Chapter VIII
Opening his mouth, Yuji Sakai was stunned and didn't know what to say. Sitting on the chair and looking at the sobbing snow, there is a sense of helplessness that cannot go up or down, as if I was abandoned by the whole world in a daze, what happened?
As Yono under the snow once commented, Yuji Sakai has never been a guy who is good at comforting people. Isn't it right for a boy to see a beautiful girl who is sobbing with pity when he sees him like this, and then drink with him? The guy with dirty thoughts still wishes he could kiss Fang Ze after the girl gets drunk, but this guy who doesn't understand the amorous feelings, just patted the girl's shoulder lightly, and said like a mother: "Xue Nai, even if you have an awkward relationship with Yang Nai, it should be enough to drink so much, and you are a girl who drinks so much, what if you get drunk?"
"What, are you underestimating me?" Snow's eyes widened in annoyance, "I'm just ...... It won't be because of this wine...... Drunk."
It's not the same as the girl who is usually wrapped in cold.,Under the snow after getting drunk, the snow is full of her girlish posture.。 Looking at a pair of girls with big eyes glowing with misty, like snowy skin dyed red because of drunkenness, a pair of red lips are seductive like fire, as if luring people to come forward to catch them...... Itai Yuji swallowed his saliva unconsciously, and looked away in embarrassment and complained
"No, no, you said you wouldn't get drunk, you're obviously drunk!"
"I'm not drunk, I'm ...... I'm not drunk! I can drink another thirty glasses...... No, three hundred cups ......" Like a kitten who has been provoked in her own territory, Yukino waved her wine glass and played a little tantrum, and after lying on the table for a while, she looked at Yuji again and said
"Yuuji...... Come and drink with me, if you both drink, don't be afraid even if you're drunk!"
Both of them are not afraid when they are drunk...... I said, where did you get your confidence, my eldest lady! Even if you're not afraid, I'm very afraid, okay? Listening to Yukino's words, Yuji felt a little crying and laughing, and at the same time strengthened his determination to take care of her.
Putting down the wine glass that she had drunk half of the way over Xue Nai, pouring out the wine, and replacing it with boiled water, Yuji spoke
"I don't drink alcohol, too much alcohol kills brain cells. ”
"Cut, it's really useless, you have to refuse even a girl's invitation......" Yuji Sakai blinked at Yuji Sakai and muttered with some dissatisfaction.
With a soft sigh in his heart, Yuji Sakai still returned the wine bottle to Xuexia, "You drink, no matter how much you drink tonight or what time you drink, I will be here with you." But I hope next time I don't come drinking alone like this again, it's going to be very worrying, you know?"
Yuji Sakai has never said anything tender and sweet, and he can't even say some decent comfort, but he feels warm under the snow for no reason, and he only feels that the chill on his body has been dispelled.
However, on the surface, he pouted dissatisfiedly and drank the wine with a bitter look.
Really, sure enough, drunk people are fine, crying for a while and laughing for a while, Yuji Sakai unconsciously began to complain in his heart.
In fact, it is difficult for people to get drunk, but all drunk people are often the kind of people who have something in their hearts, because before they get drunk, their hearts have long wanted to get drunk, and they use alcohol as their outlet to vent their dissatisfaction and reluctance in life into tears.
This kind of person likes to look back at the past, crying and laughing, but there is no way to go back to the past, no one can go back to the past. It's like having a monkey on your ass, unless you can break the rope that ties you to destiny and throw the monkey as far away as possible, otherwise you'll just be able to soar into the sky. So don't look down in the process of going to heaven, just like don't blindly reminisce about the past, otherwise no one will be happy.
Therefore, even if man is already in heaven, he cannot look back on the past, so why should he be nostalgic for the past? Why not ride the wind and stand shoulder to shoulder with the sky.
I don't know when, I don't drink anymore under the snow, I just stare at Yuji Sakai, staring at Yuji Sakai intently.
It is true that the former liar Yujijun is not worth taking a closer look at under the snow, and the eyes of the prestigious Snow Girl Yuji Sakai can't tolerate the heretic Yuji Sakai, but today, the two of them have experienced a lot, and they have been "sharing weal and woe" over it, and the impression has never been redressed, and the ordinary Sakai Yuji seems to have undergone a transformation. Dressed in a black coat, wearing a monochrome scarf, and a pen pinned to his chest, the former teenager is becoming more and more mature and can already take charge on his own. The crappy boy who was pulled down by Teacher Jing at the beginning has grown up now, but only that gentleness is still the same as in the past, and it is warm to look at Yuji Sakai's face under the snow.
But she opened her mouth to say something, but her eyes dimmed again. She didn't know what to say, could she tell him everything, but she would be hated by him, after all, she was no longer right, and she would be hated by the whole world.
Just like my sister said, what she blindly pursues is just a naïve and naïve who has not seen the world, and it is just a kind of protection for herself who is afraid of being hurt. What qualifications does such a naïve self have to forgive?
"Still can't you put it down?" Yuji Sakai looked at the low expression under the snow and opened his mouth, and Yuji Sakai looked at Yuji Sakai in surprise under the snow.
"Still, you can't let go of the past, right?"
This time, the tone was already affirmative.
"Why do you know?" asked Xuexia, but reacted again, "Sister told you, she's such an eventful soul, why always, always like this......"
"Yang Nai, she actually cares about you very much, after all, she is a sister!"
"Hehe" Xue Xia smiled and didn't answer, still a little resentful in his heart.
"She cares about me, so she can just keep teasing me like that and leave me there alone? What did I do wrong...... Or is that how she cares?...... I'd rather not!"
Yuuji, who knew that Yukino was angry, didn't want to dwell on this topic anymore, and instead spoke
"I don't know, but she rarely talks to me about this. After saying these words, Yuji was silent for a while.
"I don't really understand what's going on, and I'm not qualified to comment on what you're doing, but can you tell me everything?"
The surroundings were quiet, but strange to say, there was a ramen stall in the middle of a bustling street, and there were no noisy cars coming and going, as if it was just outside the suburbs, and the sound of falling stars could be heard in a trance.
Silent, she took another sip of wine under the snow, but found that the wine in the wine glass had been poured out by Yuji Sakai at some point, and she pouted dissatisfiedly and looked at him. It didn't look like herself at all under the snow today. Maybe, after all, everyone will find out how strange and ridiculous they are at some point, especially when everyone suddenly tells others about their black history, and always wants to find the shuttle to strangle the stupid self.
But after all, there is no shuttle in the world, so I don't know how many stupid I have made to go down step by step, and then I will no longer reach out to the sky and shout that my life is up to me, and I will no longer cover one eye and sneer, saying that my evil king's true eye will rule mankind, and will no longer think that I am the one who wants to protect the world. Yes, that's growth, we start looking at the sky and sighing, we drink coffee with our eyes closed, and we continue to work under the lamp, we don't fly through the sky in the world, just to find the monsters that run out of the invisible barriers. At most, we look at our former dreams and wait for us to die. Maybe this world has to have dreams after all, at least then the world is not so sharp. After all, if the world is too sharp, it will always cut through people's lies and make the world too dirty.
Ahh Even if you understand this, what can you do? All things, what should they be or what they should be.
With the help of alcohol, the snow finally made a decision.
"Do you really want to know?"
"Of course!"
"Won't you think I'm lying to you?"
"Absolutely not!"
"Really?"
“......”
Looking at Xue Nai, who was constantly seeking verification like a child, completely disappeared from the appearance of the lonely beautiful girl he used to be, Yuji couldn't help but cry and laugh a little, but he still spoke firmly.
"Of course it's true!"
"Alright then......"
I've been repeatedly assured by Yuuji.,Under the snow, I feel that this matter is actually not a big deal.。 Anyway, if it's Yuji Sakai, you can more or less guess it, and even if you don't say it, you'll know what you should know.
But—
"Now, Yuuji, promise me...... You must not leave me behind, right?"
After receiving the answer, he smiled lightly under the snow, and his slightly drunk face finally bloomed with a spring-like brilliance.