Chapter 190: Everything Is My Fault
readx; In front of the operating room on the third floor of the Central Hospital, Chu Xinyi, who was almost collapsed, sat on a chair, bent her waist, holding her head, tears couldn't stop falling, and there was only one sentence in her mind: It's me, it's all my fault!
The place where the car accident occurred was not far from the café, and it was inferred from the time that the victim of the car accident she saw in the taxi was Ning Ronghao. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
"I don't know who is unlucky", the driver's words suddenly rang in his ears, yes, Chu Xinyi bit her lip, he married her, it was really unlucky.
"Sister-in-law......" Ning Zaiyu stood beside Chu Xinyi at a loss, not knowing how to comfort her, not only her, but even Zhou Zhihui kept wiping the corners of her eyes.
However, it seems that everyone's grief added up to less than one-tenth of Chu Xinyi's. Ning Zaiyu was very worried, for fear that before Ning Ronghao's operation was completed, she would have gone out of mind due to a mental breakdown.
There was a rush of footsteps, and Mu Zhengyu and Qin Yiyi rushed over.
Ning Zaiyu glanced at Qin Yiyi, Qin Yiyi nodded understandingly, and after greeting Ning Guoen and Zhou Zhihui, he sat down next to Chu Xinyi.
"Xinyi, you have to be strong, if Rong Hao wakes up and sees something wrong with you, he will definitely be worried." Qin Yiyi is a smart person, she knows that only by mentioning Ning Ronghao can she persuade Chu Xinyi.
Sure enough, hearing these words, Chu Xinyi raised her head suddenly, and she wiped off her **a**book** reading. Novel ybdu tears, trying not to let yourself cry anymore.
Since there is so much self-blame in my heart, let's go to Ning Ronghao to atone for my sins with this mood.
Standing up slowly, Chu Xinyi slowly walked to the door of the operating room, and pressed her hand tightly against the door, as if she wanted to transmit her heart inside.
Husband, you must get through.
As the minutes passed, everyone looked at the door of the operating room more and more anxiously.
As the representative of the Ning family, Mu Zhengyu is responsible for liaison with the police.
The party responsible for the accident has been made clear that it is the other party who is driving under the influence of alcohol and bears full responsibility.
When Mu Zhengyu told the Ning family about this result, everyone felt that this was a natural result, and with Ning Ronghao's character, it was impossible for him to drive illegally. However, this can be regarded as a return to his innocence, so as not to make a big fuss about the media.
The lights in the operating room finally dimmed, and everyone flocked to the door.
The doctor walked out and nodded to Ning Guoen first, and then said very apologetically: "Secretary Ning, I'm sorry, we've done our best." ”
Hearing this, several men were fine, Zhou Zhihui turned his head and leaned on Ning Guoen's shoulder, crying bitterly.
Chu Xinyi's eyes darkened and she fainted to the ground.
I don't know how long it took, Chu Xinyi, who had a splitting headache, slowly opened her eyes, and the smell of white furniture and disinfectant water in the room told her that she was in the ward.
As she gradually regained her senses, she suddenly remembered the scene in front of the operating room and struggled to sit up.
"Xinyi, you're awake." Qin Yiyi, who closed her eyes and recuperated, heard the movement, quickly opened her eyes, walked to the hospital bed with her hands on her waist, and pressed Chu Xinyi's shoulder, "The doctor said you need to rest......
"I'm going to see him......" Before she finished speaking, Chu Xinyi couldn't say any more, and her out-of-tune voice revealed the pain in her heart.
Qin Yiyi shook her head and persuaded: "Xinyi, even if you go, it's useless......
"I'm going to be there for him no matter what...... He must have thought so...... He needs me ......" Chu Xinyi struggled to get out of bed.
"The doctor said that because of the effect of the anesthetic, he still has to sleep for a few hours, even if you can't wait for tomorrow morning, then rest for a while and then go. If you pass out again, who will take care of him? Qin Yiyi was afraid of stimulating Chu Xinyi, so she still concealed what she said.
Chu Xinyi's eyes stared at Qin Yiyi's lips, and her eyes widened in disbelief. She was stunned for a while, then suddenly grabbed her friend's arm, choked up and asked, "What did you just say?" ”
"I said......" Qin Yiyi blushed, thinking that Chu Xinyi could see that she was lying.
Before she finished speaking, Chu Xinyi took her arm and nervously asked her for confirmation: "Tell me quickly, Rong Hao is ...... He didn't...... There is no ......"
"That's right!" Qin Yiyi suddenly realized, and said hatefully: "I know, do you think ...... The doctor couldn't talk so much, we were mistaken. Don't worry, Rong Hao didn't leave you alone, he will wake up. ”
"Yiyi, you didn't lie to me, did you?" Chu Xinyi's eyes widened hard, trying to see Qin Yiyi's expression clearly, but tears couldn't stop flowing, blurring her vision.
"Well, Rong Hao will wake up." Qin Yiyi nodded vigorously. Strictly speaking, she didn't lie to Chu Xinyi, she just hid something.
For example, the reason why the doctor apologized to Ning Guoen first was because Ning Ronghao's injuries were indeed very serious, and although they tried their best, they could not guarantee when he would wake up.
Even now, he is still in the ICU ward and has not spent the safe period.
"No, I'm still going to accompany him." As she spoke, Chu Xinyi put on her shoes.
"There are Uncle Ning and Aunt Ning, as well as Zai Yu and my husband......" Qin Yiyi continued to persuade Chu Xinyi to take a rest, she didn't want to see her friend faint again.
Chu Xinyi glanced at Qin Yiyi's hand holding her arm and shook her head slowly.
Qin Yiyi, as a woman, understands her friend's mood very well, at this time, no matter how much she says, it is impossible to stop Chu Xinyi.
"Okay, I'll go with you." Qin Yiyi had no choice but to compromise.
"No need, I'll go by myself, you pot-bellied woman better take a rest." Chu Xinyi didn't want her friends to work too hard, and it was very hard to get pregnant.
"I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me." Qin Yiyi helped Chu Xinyi to stand up, "At least let me accompany you." ”
Chu Xinyi nodded and followed Qin Yiyi out of the ward.
After getting off the elevator and walking down the corridor, the more uneasy she became.
On the sign just now, it has been clearly marked, and this direction is the ward leading to the ICU.
Chu Xinyi bit her lip and didn't ask the doubts in her heart. It seems that Ning Ronghao's situation is not as optimistic as Qin Yiyi just said.
As soon as Zhou Zhihui saw Chu Xinyi, he greeted her, hugged her shoulders, and said distressedly: "Xinyi, are you awake?" Your fainting just now really scared the hell out of us. ”
"I'm sorry, Mom, I made you worry." While speaking, Chu Xinyi glanced into the ICU, and saw Ning Ronghao lying quietly on the bed with a ventilator and bandages wrapped around his body.
"Husband......" Chu Xinyi walked over, her face pressed tightly against the glass.
The last time she was in front of the ICU ward, Chu Weiqi was injured and hospitalized, but that time, Ning Ronghao was by her side, so although she was worried, she was not afraid.
It was precisely because of that time that she decided to entrust the happiness of her life to this man.
However, now that I think about it, the decision I made at the beginning was really wrong. Because of marrying her, he has been in constant trouble, and now he is hovering on the edge of life and death.
Perhaps, I shouldn't have agreed to go on a blind date with you in the first place, let alone accept your marriage proposal.
The most correct encounter I had with you was when I first met you fifteen years ago. After that, we shouldn't see each other again.
Ning Zaiyu was worried that Chu Xinyi would not be able to stay up, and he was also worried about his parents' health, so he persuaded him: "Dad, Mom, and sister-in-law, you all go home and rest, I will guard ...... here."
"It's fine." Ning Guoen glanced at Ning Ronghao, he believed that his son would not be so fragile, he helped Zhou Zhihui up, "Let's go back first." ”
"Xinyi......" Zhou Zhihui looked at Chu Xinyi.
"I'm going to stay with him, if he wakes up and can't see me, he'll be worried......" Chu Xinyi's eyes kept looking at Ning Ronghao.
"Let her be." Ning Guoen shook his head, "Zaiyu, take care of your sister-in-law." ”
"I see." Ning Zaiyu nodded.
After sending off the elders, Ning Zaiyu said to Mu Zhengyu and Qin Yiyi: "Brother Zhengyu, you and Yiyi's sister-in-law should also go back to rest." ”
"We're fine." Qin Yiyi shook her head, although she was very tired and uncomfortable now, she didn't want to leave Chu Xinyi at this time.
"Even if you don't think about adults, you should think about the child in your belly." Ning Zaiyu glanced at Chu Xinyi and assured Qin Yiyi, "Don't worry, I will take care of my sister-in-law." ”
"But......" Qin Yiyi looked at Chu Xinyi uneasily.
"Wife, it won't help us to stay here for the time being, so let's go back first." Although Mu Zhengyu was worried about Ning Ronghao, he couldn't help but consider Qin Yiyi's body, "If you don't want to go home, there is a hotel across the hospital, let's go open a room, and it's convenient to come over tomorrow morning." ”
"Well, that's fine." Qin Yiyi finally compromised, she took two steps towards Chu Xinyi, but stopped again, she still didn't bother, she looked at Ning Zaiyu and said, "She'll leave it to you." ”
Chu Xinyi stared at Ning Ronghao motionlessly, and she didn't know how long she had been standing, when she suddenly had a glass of hot milk in front of her.
In a trance, she seemed to go back to that sleepless night last August.
"Your brother...... He also handed me a glass of hot milk here. Chu Xinyi tugged at the corners of her mouth, but didn't take the cup, just shook her head slowly, saying that she couldn't drink it.
"Sister-in-law, why don't you drink a little...... I'll accompany you to the rest area to sit for a while, if you're tired, my brother will be distressed. Ning Zaiyu heard the doctor's diagnosis of Ning Ronghao's injuries and knew that this time it was a protracted battle. If Chu Xinyi continued like this, she would fall ill without waiting for Ning Ronghao to wake up.
Chu Xinyi looked at Ning Zaiyu and said with a chuckle, "Your brother also said something similar...... But I really didn't want to leave him. Uncle, you let me stay with him for a while. I promise you, if you're tired, you'll definitely go to rest, and I don't want him to worry. ”
Ning Zaiyu heard her say this, and he couldn't force it anymore, so he had to let her continue to stand, and prayed in his heart that she would never pass out again. Otherwise, when Ning Ronghao wakes up, he will definitely make his younger brother look good.
The sky is getting brighter, and this is probably the most difficult night in Chu Xinyi's life.
Ning Ronghao's attending doctor came to inspect his condition early in the morning, but the conclusion he came to disappointed everyone: "Mayor Ning is afraid that he will stay in the ICU ward for a few days, although he has passed the dangerous period, his signs of life are not as optimistic as expected." ”
"I ...... Can I go in with him? Chu Xinyi wanted to get closer to Ning Ronghao.
The attending doctor looked embarrassed, hesitated for a moment, but nodded and said: "Yes, you can, but you need to disinfect your whole body before entering, you need to wear a disinfectant suit, and you can't take off your mask no matter what happens." And, it's best not to stay too long. ”
"I see." Chu Xinyi nodded happily.
Entering the ICU ward, Chu Xinyi walked to the chair in front of the bed and sat down, gently held Ning Ronghao's hand, choked up and said, "I'm sorry...... Husband...... I'm really sorry ......."
Suddenly, she felt his fingertips move, and a hint of surprise flashed in her heart, but when she looked over, his hand did not react at all, which made her wonder that what had just happened was just her own delusion.
"You must wake up, you must ......" Chu Xinyi hooked Ning Ronghao's little finger and made a promise to him, "Husband, you know I'm stingy, if you break the agreement, I will be very angry and will ignore you...... I'm telling the truth, I'm really going to ignore you......"
Before she finished speaking, she couldn't stop crying.
After staying in the ICU for almost an hour, the nurse came over and reminded Chu Xinyi that it was time to leave.
Reluctantly letting go of Ning Ronghao's hand, Chu Xinyi moved closer to him and said softly: "Husband, I'm going out, if you want me to be by your side, wake up quickly." When you are transferred to the general ward, I will be with you twenty-four hours a day, I promise. ”
Out of the ICU ward, Chu Xinyi saw that Mu Zhengyu's face was not very good.
"What's wrong?" Chu Xinyi's intuition was telling her that it must be something related to Ning Ronghao.
"I just got the news that someone proposed to remove Rong Hao from the list of candidates." Mu Zhengyu rushed to the hospital when he heard the news, because he knew that Ning Guoen must be there at this time, but he didn't expect that after listening to his words, Ning Guoen didn't react at all.
"Why?" Chu Xinyi glanced at the ICU ward, she didn't want Ning Ronghao to lose this opportunity.
"The excuse, of course, is that this car accident is that my brother hasn't woken up yet, and the election day is just a few days away." Ning Jaeyu was so angry that he punched the wall hard.
"What did Dad say?" When Chu Xinyi came out, she just saw Ning Guoen leaving.
"Dad? He was naturally out of the way at this time. Ning Zaiyu was also very annoyed by Ning Guoen's attitude just now, "That old man cares most about his reputation, I'm afraid not to mention that he is nepotistic." ”
"Oh." Chu Xinyi replied softly and didn't say anything more.
"Xinyi, don't blame your father, he also has his difficulties." Although Zhou Zhihui was also angry that Ning Guoen was too serious, he didn't want him to be complained about by the children.
Chu Xinyi nodded and said expressionlessly, "I know...... Now, I just want Rong Hao to wake up quickly...... Other ...... I don't even take it to heart. ”
"Xinyi, I opened a few rooms in the hotel opposite, you haven't slept all night, while we are all here now, why don't you go and take a rest." Mu Zhengyu felt that Chu Xinyi's performance was a little too calm, which made him very worried, and he thought that after she went to the hotel, let Qin Yiyi go to chat with her.
"I ...... I want to go home and change my clothes and take a shower. Chu Xinyi said her thoughts lightly.
When Zhou Zhihui heard this, he quickly nodded and said, "Okay, then you go home quickly, and get a good night's sleep, the doctor said that Rong Hao has passed the dangerous period." The rest of the day, we'll just have to wait. ”
"Hmm." Chu Xinyi walked to the glass window, looked at the unconscious Ning Ronghao, and said silently in her heart: "Husband, what belongs to you, I will keep it for you!" ”
After leaving the hospital, Chu Xinyi did not go home, she made an excuse to come out to see Ning Guoen.
Today's sunlight seems to be extraordinarily strong, she feels very dazzling even if she lowers her head, biting her lip desperately, holding back her tears, now is not the time for her to cry, weakness can't help her protect Ning Ronghao.
Ning Guoen's work was very busy, and Chu Xinyi called him first.
Although he knew her purpose for looking for herself, Ning Guoen still promised to give Chu Xinyi fifteen minutes.
When she arrived at the Provincial Party Committee Building, there was still an hour and a half to meet Ning Guoen, and Chu Xinyi went to a nearby dessert bar.
Quietly watching the time pass minute by minute, Chu Xinyi's mind was still blank, she knew that Ning Guoen was an honest official, and she also knew that what she was doing was embarrassing him, and more importantly, even Ning Ronghao would blame her for keeping his chance of promotion in this way.
However, even if Ning Guoen said that she was not sensible, even if she couldn't get Ning Ronghao's understanding, she still had to do it.
The phone rang, and Chu Xinyi frowned instantly, it was Xu Zhen again.
What did she want to do? Chu Xinyi unconsciously clenched her fists, Ning Ronghao had an accident that day, it was because he saw that he got into a taxi in order to see Xu Zhen, he followed all the way out of worry, but he didn't want to have a car accident.
Chu Xinyi hated herself for hiding the truth from Ning Ronghao in her heart, but she hated Xu Zhen who was open-eyed and Lan Fucai, the instigator behind her.
"What's the matter?" The moment she refused to answer the phone, she changed her mind, she didn't want to let those two people do whatever they wanted.
"Come out quickly and give me another 20,000 yuan." Xu Zhen didn't even skip greetings, and directly stated her purpose.
It's money again! This time, Chu Xinyi didn't ask Xu Zhen again what she wanted money for, she was silent for a while, and asked, "Where are you now?" ”
"Huh?" Xu Zhen was stunned, she didn't know why Chu Xinyi asked this, but she still replied, "Of course I'm at home." ”
"Address." Chu Xinyi decided to meet Xu Zhen, and this would be the last time she would see her biological mother. From now on, whether it is her or Lan Yecheng, she should not have the slightest relationship with Xu Zhen or Lan Fucai.
Xu Zhen said the address in a daze.
Chu Xinyi looked at the time, she would see Ning Guoen in an hour, and it was a little not enough to go back and forth.
So, she said a compromise location, which was an open park, and asked Xu Zhen to meet there.