Chapter 1908 - Negative Anger (4)
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Thinking about the future, if he continues to live in the previous period, Fujiwarano is also dead, and there seems to be no hope of recovery, what can he do now?
Picked up the wine, drank it all in a few sips, and took a deep breath, "Whether it's worth it or not, only I know best in my heart." I can't deny the past, and I don't want to. ”
"I will keep my promise, it is also your business whether you accept it or not, I can't watch it like this and be indifferent. That's all I have for my feelings, since I don't want to come back......"
At least, if it can be less painful.
Fujiwarano's tone was unusually resolute, and his resolute gaze made Lan Xiu feel a little frightened, Lan Xiu subconsciously turned his head to look at Dongfang Liuyun, wanting to capture some changed emotions from her face, however, he saw that Dongfang Liuyun still looked faint, except for the somewhat gloomy eyes, there seemed to be no outward emotion.
After waiting for a while, he didn't see Fujiwara Ye take the next words, and after thinking about it, Lan Xiu reached out to stop Fujiwara who was about to pour wine, "Drink less." ”
"On such a cold day, you can feel the temperature by drinking a little, don't worry, you can't get drunk with this degree."
Lan Xiu's eyes darkened, looking at the two of them who were so depressed, he naturally felt uncomfortable in his heart, watching Fujiwara Ye staring at Dongfang Liuyun, pouring down cup after cup, he felt very uncomfortable in his heart.
Dongfang Liuyun didn't stop it, and drank silently, several people didn't talk much, the atmosphere was naturally a little depressing, Lan Xiu thought about it for a while, and was about to say something to ask Fujiwarano to leave with him, but he didn't want Ali's call to call.
It's a matter on the company's side, an important customer has just arrived in Z City because of the snow flight delay, and Lan Xiu needs to go over to greet him.
"If you're busy, go back first, just go home and give me a message when you're done, and let Ali come and pick you up."
Dongfang Liuyun said.
Lan Xiu looked at Dongfang Liuyun and Fujiwara Ye with a complicated expression, hesitated for a moment before saying, "Then Aye, I'll let Ali come and send you back later, right?" Matsuda is not in ...... either."
"No need, busy with you, I'm not going to get drunk yet."
Fujiwarano responded lightly.
Lan Xiu could only nod his head, glanced at Dongfang Liuyun schematically, and when he saw Dongfang Liuyun nodding, he left unhurriedly.
……
At the wine table, Dongfang Liuyun and Fujiwara were suddenly left, and the atmosphere was even more depressing than before.
"I can't send a drunk you home, since you can't drink enough, let's drink less. You shouldn't have come here in the first place. ”
Seeing Fujiwara Ye on the opposite side drinking one cup after another, Dongfang Liuyun finally said lightly.
"I didn't let you send it either, knowing you hate me."
Fujiwarano was stunned for a moment before replying, his lowered eyes hiding the gloom in his dark eyes, "Do you still believe in fate now?" Clouds? ”
Asking this question made Dongfang Liuyun pause, suddenly stopped his movements, looked at him fixedly, and thought for a while-
"I don't know, I've always felt that the road is made by people, but some things are difficult to explain. Let's just let it go, we can't go back, and it's good to leave each other a good thought. ”
"If you don't try, how do you know if you can't go back? You don't know why I came from Japan in such a hurry? What would you do if I said I had to be you? ”
When Fujiwarano asked this, he also stared closely at Dongfang Liuyun.
Dongfang Liuyun listened, but there was a faint smile on his face, "I am now Qi Lei's wife, what do you say I will do?" ”
"But you don't love him at all!"
Fujiwarano said in a cold voice.
"You know I don't love him? At least I care about him now, and there is no rule that two people who love each other can get married and live. I'm looking forward to each day more and more. ”
Dongfang Liuyun is also very neat and clear.
Fujiwarano gave her a deep look, followed by endless silence.
……
The night is getting deeper and deeper, tonight, it is destined to be someone who is not at peace in his heart, of course, Dongfang Liuyun's mood is not much better, two dozen beers were quickly drunk, Fujiwarano did not feel enjoyable, and called some high-level wine.
The two of them sat silently opposite each other, drinking.
What is rare is that on this night, there is a round of bright crescent moon hanging in the sky, and the cold moonlight drinks the cold weather, which makes people suddenly feel a sense of emptiness and loneliness in their hearts.
I don't know how many cups I drank, but Fujiwarano finally felt a little in a trance-
If he gets drunk, he can reduce the pain in his heart by a point, and he would rather be drunk like this all the time than wake up again.
However, the person he loved was opposite, obviously so close, as long as he stretched out his hand to touch it, but he seemed to feel that there were thousands of rivers and mountains between them, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't reach her.
Fujiwarano was originally such a silent and unexpressive person, but in his current situation, he finally didn't know how he could explain it and how to eliminate the misunderstanding, so he ......
"Liuyun, I was wrong...... For the umpteenth time, I wish it was I who died...... At least you don't have to be tortured so painfully by your determination, at least at this time, you should also cherish the person who remembers memories...... How can you come back to me? What do you want...... I'll give you everything...... Everything is for you, including myself, and I just want you to come back to me......"
After drinking, Fujiwarano was also drunk, his expression was no longer as cold as before, and the rest was just the gloom of the frustrated, and he couldn't control his hand to pull Dongfang Liuyun, and asked in a low voice, with some choking in his tone.
Dongfang Liuyun is the first time to see such a Fujiwara, in the past, he was cold and deep, this kind of him made her a little confused......
Looking at him like this, the past scenes suddenly came to mind, she was a little uncontrollably reddened, took a deep breath, didn't blink her eyes, picked up a full glass of wine, and drank it in one gulp-
"You're drunk, Fujiwara...... Your body ......"
"It doesn't matter, you won't be sad if I die. I'm a little tired of holding on, and I don't know how long I can love...... How long can I hold on, I'm afraid that if I don't persevere, you and I will be like strangers, and then it won't necessarily be better than death......"