Pannis remained silent, not knowing whether he didn't want to answer Freya's question or couldn't answer it, but as if he hadn't heard, he stared at Christo's statue without saying a word, as if he had already thought about something. However, Freya didn't expect an answer, just smiled casually and whispered, "You don't need to answer, in fact, your performance says it all, doesn't it?" When you find that you can't make everyone in the play happy, your choice is to refuse to participate in the performance of the play, even if you are already in the play, try to isolate yourself from the interaction of the people in the play, you will try to make yourself a spectator, stand in the perspective of a third party and watch the sadness and joy of the people in the play, so that even when the people in the play can't get happiness, you can rest assured that all this is not my fault, and their grief is not caused by me. ”

Pannis was not moved by Freya's words, but smiled faintly, shook his head lightly and said: "It's not that exaggerated, what I said before is right, but in the last point, even if I turn myself into a bystander, I can't feel at ease, because I know that no matter how much I get rid of myself, their sadness and melancholy are directly related to me, and there is no way to change it." So no matter how hard I try, I can't feel at ease, standing on a third party will only make my heart feel better. ”

"Perfectionists, boring perfectionists. Freya sneered, pursed her lips very ungracefully, and sneered: "In the past few years of getting along, maybe you have changed a lot on the surface, but your essence has never changed, you are still the conceited and even arrogant Kyle, you are still the Kyle who always pursues perfection, you will only do one thing when you are absolutely sure, you still think that you are like a god, you should have the ability to make everyone happy, so when you can't do it, you simply don't do anything." So, Kyle is still Kyle, he has never been a Penis, and he will never be a Penis. ”

"Heh, what do you think I should do?" Pannis, fiddling with a wildflower at his feet, asked rhetorically, "Knowing that I can't make any promises, knowing that they will never get ultimate happiness from me, don't you think it's irresponsible for me to give them a response and make them have unrealistic hopes?"

"Why can't you make any promises?" Freya sneered, "Is it because of that person?"

"Not exactly. Pannis shook his head and said with a frown: "I can't make a commitment, naturally I have my reasons, this is just an inevitable result, and it doesn't need to be included in the scope of discussion." ”

"Okay, put this question aside for now, then I want to ask you, who do you think you are?What do you think you are responsible for?What do you think they want you to bear?What do you think they are pursuing now?" They used to be very greedy, greedy to monopolize everything you have, to be with you forever, but as time goes by, although they still say that, but from their hearts have put aside those unrealistic fantasies, what they are pursuing now is just to live happily with you, and spend every day happily with you. Everyone knows that you have your own ideas, you have plans that you don't want to tell us, it doesn't matter, since you don't want us to know, then we don't ask, don't mention, don't listen, we don't even dare to know, everyone just wants to enjoy the happiness of your side, and be happy every day. For us, joy and happiness have become so humble and insignificant, we don't even need you to reciprocate with affection, all we want is your response like a normal person, and what have you done? Are you pretending to be stupid, you are even stingy with the response of a normal person, are you really just a piece of wood like your own surname?"

I don't know what sentence it started, Her Royal Highness the princess had subconsciously changed their title to us, but even she herself didn't notice this subtle change, and of course, Pannis didn't seem to notice it.

"Unrealistic hopes bring only false happiness, and although a temporary happiness makes people happy, when it is lost, it leaves only eternal pain, desperate pain. Pannis's eyes narrowed, gritting his teeth like a wild beast roaring, "I have tasted the despair and pain of happiness and loss, do you want me to send them into the same situation as me now?"

"Do you think you can turn back? Do you think you still have room to go back?" Freya said loudly with her hands outstretched, her head tilted as if she was standing on the stage, "Be realistic, Andy, you have touched our hearts, you have entered our lives, your shadow has been deeply imprinted in our hearts, even if you leave now, we will still be painful, we will still be sentimental, and nothing different from everything you want to avoid." ”

"Unfortunately, I'm not Andy, you're not the Semian sisters, and you don't live in the country of ideals. Pannis slowly regained his composure and sighed, "Perhaps, if it can alleviate the pain, even if it is only a little, then it will be worth paying a little price." ”

So, the problem is back to square one. Freya sneered, "You're not us, how do you know we think it's worth it?" On the contrary, we would rather trade a long grief for a moment of happiness, isn't that the fate of adventurers? And yet what have you done, that you have refused to let us even get such an opportunity, and that you have made a pretense of thinking about us? Micawber, is your heart really made of metal, can you really be so cruel?"

"I'm not Micawber, nor did I kill my lover's father. Pannis completely returned to his original state, and the corners of his mouth twitched and asked, "Moreover, have you already reacted to what you are expressing, so if you don't use words and drama, you are embarrassed to say even the whole thing?"

"Oh, what do you think? Well, it's okay to play without pretense. Freya's eyes showed a hint of cunning, and she took another step closer and said in front of Pannis: "If you want to hear it, then I will tell you that we are in love with you, Catherine, Lina, Vivien, and now even I am in love with you, so you are satisfied?"

(To be continued.) )