Chapter 144, is it real or fake
Under Xue Wuxin's careful care, Guo Feng recovered quickly, except for his memory, everything else has been restored. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
"Why don't you sleep yet?"
Xue Wuxin didn't speak, nor did he look back, his eyes always stayed on the moon in the sky, and the cold moonlight sprinkled on Xue Wuxin's body looked extremely cold.
Guo Feng stepped forward, sat down next to Xue Wuxin, and quietly looked at the moon.
The night was so silent, a gust of wind blew, and the grass and trees made a rustling sound, so clear.
The moon is always hanging in the sky, but the two people on the earth are not sympathetic to the same scene.
Why did the people abandon her, why did her parents not want her? All these answers were in this world above the sky, and she remembered it, but she didn't dare to go.
She was afraid that what she got was not the answer she hoped for, and she was afraid that the result was not what she expected, and she was even more afraid that when she looked for it, her parents and clansmen were gone.
In that case, she doesn't even have the last trace of expectation, she is still her, alone, no one makes her nostalgic, no one makes her hate, no one makes her nostalgic.
At that time, there will be nothing left in her world, under the gray sky, completely losing that faint heartbeat, not heartache, not moved, like a walking corpse.
None of that was what she expected, and sometimes, an ethereal expectation was already very satisfying for her.
Her expression was so sad, her back was so lonely, she seemed to be isolated from the world, because her heart did not belong to this world.
Sitting next to her, you will be infected by this inexplicable qi, which makes people feel a little more sentimental, and constantly parting with sorrow and hatred.
Guo Feng is like this, unconsciously, he fell into the world of Xue Wuxin, he was so lonely and speechless, and he was so sad.
Guo Feng didn't know why he felt like this, as if he had a lot of unpleasantness, so he was infected so deeply, so it was difficult to extricate himself, to be precise, he should not want to extricate himself.
He knew that when he remembered everything, he and her, maybe passers-by, had a good memory, but there was no future to accompany him.
Suddenly, he was so eager to never think of the past, he wanted to be the Mo Yi of the present, to be the Mo Yi who could get close to Xue Wuxin, to be the Mo Yi who could make Xue Wuxin let go of all his defenses, and to be the Mo Yi who could accompany Xue Wuxin to enjoy the moon and make friends.
All the things in the past, whether it is strength or responsibility, he doesn't want these, he just wants a small bridge and flowing water, coarse tea and light rice, green lights and red wax, and live a carefree and free life.
Accompany Xue Wuxin, from green silk to white hair, know each other, be a lifelong confidant and friend, use her own weak warmth to melt all the ice and snow in her heart, and use her own company to let her know that she is not alone in this world, she and him!
He didn't want to make her happy all her life, he only hoped that his presence could add a smile to her indifferent face.
Guo Feng's gaze, for some reason, turned from the air to the ground, and stayed on Xue Wuxin's indifferent face, and a tenderness arose spontaneously.
The night was sad, his eyes were hazy, and he couldn't see it really, but it was so real, so that Guo Feng couldn't help but be a little stupid.
The spring breeze was blowing, a little cool, Guo Feng woke up suddenly, but found that Xue Wuxin was looking at him, looking at each other, Guo Feng's face was flushed, and he quickly put aside his gaze, not daring to look at Xue Wuxin.
"What do you see?"
Orchid is light, light and elegant.
Guo Feng's face turned even redder, and he shook his head again and again, "I didn't see anything!
"Oh!"
Seeing that Xue Wuxin's expression was a little lost, Guo Feng felt distressed for a while, and in a trance, he suddenly understood what Xue Wuxin meant, what she asked was not what he saw in his eyes, but what he saw in his heart.
"I saw it!"
Xue Wuxin's eyes glowed with hope, quietly waiting for Guo Feng's answer.
Guo Feng was a little nervous, although on weekdays, Xue Wuxin took care of him, but since he woke up, it was the first time that he and Xue Wuxin's faces had to be so close, and it was also the first time that Xue Wuxin looked at him without any restraint, wanting to see him through.
"I saw an endless field of ice, without the slightest life, full of biting cold, a cold that no sunlight can change. ”
A faint smile appeared at the corner of Xue Wuxin's mouth, and the chill on his face also decreased a little.
For the first time in such a long time, Xue Wuxin smiled in front of Guo Feng, and Guo Feng was a little distracted.
"It's beautiful!"
If cold as frost is a challenging beauty, then the first release of frost is a beauty that reaps joy.
Hearing Guo Feng's words, Xue Wuxin suddenly froze, and then returned to his previous indifference.
Guo Feng was also a little surprised, and after thinking about it, he realized his faux pas.
Xue Wuxin got up and was about to leave, but was stopped by Guo Feng.
"Wait!"
Xue Wuxin glanced at Guo Feng and didn't say much.
"I don't know what you've been through, and I don't know why you've always lived with a mask, is it really necessary for you to do this, to keep everyone away?"
"Living with a mask? That's you, right? Besides, what am I like, what's your business?"
Guo Feng touched his face, to be precise, it was a thousand changes on his face, "Yes, I live with a mask every day, but apart from this face, I am real!
"Everything about me is real!"
"You're always in your own world, wanting to be in contact with the outside world, but you're afraid of getting hurt. Cold all day long, protect yourself with your indifference, such a thick layer of camouflage, do you dare to say that you are very real?"
"Do you know me well?!"
Guo Feng shook his head, "No, I don't know you at all! If I really know you, I won't know why you're unhappy." If I really knew you, I wouldn't have made you so cold. If I really knew you, I wouldn't be asking you here. ”
"If nothing else, I'll go back first!"
Xue Wuxin didn't want to stay here longer, and he didn't dare to stay longer.
In front of Guo Feng, she felt that she couldn't hide it, and even said that Guo Feng knew herself better than her, and she was a little panicked.
Looking at Xue Wuxin's back and almost running away, Guo Feng asked rhetorically in his heart.
I did that, right? Should I unmask her? Remove her disguise, can I give her a happy and happy life?
I don't know, I really don't know!
Guo Feng stood alone in the night, the moonlight disappeared into the clouds, and in the dark environment, Guo Feng's eyes gradually dimmed.
Dressed in white, it was so abrupt, but it was so conformable, as if he should be there.
Guo Feng has long lost consciousness, and in the absence of memory, he also has no distractions, but Guo Feng has successfully entered the artistic conception of the unity of heaven and man.
For many monks, this is a hard thing to come by.
In the artistic conception of the unity of heaven and man, anything can happen, some people have obtained peerless exercises, some people have obtained unparalleled martial arts, some people have obtained unprecedented talents, and some people have obtained the experience of their predecessors......
All of this varies from person to person, from heart to heart, and is also related to the reason why a person enters into this unity of heaven and man.
room.
Xue Wuxin stood in front of the bed, looking at Guo Feng in the night, not knowing what he was thinking.
His expression is constantly changing, sometimes gentle, sometimes cold, sometimes tangled, sometimes struggling......
When she came back to her senses and looked at Guo Feng again, she found that Guo Feng had closed her eyes, as if she was about to merge into the heavens and the earth.
Xue Wuxin rushed out to see what happened to Guo Feng, but was stopped by the old woman.
"Master, he'......"
"Shhhh
"Master, what's wrong with him?" Xue Wuxin asked softly.
"He's enlightened!"
"Enlightened?" Xue Wuxin was a little surprised, what did he realize?
Guo Feng doesn't remember anything, all the exercises and martial arts, he is enlightened now, what is that realizing?
The old woman glanced at Xue Wuxin lightly, and a smile of relief appeared on the corner of her mouth.
"The apprentice is stupid, please tell the master in detail!"
"What he realized was not the martial arts, but this heaven and earth, and he entered the realm of the unity of heaven and man!"
"Heaven and man are one? How is it possible, his cultivation is not as high as mine?"
"The unity of heaven and man has nothing to do with cultivation, some people cultivate to the heavens, and they are extremely poor all their lives, and it is impossible to comprehend, and some people, by chance, will also be enlightened! Speaking of which, he can comprehend the unity of heaven and man, and it has something to do with you!"
"What does it have to do with me? I haven't even been in it myself!"
"It's your unique artistic conception that makes him comprehend, your artistic conception is too lonely. But your hearts are very hot, so he can clearly feel your artistic conception. He has his obsession, and then take your artistic conception as a guide, and his obsession will naturally let him enter the artistic conception. I just don't know what he's feeling, but he has been recognized by heaven and earth!"
"Master, he is obsessed with the mood, isn't he afraid that he won't be able to come back?"
He probably didn't know what the artistic conception was, so he went in in a daze. However, fools are foolish. He lost his memory, so his obsession couldn't be too deep. And if there is a combination of heaven and man to understand him, he will come back sooner or later, it's just a matter of time!"
Xue Wuxin knew that Guo Feng was fine, and he was also relieved.
"Xin'er, you and him are really destined!"
"How so?"
"For more than a month, he saw through your heart, he didn't know what happened to you, that's because you didn't know it yourself, didn't you?
"Master, you rest early, I'll go to sleep first!"
After saying that, Xue Wuxin turned around and went back to the house.
The old woman looked at Xue Wuxin, then at Guo Feng, and smiled.