readx; In the hall, Xiyan was holding Yin'er and reciting the ninety-nine multiplication table with him - four seven twenty-eight, four eight thirty-two, four nine thirty-six, Yin'er memorized very slowly, and his speech was not very clear, but Xi Yan could understand, "It's all right." Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ.”

"Sister Xiyan," Shu Fen entered the house, "The prince will memorize this multiplication table?" ”

"yes. It's just not clear. ”

"I heard my mother say that I can't speak until I'm two years old, and I can't memorize this until I'm seven years old! What a genius the prince is! ”

"Hehe," Xiyan smiled, "Come and sit down, it's time to be hungry, right?" ”

"It's fine." Su Fen sat down and faced, feeling a little like wanting to speak.

Of course, Xiyan knew what she wanted to say, but she didn't say it, at this time, Chungui entered the house, followed by the palace maid who served the dishes.

She approached and said, "Girl, give me the prince." ”

"It's okay, I'll feed him some custard by the way."

"Hey......"

The meals came up one by one, very rich, usually Xiyan eats very casually, and today he specially entertained Su Fen, "Eat quickly, these are all made by me in the kitchen according to your taste, can you taste it?" ”

Su Fen sandwiched a piece of fish, but he didn't have any appetite in his heart, but he didn't dare to say it, so he had to eat it.

In her heart, she was still thinking about Xiyan's words to let her leave tomorrow, but she still let Chun return to say it, does it mean that she doesn't want to tell herself about it anymore?

――This sumptuous meal is also the last meal, and you can control your own safety in the future, right? Su Fen was thinking wildly, and suddenly heard Xiyan say, "Why are you here?" ”

Only then did he come back to his senses, and he hurriedly got up and said goodbye, "The emperor is safe!" ”

Chu Yan's eyes and Yan directly ignored Su Fen, who was asking for peace, "I miss you, I'll come" said and came to Xiyan, stroked her cheeks, and frowned slightly, "Why are you a little haggard?" Didn't get a good night's sleep? ”

"I slept well." She laughed.

"I'm not leaving tonight, I'm here with you."

"No, I don't. I've been letting Yin'er and Jin'er sleep with me for the past two days, and you can't sleep here. ”

Chu Yan, "Then let the two little ones go to the suite and sleep with the nurse." ”

Xiyan smiled again, "Let's eat first, right?" It's time for Sufen to be hungry. As he spoke, he pulled him to sit down.

When Su Fen saw Chu Yan, her heart was full of joy, and the smile on her face never stopped, because she hadn't seen the emperor for several days, and she now regretted that she had the intention of probing the princess, how good it was to be here obediently, not only with the protection of Xiyan, but also from time to time to see the emperor.

It's a pity that she realized it a little late.

"It's good that you're here," Xiyan said, "I'll leave for Fan Temple early tomorrow morning, and let Concubine Xian also go back to her Fenyu Palace." I wasn't going to tell you, you've been busy lately and don't want to make trouble with you. ”

Chu Yan did lose his appetite in an instant, "Just let Concubine Xian go back to her palace, don't go to Fan Temple, didn't I say it, when I have time, I will accompany you!" ”

"But," Xiyan suddenly breathed a sigh of relief for some reason, "but when do you have time?" Can you tell me? Emperor. ”

"Little Xi'er ......"

Seeing that the atmosphere was not right, Su Fen hurriedly put down the chopsticks in his hand, and did not dare to raise his head to sit aside.

"I know you're very busy, you won't have time to accompany me, just let me take the children to live for a few days, Su Fen is here, I might as well say it directly, my heart is very stuffy, I want to go to the Buddha to chant sutras, I don't want to be so tense, if it keeps like this, I will collapse at any time!" She's cold.

Yes. She's dying.

Chu Yan, her eyes are red, and the cinnabar mole on her eyebrows is also dark red, not the bright red of her usual days, nor the bright red when she is angry, it is dark. Isn't it the same as her mood, not so good?

"Chu Yan. I'm so bored. Her hand touched her forehead.

At least there, she can take her daughter out of the house and walk around the compound of the monastery, instead of smothering her in the house and not seeing the light of day, as she is now.

She even felt that the agreement she had made with Chu Yan in the summer resort was getting farther and farther away from her, so far away that she already felt that it was impossible to come true.

-- What is it to let go of all this, a family of four to roam freely in the world and the world, not caring about anything, chasing the wind, drifting, feeling the beauty of life, saving people, and even growing old and dying naturally...... Everything is so far away now, so far away that she really thinks that that suite is the place where her daughter will be active all her life, and far away that his son will finally sit in the seat of Chu Yan, every day like him, no time to eat, no time to sleep, and to support when he is sick, doing what men call world events!

Be.

All men can do anything about it, but she doesn't want her husband to be like this, and her son is like that. What a throne in the world, what glory and glory, for her, this bullshit is not as good!

She didn't want to arrange her son's life for him, she just selfishly didn't want her son to live so tired! There is only so much, just a mother's wish!

Chu Yan reached out and took her into his arms, "I'm sorry for the silly woman." He knew he was the one who made her feel insecure.

Xiyan shook his head, "Let me go out to breathe, and I'll be fine soon." ”

Su Fen, she felt how redundant she was at this moment, she wanted to say a word to the emperor, wanted to be watched by the emperor, but no.

She still feels sad about these long-******** neglects. She stood up softly, trying not to make a sound.

"Ahh

When she pushed the chair away, she didn't expect that her legs were numb from sitting in one position, and she stumbled back. Celadon hurriedly helped her.

I saw that Su Fen's face was pale, obviously frightened by himself just now. The more you try not to be watched, the more you will make some noise.

"Are you alright?" Xi Yan hurriedly got up and went over.

She hurriedly shook her head, her eyes were cold, and seeing that Chu Yan didn't mean to blame, she relaxed a little, smiled slightly and said, "Your Majesty, the concubine will go back to the room first." ”

"Go ahead." After Chu Yan finished speaking, he looked at her stomach, "Take care of your body, don't be careless." ”

"Yes, the concubine remembered." After she finished speaking, she looked at Xiyan again, "Sister Xiyan, then I'll go back." Her eyes were full of longing, longing for her to keep herself and not let herself return to Fenyu Palace, but Xiyan didn't seem to have it, and didn't say anything, just nodded, "I'll find a few people to send you back tomorrow." ”

For a moment her heart cried, and she hung her head and whispered, "Okay." ”

After Su Fen left, Chu Yan asked, "Why did you let her go back again, didn't you let her come over before?" ”

Xiyan sat down again and said, "A few days ago, everyone came here to give birthday gifts to Yin'er and Jin'er, and they were talking about things that they hadn't seen Jin'er for a few months, she probably took it to heart, and she always wondered how Jin'er is doing now?"

"She doesn't have any bad intentions, but her mouth is not very good at keeping secrets, and I'm worried about the spread of Jin'er...... It's not good, it's better to send her back, the rest of the courtyard is her own people, and you don't have to worry about it anymore. ”

Her intentions, she broke her heart for the child's affairs, she had to carefully observe the intentions of the people around her every day, lest anyone do something unfavorable to the child.

She has obviously cared for Sufen very much, but she had to send her away.

Because of the child, because of this love.