1400.Chapter 1400 Doesn't Matter (3)
Feeling the faint temperature in his arms, Qi Feng faintly felt that his heart had eased a little.
took a breath indifferently, gently put the things in his hand back on the tray on the side, and then reached out and patted her back gently, her hoarse voice could hear a little softness, "I have never blamed you, although it feels very difficult to maintain, but as long as you are willing to turn back and give each other a little confidence, all the suffering is worth it." ”
Qi Feng's words were naturally emotional and a little sighing, which made Gu Lingsha suddenly feel some joy in his heart.
"Ah Feng...... I'm sorry, it's me who is too dissatisfied, too willful, I will definitely believe in you more in the future, I just hope that you can be consistent with me. ”
Gu Lingsha choked up, blinked her teary eyes, looked at Qi Feng, her blue eyes glowed with a faint streamer, "The matter has come to this, I have no choice, everything I relied on before has been lost, Ah Feng, are you sure, do you still want me like this?" I...... There really is nothing left......"
Qi Feng paused, took a breath, lowered his head and kissed her hair, his dark eyes rarely flashed with some light softness, and said in a low voice, "Don't think too much, no matter what, you still have me, those things, just let it pass." I admit that I have some appreciation for Xi Xia Ye, but that is only my appreciation of my opponent, just like my appreciation of Mu Yuchen. And you, unlike all women, are not only my Qi Feng's wife, but also the mother of my daughter. ”
Speaking of this, Qi Feng suddenly paused, stretched out his hand and lightly held Gu Lingsha's hand, "The relationship between men and women, you should know me best, I have no power to pay attention to too many of these things, and I am determined not to go down the same path as my father, so as not to hurt such a woman, and in the end, I may not be able to make myself better." My mother is just one of the poor women who followed him, and I know from the news that Lisson has obtained from the investigation, my mother has a deep affection for him, and maybe he also had some affection for my mother before, but no matter what, it is not as good as a Wang Qin, from the beginning, she is destined not to enter the door of the Qi family......"
"When I grow up, I tell myself, to be a smart person, to have a sincere feeling, first of all, you must be prepared to give up a lot, there is nothing wrong with being a cold person, many times, people only live a little selfish, the damage index will be a little lower. Sasha, this is the first time I've said this to you, and hopefully it's the last time. ”
Qi Feng's tone was very low, and listening to it also made Gu Lingsha's mood a little depressed-
She had forgotten about it, proud of a person like Qi Feng, he had never mentioned in front of her the misfortunes he had endured in his heart, even though she had been with him for many, many years, but it was the first time she had heard Qi Feng mention his mother, mention those unpleasant pasts.
She thought, perhaps, this kind of perception is only experienced by him, so he will have such a deep understanding, right?
However, such Qi Feng, it seems, makes her feel a little inexplicably painful in her heart.
It was also at this moment that she suddenly felt that she seemed to be some unnecessary willfulness before, she should believe him, just like Xi Xia Ye seemed to have always believed in Mu Yuchen so much, and shouldn't her relationship with Qi Feng stand the test?
"But, Ah Feng, my mother is also worried about this, because I ...... I'm afraid we can only have a daughter like Weiwei, how can the Qi family ...... I can't think of it, why is this a mother? Why her? I can't find a reason for her to do that! Is it just because of Huigu? Why didn't Mom start it after she found out about the relationship between Dad and Ling Tian seven years ago? ”
Gu Lingsha asked in a daze, raising her hand to wipe the wetness on her face.
Qi Feng also froze for a moment, and then smiled, "I don't know, maybe there are some other and other reasons besides these, but these answers will become an unsolvable mystery with her departure." In fact, I'm thinking that for my mother, it may not be that I don't have any feelings for my father, otherwise, she wouldn't have embarked on the road she has today. Before she died, she said that she hated her father, and if there was no so-called love, she would not have such a strong hatred. ”
Qi Feng was originally a person with very weak emotions, but I don't know why, Gu Qihao's affair with Dai Lisi touched him a little, he thought, standing in Dai Lisi's position, I'm afraid that in the end, he will do the same, right?
"She didn't think about putting you in, so the reason why she chose to do it this time is also to make amends."
When Qi Feng said this, he slowly let go of Gu Lingsha, his expression was gloomy, "Eat the things first, and then come to the study, and I'll show you the whole thing." The doctor said that your health is not very good, and you need to pay attention to it, otherwise you will be the one who will bear the hard work in the back. ”
As he spoke, he turned his wheelchair and approached the door of the study.
Gu Lingsha sniffed, silently watched Qi Feng's figure gradually disappear into the study, and then breathed a sigh of relief, some numbly took the bowl of bird's nest porridge that was still slightly steaming, and ate some tastelessly.
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After hurriedly eating most of the food in the tray, Gu Lingsha felt a little angry, and hurriedly got up and walked towards the study.
In the study, Qi Feng was already sitting silently at the desk, looking at the copy of the text in his hand, his face was a little gloomy and unsightly, and his brows were furrowed.
"Let's see, this is what happened to all the things, including Mom's suspicion of Ling Tian at the beginning, what happened six years ago, and what happened recently, all the information, after reading this, I think you may be able to understand Mom's reason for doing this, standing in her position, it is not difficult to imagine."
Qi Feng threw the text to the corner of the table, took a breath, indifferently took another copy of the text on the side, and continued to look through it.
Gu Lingsha shook for a moment, bit her vaguely pale and bloodless lipline, and after a while, she silently walked over and picked up the copy.
"Her subordinate Grand, there is no news yet, after the matter is revealed, the police are looking for his traces everywhere, if Grande contacts you, you better ignore it, so as not to get burned. This issue is too sensitive, so we also need to be vigilant at all times, and don't make your own decisions about other things that can't be handled, just leave it to me. ”