Chapter 10: Starfish Hairpin - Elegy for Love (8)
Fisher is back. www.biquge.infoCarrying a large bag and a small bag is said to be an 'important material' explained by the store manager, and its own physique belongs to a weak category among women, during which Fei Xue's maid friend didn't know if it was intentional, leaving a sentence of 'Ah, I forgot to collect my clothes!' The exclamation took a step first, and there was no meaning to help carry some when I left. However, Fisher was not angry.
Passers-by are very kind. Two men were embarrassed to take the initiative to help and helped Fei Xue carry it to the door of the store. Although Fisher wanted to thank them, they just smiled absently and left...... Sure enough, this world is still very pure, and there is no bad phenomenon of grandmothers falling down and blackmailing pedestrians.
Obviously came to the door, but did not choose to enter immediately, Fei Xue was full of question marks, is it a little different today?
However, the café is not lit up, it is pitch black, and if it is closed, the door of the shop should be locked.
It was almost dark, and looking through the window closets into the dark shop, it was unusually quiet.
Maybe everyone has already left work, but the store manager forgot to lock the door when he left to go home. Fisher came to this conclusion, and turned on the lights first, so she pushed open the glass door of the shop and entered in the dark to find the switch of the magic guide light source.
"BoomBoomBoomClap: My heart beats like thunderous applause"
However, at the moment when Fei Xue entered the store, the light source of the store suddenly reopened, and suddenly the bright and dazzling light made Fei Xue subconsciously raise her hand to block her eyes, and the sound of a salute came from her ears.
"You'repictureperfectblue"
Countless pieces of colour flutter above, reflecting the light of the lamp source, and the dazzling colourful light illuminates the entire store like a fairytale.
"Sunbathingonthemoon is like sunbathing on the moon"
The counter of the store was painted in a festive color at some point, and the words "Happy Birthday" on it were clear.
"StarsshiningasyourbonesilluminateThe stars shine like your dazzling figure."
Including the maid friends who acted with me today before, hiding under the table in the store, all climbed out, although they were all wearing the usual maid work clothes, but they all wore festive hats made of plastic paper on their heads.
"FirstkissjustlikeadrugUnderyourinfluenceThe first kiss is like poison, you can't extricate yourself"
The maid friends hugged each other and happily hugged Fei Xue.
"Youtakemeoveryou'rethemagicinmyveins have your magic in your blood and turn my life upside down."
"Happy birthday, Fischer-chan. The store manager appeared in the back at some point, patting Fei Xue's little head and smiling softly.
"Thismustbelove, that must be love"
So today is your birthday...... Even though she was a little uncomfortable being hugged by everyone like a welcome, Fei Xue was still very happy.
"BoomClap is deafening"
"Fei Xue, who are coming?" the store manager reminded softly.
"Thesoundofmyheart, that's my heartbeat."
"Eh?!!" was pushed by the maids laughing and forcefully, and squeezed into the embarrassed Seck in a maid costume next to him, Fei Xue couldn't help but cover her mouth and chuckle.
"Thebeatgoesonandonandonandonand, keep up, keep up, keep up"
The backstage door of the café opened, and the cart with the large cake was pushed out by Tifa and Tina to the chorus of the maid's friends' birthday party, and the whole café reverberated with the wonderful accompaniment of Ian playing the violin.
"BoomClap is deafening"
Tonight, it's a carnival night to celebrate birthdays.
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The big cakes are gone, some of them go into people's stomachs, and some of them fall on people's faces......
However, the isn't over yet......
The fatigue of work needs to be released, and the suave maid ladies shake off the drunken madness and flirt with Seck. Seck had to rush to cope.
The shopkeeper had already taken off his shirt, revealing a man's unique sturdy upper body. With a white strap tied around his head, he was holding a wine bottle and laughing drunkly.
In such a cheerful atmosphere, perhaps no one notices the cessation of the accompaniment and the disappearance of the birthday hero.
The back door alley of the café......
"It's sudden, but it's been a long time, Fisher. "While everyone is not paying attention, ask Fei Xue out alone and return the hairpin. Ian leaned against the wall with his hands folded and greeted with a faint smile.
The shy and shy little girl in my memory is now wearing a hairpin...... The two figures coincided perfectly.
“...... Long time no see, Brother Ian. Fei Xue nodded, and at the same time was a little silent: "I'm sorry." "Some self-reproachful apologies.
Ian: "......?"
"A girl like me...... It's shameless to fall in love with him...... I'm really sorry, you must be angry, but I really ......" Fei Xue couldn't go on, one by one, tears slid down.
"Oh, no, nothing?!" I wanted to ask a lot of questions, but what was going on now? Ian was at a loss for what to do. reacted immediately, and hurriedly comforted: "You are beautiful, well, as a woman, you have big breasts, I am a little envious of Seke, I am in love with such a good girl as you!"
Taking a deep breath, Ian tried to calm himself down, "If it's your illness, I already know." So don't blame yourself. Said seriously. If your friend falls in love with a terminally ill guy, the parents of the person involved in this kind of love that has no ending will definitely be angry when they hear it, right?" "When did you fall in love with him?" Ian couldn't help but ask curiously.
As soon as she asked about this kind of topic, Fei Xue finally stopped her tears, and carefully wiped her tears with the back of her hand. "Excuse me...... Do you have to say it?" asked softly, lowering his head, not daring to look at Ian.
"Ah...... It's okay if you don't answer-" This kind of privacy question, if it weren't for the level of a girlfriend, Ian also felt that his question was too much. But, to Ian's surprise, Fisher interrupted Ian's apology.
"From the time of the hairpin...... caress the hairpin, the twinkle starfish hairpin. Slowly, he recounted: "The words at that time, the actions at that time...... Everything about him, I fell in love with ......"
"From a young age, my parents learned about my illness and abandoned me as a tool. At that time, I had no faith in living. The only person who took care of me was the store manager, my uncle............"
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"Uncle, shouldn't I live in this world-" The disgusted eyes of her parents looked at her like a nightmare, and Xiao Feixue leaned on her uncle's arms and cried.
"I'm sorry, Fei Xue-chan, this problem can only be figured out by yourself, and Uncle can't help you. "Lost his biological child, his wife left him angrily after learning the truth, he was also terminally ill, and after all the despair, the uncle sighed helplessly.
I want my parents to be happy, and I want my parents to be able to look at me.
There is no value in one's own existence, in this case, what is the role of oneself that parents want...... That's right, it would be nice to bring benefits to the family. If you can bring benefits to the family...... Her pupils dilated, and Fei Xue thought to herself.
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"There is value or something, these don't need to be considered at all. Since we have been born, then it must be meaningful! Well, the value of existence has been established, because we are alive at the moment. Feeling that his statement seemed incoherent, the betrothed person appointed by his parents, the boy in front of him spared his cheeks with a little headache. "In this way, the value of my existence is to live happily, maybe it can be of any reference to you. ”
"Happy to live?" is a super simple way to put it.
"Well, as long as you live happily. Put aside all the homework worries, aristocratic etiquette, and so on, and focus on the present moment, and live happily—!" the boy smiled confidently and gave a thumbs up, even though he had foreseen that his parents would catch him and punish him in a few hours.
Putting aside death, because since it is a doomed fact, it doesn't matter if you don't think about it and be rejected by your parents, just live happily for yourself now............
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"Don't worry, my father has promised me to cancel the marriage between us. ”
Why did you cancel the marriage contract, was it really hated? Fei Xue's hand holding the hairpin couldn't help but freeze...... Sure enough, like everyone else, this boy didn't like him, so was this hairpin on his hand a gift of apology to refuse him?
"After all, this kind of thing arranged by adults, you girls won't be happy at all, right? That's what my mother said back then. ”
Fei Xue: "......" turned out to be ...... Is that so? This ...... A sucker......
Obviously I should be disappointed, but that's enough. The depression in his heart disappeared in an instant, and he was really worried about himself, filling his heart with joy......
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In the eyes of his parents, he has no use value at all......
He was expelled from a noble family and lived in a different neighborhood from his uncle, even though life became difficult. However, it doesn't matter anymore. You don't have to think about the future, just live tenaciously and happily now!
This is Xiao Feixue's private agreement with the starfish hairpin!
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"Strive for happiness and live for your own happiness, this is what he taught me. So, I will definitely live happily until the end-!" Fei Xue raised her head, not in line with her weak image, and said firmly.
“...... Even if you don't have much time left?" Ian whispered the brutal truth, from the store manager.
Without speaking, Fisher just smiled happily...... Even the dark night can't hide it, the purest smile in the world.
“...... Is that so~~"
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You are the dawn in the darkness of my life
I fell to you
A spell can cast a spell
You love me
You are the light I want to follow
Let me lose my shadow
You are the sun with a dazzling aura
Then burn me with your love
deafening
That's my heartbeat......