Chapter 281: My cultivation is smooth
It was the first time she talked to Li Yuzhen about the incident in Changle Palace so calmly, and she used the word "Huanhe", Xiao Yan suddenly realized that she had completely put down the matter of Changle Palace, and what she still had was mind that Li Yuzhen's bully behavior was mindful, not Huanhe himself.
Li Yuzhen immediately thought through this, and felt that the stuffy pain in his chest was relieved, and he smiled softly, "You like my body." β
Usually like a person, there are two aspects, one is to like her character and behavior, that is, to like her inside; Then there is the body that likes her looks. If a person only likes a person's inner and does not like her body, it means that the two can become good friends but it is difficult to develop into lovers, because without physical attraction, there is no zΓ i attraction.
Li Yuzhen's voice was as cold as thin ice, but this low soft smile was very gorgeous and graceful, as if the precious and gorgeous silk was wrapped around the silky porcelain, soft and slippery, reminiscent of her gorgeous *, the feeling of slender fingers caressing her silky skin, and the heart fluttered and gave birth to ripples.
Xiao Yan was shocked in his heart and immediately calmed down.
She felt that after experiencing a deep kiss with Murong Jue and her many kisses and flirtatious, she was in love. is a lot more sensitive, and now that Li Yuzhen's gorgeous and graceful voice is picked, he suddenly thinks of the joy with her on the bed......
Xiao Yan couldn't help frowning, this kind of sensitivity, I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing?
From immovable color to lust to lust and then to color breaking?
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Demon brother, he eats meat.
From immobility, to movement, to breaking ......
It seems that now, she has entered the realm of "movement".
Now, when she faces Li Yuzhen, she can no longer be as rock-solid as before, but must calm her mind in order to resist her attraction, which comes from her inner soul and from her body.
Xiao Yan did not avoid this, but looked at himself more soberly, and said while analyzing: "I once said to Senior Qianshan that if her appearance is not good and her figure is not beautiful, even if my relationship with her is good and I can live and die together, I can't bear her kissing me." It is an attraction of beauty and color, to be precise, an attraction of color to people's liking. Xiao Yan thought more clearly this time, "So that time in Changle Palace, after I came to my senses, my first reaction was not to be angry and have sex with you, but to have a bully like yours and trample on the feelings of your friends." She clearly dissected her mentality, "If you look ugly, in addition to being angry and sad, I will be nauseous for several days, and I will vomit when I think of doing it with you." β
Li Yuzhen said angrily: "Where am I ugly." β
Xiao Yan was speechless, "...... I mean if. β
"Not at all."
Xiao Yan had no choice but to say: "You are beautiful, beautiful, beautiful." "Important words are said three times.
Li Yuzhen expressed her satisfaction at this time, lowered her lips, and kissed the skin under her ear, her voice was so soft that it could entangle people, "Yuezhi-"
Xiao Yan opened his face sideways, "Let's make it clear, don't move your hands and feet, well, don't move your lips." β
Li Yuzhen raised his eyebrows coldly, gritting his teeth, "You actually kissed Murong Qianshan deeply!" - Xiao Yuezhi, I'm jealous! Very jealous! Very jealous! "I clearly express my sore and painful feelings.
Xiao Yan sighed and lowered her face, she would rather Li Yuzhen be reserved and not be so straightforward - but this is obviously impossible, Li Yuzhen is uncomfortable, so she must let herself know and feel uncomfortable for her.
"You know, I won't be emotional about her." Xiao Yan said helplessly.
Li Yuzhen knows herself so well, how could she not understand that since she promised to help Murong become enlightened, she would never be emotional to her and ruin her Dao.
As soon as this sentence came out, Xiao Yan sighed in his heart, which can be regarded as an explanation in disguise - he still took half a step back.
"It's one thing to know, it's another thing to be jealous," Li Yuzhen said gently, "I just want you to explain it to me." β
She said softly, "Did you sleep with her?" β
The corners of Xiao Yan's eyebrows twitched, "Li Zhaohua!" Knowing that it was impossible, she sighed in her heart, knowing that she was forcing herself to explain, and as soon as she explained, she stepped into the pit of "confessing to her". Xiao Yan was silent for a moment, but still used the previous way, and said, "Do I have it, will you know?" β
Li Yuzhen snorted, "I don't know." β
Xiao Yan was also annoyed, she took half a step back and didn't want to retreat again, and tilted her eyebrows, "Then you and I have had with her." β
Li Yuzhen's expression turned cold, holding Xiao Yan's body and slowly straightening up, and then slowly distanced himself from her, looking at her coldly, as if he had a sharp blade on her face.
Xiao Yan secretly said that it was not good, and he felt a huge pain in his chest.
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The heroine's counterattack.
Xiao Yan snorted, with her body that had been tempered in the Divine Lake, she was so cold sweat that she was hit by this punch.
Raising his hand to cover his chest, his eyebrows twitched in pain.
"Does it hurt?" Li Yuzhen asked.
Do you try to hurt or not?
Xiao Yan glared at her angrily, "Beat people...... No chest punching. "Don't be so cruel!
Li Yuzhen said coldly, "My heart hurts a lot more than yours." Xiao Yuezhi, when you say this kind of thing, are you poking me in the heart with a knife? β
Then you and I have had with her.
Li Yuzhen knew that this was a backword, but he still couldn't help but feel heartache and anger.
When Xiao Yan came to his senses, he felt remorse in his heart and sighed: "I said it wrong. I didn't ...... to her," this still has to be explained, I couldn't help but smile bitterly and sighed, and simply said the whole thing, "This kind of thing can only be done if you are happy with each other." I'm not emotionally attached to Senior Qianshan, how could I do such a thing? He said to her helplessly, "Are you satisfied now?" β
Li Yuzhen was furious, "You kissed, kissed, hugged, touched, and you asked me if I was satisfied?" β
Xiao Yan was speechless, knowing that he had said the wrong thing again, and couldn't help but smile bitterly.
"I didn't mean that......"
"And what do you mean?" Li Yuzhen is cold.
Xiao Yan said in his heart, if I said, "I don't want to explain to you", you still have to say that I poke you in the heart with a knife! β¦β¦ Alas, heartache! Xiao Yan also felt so heartbroken, and said while rubbing his chest, "Do you drink tea?" I heard that tea can relieve vinegar. "She's serious. What she said was to take the steps, which meant that Murong Jue would not mention this matter in the past.
Li Yuzhen did not go down this step.
She said in a cold voice: "Drink you to relieve my vinegar." β
Xiao Yan immediately took two steps back vigilantly, sat down on the coffee table and poured tea and drank tea in one go, the tea cup was hidden on her lips, thinking that Li Zhaohua couldn't pounce on and kiss the teacup - thinking of this scene, she couldn't help but want to laugh, and hurriedly drank tea and tea.
Li Yuzhen looked at her coldly.
One hand rolls up one sleeve, and the other hand rolls up the other sleeve.
Xiao Yan was stunned, "Hey, what do you want to do?" "Does she want to have an overlord now? β¦β¦ Xiao Yan felt so frightened.
But the problem is, Li Yuzhen can't succeed!
She is no longer Wuxia Amon.
What's more, the pavilion master is in this Yiqiu Palace.
Li Yuzhen rolled up his sleeves on both sides, and Leng Sensen, "Beat you." β
"If I don't beat you, my heart is not smooth, and my anger will not be dissipated," the voice was cold and cold, "the vinegar is uneven." β
Xiao Yan's mouth twitched when he heard the last sentence.
Suddenly, he put down the teacup and ran, shouting "Help!" β
ββ¦β¦ Burst! β
Hua Xingzhi was stunned for a moment and then suddenly burst into laughter, patting the deck chair in the garden with one hand, hahaha.
I never thought that Xiao Wunian was this reaction!
The pavilion master in the book pavilion twitched the corners of his mouth rarely, and couldn't help but smile softly.
The panda who was eavesdropping while practicing boxing stared at a pair of tiger eyes and was stunned: What is the situation?
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Beauty Agent Legend! Can we save it? γ
Hua Xingzhi rolled his eyes: [The two little enemies are vindictive, what are you meddling in? ] γ
γSmall ...... Enemy? Tantai Xiong touched his beard, and what was written in the book was both love and hate, [Isn't she a pair with Qianshan? Why did you have a grudge with Zhaohua again? It's not right, one foot on two boats! γ
Two boats of fart! Hua Xing knows the heart, it is good to be able to step on a boat, and there is no good airway: [Wu Nian is to help thousands of mountains grind the road! ] Heartless! γ
γOh...... I forgot. ] Tangtai Xiong is a little weak-hearted, he is recently chasing the serialization of "The Legend of the Iceberg", in which the iceberg heroine is very similar to Murong Jue, and she is in love with another heroine to live and die...... The other heroine's temperament is quite like Wu Nian, and it is understandable that he forgot Qianshan Xiu's ruthless Tao for a while.
Hua Xingzhi rubbed his chest in the garden, there is such a senior brother Xiong, no wonder he ages fast - Murong Shenrao said that he is getting older and sad.
In the flower hall, Li Yuzhen was also shocked by Xiao Yan's "help", and she was angry and funny for a while, and she pounced on her body, "Help? No one will try to save you today! I'm going to beat you up! The more Li Yuzhen spoke, the more angry he became, and his fist fell, and there was no discipline at all, just beating down.
Xiao Yan protected his head and shouted, "Don't hit people in the face", while resisting Li Yuzhen's fist, he sighed and screamed in pain - thinking that Li Yuzhen would be even more angry if he didn't say anything. Sometimes she also punches back, but she never hits Li Yuzhen, just takes her fist, but her true qi only uses seventy percent, how can she resist her angry shot...... After a while, several bones were broken, and there was a bruise under the clothes, only a handsome and beautiful face was intact - in addition to her own protection, Li Yuzhen was reluctant to start.
When the two of them moved, the true qi barrier had already been removed, and they could naturally hear it clearly outside the house, and even Cheng and Guan Xia twitched the corners of their mouths - this time the trouble was so intense! It's still fighting!
Xiao Yan took out his handkerchief and coughed up a mouthful of blood.
Li Yuzhen was really ruthless this time, not only breaking her bones, but also beating her organs to the point that her organs were bleeding.
Xiao Yan coughed up another mouthful of blood, and seeing that Li Yuzhen didn't move his fist, he endured the pain and sat on a nearby circle chair, and didn't dare to breathe, covering his lips with a handkerchief and saying, "Are you still fighting?" β
Li Yuzhen had a cold face, approached her and pressed a finger on her broken ribs, Xiao Yan hissed slightly.
"Does it hurt?" Li Yuzhen asked her.
Xiao Yan said honestly: "I have quenched my bones in the Oghuz Temple, and it doesn't hurt much. "This pain is nothing compared to the extreme pain in the lake of the gods.
Li Yuzhen's fingers slammed hard, and the broken bone poked into Xiao Yan's lungs with a "poof".
Xiao Yan coughed up a mouthful of blood foam.
Li Yuzhen asked, "Does it hurt?" β
Xiao Yan's handkerchief was already stained red with blood, and he looked up at her and said, "It hurts." β
Li Yuzhen said in a calm voice: "It's not as painful as my heart." β
Her expression was calm, her voice was calm, and Xiao Yan's heart hurt.
When the pain is extreme, it will be calm.
Xiao Yan endured coughing up blood, snorted, and nodded: [I know you hurt. γ
Swallowing the blood that poured up her throat, she thought for a moment and continued to say: "I'm with you, and my heart doesn't beat faster. But it can't be judged by this, it's not tempting. When Senior Qianshan was tempted by me, his heartbeat did not increase. She coughed and laughed, swallowed the blood again, and continued: [She may have been watching the aurora in the polar ice field, and she was emotionally emotional to me at that moment, and her heart was pounding at that moment, but it was not speeding up, as if her heart was blooming - but I don't have this feeling of heart blooming for you. γ
Li Yuzhen's heart suddenly hurt again, this time it was not a sullen pain, but she was really stabbed in the heart, stabbing it.
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You're genetically modified!. Xiao Yan said clearly.
[But there should be a heartbeat. γ
The heartbeat is not the heart, the heartbeat is just a momentary touch.
Countless heartbeats accumulate together, and the heart will be tempted.
She will not "tom" for Li Yuzhen's heart, nor will she feel soft in her heart because she thinks of her, but she will feel heartache for her heartache.
Xiao Yan thought to himself that he should be between heartbeat and heartbeat for Li Yuzhen.
Li Yuzhen raised his hand to touch her hair, touched her cheek, and bent over to look at her: "You will fall in love with me." β
Xiao Yan coughed, and the bloody foam coughed out, and the silk handkerchief in her hand turned red again.
"Maybe." She said, her voice a little hoarse in her veil.
[But what? She still turned to Transsound, [How much love can you love again? I won't abandon my family for you, and neither will you. β¦β¦ Well, the matter of the family may not be unsolvable, under the apocalypse, the family is a trivial matter. After Xiao Yan went through the grinding with the Murong family, she inevitably thought of the relationship between her and Li Yuzhen, and she seriously thought about this issue in her spare time.
[But what? Xiao Yan still said this,
Her voice was calm and sincere: "I haven't really loved, so I don't know what it's like to really love someone. However, I have thought about whether you really love someone, will you have no yourself, only each other; You're willing to sacrifice a qiΔ, even at the cost of losing yourself. - Zhaohua, I can't do it. None of us can do it. γ
Will you have no yourself, only each other?
You're willing to sacrifice a qiΔ.
You don't hesitate to lose yourself.
Li Yuzhen narrowed his eyes.
She loves Xiao Yan, she will feel heartache for her, she will think about her for a long time, and she will toss and turn because she misses her.
But she won't love Xiao Yan until she loses herself, she won't sacrifice a qiΔ for her, and it is impossible to lose herself.
She sneered, "I love you." But I can't give up my dignity. β
Xiao Yan looked at her and agreed: [What you said is extremely right. So what we love more is ourselves. Either you can die for each other, or you love each other more than yourself, because for some people, life is not the most important thing.
You love yourself more, so you have to get me. Because you're happiest with me. But it's not that I'm happiest you don't care. Zhaohua, you see, love is actually so selfish. γ
Li Yuzhen's gaze gradually became cold, and his heart was very painful and cold.
She wanted to say, Yuezhi, you are with me, I will make you the happiest.
But when she saw Xiao Yan's indifferent and indifferent eyes, she didn't want to say anything.
Xiao Yuezhi is not an affectionate person.
She had never realized this so clearly.
Xiao Yan changed a handkerchief and said: [The Buddhist scriptures say: The world has love, such as entering a fire house, troubles arise by themselves, the coolness is no longer good, its steps are difficult, and its retreat is also difficult. This is attachment. Zhaohua, we seek the avenue, pain, life and death, for us is not the most powerful enemy, but obsession. Especially sad. γ
She half-closed her eyes and thought to herself: [Zhaohua, I am not a person with strong feelings. I love my family, I love my friends, I have a lot of feelings, but I don't cling to love. I don't have that strong obsession to have someone, and I don't have that strong obsession to want to be owned by someone. Maybe I'll love someone, but I won't love someone fiercely. γ
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[Crossing] Shadow Guard, come to the bowl.
[Zhaohua, you are cultivating the way of the heart sword, and you are talking about the heart. But my feelings can't go your way. What if you have a passion for me, and I don't have a corresponding passion for you? After all, it will become your emotional obstacle. Not really. Let go of attachment, be empty, and be quiet. γ
Li Yuzhen was silent, his eyebrows lowered, and his fingers caressed a small seal on his waist.
It was a parting gift given to her by Xiao Yan when she left Chang'an, and four words were engraved on it: Xuji Jingdu.
This is the "Tao Te Ching" of "to the extreme, to keep quiet".
When people have attachment, their minds are no longer empty and peaceful.
Xiao Yan is advising Li Yuzhen to be quiet and restore the clarity of his soul, so that he can be more accessible on the avenue and will not be blinded by his feelings.
The more Xiao Yan spoke, the more she felt that her heart was clear, and analyzing herself so clearly was as if her heart had been purified, making it clearer and clearer, and the glazed jade lotus that was originally covered with a layer of shadow also became clear and transparent again.
There was a layer of jade light on her face, and her eyes were more radiant and clear.
Li Yuzhen only felt a heart attack.
I can't wait to beat her up again.
Xiao Yan coughed when she saw that her eyes were cold, waved her other hand, covered her handkerchief and said, "Don't beat it, next time." Let's get down to business first. "She didn't come to the palace today to be beaten, the matter of Oghuz must be explained clearly, as for how Li Yuzhen wants to beat her to dissipate her anger, it is a matter later.
Xiao Yan felt that it was important to get down to business.
Love and love are all small things.
Xiao Yan felt that Li Yuzhen should learn how to learn from His Majesty, how powerful and domineering - look at the red flowers and green leaves of other people's harems, the body has passed through the flowers, and the leaves do not touch the body.
"You breathe first." Li Yuzhen said in a cold voice.
Xiao Yan immediately closed his eyes.
Two quarters of an hour later, she opened her eyes.
"Healed?" Li Yuzhen raised her eyebrows.
The bone is broken, can it be so fast?
After Xiao Yan was tempered by the Divine Lake, his body's ability to recover was much stronger, although it was not as perverted as Murong Jue, but this kind of injury was far less severe than that of the injury in Oghu, and the breathing was already good for two quarters of an hour. "It's almost, just raise it later." She said.
Li Yuzhen called into Lian Cheng to bring in the gargle, let Xiao Yan rinse his mouth, and walked out with his sleeves, "Go to Guangtian Hall to talk." β
Xiao Yan didn't want to provoke her, so he answered "Okay", and explained to the pavilion master, and went to Guangtian Palace.
Lian Cheng looked at the blood-stained handkerchiefs on the coffee table, and his heart twitched - if the queen asked His Royal Highness how to meet Xiao Langjun, would she say it or not? Hey, let's ask Your Highness, Your Highness will say it, and Your Highness will let you say it...... Don't talk about killing it.
Lian Cheng picked up the handkerchief and felt sad in his heart, why was she left to clean up?
When she arrived at the Guangtian Palace, Li Yuzhen took her directly to the dormitory.
Xiao Yan originally wanted to say that she would go to the study, but when she saw Li Yuzhen's cold face, it seemed that she could immediately beat her again if she said no, her lips moved, but she was still silent, the words have been said clearly, go to the dormitory and go to the dormitory...... Can Li Yuzhen still use force on her?
The two took off their boots and entered the temple.
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The king of birds and the princess of beasts, pounced on the toothless princess. After the curtain was lifted, we came to the wide brocade couch. Xiao Yan saw the words hanging on the dragon's head hook at a glance: I want to have a discipline.
She chuckled.
"You're really hanging."
The dreary atmosphere dissipated instantly.
Li Yuzhen squinted at her, "If you can dissipate your anger, I can hang it in Zichen Palace." β
The corners of Xiao Yan's mouth twitched, "It's better to say goodbye." With a sweep of her eyes, she saw a stack of Huang Xuan on the bookcase on the left side of the bed, her eyesight was very good, and she had already seen the ink words "I want to have discipline" on the paper, which showed that the person who wrote was extremely pen.
She sighed and said, "We have revealed the matter of Changle Palace. β
Don't mention it later.
Li Yuzhen snorted coldly, "I have no regrets." Again, I still want you. β
Xiao Yan turned his head to look at her for a while, "I'll beat you later." β
Bullying can only be solved with fists.
"Okay." Li Yuzhen raised his eyebrows, "I'll wait for you to beat me." β
Xiao Yan now wants to get rid of her and wants her to let go of her attachment, how can she let Xiao Yan reveal it, and she won't let her reveal the relationship between the two of them.
She took two steps forward, hugged Xiao Yan from behind in an extremely domineering manner, and said in a voice as cold as ice: "When I was cultivating the Heart Sword Dao, the master said: My generation is not afraid of delusions, but I am afraid of not thinking about it. Cultivation is an obsession, and if you can't do it because you're afraid, you won't be able to go on at all. If the heart is there, it can do anything, it can't be today, and it may not be impossible tomorrow. I'm cultivating to my heart's content. If you give up because you are afraid that you will not love me, this is not to let go of attachments, but to be afraid. If you give up because you are afraid that you will not be in love, this is not to let go of obsession, but still to be afraid. If there is really love to destroy that day, it is also pleased. And not now, because if possible, and abandon attachment. Do you understand? β
Xiao Yan stood still.
She was silent, thinking.
After a long time, she said, "You follow your heart, and I follow my heart." β
Everyone has his own way, and he has made a choice, whether it is pain or suffering, he has to bear it himself.
Li Yuzhen hugged her quietly, resting her chin on her hair, feeling the joy and pain in her heart, joy because she could hug this person, and pain because the person in her arms was not emotional to herself, and she didn't want to be emotional to herself.
But whether it is joy or pain, it is a living feeling.
She can suffer because she won't get it in the future, but she can't dare to love because she can't get it.
In her heart, she never dared to do it, only to do it.
Regarding love, she is not obsessed with blinding her soul and can't be broken, can't see it, and can't let go.
It's her unwillingness to break through, look away, and let go.
Because it doesn't need to.
If you want to live a vivid life, you must always have greed, hatred, resentment, seven emotions and six desires.
Her life should be as sonorous and powerful as her sword.
Therefore, she does not cultivate unkindness.
Her way has always been good.
Live according to your heart, do what you want, and you will get it.
It is always up to her, not to others.
Xiao Yuezhi is a little right, she loves herself the most.