readx; He seems to treat her as an invisible person, eyes on her existence, without his favor, she first examines herself, and then transforms, but she doesn't know where to transform herself. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info (.. ）

If one gives up one's own characteristics in order to cater to the preferences of another, it will be in vain. Gongsun Yuqing felt it. So today, she let it go, even if she quarreled, at least she had a chance to talk to him. And she didn't know how much pressure he was in his heart and how busy he was with work.

He didn't tell her because he was afraid that she would worry and that she wouldn't be able to help him with his work, so he didn't say anything.

He didn't want to quarrel with her, because his mood was not much better these days, if he couldn't control it for a while, if he quarreled with her, it would affect his sleep, so that tomorrow's work really couldn't be completed as planned, and now he needs to calm down for the sake of work.

"I originally wanted to say hello to you, but when I did, I went over and covered you with a quilt, but I tiptoed for fear of waking you up. Isn't that right? He tried to explain things clearly, trying to use a calm tone, but in fact he didn't want to explain a word in his heart.

"You just don't want to pay attention to me."

She wanted to cry aggrievedly, but for just a second, tears were already raining down.

He felt most sorry for her in the past, she shed tears, and if he made her cry because of him, he would change his ways to make her happy, until she broke into laughter.

Today he seems to turn a blind eye. Is it intentional?

Without his attention and pampering, Gongsun Yuqing didn't even cry anymore, girls shed tears, they generally wanted, if the other party didn't care at all or ignored it, even if she wanted to cry, she wouldn't be in front of him.

And he really didn't have the energy to care about her tears anymore, and he didn't have the time and energy to make him happy.

I had to patiently explain again, "I originally wanted to wait for the shower to carry you to the bed, but now you are standing here ready to quarrel with me, I am very tired, if there is anything, we will talk about it another day." His words were filled with a biting coldness, and even though it was autumn, she seemed to have fallen into a hole in the ice.

"You just don't want to pay attention to me." Her voice was louder than before, accompanied by a cry. Although the tears are no longer so whirling.

Maybe I've been overloaded with work for days, and I really don't have extra time to accompany her, and when I think of this, I still feel a little sorry in my heart.

He only explained to him again, and his tone softened slightly, "Gongsun Yuqing, it's too late today, let's stop arguing, can we go back to the room and sleep?" I've been really busy these days, so please understand.

In Nangong Ningmo's mind, Gongsun Yuqing has always been a sensible and empathetic girl, and he thought that she would understand without explaining too much to her.

He finally said that he was busy with work, and now, Gongsun Yuqing felt that he was just an excuse.

"You're getting impatient with me, you just don't want to pay attention to me, you're resenting me." She is so stubborn that she has to dwell on this issue.

He was annoyed, "It's unreasonable. ”

He even said she was unreasonable? She heard you right, right?

She stepped forward and grabbed him, "You have to apologize to me." "She doesn't give up. I don't know what's going on today, it seems that there is really going to be a fierce war in the dark.

Nangong Ningmo's temper was already anxious, he couldn't bear it anymore, since the explanation couldn't be explained, then he had nothing to say, whatever she thought.

Nangong Ningmo's emotions that had been suppressed for a long time were finally released, and with a gentle push of one arm, he pushed her far away, her body was already light, his original intention was just to let her get out of the way, he didn't want to quarrel with her.

And such a push just pushed her to the edge of the table, the force of inertia made her lose her center of gravity, her head was directly loaded to the corner of the table, the boxy corner of the table, the edges were very distinct, so, there was a big bag on her head immediately, it didn't matter, now where can her blown-blown skin withstand such an impact, and instantly blood flowed down her cheeks into a line.

When Nangong Ningmo realized this, he was shocked, he was already regretting his reckless behavior just now. By the time he ran over to prepare, she had already stood up and hurried away with her face covered. In addition to a bedroom, there is also a small study room, which is too narrow, so no one has ever lived in the study.

Now, Gongsun Yuqing is in this room, no matter how Nangong Ningmo shouts at her, there is no response, only a faint cry can be heard, it sounds very depressing, painfully depressed.

Nangong Ningmo didn't know how it could be like this, the two-person world that two people thought about day and night, but a violent incident happened in an instant, and the cause of the incident was not complicated.

Nangong Ningmo's heart was tired for a day, and now he is no longer a little sleepy, thinking about so many days, only caring about working hard, he has indeed neglected Gongsun Yuqing, and a burst of guilt and self-blame crept into his heart.

Gongsun Yuqing is now alone in the study, covering the wound with tissue paper to prevent it from continuing to bleed. Now that the bleeding has finally stopped, she doesn't want to avoid it, she still has to face what she should face, and she doesn't want a cold war.

The moment she opened the door, her Nangong Ningmo's decadent and soulless gaze was half cold and half distressed.

"I'm fine, let's sleep first, like you said, if there is a problem, we'll talk about it another day." She was very calm, and the calmness made Nangong Ningmo feel terrible, the kind of unreal horror.

If she could cry and raise her fist to hit him, he would be more relieved, but now, the attitude, whatever she said would be useless, so she had to give up.

She went to the bedroom to get a futon and a pillow and placed them in the study to prepare for sleep.

Nangong Ningmo realized that the problem was indeed more serious than she imagined, did she really want to separate from herself, and she began to separate before she lived together for a long time? As he thought about it, his head shook like he couldn't figure it out.

Is it a disappointment in yourself? Or is it disappointment in their relationship? Maybe both, who knows?

He wanted to go into her room, he would sincerely apologize, but it was clearly not the time, and her calm made him chill all over.

The night sky was endlessly changing, just now there were still stars, now even the moon was gone, and the dark clouds rolled up, and the night was even thicker.

This is the same as Nangong Ningmo's heart.

He dragged his legs like lead and walked weakly to the big bed, today he slept alone, very unaccustomed, he lay on the right, usually the left position is reserved for Gongsun Yuqing.

The position is empty today, and she won't be coming back, at least not for the time being.

Gongsun Yuqing fell crookedly on the bed, and had no intention of taking off her clothes to sleep, there were a lot of tangled things circling in her mind, wanting to cut it off, and it was messy.

The pain in the forehead may get better in a few days, but what about the pain in the heart?

There was no sound in the room. The silence is terrible.

Nangong Ningmo's mind was in chaos, and he fell asleep unconsciously with a guilty heart, perhaps, he was too tired.

Lying on the bed, Gongsun Yuqing couldn't sleep, she suppressed her emotions, and there was a pain in her chest, since she couldn't sleep, just go out to breathe.

Thinking of this, she got dressed and went out alone with her keys and phone. The corridor was quiet, the silence was terrifying, and the long corridor increased the emptiness in Gongsun Yuqing's heart.

Maybe she really can't live like this with him, and her goal is not to be someone's housewife, if it weren't for something like this today, she would have almost forgotten the dream that had been hidden in her heart for a long time.

Since she was a child, she hoped that she would one day be able to become an outstanding designer, and the reality seemed to have shattered her dream, running between home and company every day, just to accumulate a little more money to plan for future study, and since she got along with Nangong Ningmo, her biggest dream seems to have changed, and she doesn't know when she is happy to be a housewife.

Yes, Nangong Ningmo still hopes to have a wife who can go up to the hall and down to the kitchen, maybe that's the case, otherwise, why has he done well enough, but his relationship with her is getting worse and worse?

She didn't want to be so mediocre.

What if you break up? Yes, she now begins to assume that if they break up, will she miss him? This question seems a bit idiotic, no need to ask, she must love him.

She felt that she should improve herself more in order to be worthy of him. Who says a temporary absence doesn't win a better future?

By the time she thought of this, she had already taken the elevator.

When she entered the elevator, she was suddenly scared again, every time she faced this deathly silent scene, she was alone in a quiet space, she was scared to death, her whole body trembled, her body was weak, and she could barely support her body.

I don't know where I heard it, it's terrible anyway, a man, who specializes in hijacking a woman in the same corridor in the elevator to his house to have a relationship.

This is a true story, after he killed many people, he was denounced by the family of the last victim, thinking of this, the cold sweat on her forehead has come out, it is really terrible.

If there is such a person at this moment, then she must be finished, when she thought of this, the elevator dingdong prompt sounded, and then the door opened, and she subconsciously probed the face, there was no one.

I really regret that I came out, but now that she goes up again, she doesn't have enough courage, she just wants to run out as soon as possible, at least there are still passing crowds and vehicles on the street, although not much, enough to make her feel at ease.

Walking on the street, from time to time there are whistling cars passing by, with a gust of wind, her body is estimated to be too thin, even under the blowing of the wind, the body involuntarily runs forward, under the dim street lamp, there are few people wandering on the street, I don't know what time it is, whatever, what does this have to do with yourself? Anyway, she couldn't sleep, and she didn't plan to let the dawn come soon, she just wanted to walk like this, and be blown by the wind, and her brain might be clearer.

I don't know how long she walked, Gongsun Yuqing walked to a culvert, someone whistled at her, she didn't look up and walked straight forward.

It seems that with an evil whistle getting closer and closer, Gongsun Yuqing has to speed up the pace of progress, she doesn't want to fight with hooligans, and she doesn't want to meet a one-night stand, at this time there are still few idlers wandering the streets, few are calm.

Someone walked up and crossed in front of her, still holding an unfinished wine bottle in his hand, his hair was yellow and naturally curly, which reminded Gongsun Yuqing of Sister Feifei's puppy, but the color of the puppy was brown, a little more low-key than the color of this guy, she looked at him, her face was not good, she had just cried, and there was color on her head, as if she had just fought with someone.

"Miss, do you want to have two drinks with my brother?" He was so close to her, probably only a fist away from his body, that he could even hear his breathing, even though he was on the street, and everything around him seemed to be calming down.

She shifted her body to the left, trying to escape from the arm of the person in front of her, but unfortunately, as if he had guessed it, as soon as her feet were raised, he took a step ahead of her and blocked her way.

The more this happened, the more she wanted to get out of this place as soon as possible, "I'm sorry, I still have something." As he spoke, he turned around and ran, but unfortunately he was grabbed by a man behind him.

"If you want to run, if you don't have a few drinks with my brother today, how can it be so easy for you to leave?" Huang Mao also surrounded her to prevent her from running again, and he was smoking a cigarette, as if threatening. The smoke in her mouth spit out to Gongsun Yuqing's little face, circle by circle, she could barely open her eyes, and a strong smell of smoke robbed her of dry cough twice.

"Be wise, you can have fun with my eldest brother." There was a rogue flavor in the tone. This person calls Huang Mao the eldest brother, they are all about the same age, it is estimated that it is a matter of time before he enters the industry, or the eldest brother's skills in playing hooligan are higher.

Gongsun Yuqing is an angry person, she knows that it is useless to beg for mercy with this kind of person.

Her clothes were tightly pulled by the one behind her, and while he was unprepared, she turned her head and pulled up his arm and bit it hard, so painful that the person immediately let go of his hand, and groaned, Gongsun Yuqing kicked over and ran away.

The yellow-haired man frowned in pain, and hurriedly asked the other party if there was any problem. The man pointed to Gongsun Yuqing, who was running into the distance, gritted his teeth and said to Huang Mao: "Chase, catch up with me." ”

Huang Mao quickly chased after Gongsun Yuqing at the speed of a 100-meter sprint.

Behind her, Gongsun Yuqing suddenly heard the horn, it was the horn of the car, followed by Gongsun Yuqing non-stop, she didn't care about turning back as if she was being chased and killed, and ran forward, although she was tired and didn't have any strength, she was very annoyed that her legs were not angry, why was it so easy to run long distances in school when she went to school, and she was already tired after running not far, maybe it was the acceleration of the pace of life, so that she had almost no habit of exercising, three o'clock a day and one line, from the company to the vegetable market to her nestI always like to stay at home even on weekends.

This incident fully proved the consequences of not exercising, so she decided to get up early every day to run in the future, and no longer bother to eat breakfast in order to be lazy in bed for a few minutes like before.

It's too late to say anything now, close your eyes and run away as soon as possible, it's hateful, they still have cars, "It's over, it's over, where will I have a car that runs fast." ”

The horn screamed louder and louder, and her heart was beating with horror, and she just didn't hear it, and she had at least a glimmer of hope to escape from their clutches until she was overtaken.

She was almost waiting for the time when she was going to die with the enemy, when a voice came, "Gongsun Yuqing, is it you?" ”

"Huh? How can anyone know my name? "Is I hallucinating, or is this itself a dream, a dream without logic and incoherence?

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