Bai Yumei and Wang Dong are talking about the transaction between them in the Wang Hotel; One talk is to talk about it for ten days, and this will not be mentioned for the time being.

In the Imperial Hospital

Di Shaochen once again felt frustrated and powerless in the face of Lin Xiaoya; Obviously, they were fine before, even when Lin Haodong scolded him, Di Shaochen still felt Lin Xiaoya's concern and distress for him.

But now—

Di Shaochen didn't know why, obviously he was by Lin Xiaoya's side, but he felt that Lin Xiaoya was far, far away from him-

Obviously, he would accompany Lin Xiaoya for a walk in the hospital every day and go to Lin Haitian to chat; Every nutritious meal was also moved to Lin Haitian's ward to eat with them.

But Di Shaochen still felt the distance of the end of the world.

Yes, it's the kind of distance between the world, the kind of distance between the heart and the heart.

Obviously, he is by Lin Xiaoya's side every day now, but Di Shaochen still feels an inexplicable panic.

Lin Xiaoya is now like the quicksand he holds tightly in his hand, the tighter he grasps Emperor Shaochen, the faster she will drain; He really wanted to hold on tightly to Lin Xiaoya's invisible footsteps that were getting farther and farther away from him, but he felt a kind of powerlessness.

The current Lin Xiaoya seems to have abandoned his emperor Shaochen outside her heart; so that Emperor Shaochen couldn't touch it, and he couldn't get close.

The feeling of (one) (reading) the novel ybdu's itching and unbearable feeling, the kind of powerless and helpless frustration, almost forced Emperor Shaochen to go crazy; But he had to endure --

Because he didn't want to hurt Lin Xiaoya again, and he didn't want to push her away again.

In a word, he Emperor Shaochen didn't want to lose Lin Xiaoya again!

Emperor Shaochen knew that when Lin Haodong scolded him, although Lin Xiaoya said that she would handle her own affairs, she still listened to what Lin Haodong said.

Emperor Shaochen knew that the current Lin Xiaoya, her heart was not comfortable.

So, he must be patient now.

Originally, he was afraid that Lin Xiaoya would be frightened, and Di Shaochen wanted her to see a psychiatrist, but Lin Xiaoya herself said that it was okay and she didn't need to see it.

In order to regain Lin Xiaoya, you can renew your relationship with her; In the affairs of the Emperor International, Emperor Shaochen almost handed over to Mo Yihan.

There are some more important documents, and they are also documents that must be approved by Emperor Shaochen before they are obtained in the Emperor Hospital for Emperor Shaochen to review, after all, the real helmsman in Emperor International is Emperor Shaochen.

In order to accompany Lin Xiaoya as much as possible, Di Shaochen also seized the time when she was resting, and reviewed the documents brought by the secretary in the sofa.

Originally, Emperor Shaochen wanted to take this opportunity to mend the almost broken relationship between him and the Lin family, and also to mend the relationship between him and Lin Xiaoya.

But there is a Lin Haodong who comes out from time to time to stir up-

If Lin Haodong doesn't come to the hospital, he will hinder his eyes every day, and Di Shaochen also likes to accompany Lin Xiaoya every day, so calmly and harmoniously; He is also confident that he can quickly repair the relationship between the Emperor Hui and the Lin family.

But every time Lin Haodong comes over, the atmosphere will be a little tense and cold, because every time Lin Haodong comes over, he will occupy Lin Xiaoya intentionally or unintentionally, separating the distance between Di Shaochen and Lin Xiaoya, which makes Di Shaochen really annoyed, but he is helpless, who told him to offend others so badly.

And what annoyed Emperor Shaochen the most was that Lin Xiaoya also followed Lin Haodong, and where Lin Haodong was, she also deliberately separated herself from him-

I don't know if it's because of this reason, in the past few days that Di Shaochen and Lin Xiaoya have been together, not only has their relationship not progressed at all, but the relationship between the two of them has become more and more strange, and the distance seems to be getting farther and farther away-

Now the two of them get along tepidly, and they are not salty; Between them, it was as if there was already an invisible chasm that prevented either of them from approaching each other.

Lin Xiaoya's alienation from him now made Di Shaochen feel frustrated and powerless that he had never felt before.

Between them, although it seems calm now, in fact, both of them know that they have long since returned to the beginning.

The current Lin Xiaoya only has a little smile on her face when facing the people of the Lin family, and when facing Di Shaochen, in addition to indifference and alienation, she is silent.

Di Shaochen didn't know what the reason was, when did he and Lin Xiaoya start, it seemed that they had reached the point where they had nothing to say; Such a change made Di Shaochen's heart more and more empty, more and more panicked, and he wanted to find a solution, but he had nowhere to start.

The two of them went for a walk around the hospital together, if it weren't for Lin Xiaoya's strength against him, Di Shaochen had no doubt that Lin Xiaoya would stay away from him;

Although she is still supple and allows him to hug her slender waist and walk slowly, her body always exudes that wordless indifference and silence, which makes Di Shaochen at a loss, not knowing how to break such an impasse.

The hardest thing is at night, every time Di Shaochen wants to make love with her, she avoids it intentionally or unintentionally; That kind of wordless alienation and silent resistance really annoyed Di Shaochen, but he felt powerless and frustrated.

Di Shaochen wanted to get close to her, and every time he waited for her to be asleep on the bed, he had the opportunity to climb on the bed to hug her intimately, so that he could sleep with her.

Looking at Lin Xiaoya's indifferent and detached expression, many times, Emperor Shaochen had to wonder if the sweet harmony and the throbbing between him and Lin Xiaoya before was a spring dream he had ever had.

Several times, Di Shaochen couldn't help but want to use the strong, and wanted to use the most direct way to confirm the fact that Lin Xiaoya was still by his side; But looking at Lin Xiaoya's still somewhat pale face and still thin body, he couldn't let himself treat her in those rough ways.

Every night, he can only wait for Lin Xiaoya to fall asleep, so that he can hug her soft and fragrant body, sigh silently, and silently savor this wordless loneliness-

In such a cold and violent atmosphere, in the face of such an indifferent and alienated Lin Xiaoya, Di Shaochen's heart became more and more irritable, but he was helpless and had nothing to do.

It was obviously the most intimate relationship, but now it is like a stranger, indifferent and detached.

Obviously, they have done everything, but now, even an ordinary kiss seems to have become a kind of compulsion, not to mention the kind of intimate blending between you and me, and I have you, between the two of them, it has now become a luxury, as if it was a dream that was out of reach.

Di Shaochen wanted to change the current state that he and Lin Xiaoya are not like couples, and strangers are not like strangers, but they can't find a breakthrough.

Facing Lin Xiaoya, who was so cold to him every day, Di Shaochen's heart was as if someone had pinched his heart, and he was uncomfortable; But there is nowhere to vent.

If this continues, Emperor Shaochen is afraid that he will go crazy, and he will not be able to help venting at Lin Xiaoya, and he will hurt Lin Xiaoya; When he felt like he couldn't take it anymore, he decided to leave first.

He needs to be calm and he needs time.

And he and Lin Xiaoya both need to be calm and take time to buffer.

The matter between him and Lin Xiaoya cannot be resolved right now; So much has happened between them; Both of them have to think about it, think about their future and future.

There are so many things that he still needs to deal with, there are some things that he can't understand either, and he also needs time to find answers.

And in Emperor International, the documents that need to be handled by him have also piled up, and Mo Yihan is already busy enough, but he has no way to avoid it.

But before leaving, he still wanted to do something-

That night, Di Shaochen didn't wait for Lin Xiaoya to fall asleep, so he directly followed Lin Xiaoya and went to bed, he missed her very much, and his body hurt when he thought of him.

He wanted to get away for a while, he wanted to give everyone time to buffer and gradually digest what had happened.

But he didn't want him to turn around, Lin Xiaoya really forgot about him like a stranger; He would not allow and would not allow such a thing to happen.

So Di Shaochen didn't care about Lin Xiaoya's resistance this time, hugged her tightly, gently, but domineeringly, and hugged her and lay down with her.

Feeling that Lin Xiaoya was no longer resisting and struggling, Di Shaochen buried his head in her neck and greedily breathed in the unique fragrance on her body.

"Xiaoya, Xiaoya, why are we like this?"

Emperor Shaochen kissed Lin Xiaoya lightly, in pieces, and whispered her name; As always, the voice is good and confused, but now there is a distressing loneliness and powerlessness, like a lonely wolf in the desert, praying for recognition and longing for attention-

"Xiaoya, Xiaoya, let's not do this again, okay? I am sad! ”

Emperor Shaochen didn't care if Lin Xiaoya responded to him or not, he just said what he was thinking in his heart now, and if he didn't say anything, he really felt that he was about to explode:

"Xiaoya, don't do this to me; Even if I am wrong, give me a chance to make amends; Don't be so indifferent to me, such silence, such strangeness, such a strangeness to me, you make me sad—"

Emperor Shaochen chattered in pieces, while kissing Lin Xiaoya in pieces-

Lin Xiaoya is not a ruthless person, not to mention that Di Shaochen is a person she has loved to the bone marrow; Such an emperor Shaochen makes her feel so distressed, so distressed!

She didn't want to do that either, and her heart was sad!

However, every time I thought about him and Bai Yumei, and every time I thought that he regretted his marriage because of Bai Yumei, Lin Xiaoya's heart hurt so much that she couldn't breathe because of the dense needles.

Many times in her sleep, the scene of him regretting his marriage on the spot would unexpectedly flash into her mind, and when it overlapped with the scene of his intimacy with Bai Yumei that she imagined in her mind, her heart was like being pinched and pinched hard, wanting to be freed, but the kind of imprisonment and suffocation that could not break through the barrier.

but

Emperor Shaochen is destined to be a catastrophe that Lin Xiaoya can't escape, so the lonely and powerless Emperor Shaochen makes her unable to parry; Looking at the current Emperor Shaochen, Lin Xiaoya's heart was distressed or distressed-

This chapter has been revised many times, but I can't write about the feeling of frustration, powerlessness, and grievance that Emperor Shaochen has; Alas! When the book is going to be used, I hope you won't be as entangled as the stars.

I wish you all happy reading and happiness every day.