Chapter 360: Fear is for overcoming

After returning from the cemetery, Zhan Shaoyin didn't go to the company, so Song Huayi stayed at home, sitting at the table against the wall in the living room to work, she sat on the sofa and watched TV, the TV was playing variety shows, and her giggles were heard in her ears from time to time.

It was hot outside, the grass in the yard was wilting and hanging his head, the general was lying on the edge of the curved porch leading to the garden in the living room, looking at the grass outside in a daze, and the pea leaned against the general's stomach on his back, sleeping defenselessly.

During the advertising time that entered the TV, Song Huayi did not switch to other TV stations, lay on the sofa and stretched, looking at Zhan Shaoyin sitting at the table, she got up and walked behind him.

Zhan Shaoyin saw her coming, and didn't avoid anything, and continued to stare at the computer in front of him and tap on the keyboard.

Song Huayi walked over and stuck it on his back, wrapped his hands around him, rested his chin on his shoulder, and looked at the dense tables and data on his computer, with a headache.

"Are you tired?"

Zhan Shaoyin smiled and said: "Where will you be tired of making money to support your wife?" ”

Song Huayi grinned, stood up straight, and clenched his small hands into fists and gently hung down his shoulders: "Actually, I'm very good at raising it, as long as I can eat enough." ”

Zhan Shaoyin teased her: "Do you think you eat very little? ”

Song Huayi stopped helping him hang his shoulders, and said dissatisfiedly: "I'm just eating normally, okay?"

Why do you say I seem to be able to eat? ”

Zhan Shaoyin: "I'm afraid that the child will follow you in the future, and I won't make much money now, I'm afraid that I won't be able to raise you two mouths in the future." ”

"It's a blessing to be able to eat, and besides, children can grow up healthy and healthy with a good appetite, and I really don't have a lot to eat, every time I see that you can't finish eating, and I feel wasteful when I pour it out, so I hold on."

"Blame me for that?"

"It's your fault."

After Song Huayi threw the pot, he walked away to the general and the pea, squatted down and gently touched the pea with his hand.

Zhan Shaoyin looked at her with a smile for a while, then turned around and continued to work.

After petting the cat, Song Huayi turned on the piano again, and sat by the piano in the name of helping him play music, in fact, he played a few children's songs, and intermittently made a mistake from time to time.

It's not noise, it's not pretty.

Zhan Shaoyin didn't say anything about her, but felt that it was good to have someone making trouble next to her.

Song Huayi slowly and leisurely made dinner, and after eating, he and Zhan Shaoyin led the general to the park next to him for a walk.

The sun hadn't set since six o'clock, and when I left the indoor air conditioner, I felt that it was really hot outside, and even the wind was hot.

Song Huayi wore his hair loose and didn't come out with a rubber band, he walked sweating profusely, and he didn't walk for a few minutes before saying that he wanted to go back.

For the first time, she offered to play in the pool.

After the water went out that day, she also took a dip in the pool several times, but she always lowered the water level of the pool and still couldn't leave the swimming ring.

But at least she didn't resist going into the water.

Zhan Shaoyin changed into swimming trunks and came out, and saw her paddling slowly in the pool with a swimming ring.

He went into the water and walked to her, the water level was almost at her waist, and the swimming ring did not play a big role, but for her, the swimming ring seemed to be the guarantee for her to go into the water, even if she could stand up in the pool, she refused to let go of the swimming ring, and always put the swimming ring on herself.

Song Huayi saw him coming over, and splashed water on him with his hand, and the splash was >>

Zhan Shaoyin squinted her eyes slightly, and did not stop her silently, nor did she reach out to block it, let alone fight back.

It was just as she was grinning and splashing water at him that he stared at the inflator on the swimming ring and reached out to pull the rubber plug from the air valve.

Song Huayi didn't realize what he was doing at first, and when she heard the sound of the swimming ring leaking, she glanced at the place where he had just started his feet.

Thinking it was his prank again, she glanced at him, hurriedly plugged the rubber plug with her hand, and muttered to him: "Is there something wrong with you?" ”

As soon as the words fell, Zhan Shaoyin pinched her hands, lifted them high, took out the swimming ring upwards, and then threw it towards the shore with force.

Looking at the swimming ring thrown away by him, Song Huayi glared at him: "What are you doing?"

! ”

Zhan Shaoyin stopped her from preparing to go ashore to pick up the swimming ring, and said, "What do you want to do in the swimming ring when the water is so shallow?" ”

"I just want to hug it."

"Fear is to let you find a way to overcome it, not to live in its shadow for the rest of your life, the sense of security that the swimming ring gives you is only temporary, and only overcoming the fear in your heart is a long-term solution."

Hearing him suddenly tell her the truth, Song Huayi didn't know how to refute it for a while.

"Come here, I'll teach you."

He took her hand and walked slightly towards the middle of the pool.

didn't give Song Huayi a chance to consider and refute, Zhan Shaoyin said: "Let's start by holding your breath." ”

Song Huayi looked at him motionlessly, her expression showing a hint of dissatisfaction, as if a parent was forcing her child to learn something that she was not interested in in the slightest.

What's more, her instinctive resistance to swimming is psychological fear, which makes her never dare to try.

"You pinch your nose and squat in the water to get used to it."

Song Huayi muttered: "I don't want to learn." ”

Zhan Shaoyin also patiently persuaded her: "You try first, if you can't do it, we won't learn." ”

Song Huayi looked at him, it sounded like a very simple action, just pinch his nose and squat into the water and get up again.

But as soon as he thought of this, Song Huayi recalled the feeling of suffocation underwater.

Her character is not admitting defeat, especially she doesn't want to be looked down upon by Zhan Shaoyin, she struggles in her heart, she sees Zhan Shaoyin squatting down in the water, the whole person is submerged in the water, and then surfaces after three or five seconds, brushes the dripping hair behind her head, looks at her and says: "That's it, you try, you hold my hand, if it doesn't work, you will surface immediately." ”

He did give Song Huayi a great sense of security next to him, especially when he showed her, it felt like it was just a matter of a few seconds, and it was not difficult.

Fear is there to overcome.

She took a deep breath, pinched her nose with her left hand, grabbed his arm tightly with her right hand, looked like she was at home, closed her eyes, pursed her lips, bent her knees, and slowly sank into the water.

"Don't be afraid."

He said.

The two words seemed to give Song Huayi great encouragement, she sped up her sinking action, and the whole person sank into the water.

Almost as soon as she went down for less than a second, she immediately came out, her eyes tightly closed the whole time, and the nervousness and fear in her heart could be seen from the strength of her hand grasping his arm.

Although the time was short, Zhan Shaoyin still smiled with satisfaction and encouraged her: "Yes, how do you feel?" ”