'll want to eat something better, or you'll want to try something more expensive, like the honey of the demon bee."
"That's it!" Hult replied.
Su Ye said: "So, Hutton is the same. He kept humiliating me, and if I behaved in the same pain forever, over time, he would feel less rewarded. Then, there is bound to be a desire for more rewards. Or, when he's upset about something, he wants more rewards to make himself happy. What do you think he will do? ”
"Worsen the humiliation and even hurt you!" Hult replied with a solemn expression.
"Correct. So, I'm going to interrupt his reward at all costs, so that he doesn't get into the habit of humiliating me. When he realizes that the result of humiliating me is not a reward, but a pain, he will inevitably give up. Su Ye said.
"I see, you're getting better." Hult stared at Su Ye earnestly.
Su Ye smiled and said, "You don't understand. ”
"What do you mean? I know I'm stupid. "Hult was helpless, his stupidity was ridiculed from childhood to adulthood, he joined Plato's Academy at the age of twenty, and after five years without being promoted to warrior apprentice, he had already broken all the records that the worst student of Plato's Academy could break. So even if you are said to be stupid and the second stupid, you don't care at all.
"There are many reasons why he bullied me, and the reward I said was just one reason. Just knowing the reason will indeed make me do it, but it won't make me do it so quickly. ”
"Then why are you doing it so quickly?"
Su Ye smiled: "I'm thinking about what will happen to me if I don't resist." ”
"How?"
"At first, I would be miserable, then I would be afraid, I would be afraid, I would be frustrated, I would doubt myself, I would deny myself, and eventually, I would become numb. I will let them bully and never resist, I will become his boy's toy, and all this will become a scar on my heart, penetrating, shattering. Even when I grow up and think about it, I will be terrified and will have nightmares. Even, even if I have status, wealth, and power in the future, I still have this scar on my heart, penetrating, and crushing. ”
Hult looked at Su Ye and faintly felt a chill in his heart.
The blue-eyed girl who was eavesdropping on the conversation between the two people gently clenched her right fist.
Su Ye continued: "If I give in now and kneel now, then, I will live in the shadow of humiliation for the rest of my life. I asked myself, would I like to live like that? Am I willing to cover my wounds and wail every day? Am I willing to wake up from a nightmare and cry bitterly? I don't want to! So, even if I fight to the death now, I have to stop him from ruining my future! ”
"But if he really goes mad and kills you......" Hott looked worried.
Su Ye smiled slightly, pointed to his heart, and said, "Compared with death, I am more afraid of living in that scar." ”
"I seem to understand, but I still don't seem to understand." Hult scratched his head in embarrassment.
Su Ye smiled and said, "Forward, I understand the reason, backward, I understand the meaning." Knowing the cause and effect, I can only do it. ”
Hott only looked at Su Ye blankly, and said for a long time: "You are really different." ”
"Life is compelled." Su Ye actually didn't say anything deeper, reached out and patted him on the shoulder, but he couldn't reach it, patted his upper arm with his hand, and walked back to his seat.
The blue-eyed girl had a magic book in front of her, but her gaze was a little wandering.
"It is worthy of the legendary Platonic Academy of Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon, no wonder the magicians here are stronger than the noble colleges. Even the third-to-last person has such wisdom, such a strategy, and such knowledge, so how extraordinary will the top few be? It seems that even if I am already a Black Iron Warrior, I should put away my pride and arrogance and study hard. ”
The blue-eyed girl thought to herself, clenched her fist slightly, raised her head with her chest straight, and her eyes were full of fighting spirit.
At this time, Su Ye realized that he had neglected his new classmates, and said in a low voice: "Hello, my name is Su Ye, what is your name?" ”
The blue-eyed girl leaned sideways slightly, her white neck was as graceful as a swan, and her gaze wandered like a blue light sweeping across the classroom.
She pushed the spellbook between the two of them, her fingers landing on the bottom right of the cover.
"Palos?" Su Ye read it out.
Palos nodded, took back the spell book, and continued to study carefully.
"It's so cold to not say a word. However, it could also be that you can't speak? Poor child......" Su Ye said in his heart.
Su Ye remembered that there was a letter just now, so he opened it and read it.
It was Jimmy, another tablemate, who sent it as he sat down.
"Kindly remind you, stay away from the blue-eyed girl, it is said that she is a big man, and even Luo Long treats her very politely and keeps her distance."
Su Ye glanced at Palos with his peripheral vision, and then at Luo Long, and found that Luo Long was quieter than usual today.
Luo Long is different from ordinary classmates.
He always wore black leather armor and always carried a spear and short sword with him.
Luo Long was a big man in the class, he enrolled in the middle of last semester, and finally ranked first in the exam, surpassing the original first Lake.
And Lake has a talent that he never forgets, which many people can't believe.
There is a lot of gossip about Luo Long, and it is rumored that his family is at least the Count of the Sanctuary family, or even the legendary Marquis family.
Since he entered this class, he has put on a rejecting appearance, and only associates with a few nobles in the academy.
I don't know if it's because of his arrogance or the fact that there is always a touch of melancholy in his eyes, which is especially popular with girls.
This blue-eyed girl Palos actually made Luo Long dare not approach, which shows that her identity is even more extraordinary.
Su Ye replied to Jimmy, expressing his gratitude, and then opened last year's math textbook in the magic book.
When he flipped through the textbook before, Su Ye breathed a sigh of relief.
The mathematics content of the first grade of Plato's Academy is very simple, and the highest difficulty is only the level of the fourth and fifth grades of Blue Star Elementary School.
However, Su Ye couldn't remember many simple mathematical concepts clearly, and the vocabulary in this world was not the same, so he was not careless, but directly used the most commonly used learning methods to learn.
He first took notes carefully, recorded every mathematical concept, noun and knowledge point, and explained each one in his own words, and then gave examples under the explanation. When encountering particularly abstract metaphors, they will even make metaphors for life.
By noon, he had already extracted the knowledge points of the entire book and was about to move on to the next step, when the bell rang.
"Let's eat!" A shadow descended.
Su Ye smiled helplessly, this Hult is too high, others play hide and seek, he can only play hide from elephants.
Su Ye nodded, closed the magic book, and got up.
"Well done just now!" The tablemate sitting on the other side of Hult patted Su Ye's upper arm, showed an encouraging look, and turned to leave.
Su Ye looked at the back of the "scholar" Lake and smiled. Since losing first place to Rollon, Lake has been studying harder and thinner.