468: Purification
"Dad, I'm tired, I'm used to seeing all the scenery under the world, I have no regrets, and I want to go home for the rest of the days. Retire for you. Xu Buregret said.
"Is that what you think?" I asked lightly.
"Yes, that's right." Xu nodded without regret.
"I'll take you somewhere." I took him by the way, and under his incredulous gaze, flew up and flew through the village, across the creek, through the mountains and forests, all the way far away.
"Daddy, you!" He was shocked: "You are really ......"
When he was a child, he once thought it was his hallucination, but now he ......
"Shhh......hhh
A man and a woman stepped on a flying sword, and the two long rainbows under their feet reflected each other.
Not long after, an old man walked away on the clouds.
There are also people riding cranes, fluttering like immortals.
"Is this an immortal...... "Xu Buregret muttered.
"Now, do you still think like that? This is the world of immortals. It's your only regret, I'll be old, but my life is not short, and I won't let you retire to the end of your life. You don't have to give up anything...... If you want, I will send you to practice, it is too late to be forty years old, but it is not too late, I will find a way to let you step into the door of cultivation. "The stubbornness of the past. Dispersed like smoke and dust, this matter has always been a heart disease in my heart, maybe curiosity, maybe guilt. I would love to make it up to him and let him really do what he wants to do.
"I want to ask, Dad, do you want me to cultivate?" Xu Buregret pondered for a long time before asking.
"I don't want to, because the path of cultivation is very the way of cultivation, you will give up a lot, even everything in the world, and you will never have contact again......," I sighed softly and muttered, this time without selfishness.
"Then I won't be cultivating." Xu Buregret grinned and said, "I'm tired, I don't have that mind for a long time, what's the point of cultivating?" Grow old with your wife and support your father...... Never mind. Daddy lived longer than me, so let's do it, Daddy guards me, and the day I die of old age, I want to close my eyes in Daddy's arms, just like when I was a child sleeping in Daddy's arms. ”
Hearing this, my body shook, and the indescribable emotions poured out, making me numb and crispy, my fingers trembled, and I brewed for a long time before I said with difficulty.
"Okay."
Back in the village, we will not talk about today's events.
Occasionally, at night, Xu Buregret would drink wine and say to me.
"Daddy, tell me your story."
I would fall into memories and tell him about my life.
However, when he heard this, he was not happy.
"Daddy......"
I put down my chopsticks.
"You say."
Xu Buregret stared at me with an almost pleading look in his eyes.
"Why isn't my mother in the story?"
My expression changed, and there was a look of panic on my face, for decades, even when I was very young, he was very sensible, and he didn't ask anything about his mother, so long that I almost forgot about it, but now, it was the first time he asked, and I didn't know how to answer, so I fell into deep thought.
"If you don't want to say it, forget it."
He bowed his head in disappointment.
Late at night, sitting alone, looking at the dark sky, I walked out of the door and walked under the plane tree, the leaves were covered and very soft to step on.
I sighed softly, my eyes full of complexity.
In the eyes of outsiders, we are still close, but only we know that the distance between each other seems to have become farther away.
Attempts have been made to change it, but nothing has worked.
Sometimes, our gaze will suddenly touch and then look away.
Fifteen years, and so it passed.
Huan'er is seriously ill and is already dying, while Xu Buregret's son, my grandson, is also the title of the gold list and has become the new champion.
The old Xu did not regret kneeling in front of me.
"Dad, save her, you are an immortal, you can ......"
I shook my head, sadness in my eyes.
"No, I can't do it, life and death are reincarnated, no one can resist."
He was stunned, then looked at me with anger in his eyes.
"Liar, you are a liar, you don't tell me about my mother, you don't save my wife, you are an immortal, but you are a bullshit immortal, what kind of immortal do you cultivate? What do you ask? Liar, you old liar! ”
He staggered out in a frenzy.
After he left, my glass was shattered by my pinch.
"What kind of immortal do you cultivate, what kind of Tao do you ask?"
A question, echoed in my mind a thousand times, and my face showed bitterness and melancholy.
yes, what's the use?
I was confused, walked out of the door, and looked at Xu Buregret crying loudly like a child.
The woman she loved deeply, the wife who respected each other like a guest, and the relationship of decades was buried in the soil like this.
After Huan'er's death, his health also deteriorated a lot, and I tried to improve it, but he coldly refused.
Between father and son, an invisible gully separates us.
It's a little inexplicable, but in fact, it's like this, people are emotional animals, and if you talk about feelings, you are destined to be unreasonable.
I didn't have any way, it was like a stranger, it was the final end.
Until that day, a violent storm and a thick dead air enveloped the next room.
"The last moment......" I saw sadness in my eyes, tears falling in large drops, and I walked step by step into his room.
"Daddy, am I going to die?" He asked me.
I nodded.
"You still can't save me?" He asked again.
In a word, it made my heart feel as if it had been stabbed by something, and it hurt so much that I bit my lip.
"Dad, I don't blame you......" He coughed and looked at the roof: "I want to know, who is my mother and where is she?" ”
"Your mother......" I couldn't speak.
"Dad, please." He burst into tears and pleaded hard.
Looking at his old and haggard face, my fingers trembled uncontrollably, and finally I sat on the edge of the bed and let out a long sigh.
"Your mother, called Ye Mengyao, this story is a little bizarre, but it is true, you and I are actually not people from this world......"
My story is long.
After saying that, he was silent for a long time, his eyes full of pain and sluggishness.
"It turns out that this is the truth I want...... I have waited for a lifetime, from children to the elderly...... What I was waiting for was such an answer...... I'm not my father's son at all, I'm just a ghost fetus refined by my mother......" he laughed self-deprecatingly, tears wetting his pillow.
"But please believe that I really regard you as a son, and I will be by your side no matter what......" I shook his hand.
He was silent, then nodded.
All night, we didn't speak, I was with him like this, and I could feel that the death was getting stronger and stronger, and his life was constantly passing.
"Dad, I'm very happy, my mother named me, Xu regrets, you changed it to Xu Buregret for me, change it well, change it just what I want...... I don't regret it, I don't have a mother, and I have a father, thank you for your company...... Thank you for the song that put me to sleep when you were a child, thank you, for hitting my board when you were a child, thank you, for picking the elixir for me, and almost paying for your life, thank you, for the protection of me for so many years...... There have been several shocks in the court, and one stubble after another has died, but I have nothing to do, Dad, I know, it's you...... Thank you, I'm lucky that I don't regret being your son......" He was no longer in tears, with a satisfied smile on the corner of his mouth. Macro is dead.
At the moment of life and death, forgetting sadness and recalling the past, it is full of happiness.
"So you know......" I thought I was doing secrets, but I didn't expect it all to be seen by him.
"Dad, the only thing that is unwilling is not that I can't become an immortal, but that I can't accompany you and stay by your side...... Dad, the son is not filial! He ended up regretting it and closed his eyes.
It's just his regret, but I can't be satisfied.
The last trace of resentment that had not melted away for decades began to dissipate when he closed his eyes.
A soul haunted by black gas became clear and transparent again.
The picture in front of me changed rapidly, as if it was shattering, and the spirit of the green lantern stood beside me, looking at me with a complicated look in his eyes.
In this life, he sees it all.
The hand I was holding turned into nothingness, and Xu Buregret began to shrink, from old to young, from young to young, and then to a baby, his body was illusory, and pieces of fluorescence dissipated, looking at me and smiling, and then disappearing in front of my eyes like foam.
From his body, four rays of light poured out, these are my four souls, which have entered my body at this moment, making up for the defects of my soul.
"No!" I raised my head and shouted, this green light world actually made a roaring sound, and the warm light was simply dispelled by my roar!