440. Chapter 440 : Our Story
readx; Her timid Senyang really wants to say sorry, she is really sorry. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info.dt She sent herself to the hospital, and she guarded it almost until the middle of the night, she should not have said such hurtful words to him.
However, there is really no way, she can't do the thing of stepping on two boats, she already has Nangong Ningmo in her heart, and it is impossible to pretend to be someone else.
"Why are you so quick to reject me? I need to play fair. He still said what was in his heart and wanted him to quit, but he was really unwilling.
"Why can't it be me? Am I not worthy of you? Why did you entrust yourself to a playboy, don't you know how confusing his past love history is? ’
"Mr. Xia......" Yuqing just wanted to say something, but he intercepted the conversation.
"I don't want you to call me Mr. Xia all the time, I have a name, my name is Xia Senyang, is it so difficult for you to call my name once? Will it defile your mouth? The more he spoke, the more excited he became.
"Summer." She just slid the word to her lips and swallowed it raw. She originally wanted to call him Mr. Xia, but she was really not used to calling him by his name.
"Why do you say such hurtful things, I never feel that you are not worthy of me, I am not worthy of you, really, I am really not suitable for you, I don't call your name for fear that you will misunderstand, we really can't be a couple." Since I talked about this matter today, let's talk about it more thoroughly, so as not to get entangled in the future.
"But you have to tell me, what's wrong with us? I love you, that's enough, I'll give you the life you want......" He raised an octave in his voice as he was agitated.
The nurse was in the room, but now she came out and poked her head out. There are also patients who are getting injections next to them.
"Can you not be so loud, we have already affected others, can we sit down quietly and have a good talk?" Gongsun Yuqing's tone slowed down, and her voice was very low.
"Calm down? How do you want me to calm down? It's not fair at all that you got together with Nangong Ningmo just a few weeks after I was on a business trip. How can you ask me to be cold, you are mine, mine. ”
He was still so excited, his voice couldn't be lowered at all.
The nurse came over and reminded them, "The patients are resting, please influence the two of you."
"Okay, I don't want to talk to you about that now, let's talk about it another day. This is the hospital, let's stop arguing. You can go back. "Gongsun Yuqing wants to drive him away.
Gongsun Yuqing was annoyed, why is this person like this, she doesn't want to be unable to rest because of other patients she has caused.
She just wants to be quiet now.
"If you don't give me an explanation today, I won't just leave, why did you agree to him? I can't compare to him, you tell me clearly, and you also let me know in my heart why I fell out of love. “
"It's hilarious, out of love? If you haven't been in love, why fall out of love? This man is really crazy, is he going to make me say something a little more desperate? ”
Thinking of this, she said to Xia Senyang word by word: "From the day I met you, until now, did I say I love you?" Did I promise me to be in a relationship with you? Where did your broken love come from? I really don't understand, why do you have to choose me? Am I that good? Forget it, what does it matter to you whether it is good or not, I am already Nangong Ningmo's girlfriend now, it is impossible to promise you again, I will say it again, I have someone I love. ”
She didn't want to hurt him like this, but he coerced him everywhere, so he simply said it all and completely ended the matter.
It really worked, Gongsun Yuqing's words stimulated him, at this moment, his body was already unstable, his face was pale, and his legs took a few steps back, "Is Nangong Ningmo really that good?" I don't even have a chance to fight for it, even if he hurts you all over your body, will you still love him? ......" He seemed to mumble to himself, and it seemed to ask Gongsun Yuqing rhetorically.
"Yes, I love him, I love him more than myself, things between the two of us are not as fragile as you think, in this life, I only love him alone."
She really needs a ruthless force to say this, Gongsun Yuqing's eyes are full of firm strength, in the face of this kind of man, she can only make her heart go down and let him die, and this matter will end.
Xia Senyang didn't expect that Gongsun Yuqing was so ruthless, what was wrong with him, his assets were not much worse than Nangong Ningmo, and his love for her would only be more than Nangong Ningmo, why didn't she agree to be his girlfriend?
He suddenly looked up to the sky and laughed, there was a little more miserable in the laughter, Gongsun Yuqing was a little sad, she didn't want to hurt him, she wanted to talk to him calmly.
Hey, everything has come together, why do people live in this world, why are there so many troubles?
Grief-stricken look, she really couldn't bear it, but she didn't regret saying things that hurt him, because there was really no other way.
Faced with his emotional emotion, Gongsun Yuqing was helpless.
"Nangong Ningmo is a wanderer, he falls in love with a woman, just for a momentary pleasure, he won't be with you for a long time, Gongsun Yuqing, don't you be obsessed anymore, okay? He's been in a relationship with his first love for over twenty years, you know? In the past 20 years, he has been in contact with different women, basically changing them every week, which is faster than a woman changing clothes. Do you think you will be happy with such a person? Why don't you believe me? ”
Xia Senyang said that Nangong Ningmo was not all kinds of things. I don't know where he found out.
"What the hell do you mean?" Gongsun Yuqing hates others the most about Nangong Ningmo, just like a mother who doesn't want to hear others belittle her child.
"You love him now, but you don't know him at all, if you have a heart as forbearant as Hu Shuangyu, then I have nothing to say, you also, he is so selfish that he completely abandoned the lover who has guarded him for more than 20 years, he only cares about his own feelings, he only knows that he doesn't love Hu Shuangyu anymore, he has never considered the feelings of others."
"Xia Senyang, what kind of person is Nangong Ningmo It's not your turn to accuse, what is him, I know best in my heart, you are hearsay at all, what qualifications do you have to accuse a person you didn't take the time to understand at all? I don't want you to worry about my business. ”
"Yuqing, why are you so confused?" Xia Senyang originally wanted to try to convince her to let her Gong Ningmo's true face, but who knew that it would make her angry again.
"Nangong Ningmo Even if it's like you said, I love him as much as I do, I love him, you know? Even if the whole world scolds him, I will love him well, I don't allow you to talk nonsense here anymore, I only love him alone in my life, how many times do you have to say it before you understand? ”
"You...... It's hopeless. Xia Senyang hated that iron could not become steel, and shook his head angrily.
In his impression, Gongsun Yuqing, the girl, has always been an empathetic and gentle person, but now she fell out with him for an unworthy person, and he couldn't accept her change for a while.
"Senyang, I really can't control myself, even if I'm unpleasant with him now, I still can't forget him, I beg you not to say bad things about him in the future, I don't want to hear it." She has become a tearful person, crying silently, and people are distressed.
She didn't call him Mr. Xia anymore, but called Senyang, but he wasn't happy at all, at this moment, his heart seemed to have been hit by something, and the pain was incomparable.
He asked her one last question, painfully and hopefully, "Tell me, tell me the truth, have you ever had love for me?" Even a little, a little. "He's begging for something.
The man is infatuated, and it is so heartbreaking, but he doesn't want so many girls chasing him, he likes Gongsun Yuqing, if he lets the woman who pursues him, he will definitely scold Gongsun Yuqing to death.
"I don't want to say anything against my will, I have always treated you as a friend, I don't have any other thoughts, I'm really sorry, the only person I love is Nangong Ningmo." When she said this, her head shook like a rattle. He didn't want to listen to what was going on.
I didn't expect that it would be so difficult for the boss of a company to pursue a girl who had nothing? He didn't speak again, his heart ached, he just turned his back and didn't face her anymore. All hope was finally completely shattered at this moment, and he felt like a failure, and even his arms were shaking. I really didn't expect that the result would be so cruel. He couldn't accept it for a while.
His back was so sad, like the yellow dead leaves scattered on the ground in autumn, and there was no hope of survival.
"It's not that I think you're bad, of course, it's not because you have less money than Nangong Ningmo, you should know this, when I, my heart will pound, I know that he is the person I want to find the most.
"It's not that I think you're bad, of course, it's not because you have less money than Nangong Ningmo, you should know this, when I, my heart will pound, I know that he is the person I want to find the most. And even if you are excellent, you can't make my heart move, choose who to be with, not to choose the best, but to suit yourself, I listen to my heart, I want to live the life I want with Nangong Ningmo. ”
Xia Senyang has been standing motionless in place, in the quiet night, it looks so terrible, to be honest, Gongsun Yuqing couldn't bear it when he said this, but since it has reached this point today, if he doesn't talk about everything, it will bring unnecessary trouble to each other in the future.
She didn't know if he was listening, so she called softly, "Mr. Xia." ”
But he was interrupted by standing there motionless, and he shouted hysterically, "Please don't say any more." He finally spoke again. Although it almost scared her.
Gongsun Yuqing slowly walked in front of Xia Senyang, she knew that the corners of a man's eyes flashed with crystal tears, Gongsun Yuqing didn't expect to bring so much pain to a man, she was sorry, for a moment she even regretted what she said, but thinking about it the other way, long pain is better than short pain, let's let the matter end early, Xia Senyang is indeed a good person, he shouldn't be tortured like this, it's all his own bad, but she really can't do anything to dash his hopes, At least he will have a chance to find a suitable partner for him in the future.
He turned his head away and raised his head upward, as if trying to control his emotions, he didn't want tears of incompetence to flow out in front of the woman he liked. Didn't want her either
After making a slight emotional adjustment, he faced Gongsun Yuqing again, his voice was much calmer, and the depression and anger just now disappeared, "I know, in fact, I understand what you said, but I really can't control myself, since I met you at the banquet that day, I met you and Nangong Ningmo, the two of you held hands, and you were happy and proud, I knew that I had no hope, but I was really unwilling, if it was someone else, I would admit it, but that person was Nangong Ningmo, You believe in a person so unconditionally, and only a fool like you can believe in him so much. I know, you don't want me to mention his past, you don't care, but I care, if you don't like me, at least find someone who is more down-to-earth, he is... What do you want me to say about you? I've loved you for so long and you've turned a blind eye.."
The burly man in front of him actually moistened his eyes again and again with uncompromising tears for a yellow-haired girl.
Gongsun Yuqing felt unspeakably uncomfortable in her heart, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”
She kept repeating this heartfelt sentence, and she really couldn't think of how to express the guilt in her heart except sorry.
Sun Yuqing's pitiful appearance, he was even more distressed, his body instinctively wanted to walk over and take her in his arms, but, only for a moment, reason still controlled his sensibility, he knew that he could no longer be her closest person, he didn't dare to stretch out his arms, once he grabbed her soft body, he was afraid that he would never be willing to let go.
After all, he is a middle-aged man who is almost forty years old, he is no longer strong, he is green with his feelings, his reason will clearly tell him what he can do and what he can't do, this is a mature man, although he will cry when he is emotional, which just shows that he is a person with a true temperament. There's nothing wrong with that.
Although he has been rejected by her many times until now, his heart still loves Gongsun Yuqing as always, even stronger than before, he can no longer impulsively do things that should not be done, he can't make her angry, since he loves her, he must give her happiness, even if he can't give her happiness, at least don't add any burden to her.
He tried hard to convince himself that although he couldn't completely forget her for a while, in fact, she had already settled in the depths of Xia Senyang's heart, and it was a fantasy to forget her for a while.
The cute and touching girl in front of him, although he loves her, but now he can't do any intimate actions, she has clearly told him that she has never loved herself a little, not even a little.
The twisted melon is not sweet, love is uncontrollable, he can't force Gongsun Yuqing to love him, this kind of thing is reluctant.