"Xiaoya, why? You have seen your explanation just now; If you mind the incident where he had a relationship with Lin Nianen, I don't dare to say that he is not wrong, but he was also calculated by Lin Nianen; And now it has been confirmed that Lin Nianen's son is not from our family Chenchen; Won't the misunderstanding between you be solved? ”

Gu Xiufang didn't understand Lin Xiaoya's thoughts at the moment, in her opinion, Lin Xiaoya still loved Di Shaochen so much until now, but why did she make such a decision when the misunderstanding between the two of them had been resolved?

"Mother Emperor, I saw it; But so what? It is a fact that Emperor Shaochen and Lin Nianen had such a relationship. Lin Xiaoya frowned, some things can really be solved if they are not unraveled.

"Xiaoya, you mind this very much, don't you?" Gu Xiufang looked at Lin Xiaoya cautiously and asked.

"Mother Emperor, to be honest, I really mind; What woman wouldn't mind such a thing? Unless she doesn't really love that man, then she doesn't mind, and she doesn't care; Lin Xiaoya replied honestly.

She pursed her lips, looked at Gu Xiufang and continued: "Mother Emperor, I don't mind more than this; I'll admit that I may be really too petty, or maybe I am making too much of a fuss;

I don't care about Di Shaochen and Lin Nianen now, who is right and who is wrong between the two of them, but it is indeed a fact that they had such a relationship; Maybe Di Shaochen's concealment at the beginning knew a kind of well-intentioned deception, but I just couldn't bear this kind of deception.

Mother Emperor, you have also watched us grow up together since childhood, and you also know that what I hate and hate the most is the deception of others to me; What about the others, I can't care about it, and I don't want to care; I can't mind, but Di Shaochen is my Lin Xiaoya's favorite man, and he is the man I want to spend my whole life with him and live with him for a lifetime, and I really can't tolerate his deception of me.

It's not that I haven't given him a chance, Lin Nianen's matter, I asked him seriously that night; But he chose to conceal and deceive. Lin Xiaoya originally had a lot of things that she didn't want to tell her elders, but she and Di Shaochen always thought that the matter between the two of them was really not suitable for the elders to interfere too much, so they had always solved the matter between the two of them by themselves.

But now, Lin Xiaoya doesn't know why she is anymore, she suddenly wants to say all the words that she has been holding in her heart, she wants to vent; Otherwise, if she continues to hold back like this, she will really have the illusion that she is going crazy.

"Mother Emperor, between me and Emperor Shaochen, there is not only Lin Nianen's problem; The biggest problem between me and him right now is that we lack mutual trust and confession. "Yes, Lin Xiaoya didn't understand until now that the reason why they have so many problems, their biggest problem is the lack of mutual trust and mutual confession.

"To be honest, Mother Emperor, I really don't know now, oh, no, it's not that I don't know, but I'm not sure, did he Emperor Shaochen really love me Lin Xiaoya?" When Lin Xiaoya said this, her heart was really a little confused, and all that appeared in front of her was the scene where she and Di Shaochen met and fell in love, but after the failure of their first wedding, this problem seemed to have taken root in her heart all of a sudden.

When she doesn't usually think about it, this problem seems to be forgotten by her, and it won't appear at all, but when there is a problem between her and Di Shaochen, this problem in her heart will pop up from time to time, grow in her mind, and take root.

Just like this time, as soon as Lin Nianen's incident appeared, all the problems that had happened before rushed to her like a tide, as if they were going to drown her Lin Xiaoya, making her feel a little breathless.

"Why do you think that?" Gu Xiufang looked at Lin Xiaoya in surprise, she didn't understand why her head thought like this, his son Di Shaochen had always been so kind to her Lin Xiaoya, so nervous about her, and cared for her; As long as anyone has eyes, they can see that Di Shaochen loves her Lin Xiaoya.

Lin Haitian and his wife also had such questions, and they both looked at their daughter in surprise; Looking at her somewhat confused and empty eyes, Lin Haitian and his wife suddenly found out if they were really neglecting their daughter too much, why did they feel a feeling of loneliness and sadness in her; Suddenly, they couldn't understand it.

"Mother Emperor, actually, there are many things I don't understand; It's just that I chose to deceive myself and others, and I just chose to escape; Lin Xiaoya closed her eyes a little tired, she originally wanted to hold back the sourness in her eyes, but it backfired, those sour tears still slowly slid down her cheeks, she sniffed, she didn't dare to wipe it with her hands, she was afraid that the more she wiped, the more she wiped.

"Xiaoya." Lin Haitian and his wife and Gu Xiufang all looked at her with some concern.

"Daddy, Mommy, Emperor Mom; Don't worry, I'm fine; After Lin Xiaoya swallowed the bitterness in her heart, she continued to say calmly: "Some things have happened, they just happened; It's not that we want to act like it didn't happen when it really didn't happen.

I have never told you that when Emperor Shaochen regretted his marriage, it was because of Bai Yumei; I didn't tell you, because I didn't think it was necessary, and I didn't really understand it yet.

I don't understand why Emperor Shaochen has chosen Bai Yumei in the first place, since he has already chosen not to want me, why he is still pestering me like this after I come back; In fact, to be honest, the reason why I agreed to him to hold this second wedding was that I was only a kind of self-deception at that time.

I don't deny that I still love him deeply, which is why I promised him this marriage; I thought that it would be good for her to go directly to the past; I thought it would be nice if I just forgot about the past; I thought that as long as we didn't talk about the past again, as long as he and I always loved each other, we could be happy and happy together.

But all this is just what I thought; Those things in the past, she really happened, but we have never solved these problems, and even, we have been avoiding these problems until now, and we have never said them openly and honestly, let alone said them frankly.

The old problems have not been solved, and now, new ones have come out; In this way, these problems came one after another, and he and I never stepped out of that threshold, and never thought of having a good talk about it and solving the problems between us.

You say, is such a distrustful and unconfessed relationship really a genuine relationship? You say, can this kind of relationship be sustained for a long time? You say, will I really have a happy future with such a relationship with him? ”

It is not easy for two people to walk together, but how easy is it to live together for a lifetime? Although the relationship between two people is the most basic foundation, if two people living together lack the foundation of trust, no matter how deep your emotional foundation is, it will be exhausted in deception or distrust again and again.

"Xiaoya." Gu Xiufang didn't expect that the problem between Lin Xiaoya and Di Shaochen seemed to be more serious than she imagined; She didn't expect that they had already had two weddings, and although they were both failures, they lacked the most basic trust between them.

Let's ask, if two people don't even have the most basic trust, how can they get together? Without even the most basic trust, how can they live happily ever after?

Gu Xiufang looked at Lin Xiaoya with a sad face, she really didn't know what to say for a while.

Lin Haitian and his wife also had solemn faces, looking at Lin Xiaoya, who was still silently crying silently, but there was no crying, and Lin Xiaoya, who was still calm, looking at her pale face, Lin Haitian and his wife's hearts were distressed.

"Xiaoya." Lin Haitian and his wife opened their mouths, wanting to say something, but they didn't know what to say.

"I'm fine, don't worry." Lin Xiaoya looked at her parents and Gu Xiufang, and smiled at them reluctantly.

She tried hard to suppress the pain and bitterness in her heart, as if she had made up her mind, Duolin Haitian and Gu Xiufang said: "Dad, Mom, Emperor Mom; You don't want to meddle in the affairs between me and Di Shaochen anymore; Let's settle the matter between the two of us; Whether it's going with the flow or watching from the sidelines, you don't want to meddle anymore, okay? Moreover, even if you interfere, it is useless, I have already decided, I don't want to continue to be with him. ”

"Why? Xiaoya, you obviously love each other so much, now that you have found out what your problems are, the two of you sit down together and have a good talk, and solve all these problems, then you can be happy together. Hearing Lin Xiaoya's decision, Gu Xiufang's reaction was the greatest; She doesn't think that Lin Xiaoya's decision is right.

"Xiaoya, the emperor's mother also knows that it is not easy for two people to live together, but you are obviously in love with each other and can solve the problem, so find a way to solve all the existing problems, don't give up so easily."