Chapter 220: His embarrassment
Li Zijie's heart screamed wildly, but he couldn't make a single sound from his mouth; He really wants to be the master of his own life, he really wants to break free from the shackles of these responsibilities imposed on him, and go the way he wants to go in style.
But he can't, he can't; He can't throw his parents behind, he can't push their Li family to ruin with his own hands, and he can't let his family really go to the point where it is ruined and can no longer be repaired.
Li Zijie's heart is really painful, so painful that he has never known what tears are for more than 20 years, and now he has tried the taste of tears for the first time, salty and full of bitterness.
"Li Zijie." Looking at Li Zijie, who had always been gentle and elegant in front of him, who had always been calm and calm in front of him, and full of confidence, suddenly shed tears in front of his Emperor Shaochen, Emperor Shaochen was really shocked and shocked.
Li Zijie's mood at the moment, Di Shaochen is not unintelligible, as Li Zijie said, if this incident happened to him, let him be hypnotized and forget his beloved woman, and was forcibly implanted into another woman he didn't love, then he would definitely be crazy enough to kill.
It's just that what Emperor Shaochen didn't expect was that because of his relationship with Li Zijie, in their minds, they had already silently regarded each other as opponents, and they had been secretly competing, either openly or secretly; They have always been in front of each other, maintaining their strongest side, no matter which aspect, they all hope that they can compare and suppress each other.
And now, Li Zijie is crying in front of his opponent, how can this not make Di Shaochen surprised and shocked.
Li Zijie glanced at Emperor Shaochen embarrassedly, wiped the tears that fell out of his eyes, and did not speak.
He didn't want to be so embarrassed in front of his former opponent, he also wanted to be as personable and confident in front of him as before, even if he could never look down on him, but at least he could still look at him at eye level.
But the world makes people, after so many years of secret competition, no matter what aspect, whether it is in his career or Lin Xiaoya's, he Li Zijie has always lost to him Emperor Shaochen; What's even more now is that he, Li Zijie, has lost to the point where he is defeated and has no way back.
It's not that he doesn't want to maintain his demeanor, it's not that he doesn't want to be as confident as before; Now that he has come to this point, his self-esteem, his self-confidence, his demeanor, and all his pride have all disappeared the moment he learns the truth.
The arrangement of fate forced him Li Zijie to bow his head, but the reality was so cruel to him, and he was so embarrassed.
Who said that men don't flick when they have tears, but they haven't reached the sad place.
When they have come to the point and situation they are in now, who can still keep a calm? Who can maintain the confidence and demeanor of the past? Who can still maintain that natural calm?
"There's a restroom over there." Di Shaochen pointed to Li Zijie to the bathroom in his office.
Li Zijie didn't say anything, and went directly into the place that Emperor Shaochen was pointing to; He Li Zijie has already lost face in front of his Emperor Shaochen, he has been seen by Emperor Shaochen his most embarrassed and vulnerable side, and he Li Zijie no longer minds letting him see the scene of him running away.
That's right, it's just that he ran away, and now he can't wait to escape into the bathroom in Di Shaochen's office; What self-esteem, what self-confidence, what demeanor, what pride, at this moment, has long been destroyed by that cruel reality.
The cruel reality came too suddenly, and Li Zijie was caught off guard, so that he, who was not a little prepared, was so embarrassed in front of this former opponent; Being seen by Di Shaochen as such a depressed and vulnerable side is already his Li Zijie's limit, but he also lets others know that he doesn't want to show his own embarrassment and embarrassment in front of others when he walks out of Di Shaochen's office.
He has to clean himself up, he has to clean up all his embarrassment and embarrassment before he walks out of Di Shaochen's office, and he has to clean up all his emotions and bury them in his heart, even if it hurts and suffers, he can only taste it slowly and chew it slowly.
This world is very realistic, but also very cruel; No matter how depressed you are, no matter how embarrassed you are, others will not sympathize with you, if you want to save what you have, then you can only be strong and use your own strength to protect everything you want to protect.
He Li Zijie wants to save his home, and wants his parents to have a peaceful, healthy and happy old age, and he Li Zijie must bear all the pain and suffering alone.
After a long time, Li Zijie cleaned himself up and walked out of the bathroom with a calm face; He looked at Di Shaochen with a complicated and embarrassed expression and said, "Thank you, and treat her well; Although I don't know what happened to you again, causing her to repent on the spot at the wedding scene; However, she really loves you very much, and she deserves your life to protect and love. ”
Who this 'she' refers to, Li Zijie and Di Shaochen both know it.
Emperor Shaochen sighed, is he Li Zijie put down now, or has he not put it down?
"I don't need you to say this, I will protect her well, love her, and don't let her be hurt a little bit; She is my Emperor Shaochen's beloved woman, and I am also the only wife that my Emperor Shaochen identifies as, you were able to use your life to protect her, and I also loved her with my life, and I will also use my own life to protect her and protect her; So, you don't have to worry about these things, my own woman, I will love and protect it in my own way. ”
"It's better to be like this." knew that he no longer had any position to say these words, but Li Zijie still said this softly.
"Li Zijie, you should understand that some people and some things are not something that you Li Zijie can worry about, nor can you Li Zijie worry about; Do you understand? Emperor Shaochen frowned, looking at Li Zijie with warning eyes, it's already like this, doesn't he still want to let it go?
"Well, I understand, but I want you all to be happy;" Of course, he Li Zijie knew that he shouldn't worry about these things, and he also knew that he didn't have the ability to worry about these things at all, but his heart for her was a little unbearable, and people who had fallen in love with him to the bone marrow didn't say that they could let go of it all at once, nor did they say that they would forget it all at once, and they could forget it.
Although he couldn't get it, although he shouldn't think about it anymore, he still hoped that she could be happy and happy; Even if her happiness is not given by him.
"Don't let people know about today, I don't want my parents to know about it; I don't want them to be sad and sad, if my regression can be exchanged for their peace and well-being and happiness, then so be it, let all this be dusted, so that they can live a happy and healthy old age. ”
If these are what his parents want, even if he Li Zijie is painful in his heart, he will be bitter in his heart; He also has to endure it and fulfill the wishes of his parents; This is what he will do for the Son of Man.
"Well, if you don't say it yourself, no one will know, I'm not that boring, and I don't have those gossip times to talk about these boring things to others." He understands Li Zijie's concerns, but he is not a person who likes to fall into the well; What's more, leaving aside Li Zijie's thoughts about Lin Xiaoya, with everything Li Zijie did to Lin Xiaoya, he Li Zijie also has something worthy of his Emperor Shaochen's respect for him.
"Thank you;" After Li Zijie said this sentence of thanks, he was silent for a while, thought about it, and couldn't help asking: "When will the drama "Chief of the Empire: The Global Marrying a Little Wife" start filming again?" ”
This kid, still don't give up? Emperor Shaochen's dark eyes narrowed a little dangerously; If he Emperor Shaochen is not mistaken, in this play, he Li Zijie plays the male lead, and Xiaoya plays the female lead;
And this play tells the love story of the male number one and the female number one, and the final ending is that the male number one and the female number one finally walk together happily after many hardships.
The cruel real life can't make him Li Zijie have Xiaoya's love as he wishes, does he want to fulfill his dream in this drama now?
Hehe, he Li Zijie has this thought, so it depends on whether his Emperor Shaochen will fulfill him? It's just whimsical!
The corners of Di Shaochen's mouth were slightly hooked, and a cold and cold smile appeared on the corners of his mouth a little weirdly, and his deep and sharp eyes looked at Li Zijie clearly, penetrating his heart; Seeing Li Zijie's heart, he felt weak and cold for no reason.
He knew that Di Shaochen had seen through his thoughts, and he also knew that he could no longer get an answer; I couldn't help but smile a little bitterly in my heart, can't such a dream come true?
"Forget it, when I didn't ask."
What if it is fulfilled? After all, it's just a dream, and reality is reality after all; She and he will always be two unrelated parallel lines, never an intersection, never together; Whether it's for her happiness, or for her parents and family, or don't bother anymore, Xiao thought about it; Let's put everything in the dust, so that everyone can live in peace.