Chapter 470: Xin'er who is ashamed
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So, she came up with the idea of returning to Duan Yun's side, and after the battle, Li Xin'er did not return to Duan's house, but followed Duan Yun and his party into the palace.
hoped to find an opportunity to be alone with Duan Yun and regain the relationship between the two, but unfortunately, Duan Yun had been asleep since the end of the war, so she didn't have this opportunity.
This month, every time she wanted to take care of Duan Yun, she was rejected by the beautiful woman in white who had been following Duan Yun.
I don't know why, although the attitude of the woman in white called Xiaoxue is also gentle, she always has a faint feeling that Xiaoxue doesn't like her.
At the same time, Li Xin'er also had resentment and jealousy towards Xiaoxue, she could see that Xiaoxue and Duan Yun were already a couple, but she was unwilling to give up, she wanted to snatch Duan Yun back, but in front of Xiaoxue's incomparable beauty, she was not confident.
She felt that although her own appearance was also stunningly beautiful, she could not compare with Xiaoxue, Xiaoxue's extraordinary temperament revealed in her stunning beauty could make any mortal woman ashamed of herself.
But she still has confidence, she knows Duan Yun, she knows Duan Yun's final love, and she believes that the relationship between herself and Duan Yun's childhood sweetheart will definitely be able to win in the end.
Later, she was surprised to learn from Yang Jian and Feng Ruolan that the woman in white named Xiaoxue was actually the little white fox who had been following Duan Yun back then, and after turning into a human form, she gradually came together with Duan Yun.
After learning the news, Li Xin'er's heart was even colder, Xiaoxue's days with Duan Yun were not much shorter than herself, and she got along with Duan Yun day and night along the way, and she didn't have the slightest advantage in her relationship with Duan Yun.
Inferior in appearance and emotionally dominant, plus Duan Yun and Xiaoxue are already a couple who have established a relationship, and they are already married and have lost their virgin body, no matter from that aspect, they are bound to lose in the competition with Xiaoxue.
However, Li Xin'er, who was strong, was still unwilling to fail, so she secretly came to Duan Yun late at night on the day Duan Yun woke up, wanting to make a final fight with her body.
She has already figured it out, she has also understood men over the years, and she knows that it is difficult for men to control in front of women who throw themselves into their arms.
As long as she can have a relationship with Duan Yun about men and women, with Duan Yun's personality, she will definitely be responsible for herself, even if she may not be able to drive away Xiaoxue, a rival in love, but it is no problem to fight for herself, for her now, she is already satisfied to be Duan Yun's concubine.
However, after she heard Duan Yun tell with her own ears about the hardships and dangers, life and death tribulations she experienced with Xiaoxue, and everything she did for Xiaoxue, she gave up completely.
Xiaoxue can sacrifice her life and forget death for Duan Yun's sake, even at the expense of her own life, in exchange for Duan Yun's chance to survive;
As for her, because she was greedy for life and afraid of death, she turned her back on Duan Yun's emotions, and for her own interests, she followed two men she didn't love at all, and in the end, for her own interests, she even did not hesitate to betray Duan Yun;
In contrast, she is simply self-conscious, ashamed to find a crack in the ground to get into, Xiaoxue is like a mirror, let her see herself clearly, she feels that she is a selfish, despicable, shameful woman, she is not worthy of Duan Yun's love at all, let alone such a pure Xiaoxue, to compete for Duan Yun's feelings.
At this moment, she hated herself so much, why did she leave Duan Yun with a wrong thought, betraying the purest emotion between them.
If she hadn't left at that time, Duan Yun would definitely not accept anyone else, and would have kept her love for her, even if she died, Duan Yun would have sealed this relationship and turned it into eternity, so she could always possess this man forever.
But now, all this is impossible, if it is lost, it will be lost forever, and no matter how much she regrets it, it will be irretrievable.
Li Xin'er cried very sadly, Duan Yun didn't know why, but she kept comforting her with kind words, and after a long time, the crying gradually stopped.
"Xin'er, ......" After Li Xin'er's mood stabilized a little, Duan Yuncai asked tentatively: "What's wrong with you, crying so sadly, isn't it ......?"
Speaking of this, Duan Yun paused slightly, and then continued: "Is it that my brother-in-law gave you any grievances." ”
As soon as Duan Yun said this, Li Xin'er's expression was suddenly stunned, and a look of shame appeared on her face again.
"I didn't ...... Nope. Li Xin'er lowered her head in shame, her eyes didn't dare to look directly at Duan Yun, and she prevaricated: "I'm just reuniting with Brother Yun after a long absence, I'm too excited, so I can't help myself, Brother Yun don't take it to heart." ”
"Oh, I see. Duan Yun nodded consciously, he didn't think much about it, he believed Xin'er's words, and he didn't want to dwell on this topic more, so he changed the topic and asked: "By the way, Xin'er, tell me how you have lived all these years." ”
"Me?"
Duan Yun's inquiry immediately made Xin'er dumbfounded, and the blush of shame on her face became even stronger. She couldn't answer the question, or she didn't have the face to answer it.
She had no face to say that she took refuge in the Feng family because she was greedy for life and afraid of death, and married Feng Mu as a concubine;
didn't have the face to say it, and later because of the snub of the Feng family, he was resentful, and after colluding with the Duan family to almost wipe out the Feng family, he married Duan Zhonghu, the second son of the Duan family;
She even had no face to say that after the Duan family fell out of favor, in order to save her melting and resurrection, she resolutely betrayed Duan Yun, reported the news of Duan Yun's return to Queen Panshi, and recognized Gongsun Feng, the great enemy of her relatives, as her stepmother.
If these things were known to Duan Yun, what would Duan Yun think of her, even she herself would have no face to live in this world anymore and die directly by hitting her head.
In the end, in desperation, Li Xin'er's words flickered, and she vaguely told about her experience over the years, but this story naturally concealed a lot of things, and added the lies she had weaved.
Although Duan Yun heard a lot of irrationalities from Li Xin'er's story, he only thought that Xin'er's sister must be a little unspeakable and inconvenient to say, and he didn't ask about it, for him, as long as his sister can return to his side safely, he is satisfied.
The brother and sister chatted for a while, and Xin'er felt that the time was ripe, so she suddenly said:
"Brother Yun, Xin'er has a request. ”
"Oh, what is my sister talking about, why are you polite to me, there is something to say, my brother and sister don't be so foreign. ”
"Hmm!" Hearing Duan Yun say this, Xin'er also nodded heavily, gritted her teeth and paused for a moment, then suddenly looked at Duan Yun, and said with a burning gaze: "Brother Yun, Xin'er wants to follow you!"
"Follow me?"
"That's right!" Li Xin'er's eyes flashed with excitement: "Xin'er wants to follow Brother Yun in the future, just like before, our family still lives together." ”
"This ......" After listening to Li Xin'er's explanation, Duan Yun hesitated, and after a long time, he said with some embarrassment: "This is not appropriate......
The smart Xin'er naturally understood what Duan Yun was hesitating, so she immediately said firmly:
"There's nothing wrong with it, I was forced to marry into the Duan family at the beginning, and I didn't have any feelings for that Zhonghu, not to mention, I was just one of the many concubines of Zhonghu in that period, and he just treated me as a plaything, it was okay when he was happy, and after catching up with him when he was unhappy, he would add punches and kicks to me. ”