Chapter 206: Let me handle it myself

Lin Nianen was crying, her face was pale after removing her makeup, and her little face stained with tears looked at Lin Xiaoya with helplessness and helplessness in her guilt, but there was a faint trace of jealousy and coldness in her eyes full of tears.

"Xiaoya, if you don't ask me that, I really don't want to talk about it; I also hope you can be happy; And when I say it at this time, I don't mean anything else, and I don't want to destroy the relationship between you and Di Shaochen;

It's just that the baby is so pitiful, I can't support his high medical expenses anymore, and I have exhausted all my efforts to take care of him for more than half a year; I am his mother, and I should do anything for him, and I don't ask for anything now, but I just want him to grow up peacefully and live happily in a sound family;

So, Xiaoya, I beg you, you and Di Shaochen will adopt the baby after you get married; If you mind my existence, I, I can never, never see the baby, as long as you are all good to the baby, as long as he can grow up happily and healthy every day, I, I can never see him. ”

Lin Nianen choked, the more he spoke, the quieter he spoke, the more desolate he became, his lips were biting tightly, as if he was trying his best to endure the pain in his heart, his eyes were full of tears, helpless and desolate, but he looked at it with expectation, sitting there in a daze, with a pale face Lin Xiaoya.

"Why didn't you tell Emperor Shaochen? Don't you want to come with him to raise your children? If you tell him, he will be responsible. Lin Xiaoya only felt that her mind was blank, her head was a little dizzy, and she didn't know what she said, but she just subconsciously muttered this sentence.

"Xiaoya, you must not tell Di Shaochen about the baby now, otherwise I and the baby will not be able to live in the future." Lin Nianen grabbed Lin Xiaoya's shoulders tightly, and the force seemed to crush Lin Xiaoya's shoulders; also looked at her nervously, as if as soon as Lin Xiaoya said this, she would die.

The pain on her shoulder made Lin Xiaoya's head a little sober in a trance, and she looked at the nervous Lin Nianen a little blankly, and subconsciously asked again, "Why?" ”

"Xiaoya, the birth of the baby is just an accident, and Di Shaochen will not be responsible; You don't know, after he found out that he mistook me for you the next day, how terrible Di Shaochen's face was, I still tremble when I think about it now; And it's not me that he loves; If I had told him about it earlier, my baby would have been gone;

This is a mistake made by our adults, there is no need to implicate my baby, the baby's body is so delicate, he can't bear the anger of Emperor Shaochen; If you want to tell Di Shaochen, you should wait until the baby's body is better and the body's resistance is a little stronger. ”

Lin Nianen finished explaining with tears streaming down his face, and finally said pitifully and begging again: "Xiaoya, whether you accept the baby or not, whether you adopt the baby or not, I ask you not to tell Di Shaochen about the baby at this time, okay?" I beg you;

If you can't accept the baby's existence, you act as if you never knew about it, and you act as if it never happened; I, I can work hard to make money by myself and raise the baby; I, I will never disturb or destroy the happy and peaceful life of you and Di Shaochen;

I, I will also take my baby away from you, and I will never appear in front of you, I just ask you not to tell Emperor Shaochen about this; If you want to tell, you have to tell the baby about it, and wait until the baby is better, otherwise the emperor will not accept such a weak child as the baby;

Although, although I would also like my baby to live in a healthy family with a father and mother, it is okay for me to raise him alone ——, now. ”

"Daddy, they're not like that." Lin Xiaoya subconsciously refuted.

"I don't care if their emperor family is that kind of person, and I only have a baby, I am his mother, and I have to consider his health and safety, I can't afford to gamble or lose with someone like the emperor's family." Lin Nianen's face was filled with a wry smile and sorrow.

"And what do you want me to do?" Lin Xiaoya's eyes were a little hollow, her vision was a little blurred, and the questions she muttered seemed to be asking Lin Nianen, and she also seemed to be asking herself.

"I don't want you to do anything ——, Xiaoya, I just beg you, I ask you not to tell Di Shaochen about the baby at this time; You are about to get married, if Di Shaochen knows about the baby at this time, he will think that I am deliberately trying to destroy you, so do I and the baby still have a life?

If you really want to tell him, then talk about it after this time; But Xiaoya, I still hope, I still hope that I will tell Di Shaochen about the baby by myself, after all, this is my business with him, and the baby is also the son of both of us;

Xiaoya, you just let me tell Di Shaochen myself, okay? If you don't want him to know, I, I can never tell him for the rest of my life; But if I want to tell, I just hope that you can let me speak for myself;

So, Xiaoya, you can still be your bride with peace of mind, and I will never destroy the happiness of both of you. Lin Nianen bit her lip, her face was pale, and she looked at Lin Xiaoya helplessly and pleadingly.

Be his bride in peace? At this time, after knowing about this matter, can she, Lin Xiaoya, still be his emperor Shaochen's bride with peace of mind? Lin Xiaoya laughed self-deprecatingly in her heart, the pain in her heart seemed to have been numb, and the smell of blood that had been surging seemed to calm down all of a sudden.

"I know, I won't tell him; It's a matter between you, so let yourself figure it out. After Lin Xiaoya finished speaking, she stood up numbly, her empty eyes did not look at Lin Nianen, and her body was a little shaky and ready to go out.

"Xiaoya, then, what are you going to do?" Just as Lin Xiaoya was about to walk out of the room, Lin Nianen asked cautiously.

"I don't know, but I'll give you a satisfactory answer." After Lin Xiaoya left these words, she opened the door and staggered back to her room like a ghost, just walked to her soft big bed and sat down, when it was dark in front of her, her delicate body had fallen back softly, lying on the bed and falling unconscious.

A satisfactory answer? Lin Nianen looked at Lin Xiaoya's lonely back with some smugness and a little cruelty, staggering and gradually leaving her sight, and the corners of her lips finally hooked up a triumphant smile.

But after all, she was still afraid that Lin Xiaoya would have an accident at this time, Emperor Shaochen and Lin Haitian only went out of the Lin family villa in the morning, leaving Lin Xiaoya at home to accompany her as a patient, there were only the two sisters and some servants at home, if Lin Xiaoya had an accident at this time, then Di Shaochen would definitely point the finger at her Lin Nianen; Then she Lin Nianen couldn't eat and walked away.

Lin Nianen thought about it, but she still tried her best to hold back the heart-piercing pain from her ankle, limped open the door of Lin Xiaoya's bedroom, and walked in.

"Xiaoya, Xiaoya, how are you? Are you okay? Lin Nianen saw that Lin Xiaoya had fainted on her soft big bed, and seeing Lin Xiaoya, who had been stimulated by her, although Lin Nianen's heart was very happy, although she really wanted Lin Xiaoya to pass out like this, and never wake up again;

But she thought of Di Shaochen's handsome face that made her heart beat wildly, but so dark that it could make her heart stop beating instantly; For the sake of her own life, Lin Xiaoya must not have an accident at this time.

Lin Nianen looked at Lin Xiaoya with a complicated face, her face was so pale that it was like a blank piece of paper, Lin Nianen reluctantly reached out and pinched Lin Xiaoya's middle and rescued her.

"Xiaoya, it's good that you wake up, are you okay? Do you want me to call a doctor for you? Lin Nianen saw that Lin Xiaoya was finally woken up by her, so she sat on Lin Xiaoya's big bed and asked with a sigh of relief.

"I'm fine, why are you here?" Lin Xiaoya looked at Lin Nianen blankly, she was pinched under her nose very painfully, but her head was still very dizzy.

"You fainted, but fortunately I was afraid that something would happen to you, so I followed." Lin Nianen looked at Lin Xiaoya seriously, and said with a look of guilt and self-blame: "Xiaoya, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have told you about the baby." ”

"Oh, it's fine; It's better to know earlier than later; Go back to your room and rest by yourself; I'm tired, I want to take a break, I want to be quiet. Lin Xiaoya is now soft, and she doesn't have the strength to get up at all; At this time, she didn't want to see Lin Nianen, and she didn't want to talk to her anymore, she really didn't have the energy to deal with her now, and besides, there were some things that she really needed to think about quietly.

"Xiaoya, let me call a doctor for you, your face is very bad, I am worried about you like this; If the godfather and godmother saw it, they would definitely be very worried; Lin Nianen looked at Lin Xiaoya's tired eyes, pursed her lips, and asked again in a low voice:

"Xiaoya, don't tell your godfather and godmother about the baby, okay? Let me handle it myself, okay? I only have you relatives, and I don't want my godfather and godmother to hate me or reject me because of the baby; If this is the case, my heart will really be worse than death; I'll tell them later. ”