Chapter 218: You can only blame yourself
"Li Zijie, what are you crazy about?" Emperor Shaochen frowned, looking at Li Zijie with an angry face, a little inexplicable.
"Di Shaochen, are you still asking me what I'm crazy about? I ask you what exactly do you mean and why do you do this to me? Why hypnotize me and erase my memory? Why did I implant Xiao Lin in my mind and replace Xiaoya's name and figure? "It's really too much of a deception, Li Zijie glared at Di Shaochen angrily, gritting his teeth and asking.
"Li Zijie, you- remember everything;" Di Shaochen narrowed his eyes and asked with some uncertainty.
When did the hypnotism of those experts become so useless? was freed from this shackle by Li Zijie so quickly; Or is Lin Xiaoya really in Li Zijie's heart a deep-rooted position, and no one can be shaken?
However, didn't he tell them to replace Xiao Lin's name and figure with Lin Xiaoya's name and figure in Li Zijie's mind? Why did Li Zijie get out of this confusion and shackles so quickly? Is Li Zijie's heart really that strong and firm? Is Lin Xiaoya really that important in Li Zijie's heart?
Emperor Shaochen once again looked Li Zijie's expression up and down, and was examining and evaluating it in his heart.
"Emperor Shaochen, of course you don't want me to remember, but I'm sorry to disappoint you;" Li Zijie sneered, his eyes were full of disdain and contempt, "I originally thought that someone who could get such a favor from Xiaoya could be regarded as a relatively upright person; Tsk, it's really unexpected, it's really shocking, the president of the dignified Emperor International, actually used such despicable means to deal with me, a little person who has been physically and mentally injured.
It's just that what I can't figure out is, did Xiaoya know when you did this? Or is this what you and Xiaoya mean at all? Are you afraid that I will entangle Xiaoya, will destroy the relationship between you, and will destroy the marriage happiness of the two of you? Otherwise, why did Xiaoya know, but she didn't resent you, but cooperated with you, and didn't even look at me anymore. ”
thought that since she woke up, Lin Xiaoya had only come to see him twice; Thinking that Lin Xiaoya should know about this matter, thinking that this should also be what Lin Xiaoya meant, thinking that Lin Xiaoya could be so cruel to him, Li Zijie's heart ached like suffocation.
Is he Li Zijie so annoying to them? Is he just not waiting for them to see him? I thought of using such a despicable means against him; If they don't want to see him Li Zijie, they can say it clearly to him, he Li Zijie is also a self-respecting person, as long as they make it clear to him, he Li Zijie will never pester them, and he will never appear in front of them.
But why? Why did they choose this way to deal with him? Why did they choose this way to hurt him? His Li Zijie's feelings are so disgusting, do they get bored?
He Li Zijie can silently guard her by her Lin Xiaoya's side, silently watching her happiness and laughter; can also silently give everything he has for her, but he will never accept Lin Xiaoya to call the shots and hypnosis delete the memories about her in his heart into that appearance.
What is even more unacceptable is that they actually implanted Xiao Lin's name and figure into his mind, and calculated him in this way; They can't wait to use this method to get rid of him Li Zijie?
With this layer of cognition, Li Zijie felt a burst of chill and distress; He felt that he had a feeling of being bullied and insulted, and this feeling was too cruel for him, and he was hypnotized by his beloved woman to delete such information;
Now that he has really been calculated by them, he really has a husband and wife with Xiao Lin, and he really got a marriage certificate with Xiao Lin; Such a fact undoubtedly pushed him Li Zijie into the abyss, or into the raging fire; Such a result is really unacceptable to Li Zijie after he is sober.
"Hehe, Li Zijie, don't you think that I made the decision to hypnotize you, right?" Di Shaochen looked at him, and his deep and clear gaze hit the bottom of Li Zijie's heart, as if he had seen through all his thoughts.
Li Zijie's affirmative answer also made Di Shaochen sure that he had all recovered his memory, seeing his painful expression, Di Shaochen seemed to have guessed what he was thinking in his heart; Although Di Shaochen didn't want Lin Xiaoya to have any more dealings with Li Zijie, he couldn't see Li Zijie misunderstand his Xiaoya like this, not to mention that the matter between Li Zijie and Xiao Lin had already been settled.
Di Shaochen doesn't mind solving Li Zijie's doubts and pains now, "Hypnotizing you is not what I and Xiaoya meant, but your parents have repeatedly and strongly requested in front of me and Xiaoya; Xiaoya once spoke against it; But Chairman Li still persuaded her. ”
"This turned out to be what my parents meant, why? Why would they do it? Li Zijie's eyes widened in shock, he never thought that this matter would be his parents' idea, he couldn't figure out why his parents were so cruel to him.
"Why? Hehe, Li Zijie, do you really not know, or are you afraid to think about the reason? Emperor Shaochen chuckled softly, looked at Li Zijie with a complicated expression, with a hint of sympathy and pity, and also with a hint of complicated feelings of unknown reasons, and said lightly:
"Li Zijie, the Li family originally had only one male to inherit the incense; And when your parents were making such a request, your sister Li Ling'er had an accident just two days before you woke up.
Fortunately, your mother called a doctor in time, and fortunately, the doctors in our hospital still have a little bit of skill, and snatched your father's life back from the ghost gate in time, so that you now have the opportunity to meet father and son on a blind date.
Li Zijie, in fact, you can't blame your parents for this matter, you can only blame yourself, blame yourself for being too obsessed with Xiaoya, blame yourself for being too affectionate for Xiaoya, so deep that you don't care about your life and death at all, so deep that you don't take into account your parents and family at all, and don't think about them, if something happens to you, what will they do? What are they going to do?
Li Zijie, you haven't thought about these for them, you said that your parents saw their son struggling to wake up from the ghost gate after losing their daughter, what would they think in their hearts?
Do you say that after they see that you have finally picked up a life and come back, will they let you continue to act arbitrarily? Will they still watch you like this, playing with your own life like a joke?
If they can't, they will only have you as the only seedling left, and the Li family still needs you to inherit and support; They also want you to live a new life, they want you to live a safe and healthy life in the future, they also want you to marry a wife and have children happily, and the family is happy to be together.
And you can't forget Xiaoya in your heart for a day, not only will all this be impossible for them to think; They will always be afraid of you, lest they will let you lose your own life, which has endured so many hardships, if they are not careful; They are afraid that in the middle of the night, just as they did when they received the news of your sister's accident, they will also receive the bad news of losing you.
That's why they came up with this method, Xiao Lin is the girl who loves you the most and is also their favorite daughter-in-law; They hope that you and Xiao Lin can come together and live happily ever after; They only want your peace and health, they just want a quiet, ordinary life with you; They don't ask for much.
Pity the hearts of parents all over the world, their simple wishes, do you think we can not agree to them? Maybe it's hurting you from your point of view, but from another point of view, isn't it relieving you?!
They used these reasons to convince Xiaoya and me; Xiaoya also hopes that you can be happy, although she also thinks that this is a cruel thing for you; But she doesn't want you to pay so much for her anymore, your dedication will only make Xiaoya's heart full of guilt and uneasiness, you should understand all of this. ”
After listening to Emperor Shaochen's words, Li Zijie's tall and handsome body was in a trance, and he muttered a rhetorical question: "Is it wrong to love someone wholeheartedly like this?" ”
Li Zijie understands these ideas and practices of his parents, but he can't agree with and accept them; This kind of deletion of his memory, such a forced arrangement of a woman he didn't love at all into his life, in life, can such a crippled life be said to be happy?
Didn't they think that one day he would remember everything? Didn't they think about how painful he would be when he woke up? They didn't think about any consequences for him, they just thought of the empty so-called happiness in front of them; Do they know that these happiness don't belong to him Li Zijie at all? Do they know that these are not the happiness he wants at all?
Li Zijie's eyes were blood-red, his fists were clenched, he didn't know if it was because of pain or anger, his body trembled slightly; He is like a trapped beast trapped in a cage, trying to break out of the cage, but finding that he is so powerless, he wants to vent, but he finds that he has no place to vent.