585.Chapter 585: Open Your Heart
readx; Remember, in the previous life, Feng Yin said a sentence before she died: She has nothing!
And she wants to give her everything, as long as she doesn't do evil anymore!
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Later, she found out about Feng Yin's misdeeds, and she still thought of defeating her by her own strength, rather than killing her with one blow, letting her die sooner and solve all these troubles!
It's that she's too soft-hearted.
Spare her life countless times!
Sometimes Xiyan feels that all this is his own fault, but, on the other hand, isn't all this also determined by heaven in the dark?
You can blame yourself, but can you blame the sky? - No, I can't. Since you can't, go back to your original idea and defeat her on your own! And that's what Feng Yin has always wanted to do to himself, right? - Defeat yourself and let yourself lose!
She suddenly laughed, - really to lose?
In this life, one of the two of them is destined to lose, or both are destined to lose!
Chu Yan saw that she was distracted again, "Why are you in a daze again?" What do you think? ”
Xiyan smiled, and most of the depression in his heart was resolved, "No, I just feel very happy!" Hey hey ......"
When Chu Yan saw her say this, she was also happy in her heart, "Silly woman." ”
"Huh?"
"When did you fall in love with me?"
"In love with you?" Xiyan frowned, when did you fall in love?
Do you want to go back to a past life?
No, he killed himself in his previous life, and that should be hating him, not love. She shook her head stupidly.
That is after being reborn, but after being reborn, I seem to hate him more than I do for the wind.
Could it be from his help and love for himself again and again, his completely different attitude, and the love for himself that he inadvertently revealed?
I don't know, I guess so.
She shook her head and said to Chu Yan: "I don't want it, you say it first." ”
Chu Yan is very coquettish with her little coquettish, like when she has amnesia, there is not so much gravity on her heart, as long as she is not stimulated, she will occasionally be coquettish, every time she pouts, she feels that she wants the stars in the sky to be taken off immediately.
"What? You won't forget, will you? Xiyan saw that he didn't speak.
Chu Yan hugged her tightly and began to think about it.
Was it the first time we met? Rong Guogong died, and he was ordered to see him off for the last time, when this stupid woman was standing in the mourning hall, arguing with the second master Rong and Aunt Deng because of the matter of attacking the lord?
In fact, she was already playing tricks on them because of the cunning in her eyes under his veil. And everyone knelt down to say goodbye, but she was like a fairy who strayed into the mortal world, didn't know the rules, just went straight to herself.
He said: "It should be in Rongfu, when your father died, you, although I don't know what you are, I feel your hostility. ”
"Ahh Wait, wait, you're saying you have a crush on me too? The smile in Xiyan's eyes couldn't be hidden.
Chu Yan pecked her lips and smiled, "The funeral procession came back very late that night, you stood at the gate of Rongfu, the courtyard that fell, and was dazed, at that moment, I had an impulse for the first time to hug a woman, to give her warmth, and not allow her to make me feel distressed like that, but before and after I went up, you were like a hedgehog, immediately propping up your sharp thorns, and stabbing my just soft heart bloody." Kindness. "He seems to be quite disappointed to talk about it now.
"Haha...... Is it so exaggerated? Xiyan smiled, she really liked to listen to Chu Yan say such things, as if she was listening to an ancient story, his magnetic low and powerful voice could always bring herself to the clouds, making herself feel light......
"yes!" He nodded, learning Xiyan's tone, "You said: 'My father died for your Chu family to defend against foreign enemies, do you still want me to be grateful to you?'" ’”
"Hahahaha......" Xiyan smiled even happier, "But, honey, am I really that fierce?" ”
Chu Yan nodded, "Of course." It was the first time a woman dared to speak to me like that. ”
"So you're interested, and you think it's fresh?" Xi Yan raised his big eyes, dark eyes.
"Nope. Actually, I was very lost. Because, I thought that from then on, our lives would never intersect again. ”
"Oh.................."
"But now that I think about it, I should be grateful to Chu Ji and Feng Yin, it was they who made our destinies intertwined and finally merged."
Xiyan's heart was full of emotion, "Yes! Fate is so unpredictable, I thought I would never fall in love with you in my life, but I didn't expect me to love you so much? I thought I couldn't have a child with you, but our child is growing up safely now. ”
"Silly woman, why was you so hostile to me in the first place?" Chu Yan hugged her tightly, still very puzzled and asked.
Xiyan didn't answer him, but said: "If you don't experience so much life and death, who can do what your heart wants." We're all lucky, aren't we? ”
"Yes. I've made you suffer so much! He sighed to himself, "I know, you never cared about the position of the queen, so, wait for me, okay?" Silly woman. When I unify the Puxia Continent and I fulfill the last wishes of the ancestors of the Chu family, we will leave this son to Chu Shu. ”
Xiyan's heart softened, and she looked forward to that day.
She had been looking forward to it for three years.
At this moment, it seems that she has been a family of four, walking hand in hand among the blue sky and white clouds, the breeze is rippling, the children are laughing and laughing, and they are satisfied with the happy self in their eyes.
She's really looking forward to that day.
Looking forward to it.
And Chu Yan is not? But he's a man, and he should do what a man should do first!
After Xiyan smiled, he lowered his head and said, "Do you think you give the throne to Chu Shi, and he wants it?" I think Chu Yan's ambition can be seen! ”
"Hehe......" Chu Yan smiled, "Silly woman, stupid woman, are you really in vain for this title?" When can you be less smart and really stupid? ”
"I can't seem to do it, huh...... I'm just so smart, haha......" Xiyan smirked.
Chu Yan doted, "Don't take the affairs of the previous dynasty to heart, I can handle it." Don't worry! Just wait for me. ”
"Yes. You don't care about the harem affairs, and believe me. ”
They seem to be in the division of labor, each performing their own duties, making each other believe in themselves, and they are all moving towards that piece of blue sky and white clouds.
Xiyan yawned, "By the way, Ming'er, do you still eat cake on your birthday?" ”
Chu Yan shook his head decisively.
"What's the matter, you don't like to eat, then forget it! Hum! I'll go back and ask the chef to make one just for me, and I'll eat it myself, and I'll be hungry for you. ”