Li Wan couldn't help laughing.

"It seems that you have an insight into their intentions, and you must have made a choice, Jiujiu, what are you going to let me do?"

Jiang Jiu narrowed his eyes slightly, fiddled with his fingernails, and after being silent for a few minutes, he asked rhetorically: "Wanwan, do you think Nameless should appear?" ”

This......

Li Wan tightened her eyebrows.

"Haven't you recovered from that accident?"

Jiang Jiu turned her head to look at the street scene outside the window, and the colorful neon lights in the bustling city were reflected in her dark and deep eyes, blurring layers of indescribable poignancy and sadness.

After a long silence, she lightly opened her lips and said in a hoarse and dry voice: "That bloody and tearful experience has left an indelible mark on my life, I have developed a fear of the operating table, if I can't get out of that shadow, I will never be able to hold a scalpel again in this life, sooner or later, this is fate, no one can untie my heart knot." ”

"That's not your fault." Li Wan held her hand a little anxiously, raised her voice and roared: "That child, the injury is too serious, and it is not your fault that he died on the operating table." ”

There was a mist in Jiang Jiu's eyes spreading, and in a moment, her entire eye socket was hazy, and it looked like a faint veil was covered, covering all her emotions inside, and it was difficult for outsiders to peep.

"But, that's Ah Yan's son, when she came to me with the child, she gave me all the hope in her life, I told her that I would do my best to keep the child, but, in the end, I broke my promise, I didn't keep her child, and I pushed her into the boundless abyss of pain."

With that, she slowly reached out and covered her eyes.

A moment later, crystal tears rolled down her slender white knuckle fingertips.

Li Wan got up from her chair, paced to her side, and reached out her arm to hold her in her arms.

"It's not your fault, it's really not your fault, that kid has too much blood in his skull, don't talk about us, even Da Luo Jinxian can't save him, you desperately take on the risk of a human life in your hands to operate on him, this is already benevolent and righteous."

Jiang Jiu shook his head with a smile, "From a rational point of view, it is indeed benevolent and righteous, but from an emotional point of view, I am afraid that I will not be able to pass the level in my heart in this life, that child used to chase after my ass and call me 'wine mommy', he treats me as his own mother, I only hate myself for not being good at academics and failing to save his life." ”

After speaking, she took away her blindfolded palm, put her ten fingers stained with tears in front of Li Wan, and continued in a choked voice: "At the beginning, there was a large amount of blood in the child's skull, and I cut the blood vessels so carefully, but it still caused a blood collapse, and the warm blood, like a flood that opened the floodgates, sprayed all over my face, hands, and body, and my clean palms were once stained with that child's ......."

"Don't talk about it." Li Wan's arm was forced again, holding her tightly in her arms, "If you can't get over, you won't be able to pass, if you can't figure it out, you won't want to, let's not go to the operating table, don't go to the operating table in this life, okay, wine, don't think about it, if you think about it again, you'll go crazy." ”

Jiang Jiu leaned on Li Wan's arms a little woodenly, she had always been strong and steady, but at this moment she was like an injured child, in urgent need of comfort and comfort from relatives and friends.

"In the past few years, I didn't dare to contact Ah Yan, I was afraid of hearing her hoarse accusations, and I was afraid of seeing her heart-shattering eyes, which were the sharpest heart-piercing knives in the world, which would stir me into a blur of flesh and blood."

Li Wan raised her eyes slightly, forced back the tears in her eyes, barely squeezed out a smile, and said in a relaxed and gentle tone as much as possible: "Good, we don't think about anything, go back and sleep, tomorrow will still be the confident and strong Jiang Jiu, what you don't want to do, no one can force you to do it." ”

Jiang Jiu slowly withdrew from her arms, raised his eyes to stare at her, and said with a wry smile: "Even if they know, it's useless to force me, because I stabbed myself in the wrist three years ago, hurting my tendons, and I really can't hold the scalpel." ”

"Jiujiu, you ......" Li Wan looked at her in disbelief, and her whole body began to tremble violently.

As if thinking of something, she quickly reached out and scooped up her right hand, and fumbled around her wrist for a long time, her face turned pale.

There are indeed signs of damage to the tesuji, and although it does not affect daily life, I want to pick up a scalpel and do that kind of high-risk and precise craniotomy...... It's harder than climbing to the sky.

"Jiang Jiu, how can you be so spoiled and practice yourself?"

Li Wan was angry, exuding a strong anger from top to bottom, and his eyes were full of rebuke, pain, pity, and compassion when he looked at Jiang Jiu.

Jiang Jiu looked at her and smiled softly.

"Don't worry, it won't affect normal life, I also designed such a brilliant dress for Lu Tingting some time ago, which is enough to prove that the knife didn't cause me any trouble, except for taking the scalpel, I can do everything else."

Li Wan looked at her in a daze, if it weren't for her hands on the table, she thought she would be slumped on the ground.

Does this woman know what it means to hurt her tendons?

It means that the world will lose a medical genius who has been rejuvenated.

"Alas, that's it, the pain is on you, and outsiders can't understand it, it's not surprising that you made this kind of decision, don't worry, I won't mention anything about Anonymous to the Lu Qin family."

Jiang Jiu reached out and patted her on the shoulder, and said with a smile: "If they are really pressing, it doesn't hurt if you say it, I guess they probably won't believe what you say, thinking that you are lying to them." ”

Li Wan shook her head, "I still don't want to say it, I don't want to disturb your peaceful life, in fact, on the way here, I still had the intention of persuading you to help, but after hearing you say so much, I gave up, I hope you live a more wanton life, don't continue to immerse yourself in the pain of the past." ”

Jiang Jiu pointed to the seat opposite with his chin and said with a smile: "Don't talk about these bad things, tell me about your experience in the past few years." ”

"Okay."

...

Following.

Lu Xixian went to Shengjing Apartment.

He was not happy to come to the door, since he was beaten by that lady last time, he has been stunned in his heart.

However, the old man strictly ordered him to pick up their mother and go to the Lu Mansion three times.

At this critical moment, he can't be stubborn and dry with the old man, if the old man is angry with him, he will not have to bear the infamy of rebellion.

The door of the apartment opened, Jiang casually stood at the door in a pajamas, and after seeing who it was, he subconsciously twisted his eyebrows, "Wang Bapa, you still dare to go to my house, aren't you afraid that my mother will let the dog go again and bite off your third leg directly?" ”