Probably considering the words, it took a while for my cousin to give me an answer

"Let's just say that, Xiaoyou, you...... Do you have any friends, or have you ever understood the meaning of 'friendship'?"

Wow~~ This question is so difficult!!

Asweallknowthat (as we all know) Since ancient times, human feelings have been the most incomprehensible, and the philosophical question of human nature has been discussed for nearly 2,000 years, but no reason has been discussed.

The study of emotions is expressed in the English tense as 'present perfect continuous tense', which refers to the actions that have continued in the past and will continue to be maintained, spanning the three stages of past, present, and future.

It is recognized that the depth and breadth of the social sciences are almost comparable to those of the natural sciences, and it is from this that the liberal arts and sciences in high school are derived.

Some people must be surprised that even if the total number of people in history is not more than 100 billion, and the science of studying 100 billion people can be compared with this infinite and vast world?

Because human nature is complex, people not only have a selfish side and an inferiority complex, but also conformity, as well as a sense of fear, jealousy, hatred, etc., and so on and so on, but there is also a good human nature of kindness, integrity, tolerance, justice, indifference, integrity, and many complex human nature, in short, half of people are gods, half of them are demons.

It is these complex human natures that together drive people to live and drive people to form this complex society

In fact, there are very complex mechanisms and principles that govern the thoughts, emotions and actions of the human brain, which are so complex that you can hardly imagine, it can be said that it is the same as the universe, it is a chaotic system, which is by no means completely summarized in three words, we don't even know the laws and principles of human thinking, how to grasp human nature, if you express it in the language of mathematics, human nature and the universe are both infinite sets, although there are also differences in size but they are both infinite, so the study of human nature can be compared with the universe.

The meaning of feelings such as friendship, love, and family affection, such as God's difficulty, the whole human race cannot understand it, so how can I answer it!

"I'm not sure what kind of relationship can be defined as a friend, if it's just a relationship with frequent social activities and no conflict, I still have a lot of relationships above friends, Dad, Mom and Little Sister Three, cousin you one, and the old man can also be counted as one...... Well, that's all," I counted the number of people while pointing my finger to my chin, it's a pity, even if I tried my best to make up the number of people, but it was still not enough to make up the number of ten fingers, is it possible that I have so many people who have a good relationship in my life, and it also includes all the relatives and relatives and the teacher, and it is really a failure to be a man in this life

Maybe I am a child who should not have been born, and I am simply abandoned by the world, and I am disqualified from the world.

My cousin, who is also my high school teacher, Hiratsuka quietly held her forehead helplessly, looking like she had expected it, and then looked at me with a loving gaze that can be called a virgin, under the attack of this kind of holy light that has been rotten in the game, I feel that all the blackness in my heart is clearly exposed, just like when I was just born, naked ** facing the whole world.

Ah, this kind of gaze is so dazzling, it will make me feel ashamed, please don't do this, and I'm not the simple appearance of a baby now, the real society has left traces on my body, and I don't want to be seen by others.

"It seems that Xiaoyou doesn't have any friends" In this way, my cousin directly said the fact that I have never been willing to face.

"It's okay, a capable person like me can live well alone without any friends, and I have a good life plan, oh, earn enough money in the first twenty-five years to spend the next fifty years, and then build a villa with a swimming pool, and with my excellent level in all human beings, it is not a big problem to marry a beautiful wife who truly loves me......" Smiling reluctantly, deceiving myself with a lie that I knew was a fake, I have always been like this, but it was the first time to express it to others like today, and this feeling was really uncomfortable.

"Oh, is that so?" my cousin nodded knowingly, probably understanding my thoughts, goodjob, fooling around.

"But as far as I know, it seems that many researchers and scientists like you have been singles all their lives, isn't your mentor still single?" the cousin gently picked up the cigarette in her mouth, put it in the ashtray and lit it twice, and said casually.

A sharp shot, an arrow through the heart, a sword to seal the throat, love at first sight...... Looks like there's a strange stuff mixed in at the end, no matter what. is worthy of being a Chinese language teacher, his thinking and language skills are really amazing, and the sharp rebuttal made me speechless with just one blow, and I silently squatted in the corner and wept.

The pain of the old man's life was revealed in this way, and he said it directly without any minus, and most importantly, ...... I can't refute it, old man, I'm sorry for you, and...... Ya Butterfly, don't ruin my last hope so cruelly, woo~~

Singles for life, singles for life (because it's very important, so I say it twice...... Is it true that I, Yuji Sakai, am destined to be lonely for a hundred years? Also, even the old man, who can be said to be the top of mankind, does not have a wife, and there are many such examples: the ancient Greek sage Plato, the Italian genius Leonardo da Vinci, the great British scientist Newton, as well as Voltaire, Hans Christian Andersen, Beethoven, ...... The great characters in this series are all singles!

By the way, among these excellent bachelors, my favorite is the French philosopher, mathematician, and physicist Pascal, because - Pascal died of illness at the age of 39. I haven't been in love in my life, and my relationship with my sister is extraordinary. Just such a short introduction made me feel good about him, because they are all sister-loving people!!

My family's Mitsuki is also the world's cutest sister.,No one can compare to the angel cutie.。

Obviously, as a person, they are the top category, but they are still lonely all their lives, and they think that excellent people will not be lonely, is it really naïve that I think?

No...... No...... Actually, I've considered these things.,Academics.、Work.,Even if it's a question of whether there is a lover in the future.,I've also seriously considered it.,Primary school is too young (although at this time people of the same age have begun to confess.,Even in pairs.,And in many anime games, elementary school is also a high-incidence stage of flag.,But I've always thought that I couldn't understand so many things when I was too young in elementary school.,Maybe it's because I'm born with a love brain that's not as developed as my age~~.] When I was in junior high school, I was thinking about this issue for a long time, and I hesitated for a long time, but I still couldn't come to a conclusion, but my personality didn't allow me to waste time so much, and I had to make a quick decision.

So according to what I know in my daily life:

1. Most girls like handsome guys, those who can wrap ** are rich people, those who can open ** are good at mouth, and the only girls who can play game-like strategies are Lord God......

Second, most of the people who don't have girlfriends are ** silk, most of the divorced families are because one party is weak, and the little white face can't marry the daughter just because of waste wood, and can't attract the opposite sex just because the charm (ability) is not enough......

I came to the conclusion that if I improved my abilities, I would probably be able to get what I wanted.

According to the conclusion of my thinking, I tried my best to improve myself, just so that one day in the future, when I met the one in my destiny, I would be qualified to walk with 'her' on the road of life.

In many attempts, I have successfully understood that appearance is born and I can't change it, and talent is born and I can't change it...... There are too many things in this world that I can't change, but as the ancestors said: If the mountain can't come, I'll go there. - Muhammad

The only thing I can do is play to my strengths and change what I can change, and I am thankful that I seem to be very talented in my studies and able to concentrate and study, which is why I skipped grades in middle and high school, and studied abroad......

Knowledge can be slowly accumulated, knowledge can be grown, these are slowly changing me, but there is only a little principle I will never change, my character has never been wrong, my thinking and concepts are correct, if even these fundamental things have to be changed under the pressure of the outside world, Sakai Yuji will no longer be Sakai Yuji, and from now on there will be no Sakai Yuji in the world, some will only be a walking corpse named 'Sakai Yuji', a puppet.

“...... It's okay," my cousin looked at me in surprise.

"I think it's okay, even if I'm single for the rest of my life, I can live well, just like Sir Isaac Newton (Sir Newton) in England (1), and my mentor told me the same thing, 'When we focus all our energy on exploring the mysteries of the natural world, we will never feel lonely', so it's okay to be a good bachelor in the future." "That's right, this is the conclusion I have come to after years of thinking and summarizing, my real thoughts, and I have maintained this idea until now, and it has not changed.

Even if it's a single, you have to be an excellent single-by: Yuji Sakai

(Note: (1) Because of Sir Newton, all celibates in the world will no longer be alone.) Like Clinton, they were the widows of their fathers, and his birth, without exaggeration, changed the world. He was the founder of modern mechanics, the discoverer of gravity, analyzed the composition of white light, and discovered calculus simultaneously with Leibniz. Newton's life, with little record of being close to women, walked through his great life alone, and in his later years he sought solace in religion, and in March 1727 he was buried in the famous Westminster Abbey. ）

(PS: 1. Don't blame me for holding these materials to raise words, I just think these are more intriguing after adding.)

2. Today's second update has been delivered, a full 6,000 words said, brothers and sisters, please smash the recommendation tickets in your hands or something, idle and bored can also play more games called 'clicks', in short, ask for recommendations, ask for clicks)