"Mom, I'll come back to see you tomorrow." When I came back to the hotel, I took out my mobile phone and called my mother.

"Ah, you're so busy with work, what are you doing when you come back, work hard yourself, don't worry about home all day long, I'm fine at home." Mom said on the other end of the phone.

I took a deep breath, if I go down to the underworld this time, I probably won't be able to come back, the most reluctant person is my mother, I didn't have a father since I was a child, it was my mother who brought me up, if it's really about to leave, I have to go back to accompany her for a few days.

"It's okay, I just miss you, just say okay, I'll be back tomorrow." After I finished speaking, I hung up the phone, flipped through the phone, and suddenly saw Uncle Tiger's phone, I thought about it, and still called.

"Hey, Huizi, what's the matter?" Uncle Tiger asked on the other side of the phone.

"It's nothing, I just miss you, how are you these days?" I heard Uncle Tiger's voice and seemed to be quite good, and my heart was quite comfortable.

I didn't quite understand why Uncle Tiger entered the Potala Palace as a monk at the beginning, but now I understand.

Uncle Tiger used to be a cult, and there are definitely not a few people who have been killed, so naturally there is retribution, but he walked into the Potala Palace and became a monk, fasted and recited Buddha, and recited scriptures all day long, which can repay the evil retribution.

"You kid, don't think that I don't know what's going on outside in this Potala Palace." Suddenly, Uncle Tiger said on the other side of the phone: "I understand that you want to become the king of Jizo, so do it." ”

"Hmm."

"Okay, I won't tell you, it's weird and sad to talk too much, and when I die in the future, naturally we don't have to look sad when we meet." Uncle Tiger said with a smile over there: "Don't think about it yourself, in fact, this is also a pretty good thing, you will become a Bodhisattva directly, we monks can't become a Bodhisattva if we eat fasting and chant Buddha all day long, you kid is lucky." ”

"Yes." I said, "Uncle Tiger, rest early, there will always be a goodbye day." ”

"Hmm."

After saying that, I hung up the phone, lying on the bed in the hotel, my head whirring, and although I understand that this thing is an unchangeable thing, generally a thing cannot be changed, if it will happen, I will always think about the good side, but no matter when I think about this matter, as long as I think about it, my heart is always calm.

I fell asleep in a daze on the bed, and woke up early the next morning, without dreaming, and slept soundly.

Walking to the window of the room, looking at the spring weather outside, my mood was inexplicably better, I took out the phone and called Brother Xiang.

"Hey, what are you calling me early in the morning?" Brother Xiang's voice was confused, as if he hadn't woken up yet.

"Big brother, the sun is sunburning, get up quickly, let's go back to our hometown." I said to him.

"Back home? What are you going to do? But Brother Xiang seemed to understand instantly and said, "Oh, okay, okay, I'll get dressed right away, by the way, do you need to call Sister Fan?" ”

I hesitated, shook my head, and said, "Forget it." ”

"Okay, listen to you, see you at the gate of the station." After speaking, Brother Xiang hung up the phone over there.

I didn't really have any luggage, so I packed a few clothes in my backpack, and I walked out of the hotel with my backpack.

Maybe God knows I'm in a bad mood, so I got such a good weather to make me feel a little better.

I hired a taxi and told the taxi driver about the Chengdu bus station, and soon arrived at the station.

Brother Xiang was standing in the square at the gate of the station, with his hands in his pockets and a cigarette in his mouth, he looked like a bad boy, I walked over and kicked his ass and said, "Go, go home!" ”

……

Every time I go back to longevity, I have a variety of feelings, every time I go home in high school, the most obvious feeling is that there are more high-rise buildings in longevity, and when I come back in college, I feel a lot less, and I often think about longevity where there are more ghosts.

The homesickness of the Chinese is very heavy, and foreign people rarely have this complex, but the Chinese are particularly obvious, maybe this is the last time I will come back.

"What do you think, hurry up." Brother Xiang pushed me and said.

"I didn't think about anything, when you just graduated from high school, you came to pick me up, I was there, and we were much more comfortable at that time than now." I pointed to a place, which was when Brother Xiang came to pick me up after graduating from high school, and it was also when I first encountered ghosts.

I often think that the way we used to live, although we were carefree all the time, always felt that there was something missing from that way of living, and my life began to feel a little fun after I started encountering ghosts.

I also began to know that ghosts are not scary, and every ghost actually has his own sad story behind it, not every ghost wants to kill people, not every evil ghost wants to be a bad ghost.

Perhaps, when I met the face code in the third year of high school, that was the beginning of my life, that was the real turning point of my life, and that was also the starting point of everything, my life, the beginning of all these joys and sorrows.

"You say, if we weren't Mr. Yin and Yang, what would happen now?" I suddenly asked a question that was strange to myself.

"What will it be?" Brother Xiang thought for a while and said: "Anyway, it's definitely not going to be too good, maybe I'm working as a policeman in a small police station now, and I'm scolded by my boss all day long, giving gifts in order to get promoted and get rich." ”

Brother Xiang continued: "But isn't that the life you like? The life of ordinary people, carefree. ”

"It used to be." I shook my head and said, "I figured it out, we are not ordinary people, why should we live that ordinary life?" It's like if we were allowed to live like that now, we wouldn't like it. ”

"Okay, the one whooshing, I'm going to become the king of Jizo, and I'll search for anything." Brother Xiang said with a smile: "What do you want to do so much, just eat and drink and have fun, life is short, you have to enjoy it in time." ”

While we talked, we returned to Duzhou Town, and Brother Xiang told me after getting out of the car, and then ran back to his house.

I also walked towards my own house, but something interesting happened downstairs in my house, there was a stall downstairs in my house, full of animal skins and some animal medicines, and an old man was there shouting and selling.

Many neighbors were talking about cruelty, saying that they should love animals or something.

I suddenly remembered a video I saw on the Internet a few days ago, which was full of the production process of a lot of mink coats, those animals were brutally killed, and a bunch of people at the bottom of the video replied that it was too cruel or something.

I don't think it's cruel, I don't even think it's cruel, I'm even glad that we humans can hunt them, and think about it from another angle, if these animals come to hunt us, will they have such a false compassion? They will not hesitate to kill us humans, bite us to death, this is a society of the jungle.

The compassion of the king of my Jizo is only for my human race, and I even think that the idea that monks do not kill is actually wrong, is it really merit not to kill? If you don't kill, there will be countless people to kill, and the living Buddha of Jigong eats meat and drinks wine, and achieves the body of a bodhisattva, which shows that killing and becoming a Buddha have no effect at all.

The mercy of my Jizo King is only for my human race, and this is my Jizo King, no, my Chen Hui's mercy.

[PS: There is only one shift today, and I will go to the driver's license test tomorrow for subject one, if I pass the test tomorrow, I will have to do the questions tonight and later, and I want to vomit when I do it. Day]