Chapter 183: I've put up with you for a long time
Song Jingfeng followed Ye Yulan's footsteps into the kitchen, "I have already reflected on it at the door just now, and I don't seem to have done anything to make you unhappy."
Do you have a cold so you're in a bad mood?
Do you have to take the medicine to eat?
Why don't I accompany you to the hospital?"
Ye Yulan was washing rice under the faucet and did not answer Song Jingfeng's words.
In my heart, I thought of the hours she spent alone in the hospital today, and the grievances in my heart seemed to come up all at once.
"It's uncomfortable
Is it just a cough
I don't have a fever."
Song Jingfeng asked, and was about to reach out to probe Ye Yulan's forehead, but Ye Yulan turned his head sideways to avoid his hand.
Song Jingfeng's hands froze in mid-air, stunned, and his brows furrowed slightly, "You are like this again." ”
Facing Ye Yulan, who didn't want to talk to him, Song Jingfeng was a little at a loss.
When I was standing next to her and didn't know how to coax her, the phone in my pocket rang.
It was Ye Zuhui who called, "Are you done with things?"
When I was done, I picked Lan Lan over and had dinner together. ”
Song Jingfeng glanced at Ye Yulan, who had just poured rice into the pot in front of him, and said to the other end of the phone, "Okay, we'll be there soon." ”
"Well, you must bring Lan Lan here, how can you let people live alone during the big festival."
"yes, got it."
Song Jingfeng hung up the phone, stretched out his hand and turned off the gas stove that Ye Yulan had just turned on, "Na, you heard it too, my mother told us to go back to dinner, you are angry with me, you can't even give your mother face."
Ye Yulan was silent, thinking a lot in her heart.
She would go home with him at first, and she really planned to marry him.
But after getting along during this time, too many contradictions were exposed between them.
She is actually not the kind of girl who is particularly sensitive, but Song Jingfeng's sometimes style of doing things really makes her angry.
But he didn't know when he made her angry, and he didn't even say "I'm sorry" when he came to coax her, but every time he said, "I remember that I didn't mess with you, why are you angry again"
Originally, she was going to tell him what she was thinking, but as soon as she heard him, she didn't bother to tell him, so she replied to him, "I'm not angry." ”
The most annoying thing is that he actually took her words seriously, and then jumped down the steps like a nobody.
As a result, every time Ye Yulan's anger in her heart can only be digested in her heart, there are more and more such things, and the dissatisfaction that has accumulated in her heart is also increasing.
Today, when she was alone in the hospital for infusion, she thought a lot, and felt that after being with him, she was much more tired than when she was alone.
The main thing is that the heart is tired.
Sometimes she even wonders if she is not empathetic enough, but she really can't accept the way he gets by every time he deals with problems.
So she figured out a truth, maybe she and him are not suitable.
"I don't hear you
Hurry up and change clothes, it's almost six o'clock, and the whole family will be waiting for the two of us. ”
Song Jingfeng urged in his mouth, and also reached out to push her body to the outside of the kitchen.
Ye Yulan pushed away his hand, stood in front of him, looked at him, took a deep breath in her eyes, looked up at him again, and said in a soft, faint voice, "I seem to be a little tired, let's break up." ”
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p; Song Jingfeng was stunned for a moment, and then frowned and said dissatisfied, "Divide the fart, you can beat me and scold me if you are unhappy, it's okay to spill your anger, what kind of hand."
Don't make a fuss. ”
"Good"
Ye Yulan sneered, her eyes were slightly red with mist, and she looked at him and said, "You are the only one who feels good, I'm really tired, I'm too tired to be with you." ”
Seeing that Ye Yulan's appearance and words didn't look like he was talking angrily, Song Jingfeng realized the seriousness of the problem, "What's wrong with you, Lan Lan."
Isn't something wrong?
We've been together for so long, haven't we always been fine?
I'll just wait for you to nod and marry you, are you serious about saying this now?"
Ye Yulan was silent, the idea of breaking up had actually popped up many times, but every time she saw him, she softened.
She used to think that he was probably a man with a lot of nerves, and he didn't have so many detailed feelings.
He always said how much he loved her, and he didn't say anything about their future in front of her, and she also looked forward to it, but the contradictions in reality made her slowly disheartened about their future.
Ye Yulan looked at him with tears in her eyes, but she couldn't hold back her tears, "We've been together for almost half a year, you always say that you like me, you love me, but Song Jingfeng, think back to yourself, what have you done in the past six months together?"
Song Jingfeng was stunned, as if he had asked a question that he had never thought about carefully.
"When you are free, you are free, so you come to me, when I want you to accompany me
Where are you?"
Song Jingfeng tried to explain, "That's because of my work, I don't know when the boss will send a task down, but as long as I have time, don't I come to you?"
"Do you know what my favorite dish is?
Do you know what fruit I love to eat?
Do you know what I like to do at home during my vacations?
Do you know how many times I've been to the hospital alone in the past six months?"
Song Jingfeng was speechless when she asked, because he couldn't answer any of them.
"I've put up with you for a long time."
When Ye Yulan narrowed her eyes and whispered this sentence, tears slipped from her eyes, and the tone was more not accusations and accusations, but grievances.
In retrospect, it seems that he really didn't do anything for her.
Most of the time she was taking care of him, he only knew that she was very good to him, and he was going to marry her home, but he ignored her feelings.
Seeing her bow her head and cry silently, Song Jingfeng took her into his arms and hugged her hard, "I'm sorry Lan Lan, it's me who is not good, I have written down everything you said, I will definitely change it in the future, I promise that I will not let you be wronged in the future, okay"
He pulled her back slightly, and gently wiped the tears from her cheeks with his hand.
Probably because of her agitation, she coughed violently again.
He hugged her and patted her back gently with his hand, and when her coughing gradually subsided, Song Jingfeng said, "If you have anything in the future, tell me directly like now, don't let me guess in my heart, my mouth is stupid and everything will make you angry, you will directly say what I did in the future and let me change it, okay"
Ye Yulan's heart instantly softened again.
He lowered his head and held her face and kissed her gently, "Okay, my face is crying, hurry up and wash my face and change my clothes, and go home for dinner."
And I'm not allowed to say that I'm breaking up in the future, I don't hear it."