In the dim light, his eyebrows were tightly locked; The eyes that are gradually red through the cold light; The high nose exhaling cold air, the corners of the lips trembling slightly. Now, his anger doesn't frighten me anymore.

Slowly reached out and tried to smooth the painful eyebrows, once, twice......

The heart that was attached to the outside of the body was no longer so manic, the oncoming cold wind was much softer, and the painful shoulders began to be relaxed. He grabbed my hand, tossed it aside, and turned to sleep.

In a daze, I felt my back lightly hugged. When he woke up, it was still so dark, and he was getting farther and farther away from the small courtyard with the noisy sound of the car's engine.

In this way, he lived for more than four hours a day, on the way from the suburbs to the city. From the sun to the stars, to the dawn in the night.

After a few days of recuperation, my feet are able to walk freely. Mei Zheng's kitchen prepares the lunch meal. Help her pick the vegetables and try to talk to her about her heart.

"Xiaomei, where are you from my hometown of Anhui?"

"Sister Xia, you don't need to wash it, I'll just come. My hometown is Jiangxi. ”

"I envy you like this, going to work and supporting yourself. Look at me, don't I look like a pig waiting to be fed? ”

"I envy you. Brother Yang is so good to you! ”

"You should know my relationship with him, right?" Seeing that Xiaomei bowed her head and was silent, I continued: "I don't want to live like this. I'm like a living dead. I want to live in the sun, I want to have a busy job, I want to go shopping with friends, I want to go home to see my parents often. ”

"Sister Xia, it turns out that you think so in your heart." Xiaomei stared down at the dish in her hand.

I whispered to her attitude: "Xiaomei, I want to go out for a walk alone and relax." ”

She suddenly became nervous: "Brother Yang would not be at ease if he knew that you went out alone." Will blame me. ”

Seeing that she was just afraid of taking responsibility, I thought of a way: "Then you give me the yard key, and I'll go out when you buy vegetables." ”

"Brother Yang gave me a key. I gave it to you, and he will blame me. ”

Looking at Xiaomei who was so embarrassed, I had to give up. But at least it turns out that she just can't do it. I'm feeling a little better.

"Sister Xia, will you come back if you go out?" Xiaomei looked at me very seriously and asked.

Seeing her so honest, I couldn't bear to hide it from her anymore, so I told the truth: "I will never come back." ”

"Then you try to tell Brother Yang tonight that you want to buy some New Year's goods with me. The market is so chaotic, I will explain to Brother Yang at that time. ”

I didn't expect Xiaomei to be so good to me. I hugged her tightly with emotion. "Thank you, Xiaomei. Thank you! ”

Xiaomei told me word by word very carefully: "Remember: never come back." ”

"Hmm!" With tears in my eyes, I nodded vigorously.

……

sat on the sofa and waited for Yang An, waited for a long time, and didn't wait for him to come back. I thought maybe he wouldn't be back tonight. I thought about going upstairs and going to sleep. As soon as I went upstairs, I heard the sound of his car, and quickly ran downstairs to open the door.

Yang An looked at me standing by the door in surprise, and said coldly, "Why haven't you slept yet?" Waiting for me? ”

"Hmm." I answered softly.

He looked at me suspiciously, "What's the matter with you?" ”

I quickly shook my head. Laughing and flattering him, he said, "I just can't sleep." ”

"That's right to stay with me for a while."

I followed him closely and watched as he hurriedly ate a casual meal. Waiting for him to take a shower in the bathroom.

The bathroom door opened.

Yang An looked at me standing at the door like an alien. He pinched my face and whispered, "So good!" Did you miss me? ”

I nodded and shook my head again.

He bent down on his knees and jerked me up in the air. With a smug smile, he said, "Let's go, let's go to sleep." ”

I thought to myself, "It's over, I completely misled him!" What should I do? “