As the mother and daughter spoke, they talked about Pei Yuma.

Xiao Yan is very curious about this concubine, and being able to stand out among the thousands of purples and thousands of reds who admire her mother, is not only good looks and outstanding temperament, but must be something that others can't match.

"Your Uncle Pei's appearance is not the most exquisite, in terms of appearance, your father's face is still a little more delicate than his, but You'an's style is excellent." Li Yihun laughed as he spoke, Xiao Yan was a little embarrassed, which of the biological fathers who heard her mother say that her first husband or her daughter was more handsome...... Is it really appropriate?

"Your Uncle Pei's name is You'an, because he has not been in good health since he was a child, and like your uncle and prince, he is also congenitally deficient." Li Yixun said of this and sighed slightly, "Before Grandma Pei was pregnant with You'an, she had rubella, and You'an was born with a bad heart. ”

When Xiao Yan heard this, he was stunned, no wonder Uncle Pei is like a bright moon and a clear breeze, is this the reason why he has been forgiving since he was a child, and everything does not linger in his heart? But it didn't ...... When you are moved and thought, you can no longer be like a breeze passing through a bamboo, and you will not be haunted by it.

She remembered what Li Yuzhen said, her mother was very young and had a family of sons who were tempted for her, the saint held her to watch the lanterns in Danfeng Tower, watched polo in front of Lin De Palace, hunted in Shanglin Garden, watched flowers in Furong Garden, and cruised in Jiankang Mansion, countless families were moved by her, Cui family, Pei family, Du family, Wei family, Zheng family...... Many of the older Langjun are guarded for the sake of a thought, especially those who are not the eldest concubines, because they can be allowed by the family to enter into a marriage contract with the princess. She thought to herself: Could it be that Pei Shizi also had a heart for his mother very early? - She heard Li Yuzhen say that Pei Shizi's age is five years older than her mother.

So how did he survive?

I heard my mother say: "When You'an proposed to me that year, I learned that he had taken the Yanshou Pill two years ago, and his lifespan was less than three years. ”

Xiao Yan suddenly felt in his heart: I see.

The name of the longevity pill is longevity, but it is actually a burning life, which is to use one's own life as charcoal, and burn all of them to get a few years of health. Pei Shizi was attracted to his mother, his emotions were great, and his health must be getting worse, so he used the longevity pill that the young children of the family would never use.

She immediately frowned again, since Pei Shizi knew that his fate was not long, why did he want to marry his mother?

Li Yixun smiled when he saw her expression, and said, "At that time, I liked Fanyin, and the Chang'an family almost knew it. That's why your Uncle Pei proposed to me—he said, "I have someone in my heart, and if he dies, I won't be saddened much." He has always been calm, and I didn't know that he was in love with me. ”

Li Yixun sighed, "As soon as he is emotional, he will not live long." Whether you ask for it or you can't get it, it's a game of death, and the deeper the love, the faster you die. Baoshu, a lifetime, is not easy to tempt; It is not easy to find it when you are moved; It's not easy to stay there; It's not easy to keep the head of the common white...... There are too many difficulties in life, so life must be enjoyable. Life is full of joy, even if you die at night, you can go away with a smile. You'an went happily, and I have been married to him for two and a half years, and I am also happy. You'an used his qiē to make me happy, life, talent, wisdom...... Every part of this garden was built by him and me, but he refused to leave any trace of him...... You'an's line of writing, known as Wang Yuanlin's second, 'chic and ancient, sparse and elegant, such as the breeze, such as clouds, such as xia, such as smoke', but you see, there is no place in this Fuzhong Garden is his inscription plaque. I just don't want to, I look at other things and think about others. - Baoshu, the rarest thing in this world is not to love you deeply, but to love you deeply and will not make you sad and sad. ”

She smiled brightly, "There is a sentence in his "Marriage Post" that touches me the most: 'The gods change, and life is beautiful.'" ’”

Xiao Yan knew this sentence, which was originally a metaphor for the highest level of calligraphy of Yan Lugong, the first Kaishu of the Tang Dynasty, and was told by her mother like this, she seemed to be able to see the man with the bright moon and clear breeze and jade pine standing among the flowers with a smile, blooming his life and soul, giving her mother a splendid life.

Xiao Yan couldn't help but be moved.

"You'an wants me to have a good life, so I do my best. Baoshu, if you meet someone who can make you happy in this life, don't miss it. ”

Xiao Yan nodded seriously, "Yes." If there is such a person who devotes his life to me, I will cherish it. ”

Li Yixun looked back and looked at Xiao Yan's eyes, "This word your father gave you won my heart, please, please, and enjoy life." ”

Her mother taught her to do it with her heart, and A-Niang wanted her to enjoy her life...... Xiao Yan lowered his eyes for a moment, hugged his mother, and said seriously: "I will." "Walk with your heart, and be happy.

The mother and daughter talked for a while on the couch, and Xiao Yan was worried that her mother would have back pain after sitting for a long time, so she went to the garden for a walk.

So the maids prepared shoulders and carried the Zen chairs, and there were screens, curtains, stoves, tea, wine, fruits, and other things, and more than a dozen people hugged the two of them to the plum blossom forest.

The weather in Chang'an is not as cold as Hexi, and this year's winter is particularly warm, and the lakes and ponds in your mansion are not frozen, Xiao Yan and his mother Xu Xing talked, passed by a lotus pond, and saw a cormorant squatting on the stone fence staring at the water. The five-colored parrot lying on Xiao Yan's shoulder with a foot cover on its paws clawed shouted: "Stupid bird! Stupid bird! ”

Xiao Yan laughed, and taught it with a bad heart, "The next time the goddess comes, you will call it that." ”

The parrot shuddered when she heard the "goddess", twisted her little head, and ignored Xiao Yan.

Xiao Yan stretched out his hand to straighten its little head, and continued to destroy the bird tirelessly, "It's okay not to call it a stupid bird, when you see the goddess, you call 'Jiecao eats, Jiecao eats!'" 'Got it?' ”

The parrot's little black bean eyes rolled around.

Li Yixun giggled on his shoulder.

The maids in the back also couldn't help laughing.

Xiao Yan taught two sentences without teaching, then stretched out his fingers and flicked the parrot's head, turned back to his mother and said, "This parrot that the second brother adjusted/taught is still not very smart." ”

Li Yixun laughed at her, "It's just too smart, so I don't fall for you." ”

Laughing and walking to the plum garden.

Xiao Yan walked in the forest with his mother's arm, and when he chatted, he talked about Tubo and Chide Songzan, Li Yixun said: "His paintings are good, and he has entered the Tao." Singing is also a must, you have heard him sing, you will think of the snowy sky, free goshawks, vast grasslands, beautiful lakes, wide, loud, and clean. As he spoke, he sang a song of the sacred mountain in the Tibetan language, his voice was bright and unrestrained, and he smiled, "I can't sing this song as well as him." ”

Xiao Yan cared about, "Does he make you happy?" ”

Li Yixun's eyebrows curled, "Do you know how bad the Tubo people are?" ”

Xiao Yan nodded, not only the Tubo soldiers, but also the Tubo generals also had an unpleasant fishy smell, because they ate beef and mutton every day and ate less fruits and vegetables.

Li Yihun smiled and said: "Some ascetics in Tibet don't have this taste, because they are vegetarians. When Chide Songtsan was not a Zampu, he went to Chang'an in the embassy and saw me when he was watching the lanterns in Danfeng Tower, when I was only five or six years old. After he returned to Tibet, he began to be a vegetarian, taking all kinds of flower baths, and when he asked for marriage, he had been a vegetarian for more than ten years, and there was still a smell of rose dew on his body. As he spoke, he remembered that when Chide Songtsen counted his merits in front of the saints, he proudly said, "I am fragrant," and he couldn't help laughing.

Xiao Yan wiped his sweat silently, thinking that love really makes people crazy, whether it is a woman or a man, whether it is a Han or a Tubo.

"He collected a lot of my likes and hobbies and worked hard to learn them. There are some aspects where he is really talented, and he plays very well, and the best thing is drumming, and I like him to play the drums when I do the Zhezhi dance. Your second brother is also good at drumming, but he is a step worse than Chide Songtsen. ……”

"When he was courting, I told him that I would not have children with him. He said, "That's right, so no one can distract you." Of course, the nobles and monks in Tibet were happy to see that I had no children, otherwise, with the liking of Chide Songtsen for me, they might have to make my child Zampu. How did they know that this was that Chide Songtsen could no longer give birth to children, and that there was sterilization in the wine he drank. ”

Xiao Yan was silent, no wonder her aunt had not had a child in Tubo for more than ten years.

Li Yixun said for a while and said: "Chide Songtsan is a very willful person, all his life is for his own preferences, when Zampu is because he likes it, and he is with me because he likes it, and he doesn't have children with me because he likes it, and Tubo exists in his eyes because of his like." Therefore, when he died, Tubo was gone. However, the country is gone, the clan is still there, and in the Tang Dynasty, the Tubo people will live better. Ozon and his sons and daughters are alive, and his offspring may be continued. ”

He laughed again and said, "I guess he doesn't care, he must sneer: those fools, who cares if they die." Because none of them he likes, what a selfish and willful guy. I like it, though. Reaching out to catch a falling plum blossom, he smiled leisurely, "Actually, I am the same person as him." ”

Xiao Yan was silent.

Her mother is beautiful and captivating, talented, and has endless thoughts and ingenuity, but she is also willful and willful, and she really can't be called a good person.

But this is her mother.

It's a mother who really loves her.

She narrowed her eyes, stretched out her hand, held her mother's hand that was cold and outstretched to receive flowers, and said, "Don't be cold." ”

Li Yixun looked at her and smiled, holding her back with his fingers.

Xiao Yan turned his head, motioned to the maid to stop, and led his mother to the depths of Merlin.

She asked her mother, "A-Niang, why did you ...... back then?" lost her father's ......" she has been storing these words in her heart for a long time, and she always has to ask for clarity.

Li Yixun smiled, "There are many reasons. One of them, because the third sister doesn't like him, and your father likes me. ”

Xiao Yan was stunned, what kind of truth is this? Even if Anping's mother doesn't like her father, they are husband and wife after all......

Li Yixun didn't plan to tell her daughter completely about the events of that year, and it was not time yet, but this matter with Xiao Jingxi was related to her image in her daughter's heart, and she had to explain something, and said in a low voice: "Back then, your grandfather didn't want to marry the princess to Hexi, because your grandfather knew that Xiao Jingxi liked me - but it was impossible for me to be with him - your grandfather didn't want to marry other princesses." But the third sister asked to marry Hexi. She sighed, "Because she likes someone, but that person has a heart...... Seeing Xiao Yan's eyes, she glanced at her with disgust, "It's not me." Do you love your mother with all the men in the world? ”

Xiao Yan's face turned red and said, "A-Niang, you continue." ”

Li Yixun looked at the plum blossom and sighed leisurely, "My third sister, don't look at her arrogant and bright like a phoenix, in fact, she is the most deadly, if she likes someone, she can't let it go anymore, so she can't marry anyone, so she thinks about not harming others, so she chooses your father." ”

Xiao Yan was speechless, this is someone in their hearts, and no one is sorry for anyone?

"But men are sometimes very selfish, even if they have someone in their hearts, they will not tolerate that the person in their wife's heart is not themselves - not everyone is your Uncle Pei."

Xiao Yan thought to himself that his father should not be such a person, if he cared about this, there would be no Han Sanqing's existence.

Li Yixun said very simply: "So I have lost your father, but he still has three points of sanity, if he really doesn't want to, I won't force him." That kind of medicine is not without an antidote, it has to be a happy family to solve it. She squinted and smiled.

The corners of Xiao Yan's mouth twitched, and he understood, his father was ashamed of Anping's mother because he was like A-Niang, so he had Anping's mother's wanton unscrupulousness in the Guogong Mansion, otherwise, if he really used some means in the house, Chang'an is so far away from Hexi, and it is probably difficult to know how the princess is doing in Xiao's family.

But A-Niang's way of "helping her sister", she is really ...... Beg to differ.

It is estimated that Princess Anping was helped by her sister like this, and her stomach hurt.

Xiao Yan looked at her mother speechlessly, but her mother withdrew her hand, and poked her forehead with a slender finger, and her slanted eyebrows and resentful eyes were, "Why do you have an opinion?" ”

Xiao Yan immediately remembered what Mrs. Tai said, "The affairs of the elders are the affairs of the elders", and resolutely shook her head to say that she had no opinion, and she could not have an opinion on this kind of bad debt...... Alas!

raised his hand and shook his mother's hand again, walked forward, and said with a smile: "A-Niang said that there are many reasons, this is one of them, and what are the reasons?" ”

Li Yixun glanced at her, and his bright eyes instantly became a little unpredictable, "You can't know yet, at least...... It's going to be after you have the real realm. ”

Xiao Yan was stunned, what does this have to do with her advancing to the Cave True Realm?

"Auntie, why?"

"Because, you're still too weak. Knowing too much will only become a burden. Your martial arts should also pay attention to gradual progress. It's the same thing. Li Yixun's eyes stared at her deeply, "Baoshu, you remember, nothing in the world can be relied on, and the only thing that can be relied on is your own strength." Only when you are strong can you not be afraid of a qiē. No unpredictable, no fear of any wind and waves. ”

Xiao Yan looked at her mother's eyes, which were as pure black as hers, and there were deep feelings in them.

Her heart was hot, and she stopped asking why, but reached out to hug her mother, "I will be stronger." You don't have to worry. ”

She saw hidden worries in her mother's eyes.

She didn't know what her mother was worried about, maybe it was the "unpredictable" in her mother's words, but no matter what the wind and waves, she had a calm and fearless heart. Be fearless and move forward.

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