330. Chapter 330: I'm sorry
readx; Fool, what else do we say between us I'm sorry, after she is gone, you are all I have, I will protect you, I swear by my dreams. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info Ruixing's words were unusually firm, but he didn't say anything after that, Gongsun Yu, please know, his mind went back to a year ago, his dream
, his goddess.
"Ruixing, if you really can't forget, don't forget, isn't it good to put a person in your heart?"
Surprised that she saw through herself, Ruixing said, "It's okay, I'll forget, and one day I'll be relieved." ”
It's okay, Ah Xing, you are a good boy, a good person has a safe life, one day you will find the happiness that truly belongs to you, Xu Yaomeng may be your calamity, but this calamity will end one day, just like I don't like Yingzhen anymore, you will also be relieved. Gongsun Yu, please so
Think.
Xu Yaomeng and He Ruixing, childhood sweethearts, kindergarten, elementary school, junior high school, and high school have been together since the beginning. But not every pair of childhood sweethearts can reach the end like Shinichi and Xiaolan, they persevered, struggled, and broke up.
Gongsun Yuplease is a weak person, but if you want to say hate, she also hates, and among the people she hates is Xu Yaomeng.
Because this girl almost ruined her best friend, He Ruixing. She often asked Ruixing, asking him, did he hate her, but the answer was always, as long as she was willing to come back, he didn't care about anything, no matter how many years, he was willing to wait. Until he saw Xu Yaomeng's betrayal with his own eyes, he
collapsed, so, his sky fell, of course, if Gongsun Yu was not by his side at that time, then, he would have gone crazy. Smoking, drinking, he did things that he probably wouldn't have done in his life, if she hadn't left.
If Xu Yaomeng hadn't left now, then what would she do with Ruixing now She didn't leave, would her jersey still be in her hands The answer is: Ruixing is still his best friend, but he won't be his best friend, and Yaomeng's jersey won't be in his hand
Above. Holding Yaomeng's jersey, Gongsun Yu please think, but Gongsun Yu is willing to do that, because only when she is by her side, Ruixing is truly happy. As for himself, Ruixing is just grateful, just like when he first met himself, more gratitude.
It's already Friday, in fact, I don't have to be at school anymore, but in order not to make my mother suspicious, Gongsun Yu asked me to come to class. Today, Ruixing's tennis match is going to determine the top 8, so Gongsun Yu will definitely go to see it, but in order to get into Ruixing's school, you have to wear Yaomeng's ball
If it weren't for such a good friend, he probably wouldn't have borrowed such a precious jersey, this was the last thing between them, that day, Ruixing won the second place, but lost his girlfriend.
"Ah Xing, I've thought about it, it's been so long, I've always wanted to say that I don't like you anymore, let's break up. I was with other people, I left, went to the United States. Good bye. ”
Since then, the name Yaomeng has become a taboo for Ruixing, and ordinary people are not allowed to say it, whether it is good or bad, he does not allow them to say it. However, Gongsun Yuplease felt that he had always known, and remembered that time someone scolded Yaomeng for saying that he was wearing broken shoes, and he had a fight with that person and gave it to the school
Disciplinary Bill.
But Gongsun Yu, please know, that day he only yelled: "You can insult me, but you can't scold her" Yaomeng, the pain of his life, he said he would not forget.
After packing up her things, Gongsun Yu left her classroom, knowing that she would not come back. Finally, it's time to get rid of those annoying people for a while. The annoying physics teacher, the annoying Yang Qinxin, the annoying Zhou Ying, and the annoying Lu Weiwei, can you say goodbye if
If not, can you let me go for five years, I'm tired, let me go. Gongsun Yuplease stood in front of the statue of the Virgin Mary in the auditorium and prayed.
Yang handed down a taxi, and Gongsun Yu invited him to Shengye Demonstration School.
"You're here, the clothes fit well, it's going to be a little late today, have you told your family?"
"Well, I said to come to your game, don't go back, live in Yu Holland's house, I told Yu Holland, she said she could enter the front desk, she agreed."
If Ruixing's robbery is Yaomeng, then Gongsun Yu's robbery is Qin Yingzhen, the treasure of Shengye Demonstration School.
Fate is so tricky, some people, you want to see, you can never see them again, such as Xu Yaomeng. And some people, you don't want to meet, but you meet on a narrow road.
"Gongsun Yu, please why did you come to our school" Since Gongsun Yu's confession to him was refused, Gongsun Yuplease has never seen him again. "This is, are you wearing our school's clothes, you should have come to our school, and now you don't need to see Qin Xin, Well,
I'm sorry, I know you don't like her, forget it, don't mention it. Okay, be careful, don't get caught by the Discipline Team. Ying Zhen scratched the back of her head and said. Every time he saw Gongsun Yu's eyes, he always felt guilty, but after all, he couldn't say anything, he
Aiqinxin, he knows Gongsun Yu, please understand. He didn't want to hurt Qin Xin, but he couldn't hurt Gongsun Yu for Qin Xin, so he had to make a "sandwich".
"Okay, I got it. Good bye. I'm going to the front desk. Gongsun Yu said. She knew that at this time, for the person in front of her, even if she had an inextricable relationship with him in the past, she was nothing now. "Goodbye." Gongsun Yuplease repeated it again, which can be regarded as a farewell.
Gongsun Yu's tone was not very good, which made Yingzhen a little helpless, but he didn't say anything, so he let her go, he didn't know, this release, and meeting again, it would be many years later. And at that time, the damage he caused to Gongsun Yuyu was irreparable, and he could only remember it for the rest of his life
Go to regret. Of course, that's all for later.
If you make a mistake, you will lose the whole game. It's probably about people like Ying Zhen, in fact, thinking about it later, Ying Zhen is not wrong, he just fell in love with someone and gave his all for that person, is there anything wrong with this kind of love? The fault is that he fell in love with someone he shouldn't love
people, however, Ying Zhen was lucky in the end, at least he touched her, and Cheng Tianming didn't even wait for that day.
That night, in order to celebrate Ruixing's top 8, the two of them went to the night stall to drink a little wine. Actually, it's not for the top 8, it's just that he feels that Gongsun Yu is not in a good mood and wants her to relax. "I'm sorry to see Yingzhen, right, I didn't think about that, I think
He's busy and won't come to see my game, so he's called you. ”
"It's okay, I see him. It's also goodbye. Gongsun Yu took a sip of wine and said. I let it go. But he didn't seem very embarrassed. ”
"yes, I thought you'd want to see him, after all, you"
"Hehe, I said I wouldn't, I still have my dreams, and I don't want them to be messed up again. Do you understand?"
There was a long silence, "Li, you are too strong, and being too strong for you is hurting yourself, so if you have difficulties in Hong Kong, you must tell me." Count me begging you, don't be reckless. ”
Please, Ruixing, when I heard this, I finally understood why Yaomeng wanted to leave you, because she is not worthy of you, don't say it is her, even other girls are afraid that they are not worthy of you, Ruixing, it is you who are stupid, girls are precocious, they know how to protect
Yourself, know how to make yourself pampered, I won't be strong, it's you who are really strong, Gongsun Yu, please think of it.
On October 7, on the plane bound for Hong Kong.
"Goodbye, Shanghai. Mom and Dad. Restar. Gongsun Yu's voice was a little choked, and it seemed to be babbling. It's really sad that the first time I didn't listen to my parents, the first time I made such a big decision on my own, and the first time I ran away from home. Very scared, very hesitant, very helpless,
Gongsun Yu, please know that you are very cowardly, and you know that you are very cowardly, but these must be changed in the future, and they must be changed. Thinking of this, I sniffed, and my nose was no longer sour.
I left a letter to my parents, hoping that they would see it sooner, that they would forgive themselves, that their choice was not wrong. Gongsun Yu, please think about it, there is no way out for him.
The plane shuttled through the clouds, and there was not a single bird in sight, but the scenery below was getting clearer and clearer, and Hong Kong was about to arrive.
At noon, the plane arrived.
Standing in the airport hall, looking at the floor-to-ceiling glass of the waiting hall, one plane after another set sail, and then the sky crossed a trail, leaving only a faint tail cloud, and then faded more and more, and finally disappeared into the blue sky.
Gongsun Yu's heart panicked for a while, and he turned on his mobile phone. That's the end of it, it's all clear.
"Daddy is calling."
"Hey, if you have anything, let's say it, if you want to scold, scold it." Although Gongsun Yuplease had no bottom in his heart, he also said stubbornly.
"Unfilial girl, when you come back, I didn't allow you to read design, and now your wings are stiff, right, don't you put a good book and don't read, read design, come back quickly," the father said angrily.
"So, do you disagree" Gongsun Yu asked, in fact, she knew that even if she asked, it would be useless, and if she asked, it could only be regarded as respect for her father, "I'll tell you now, I'm legally going to school, you can't care about me, I must read design." I don't need a cent from you
Money, why don't you let me read it"
"Okay, I'm talking east, you're going west. Okay, I don't care about you, you can do whatever you want, I won't pay for your tuition, my adopted son, you are not a filial daughter, and your unproductive mother is the same. "It seems that the father is really angry with the adopted son.
"It's up to you, anyway, I don't need you to raise a son before you, can you raise it?" Gongsun Yu sneered unhappily.
After that, he turned off his phone and looked up at the scenery outside the floor-to-ceiling glass again, the sky was no longer blue, but dark clouds, and it seemed that it was going to rain. Since the storm is coming, let's come more violently. Gongsun Yu, please think.
Life is like a game, the sad thing is that we can't do it all over again, and the good thing is that we don't have to do it all over again. So whether it was a clear sky or a dark cloud that greeted me But it doesn't matter anymore, God gave me a chance to leave Shanghai, let
I can do it all over again, so whether it's a clear sky or dark clouds, I have to learn how to turn my hands into clouds and cover my hands for rain, isn't it that I have to learn to be strong now, Gongsun Yu, please think.
I picked up my luggage and was about to step out of the airport hall when it rained. It was pouring rain, as if to wash it before Gongsun Yu set foot on the land. Gongsun Yuplease didn't leave in a hurry, just stood and watched the heavy rain end, it fell until six o'clock, and the rain was lighter, it seemed that he didn't
There's still a long way to go. Forget it, the road is long, I will go up and down and seek.
The rain stopped, and Gongsun Yu set foot on the land of Hong Kong. This is her second time coming, and the first time is to participate in the competition with her master.
Gongsun Yu has only been learning design for a few months, and he has mastered it very quickly, but he has only completed one masterpiece, GicDesigner's competition work is a caged bird, and he only won the fourth place, but for a beginner, it is a very good result.
But Gongsun Yuplease must not have imagined that his second work was actually a funeral march of clothes for the funeral.
On that day, when Gongsun Yu asked for duty, he received a letter and a letter of authorization. Gongsun Yu was stunned, it was less than a month later, the master had passed away, and after the last call, it turned out to be goodbye.
The master is a weirdo, no family, no friends, well-known in the fashion design industry, has accepted a few apprentices, and most of the apprentices are also weirdos, which is also known after Gongsun Yu.
When the master left, he didn't leave a few money, only a few design notes or something, and gave all the money to Gongsun Yu, and the only 50,000 yuan was also paid to Gongsun Yu's tuition, which made her feel ashamed.
The master's funeral was very simple, it was entrusted to the school, "30 cubic centimeters of pigeon cage", which was bought by several apprentices jointly, everyone was a student, and there was not much money, including Gongsun Yu, who invited only four people, and could not afford to buy any feng shui treasures.
At the master's funeral, Gongsun Yuplease wore a long black dress, which she made herself, and she felt that only in this way could she express her gratitude to the master's education.
When Gongsun Yu saw the master's remains, tears fell uncontrollably. Then someone handed him a tissue and said, "Don't cry, if you cry, he won't wake up, besides, if someone cries, he will walk unsteadily." The voice was very calm, as if he was over half a hundred years old
The one who said it.
Afterwards, Gongsun Yu only found out that this person was her eldest brother.
"I'm your big brother, studying law, you can call me if you have something, but it's best not to call, because I'm busy." Said the person handing the tissue.
"I'm a senior sister from the Department of Mathematics. I can't get along with art, so I don't come to me. I don't like to be bothered. ”
"I'm the third senior brother, and I welcome you to disturb me. Beauty~I'm a forensic examiner~" A boy said with a bouncing voice, not seeing sadness at all. "The old man said, tell us to take care of our junior sister more~"
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