446. Chapter 446: If This Doesn't Count as Love

readx; Nangong Ningmo said while opening the lunch box: "It makes sense, it makes sense, but Gongsun Yuqing, you don't have to be so troublesome in the future, you go to work from morning to night, you are tired enough, there is food here in the hospital, if I really don't want to eat this meal, I will ask the aunt at home to send it to me, anyway, the aunt will come over every day to bring food to my father." Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info”

She knew that he felt sorry for her, "But, I want to do something for you, I have nothing to do at home alone, I would be happy to come here to see you." Are you tired of anything? I am invincible in youth, this little thing, I can't be tired, don't worry. ”

"By the way, you're out, who will take care of Dad Su?" After Gongsun Yuqing saw Nangong Ningmo, she just talked sweetly to him, forgetting what she should have asked earlier.

"Dad went to bed after dinner, and he hasn't woken up yet, Gao Hu is over there, and my mom has just come over, it's okay."

"Later, take me to see Daddy Su, right?" But after asking, she regretted it again, to be honest, as long as she saw Su's mother's legs, she was weak, and she didn't know why, maybe Su's mother didn't like her from the bottom of her bones.

Gongsun Yuqing didn't dare to look at her a second time when she saw Nangong Ningmo's mother's eyes, her deterrent power was too strong, and now Gongsun Yuqing thought that his mother was also in Su's father's ward, and her heart was entangled again.

"Yuqing, I know you're worried about my dad, and I got your heart, but he's resting, so I'll take you upstairs for a walk."

It was a good idea, in fact, she thought so, not only to avoid embarrassment, but also to take a walk with her prince.

Nangong Ningmo may be too hungry, he gobbled up delicious food, Gongsun Yuqing scolded him with a smile, "Eat slowly, I'll choke for a while." ”

He raised his head, raised the thermos cup high, drank the remaining fish soup, and at the end, wiped his mouth with the tissue handed over by Gongsun Yuqing, Gongsun Yuqing reached out and removed a coriander leaf hanging from the corner of his mouth, and took the empty cup with his hand.

"Is it that delicious? It's too face-giving, you've eaten it all. ”

"Who made it so delicious? Let's go, let's go upstairs together. As he spoke, he took Gongsun Yuqing's jade hand and walked away.

At night, everything is deposited, at this time walking on the green path, you can smell the fragrance of the grass, it is the faint smell, although it is in the hospital, because there are more green plants, even the oxygen ions in the air are more active than on the road, and the soft street lamps shine on the bodies of the two people, stretching their shadows for a while, and becoming very thick and short dwarfs for a while, everything is full of fun.

Not far away, there was a strong fragrance of moon flowers, and as they approached slowly, the fragrant and sweet smell came to their faces and sent them into their nostrils.

Gongsun Yuqing said: 'How many times a year does the moon flower bloom?' It seems to be more than once, I remember that in the spring, the flowers in the garden are full of beauty, which will attract a lot of passers-by to watch, and now the autumn is strong, how can there be a moon season flowers blooming? ”

"It probably has something to do with the climate here, if there is a climate and environment suitable for them to grow, they will bloom the best side for everyone to see." Nangong Ningmo continued her words.

"I heard that flowers are the same as people, if you smile at it every day, or give it delicious food, it will give you a lot, you see, that moon flower is very beautiful and beautiful, probably to give back to the world."

"Really? Wouldn't it be a great honor for us to meet us? Nangong Ningmo was attracted by Gongsun Yuqing's little woman's feelings, and he looked at her while smiling.

"Well, it's strange that such a beautiful flower has a lot of thorns on its body, and why did the Creator have to make them full of thorns?" Gongsun Yuqing pointed to the flowers, a little depressed.

"This is the magic of the Creator, because it is beautiful, so it needs to be protected, the Creator has expected it when the moon flower appears, maybe someone will hurt it, it is no wonder, people are selfish, when you see a very beautiful flower, the first thing that comes to mind is to keep it for yourself, the Creator is still prescient, otherwise, before the bud blooms, the flower may have been picked by someone, and most of us will not see such a beautiful flower, right?"

Nangong Ningmo's analysis seems to make sense, "Well, this statement is quite convincing, flowers are not like people, there will be bodyguards, probably this thorn is their bodyguard." ”

"That's right, it seems that you know my mind best."

Gongsun Yuqing is very proud, and he is very comfortable and happy with someone who has a good heart. But she seemed to remember something, lowered her head and pondered before saying, "If a little bit of beauty needs bodyguards, then why does such a noble plant as a peony have no thorns?" ”

Nangong Ningmo has never thought about this question, he feels that it should be explained like this, "Peony is not an ordinary flower, it is not charming or delicate, it is strong enough to deter the evil forces that want to destroy it, so it does not need protection, this is the same as the aura of a person, when ****** fought with the enemy, he walked over from the enemy's gaze with great dignity, it was not that the enemy had no chance to shoot him, but that the enemy felt that this person's aura was too strong and could not pick up the gun in his hand, Kill him like a normal soldier. ”

Gongsun Yuqing nodded again and again.

Nangong Ningmo looked up at the sky, and suddenly had a different feeling, such beautiful stars, such a blue sky, such a bright moonlight, such a quiet green grass like an oxygen bar, and a soft path to walk, Dad can't enjoy it for the time being, if it's just temporary, then he will be relieved, but now Dad's situation doesn't know what to do, although it doesn't seem to be a big deal now, he is still a little worried.

He no longer has the opportunity or the right to be willful, he can't patronize his feelings and take the love of his parents as a burden, he strongly feels that life is so extravagant, if he can, he wants to listen to his parents for everything, as long as they are happy, even if he pays more, he will not hesitate. I hope that everything is safe for his family and that his father is healthy and healthy, which is his greatest hope now.

Turning around to look at Gongsun Yuqing behind her, she still followed him to enjoy the soft moonlight, which fell obliquely on Nangong Ningmo's face, and his clear outline appeared more vivid.

She didn't know why God favored her so much, and gave her such a big surprise, the person she loved was not only superb, but most importantly, he even loved her more than himself.

After dating for so long, even now, she sees that his heart still beats uncontrollably, what is going on after all, and she even has more respect for him.

He is a qualified lover, and he needs to do what a son should do, Nangong Group is waiting for him to take over the management, she doesn't want to embarrass him for her own reasons, if she can, she can even..

She suddenly wanted to stop herself, and although things hadn't come to this point, her feelings told her that day would come soon, and she would have to face it.

Now that she thinks of having to break up with him, her heart aches, what can she do to get the best of both worlds? Maybe there is no eternal perfection in the world, and love is the same, when you love so hard and bring harm to the people around you, will you still love?

Gongsun Yuqing couldn't stop asking herself.

The cold of the night became stronger and stronger, Gongsun Yuqing shivered from the cold, and his neck involuntarily shrank inward, as if only this was the only way to get temporary warmth.

Nangong Ningmo saw all this, he took off his coat and draped it over her shoulders, and slowly walked back with one arm around her waist.

"Rainy and sunny." He called her name, and she waited to hear what he had to say.

Nangong Ningmo actually wanted to say 'I'm sorry', because he was likely to obey his parents' arrangement and be separated from her for a while. But how can this be said? He couldn't bear to say such heartless words to her face, now he couldn't see her for a day, his mind was full of her shadow, and he would have trouble sleeping, if he separated, even if it was only temporary, even he couldn't stand it, don't do to others what you don't want, but he understands the reason, and if he doesn't make it clear now, it will cause her more harm in the future.

If he obeys his parents' arrangement and continues to marry their daughter-in-law Hu Shuangyu, maybe in the end it will be a marriage that exists in name only, which will hurt him a lot, and his estimation of Hu Shuangyu will be the same, he really has no way to live with a woman he doesn't love, thinking that he will sleep in the same bed all day with a woman who has no feelings in the future, he has unspeakable pain, and even wants to smash the things around him.

But what about the parents? If he married Hu Shuangyu at the expense of himself to become a filial son, maybe it was worth it, his parents worked hard to train him to be like this, he should honor them well, but is there only one way to be filial?

It is indeed very sad to live in the era of arranged marriage by his parents, and what is even more sad is that everyone has been in free love for a century, and he is still a victim of his parents' arranged marriage, he doesn't know whether to cry loudly or cry loudly, and the boredom in his heart is like a dark cloud before a storm, and it is overwhelming.

But another voice is struggling again, is it just betting on a loveless marriage with his good years and beautiful youth? No, he can't do this, it's okay to lose the whole world, he can't do without Gongsun Yuqing, but when he calms down and thinks about it carefully, he will still say with such certainty that even if he loses the whole world, as long as Gongsun Yuqing is alone, can this really be taken seriously?

The answer has been circling in his mind for a long time, yes, when you impulsively think about the love you are about to lose, you will try to maintain her sensually and desperately, and when the impulsive devil slowly subsides, you will find that the world you live in, people are not only for their own children, if you only think about your own feelings and ignore the feelings of others, it is called selfishness, he can't be a selfish person, which is contradictory to the education of parents for so many years.

People should not live in their own little love, as a man, they should also have great love, if they want to continue to associate with Gongsun Yuqing regardless of the life and death of their parents, even he looks down on himself, let alone Susu, Su Su is enough to give in, in order for her brother to have a person who loves each other, she tries to say good things in front of her parents.

Yes, one cannot live for oneself.

Moreover, Nangong Group is inseparable from him as a leader. There are too many people who need him, and a man who is only addicted to **** will make many people look down on him.

Nangong Ningmo is controlled and influenced by the arbitrary personality of his mother and father, and he will still be indecisive on many issues when he grows up, especially in the relationship between men and women, if it were not for the matchmaking of his parents, he would not have been involved with Hu Shuangyu.

At that time, his mother said that he had set a baby kiss, he was still immature at that time, he was still a child, and he was still an age when he didn't know what love was, he didn't immediately object, in his silence, he didn't expect things to end up like what everyone sees now, it seems that Hu Shuangyu is now more important than Nangong Ningmo, dare to make Hu Shuangyu angry, and the second elder of the Su family always criticizes his son's ignorance first.

But for so many years, he has only been friends with Hu Shuangyu, and he can't even talk about like-mindedness, he doesn't know what this woman is thinking every day, and the two of them don't have the feeling of heartbeat, nor do they have the heart and soul he expects.

And what these two lovers should have, he doesn't have it, although her appearance is indeed better than Gongsun Yuqing, although her education is indeed much higher than Gongsun Yuqing, although she is also very capable, but, what he wants to find is just a wife who can make friends with him, can understand his virtuous help, he doesn't need her to be good at all, he doesn't like Hu Shuangyu to get along with him in order to cater to his tastes, he is very unhappy, the more she tries to change herself, the more he feels that Hu Shuangyu has no personality.

But Gongsun Yuqing is different, what she presents in front of him is completely a true self, she is not tired, and he doesn't have to be guarded. He is used to seeing the deceit of the mall, and in life, he just wants to make life simpler. Gongsun Yuqing may be stupid in the eyes of others, because she doesn't have too many hearts, she doesn't intrigue, she doesn't speak ill of people behind her back, she doesn't use strong words or even lies, which is exactly what he likes. He just wants to see her as she really is.

Her kindness, her loveliness, her purity were all to his liking, and no one else could make him feel as comfortable as her. Her peculiar feminine body fragrance is better than the high-end perfume that many women buy, and that kind of luxury is too dazzling and ostentatious to lose its essence.